on new year nite aku celebr8 at the curve...
b4 tht lepak kedai y dlu kat anexe CM jmp lala n zue...
disamping mnonton exhibiton art kat kdai tu
sygnye miss fathiyah aku tu ilang or sesat plak d putra..
.aiseh pai..
cane la ko leh ikot kawan2 ko ke sane...
klo dh kami2 ni ke kl...
ko ke putra plakhampeh...
but new year nite kami celebra8 bese2 je...
x tau la klo yg len rase bez...
neway...
sape celebr8 kat the curve surely tau kot celebration kat sane...
heeee
oooo
haaateingt sesotu lak...
mlm new year tu gak x disengajakan achik pn ade skali besame kami lepak sesame...
aneh sunggo...hoho
ntah2 achik tu sendri yg plik knape aku ngn adik plak yg kat situ...hohoho
errrkkk
beginila...sunggo kcik dunie...pusing2 dak2 bp gak:P
aku pk nk blek kg weekend...tp mama call plak memelukan aku fetch fatin kat jb...
errkkk
so nak x nak jumaat tu trun kl tros ca alif bot(stand 4 cabot) la jwbnye blek joho
btw...aku mesti trun kl aritu krane whether aku krim adik or aku bli sendri birth gift for apis ngn sumthing that i really2 aku nk kan dh lame dr 4ever21...hehe
kadang2 rase malasnye nk blek...ye la...kawan2 sume kat kl...mesti sonok lepak kl kan...hoho
kat bp dh x de sape2...:(tggl awin je...shian die...
ni kne kjekan awin plak ni study kl lpas abes poli die
haha
ok2...yg sbenanya bosan yg amat sgt skang ni...
mmu server down dh bejam2mmg ggu nkkne ngamok je la ni
adoihhh
bosan seyh kje x de mud nk watlg pon x sesuai wat dlm pc ni samede mlm nnt aku wat kat lib ato sok pg2 serbu lab:D
heeeeerrk ok..
mau mandi smayang daa...bace yasin skali...dh bape ari aku tggl yasin ni
chowwww


***
1.plan dh berato tggu cuti ni wat ape...
2.aku minat sorang boy ni la...knal tru y...aiseh...
tp mcm dh de gf hep3!!!
kawan je ape slahnye... btol3...

sepeti yg dijanjikan...(according to my entry b4)yesterday mama msg told me that uthm(ittho) called mama to spend among rm800deposit prepare for the cafe at uthm campus bandar...n dis morning mama called that she told the tokey hainan cafe offered her to rent the hainan stall start dis coming january( on 1st jan i think)


alhamdulillah...klo x de aral mlintang...if btol mama start her uthm cafe mayb on 8th jan..aminn....yeay!!!!nmpknye ape yg aku nazar kan harusla aku tunai kan...hohohoaku dh pn bejanji sendri dan benazar on 1st day mama start cafe...neway...ape yg aku nazar kan tu bukan dr sesape ato sbb sesape...cumenye ade la dpt sokongan skit2 dr family aku sendri espeseli mama papa...sya,kak huda n dot to dot...etc


neway...niat aku tok melaksane nazar aku tu dh lame...hajat nye plak hampir2 saje akan aku laksane kan...cume tggu mase..debar2 gak ni...malu pn ade...ye la...aku se klo dh kat bp tu sume org mmg tau aku ni cenggini...dan klo antare kawan2 ku ramai2 aku la yg paling brutal, dan slambe...dan mreke2 pn mengikuti kot...laz2 aku yg brubah dlu..bukan ape babe...pengalaman...pengajaran...hidup...penyesalan pn ade...petaubatan pn ade...sume mengajar aku mcm2 tok menebus blek sgale ape yg aku dh lakukan...haiihhhhlazly...tggu je la blog ape tejadi pd aku seterusnyehehehhepeaceeee

dh 12.46...
its time to siap p class...
final crit beb...
aku cume br siap modelling...
tu pn cilok dr siew lee...


ella: ko rase kan siew lee tu bising x aku pki character die je?
pejol fcm: dia bising pon takpe
pejol fcm: dia tak bg mark
ella: :))
ella: hahahha
ella: klo die ckap ngn fazidin
ella: ??
pejol fcm: kata kat dia
pejol fcm: in this world now, nothing original


adoiy pejol...
hampeh...
mkin suspen aku ni ha...

