lets talk a lil bit of SINDARELA

laz nite was the ending episode for dis season..
i guess there will b 2nd season (mayb)...

im quite touching wif the ending part..
but no so sedey la..
wat goes around comes around..
like zoela said..
all she wanted to hear had been admitted by hussein
but.."kelakian kau is not enuf for me"
perempuan...yg dh dihine (by her luvly man)
bole ke snang2 nk blek bek cmtu even his the only guy she luv..(thts 4 my opinion)
i like the ending..
i like those words..
i like the poem..
n i mostly like the phase of final part..

"kepada yang bercinta...
(especially me 4 the past 2 years)

cinta tidak semestinya bersatu..

apatah lagi cinta pertama.."


cinta pertama...
i believe it b4..
but after all..
its a mitos (thru my experience)


moge ia(cinta) tidak kembali lagi
~ pade die- cinta pertama ku ~ afiq

segalanya setakat menjadi kenangan terindah..


wallahualam
(kite hanya merancang dan TUHAN menentukan)


*2 be continue*

hm nk cte previous story yg agak klaka dan memalukan aku..

rsenye cm las week..
went lunch wif abg aki, abg hairi n ihsan..
mengape?
becoz kak ipah klua wif kak nurul went to DBKL setel kan drawing..
kak tin n kak ina ilang
kak siti went lunch wif kak fara..
so tggl la aku sorang then kami ber-lunch d HLA kiosk
1stly...
no choice.. i sat next to ihsan..
skit sebnyak pasti aku malu sbb aku sorang pompuan..
2nd...
i ate using my fingers sbb takot sumting bad happen if i use the sudu garpu..
3rd...
guess wat..
really sumting bad happened
ayam yg aku cubit menggunakn jari aku tu dgn kuah cili teplanting atas tgn ihsan!!!!
n mayb his cloth tp aku x sempat tgk
sumpah malu ok!!!!
aduhhh

n now..
sum1 saying me keep on looking at ihsan..
bedoa aku bedoa aku..

ok bye
nk tgk ezora mayb
or malas jugak...
mau tonton devil beside u sat

okey..
today on tuesday after 10 am im free oredy..
x de kje dh have to do coz my 2 pojek already submitted dis morning
lege skit..
now aku mcm kera sumbang (blasah gne je pribahase ni) sbb x de kje nk wat
laz nite im OT n went back at 11..
wahhhaha
dh mcm kje btol lak rasenye..
but its okey sbb blek awal pn x de mende nk wat..


26 n 27 of JULY
arrived at 12sumting (midnite) d pt raje on laz friday stret to umah kak syasya
sibuk sendri n sibuk begamba then went back earlier cos got to send zue blek plak..
awal2 lg suda kne ckap dgn cik halid b4 8am i have to dtg tlg2..
got many work to do

saturday morning at 8am~ on wedding day
aku dtg sorang
adik n fatin dtg kemudian
nk tau
when im arrived
theres no sore2..
theres no1 yg aku nmpk kat umah tu
lorrr
bongkang lg sumenye
hoho
seb bek the pengantin dh bgn n me wif kak sya2(the pengantin) menyiapkan lg sovenier tok vip2 n her frends
(iklan~im wearing inai d 3 jari kri n 2 jari knan..teruje beb teruje sbb dh betahun x pki)
sepanjang belangsung nye pekahwinan..
aku n adik bz sendri or syok sendri
hoho
yala..
spupu spapat kami pompuan 6 dr 16 org..
kak long dh kawen n sibok jage anak
kak syasya tgh kawen
fatin n jiha kcil lg tok menolong
then..kesimpulannye aku ngn adik je la yg free..
dok kesane dok kesini menolong..
ramai jugak kawan kak sya dtg
antarenye yg aku beminat nk becte hehe..
melati..
shez came alone..tekejut aku..hehe sbbnye aku lupe die pn 1 of the kak sya's frend..
time tu aku br tehengat aku x jmpt langsung cik shaleen..
hoho
n dgn selengeknye aku tye melati
"dtg sorang je?mane syed?"
then ckap3..
lasly b4 die blek aku cume sempat ckap kim slm kluarge(pointed to ur family ek shaleen :P)
hohohoho
pudin pn ade..lily pn ade..kak jai pn ade..haa hambek..2 sume bekas2 "madu" aku..errkkk

on sunday~ on wedding day @ abg zaha's house
at laz me n adik force to pegi anta pengantin..
but we blek awal coz im rushing to blek kl..
then..
ejat same y n another frend ijal came..
bedoa aku c ejat tu dtg umah..
tgk umah aku..
haa..
tgk la umah pusake ku itu..


okey..
dh nk stp menulis...
nk melayari myspace,frenster same facebook plak..

*kak eyna kate bau perfume org 2 kali x bek or sumting like bedose...tp masalhnye kak eyna bau die mlekat je kat idung ella..uuuwaaa!!!!bedoa aku bedoa!!!!*

miss u la kakak syg..ble mau trun mmu blanje sektariat...hahhaa

hoho..

mende alah ni aku copy dr intan...

br teingt stelah kian lame die suh aku mengisinye..

sekian time kaseh


1) What is the most important thing in your life?
mama papa adik2 n moneyyy :P

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
nasi ayam sayur rm3.60

3) Where do you wish to get married?
i dont mind


4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
25-28

5) Are you in love?
hopelessly yer kot..arr sgt complicated

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
at citrasa in wangse maju wif sya n wani

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
saye x bli buku :D

8)What is your full name?
shaznoor shafilaz saharuddin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
both