correction...
act aku bukan mencilok...
tp kire copycat gak la...
tp aku modified gak heli tu...
hm 3d rad tiade sentuhan terkini..
hancus kecus x tau wat...
aku perlu ready2 ni...
darah aku dh makin mendidih ni
takot2...
final crit beb!!!!
uuuwwwaaa!!!!
mampos aku mampos!!!

got sumthing to tell here...
sumting yg aku dh nazarkan...
sumthing yg aku dh azam kan...
2 be continued...
mayb tonite...
cowww

salam...

semlm aku menjejak kan kaki skali lg d eye on m'sia...tp yg bez nye kali ni aku dpt nek skali...dlm 6 round kot...mule2 rase gayat gak...tp masuk pusingan ke2 dan smpi ke6...heh dh x de prasaan langsung nek...sepatah kate nenk wani "bole tido lg dlm gondola tu"...hoho...siyes bosan...ke senanye kami2 ni yg x pandai menghayati keindahan dan kemajuan kl...(x ans)...so lebe banyak menghabiskan begamba je la dlm gondola tu...walobagaimanepon...journey kami to the 'west' tu...amat menggembirakan dan mengkecohkan...hoho...siap dgn tripod skali ha begamba2 di tgh2 sungaian manusia...

p/s: thnx sya... :*


smlm aku br menghabiskan bace novel(milik kak leen) sementare meneman adik kje,semntare menunggu panggilan msg dr kawan2 ku di mmu...kali ni aku rse mcm 1st time menghabiskan novel hampir bemnggu...im not really sure same ade aku bace lmbt tu aku banyak menghayati bait2nye ato aku bz dgn esemen...kalo dh namenye novel pasti x lari dr kisah pecintaan...tp kate skemanye lebe menjurus keagamaan...aku tetarik dgn seperenggan ayat ni...:--->

" andainye tiade cinte dr adam untukmu, cukup la hanye cinta Allah menyinar dan memenuhi jiwamu...biarlah hanya cinta ibu bapamu yg memberi kehangatan kebahagiaan buat dirimu...cukuplah sekadar cinta adik beradik serta keluarga yang akan membahagiakanmu...cintailah Allah di kala susah dan senang. kerana engkau akan memperoleh cinta dr insan yg juga mencintai Allah...cintailah ke2 ibu bapamu kerane engkau akan memperoleh keredaan Ilahi...cintailah keluarga mu kerana tiada cinta selain cinta keluarga...CARILAH KEREDHAAN ILLAHI..."

wallahualam....

survey

1.What do you want for your birthday?= watever :P

2. Who will be your next kiss?= fewiittt

3. When was the last time you went tothe mall?= laz week-->alamanda

4. Are you wearing socks?= usually even in my room

6. Have you been to the movies in thelast 5 days?= nope

7. What was the last thing you haddrink?= mirinda strawberry

8. What are you wearing right now?= pink shirt n short pant:P

9. What was your last purchase?= kfc-->ain blanje...yeay!!

10.What was the last food you ate?= spicy chicken

11. Who would be the person you wouldcall if you were up in the middle ofthe night and couldn't sleep?= any1 yg cross my mind

12. Have you bought any clothing itemsin the last week?=laz few months:(

13. Do you have a pet?= nope

14. What made you laugh in the last5days?= 4got

15. If you could be anywhere rightnow, where would you be?= sumwhere tht dont have to think of anything

16. What is the last thing youpurchased online?= nope

17. One thing you hate about yourself= idiot

18 . What's your favourite soup?= sup kambing :P

19. Do you miss anyone?= yez!! sgt2 :(

20. What are your plans for the day?= wanna go home n rehat...im tired oredy :(

21. Last person you msg?= zack

22. Ever went to camp?= yup

23. Are you a good student in school?= if good...ye kot...hoho

24 . What do you know about the (your)future?= blank

25. Are you wearing any perfume orcologne?= x kot...im originally wangi tau...haha

26. Where is your best friend rightnow?= mumbling

27. What your favourite Song?= b4 dis n currently----> mengenangmu by kerispatih

bedebak!!!!
hamek!!!
aku jato kat tangge td...
gile saket tulang bontot aku...
baru je aku ckap same jaja slipa aku ni bole wat ice skating
tros die skate kat tangge ek...
wat malu aku je...
depan gad plak 2
hoho



ain...
she was crying...
aku sedey gak tgk die sedey...
x tau nk pujok ape coz im not the 1 in her shoe(broken eng btol...haha)
tp x tau la...
saket kot...
haihhh cinte2...
kadang2 bile pk blek mranenye aku tgk sya n ain..
aku agak besyukur krane afiq bukan sentese di mate aku...
haihhhh...sekse kot...:(
biala mrane tahan rindu bebulan-bulan cani dr dpt di lihat depan mate tp x leh disentuh(org kate)...
ato kate lennye....
nmpk depan mate tp saket ati je...
sedey je...
x bole tahan gak...

sigghhhh

huaaa!!!
modelling ship x siap lg...
mati aku mati...
nk tido nite...
byeeee


p/s :
wahai sekalian mr(s)...tlg jgn wat aku tensen bole..?i have too many things to do espeseli my esemens...tlg la weh tlg...eeerrrkkkk huk3 :(

ari ni rehat dr sgale msg...
inbox-->read-->click punat merah
zzZZZzzzz
lgpon...
(my maxis no out of credit)
hehe

*the TRUE is*
sunggoh!!!!
by loving sum1 amat menyakitkan!!!full stop!!!
im lost :((

aku mengalami mals tahap tutttt
bad mud tahap tutttt
tensen tahap tuttt
skang ni nk bunuh dri
haihhhh

*out wif faizul n azman---->lib*
3d....3d
uwwwaaa!!!!
:((

aku se skang ni aku ngah jahat sgt...
or malang sgt...
aku wat am tekilan...
wat apis kecewe...
fad pon mara dgn aku...
:(( :(( :((
afiq!!!!!
rindunye aku kat ko!!!!
pakal je maxis aku abes
mau aku msg die...
tp x mungkin kan...
huk3
:(( :(( :((

salam...
cuace sunggo cerah namun x ceria....
bosan yg amat...
tensen kot yg amat...
malas???
sunggo!!!


ptg ni mmg x de klas but i have to submit my concept bod act...
helo dear...
u ni kan sok luse kalo dh kje mampos kne ngamok ngn client...
asik kje delay sebmission je
:(( huk3...
aku x tau knape malas yg ade je kat dri ni...
hampeh mu ella...


neway...
d klas td my frend/ bez clasmate pn ok gak...
opened up sum1 blogger dan dgn ringan2nye mlut aku pn tetunjuk sum1 blogger gak...
my bezfrend blogger
link ---> link
mampos aku klo2 tekantoi link aku di situ gak...
but then...he stop rolled the page b4 smpi kat "link"
fuwwwhhh
lege:D


neway 2...
chating wif pejol td n he said sumthing yg wat aku malu bangat...
sunggo!!! malu gile...
cte dlu2 time aku ngn b
sumpah malu...
baru aku teingt die yg hack window aku dan kantoi la ape aku chating ngn b ni...
he said aku yg mengayat si b ni???
eerrrkkk
ye ke?
ntah...aku se x kot...tp x tau la klo2 aku tebabas ayat dan x pasan...
tp yg pasti smpi saat ni aku mmg x kne gaye dgn b ni...
sbbnye ending nye b4 die coupled ngn si m ni...
aku ade tebuat 1 mende yg wat die mara kot...
or mayb ayat aku sendri yg x bape elok
ignore...end!!


aku...homesick dh...
masuk dis week 2/3 weeks aku x blek dh...
sjak idup sorang ni aku mmg lebe bnyk menghabiskan mase dgn pogram...
mmg lebe snang membzkan dri smpi weekend aku pn full...
tp knape yek tetap x leh lupe 'dIE'
" adib...bukan pintu ati ni dh tetutup...sukar tok aku trime org len dan mmg jao skali tok aku baek dan blek lg pd dIE :(..."
n i really2 hope not to see him again...
haihhh
4ever n ever...
x bole...x bole:((


biarlah ku simpan smpi nnt aku...
kan ada di sana
tenang la diri mu dalam kedamaian...
ingtla cinta ku
ko x telihat lg
namun cintamu abadi
*sedang bekumandang d corong speaker*
sighh

ella: 1st love x semestinye long lasting love

pejol fcm: tp first love yg mengajar erti kasih syg kepada pasangan

pejol fcm: sbb tu la org kata kita susah nk lupakan 1st love

ella: :(( :(( :((

ella: btol !!!!

Qn: camane nk lupekan 1st love???

uuuwwwaaa!!!!

:(( :(( :((

mrane weh mrane!!!

episode 2...

ar...gamba afiq yg dlm amily's keychain aku pn dh x de...sgale mende gamba2 afiq dan kami whether yg edit ato x sume tlah pn aku remove....juge sgale msg2 nye d fon aku dh abes remove...but its ok...aku x amek pusingpn...cm dlu aku kate kan pd bloger yg lpas...biala afiq tu ngn knangan2 die aku tanam idup2 dlm2 ati je...hoho...

next chapter:

now eisya dh bek smule wif fa...how sweet they are...im very2 hepy bout tht...btol la kan...saba itu pasti ade hasilnye....2 la kate2 yg aku pegang dr kecil dlu...dan ia juge tebukti pd eisya...hampir 2 thn pisah dan skang bru dpt bek smule...do i have to do the samething like sya did?suposely x perlu...afiq bukan syed kan...dan keadaan kami sunggo bebeza....arghhh lpekan afiq...n eisya...aku x saba nk die kawen....aku nk jd pengapit bole x gaknye?hahaha....hmm act aku dh letey kot...sory...correction...bukan letey...tp ntah....saket kot tgk die saket...mrane kot tgk die mrane....haiihhh...2 thn beb...bukan lame...sighhh

2nd chapter:

ain still waiting for aezy comeback to her...she changed a lot i thing...haihhh...tp 2 la...gaknye sbb lame sgt couple kot jd catu..nikan aku ngn afiq kapel sethn pn mrane cm bethun....eisya kapel sethn pn mranenye 2 thn....ni kan lg ain yg kapel bethn2...saba je lakot...n tuttt

*moral of the story :- menyayangi seseorg dgn sepenuh ati ni...separoh mati ni....sunggoh!!! amat menyakitkan....sunggoh!!!*


(hoho...btw...aku mrepek a lot...mngkn hasil dr membace novel yg amat bnyk..tq)

dis weekend i'll go spend my days at cheras...kolej adik....im going to accompany adik to her interview session for tuuutttt

2 be continued

chow ci ci

bru saje abes class...mcm bese aku x menidurkan dri krane menyiapkan esemen...skali cume consultation daa...hoho...these days...keadaan emosi x bape tenang...lebe bnyk mengabes kan mase dgn brangan ke...bepk ke...aku pn xtau...tp yg paling aku suke dan menghayalkan adela dgn membace novel...beberape arini juga pkran aku senantese mlayang memiki kan afiq...rindukah die pd aku ato aku yg dh mule rindukan die smule setlah hampir setgh tahun kami x betemu dan 8 bulan lebe x becontact...haih...benci bena kot die pd aku...sentese jugak aku teingt blek waktu2 aku ngn die dlu...sweetnye...hoho..tbe2 je sengih sendri...walopon maranye lg aku kat afiq gak tp smpi saat ni honestly...the sweet memories tu la yg wat kan aku senantese nyenyak tido diteman kan sengih au sorang2...lgpon....aku xpunye ape2 lg tentang afiq...gamba paspot nye tlah pn ilang besame2 wallet vincci ku d langkawi....n dot3...

2 be continued...pejol kol ajak makan same ngn azman d street mall/terminal

byeeee

7 care yg disukai manusia...:--->

1. Manusia suka kepada orang yang memberi perhatian kepada orang lain,

2. Manusia suka kepada orang yang mau mendengarkan ucapan mereka,

3. Manusia suka kepada orang yang menjauhi debat kusir,

4. Manusia suka kepada orang yang memberikan penghargaan dan penghormatan kepada orang lain,

5. Manusia suka kepada orang yang memberi kesempatan orang lain untuk maju,

6. Manusia suka kepada orang yang tahu berterima kasih atau suka membalas kebaikan,

7. Manusia suka kepada orang yang menjaga perasaan orang lain.

*on class....vr lab...haha...bosang kot*
*chow ci ci*

huhu
aku memontengkan dri ke klas pade mnggu ke2 ini...
dgn alasan demam
hee
x demam mane pon...cume x sihat je...
musim kot
prubahan cuace...
haihhh
lame dh x update blogger ni
so many things wanna tell here
tp sure2 la aku malas nk mnulis pnjng lebar...
yg pasti semnggu yg lpas aku idup dlm x tentu arah...
bgitu je skang kot...
haihhh
neway...am still ari2 msg me...heihhh...
x fed up,fed up ke die ngn aku...
pning pale aku ngn mamat sorang ni
die x kesah ke aku dh x nah layan die lagi...
ke die mmg kurang memahami bahse
hishhh
mampos aku klo die tau ape aku tulis ni,ape aku ckap...
rimas wehh
ingt lg pade afis...
hoho
pd awal2 blogger aku ade post pasal die..
haihhh
mcm dh 2 thn kot kite org xbekawan sgt
maklumla aku bahagie je ngn afiq mase tu
haha
but now...
he's back....
eiyyyy... aku x tau la...
kami bekawan smule n agak rapat...
tp aku x nak!!!!
uuuwwwaa!!!!
pantang larang idup aku becinte ngn bf org ni
x nak arrr
18 kali u kate syg pon aku tetap x nak slagi u tu bf org
kalo u kate nk tggl die pon aku x nak...
simpang malaikat 44
aku x kepingin lg...
even geram nye aku
maranye aku kat afiq tu...
x pe la...
aku still bole idup sendri lg..
mmg smpi saat ni aku lebe senang dan maseh sendri(cewah ayat kerispatih ni aku ciplak)
bukan krane aku maseh setia kat afiq...
tp aku mau rehat dr mane2 comitment
haha
letey weh
letey
byeee
makang!!!!

haih....aku sedang x senang duduk skang ni...didatangi a guy yg hadoih...arrrr...aku x slese la...pliz...x suke la org push2 ni...:(( uwwaaaa mumy!!!!hm...lantak la...hishhh...lantak pun susah...dh la...lantak la...but plis...stop pushing2 me...stop...ala...stop sume la...x suke la...rimas3...uwwwaaa!!!!:(( huk3...

4th raye:


i went braye ramai2 wif all my skool frends...dgn erti kate len reunion pn ok gak...time2 raye ni jela kami bole bekumpul dan bersame smule tiap2 thn....dan bukan mudah untuk sesotu sekawanan bersame lg even dh 3 thn kami meninggalkan zaman persekolahan...but quite sad....ema,alin,miaza,alan,zack n apis were not around...masing2 dh nek kje,nek blaja,n ade gak yg x dpt cuti raye...neway...mcm bese bile baraan sebegini...yg lelaki pastinye membawa gefen masing2 gak even kami bukan dr kalangan kawan or mayb x bape bek...i donno whether yg kawan2 laki kami ni yg gatal2 mau bwk gefen mreke yg menyampahkan itu ato sememangnye gefen2 mreke tu yg berie2 nk ikot...maklumla takot sgt bofen2 mreke tu kami "blasah"...helo weh...kami sume ni dh bekawan bek dr skola...x kepingin la nk ngn bofen2 korang tu...dh knal sgt dh nakal degil drang tu...so mmg x de maknenye la kami kawan2 pompuan ni nak ngn kawan2 bek sendri...prof skit la beb...senang cte beginila...korang yg as gefen tu gaknye dpt kawan2 kami tu dgn care tehegeh2 sgt...tu jd takot sgt tu kami "gdik2" wif ur boys...gila apa!!!wat bengang...wat tensen je p braye ramai2...org beraye nk bek2 hapy2...bole wat hal plak...dh dgn bf2 kome skali menyampah ngn kome...eiy gram!!!suppose kawan2 aku 2 la yg kne jage gefen mreke bek2...kalo dh yg sebenanye korang yg menggatal ngn laki2 len...sada dri la beb...kalo kami yg pompuan2 ni buka mulut kantoi kome tu dating2 ngn laki len..trang2 la kne tggl kan...behave skit...:P


ok dh abes lpas gram...cow sin ci...eiiy!!!

p/s: hepy bifday fad!!!!huhu

hari ni dh raye ke3...aku bru saje pulang dr kg papa di kote tnggi braye di sane besame adik2nye stlah 2 thn kami tidak braye besame...suppose ikot plan kami blek smlm tp dan oleh krane mama n mayb me :P mabuk mnonton MY GIRL n we decided to stay 1 more nite at ibu's house...but pak ngah n family blek on 2nd raye gak coz they have to raye at kuale slangor plak...neway, 2 ari seblom raye, at nite aku n awin went to pasa near my house,klua dlm kol 9 n i went back home at 2 in the morning:P...hehe.we lepak2 wif my frends mase skola...alan,apis,azie n arif je kot yg x de.n the girls sume x de except me n awin...cos they have to kmas2 umah lg:D n ema x blek raye tahun ni cos shez on duty dis year...hm mlm raye plak.noe wat...adik n i helped mama jual nasi lemak d pasa...klaka siot.saje bejual n saje cuci2 mate...lgpn mlayan kan mama 2 nak sgt jual nasi lemak mlm2 raye...hm ye le.hihihi;)) bez gak...ooo on that nite i met sum1...sum1 yg ssh sgt aku jmp even kami dh agak lame jugak bekawan...he is fad.from batu pahat.aku knal die dlm myspace n then we started chating kat ym.hoho.tgk gamba bese je...cam pompuan muke...jmp dpan2 pn muke cam pompuan gak tp lebe "lawa" kot tgk die in person...:P...2nite...im going to ym die mntk no fon coz i lost it or mayb aku rase afiq dlete it few months ago...bukan ape...nk wish bifday die on 18th oct ni...mlm raye tu...pas tutup kdai aku lepak2 lg ngn my frends at mapley then we went home kol 5 lebe...:P seb bek kami kaum pompuan ni bukan wajib menunaikan semayang raye:P...hoho..1st raye...me n my family arrived at tok bah's house lpas zoho...then we went to ibu's house then kami beberape kete braye ke tanjung sedili plak ke umah our nenek2's sedare blah arwah tok yah kot:P...aku pn x sure la:D...lazly smpi di umah arwah tok anjang di kg makam, kami mengambil langkah blek awal...kerane sume kebulok...after we had our dinner...aku,adik,kak ila,abg aim,abg shah,reza n aziq,we hang out to jb...tp abg sha n abg aim suda klua dlu menaiki honda n kami klua lmbt skit drove the pajero(act pajero ni syed hamid nye,he left his car at my aunt house cos he have urgent meeting n went back to kl by flight)sbb minyak nye pn banyak...eh full act haha...so we blasah la pki p jb...we went to cs ngt nk watched movie...but at laz we klua dr cd tu then p karoke at diva...be7 spapat, we took the medium room wif 2+1 hours...dan nyanyi la kami slame 3 jam dlm 2:D...smpi tebaring-baring krane keletihan...blek kol 3 lebe tu kami singgah d singgah slalu supper kat situ...hoho...thnx to abg shah yg membelanje kami makan...but quite sad tht he gonna tunang dis 27 oct wif kak baby from KKB gak...mayb ssh la kot pasni kami cousin2 mau huha2...but i hope not...:...hm kol5 tu kami pulang tros ke kote tnggi smule...but abg aim n abg shah slept at another ibu's house at apartment near stadium larkin tu...n tht morning spi umah kami tros pengsan keletihan...:Dok la...i have to blek dh...kat cc ni...wat kan emel boboy ni ha n myspace skali...maklumla,cousins sume ade myspace...die nk gak..:Pk la...slamat ari raye ke3...n hepy bifday my lovely frend SHALEEN...muacchhz!!!


p/s: got sumthing special mayb 2 tell...continue later k...:P

all alone...

outside i see the rain is falling....

inside im slowly dying...

but the rain will hide me crying...

boy...

Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow...

Set this place on fire...

Cause I'm tired of dis life...

haihhhh

sigh....

hope dis raye will be my happiest raye...

n njoyness vacation...

beberape ari ni pikiran...

ati x tenang je...

kenape yek?

huk3....:(

hm...

uuuwwaaaaa!!!!!