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
erkkkk

11) Christina or Britney?
prefer christina

12) Do you do your own laundry?
4 sure

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
china

14) Hugs or kisses?
both

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

1-shez matured n sgt cute
2-shez younger than me
3-shez a so-so responsible person
4-shez very kindly n frendly person
5shez de person like to say bab*

16)8 things I am passionate about:
1-sleep
2-foods
3-music
4-money
5-camera
6-laptop/pc/ineternet
7-clothes
8-tv

17)8 things I say too often:
1-embah mu
2- hepp
3-ceyy
4-bedoa aku
5- aloooo
6- alamak
7- saje jek
8-errrkkk

18)8 books I’ve read recently:
saye sgt kurang membace buku

19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1- bau~ warkah
2- regina spektor~ the call
3-switchfoot~ this is home
4- rainie yang~ai mei (ost devil beside u)
5- anna nalick~ breath
6- buckcherry~ sorry
7- rainie yang~ ideal lover
8- m2m- the day u went away


20)8 things I learned last year:
1- i learnt how to live alone
2- i learnt how to accept others word
3- i learnt that i cant kept,i cant do all things on my own
4- 1st love wasnt that good
5- not to trust sum1 100%
6- i learnt how to appreciate people that concerned of me
7- i knew that bukan sume lelaki same
8- i learnt

ngantok weh!!!!
tlg!!!!
bedoa aku skang ni kat ofis
takotnye boz masuk japg
aduh bedoa lg aku kang...
huk3..
takottttt
ok dh
seblom aku d sergah oleh org2 len
bek aku off tenet
daaaa

aminnnnnn
syukurrr sgttt
kak noni the accountant i told b4 said im gonna get my allowance yeay!!!!!
syg kak noni sesgt!!! thts wat i said to her..
i donno either its a jujur phase or not...
but i really appreciate it...
she asked whether laz month allowance i wanna take today or end of this month
but i decided to amek end of dis month..
nmpk banyak skit allowance aku
haha
i dont mind bape2 pn jd la asal ade..
coz im gonna pay bnyk bende kot..
haihhhh
x tau la nk ckap syukor nye cmni..
neway..
arini early in the morning lg when i submit my 4 weeks nye reports...
sudah kne sound same itu kakak secetari...
she said i always went out whithout telling her..
mak ai..
trun bawah kjap pn kne repot ek..
mampos weh mampos lame2 kje kat sini
bkan protokol yg banyak...
tp pantang larang..
seb bek im only intern for 3 blan sengah..
klo x bole jd gile wehhh
x tau la aku yg degil sgt ke x tau undang2 ofis..
ato ofis ni mmg ngade2 nye lebe..
haihhh
ni la klo kje company majoriti mlayu...
leceh...kot

walopepn thanx bangat same LARAS..
same uncle hamka..
same kak noni..
rezki ku rezki kamu sume juge..
daaaaa

aku kadang2 angau ok..
sum1 asked me lunch juz now..
tp nmpknye mase x sesuai lg..
at the end 'die' lunched wif abg aki n me bungkus je same kak ipah..
feewwwiiitttt
gile aku
gile!!!!

salam to all

we are on month rajab

therefore let prepare our heart for fasting month

and make strong relationship among all of us

make your heart pure from all anger and hate

make your eyes clean from sin

regards

mohammad.....

i copied it from my email...


1st~ im not prepare 4 the becoming fasting yet..

2nd~ ganti few days cuti for laz year fasting pn x lg...

3rd~ make a strong relationship wif sum1 still in progress..haha

4~ but im feel likes im gonna ilang sum1 jugak kot :(...he keeps on silencing his word...

5~ still keep on make a strong relationship too among peoples around me..especially
officemates..errkkk

6~ because of my becoming period..so my feelings is not so bagus..quite sensitif i guess..but the
mode still under control...

7~ still trying to avoid sum of my anger n hate feelings through sum1,sum2,sum3,sum 4 n so on
arghhh!!!

8~ at the moment..my eyes,my hands maseh lg terjge...but my mouth,my ears starting make
their own sins...eiyhhh..tensen ok..


tq wat mase ni...
bedoas aku

my routine songs

every single day since aku intern kat ofis ni...
wajib songs aku adela sepeti beikot..:

BAU- WARKAH
AGNES MONICA- MATAHARIKU
RAINIE YANG- AI MEI (DEVIL BESIDE U OST)
BUCKCHERRY- SORRY
3 DAYS GRACE- NEVER TOO LATE


dh x tau dh lagu ape mau didngr...
hehe
neway..
i'd already get my permission from uncle hamka to attend simod class on thursday...
sgt bagus...
hope theres no problem occur..


lazly...
hepy bifday abg cha...
missing my cousin sorang ni...

1.Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
~ mine n adik
.
2. What time do you go to bed?
~ since intern ni @ 11 saye dh tido
.
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
~ chating ngn pacik spastik
.
4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
~ adik
.
5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need emotional help?
~ usually adik n eisya
.
6. What's on your mind just now?
~ cpat la bsok..mau blek joho
.
7.what did you do last night?
~'besms..watched gossip girl
.
8. With whom do you wanna have fun?
~ any1..
.
9. When was the last time you went out?
~ juz now..bought for lunch
.
10. What do you hate the most for now?
~ sum of probs..
.
11. When was the FIRST time you slept alone?
~ cant recall la
.
12. What things do you want to do now?
~ not sure..quite blur now
.
13. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
~ working at my intern place
.
14. Colors that make you feel cute?
~ cute??...hm yellow kot
.
15. Most favorite/important things for you?
~ my fon..my purse..my cam..my laptop
.
16. What was the last thing you bought?
~ my lunch
.
17. Miss someone?
~ x tau la sape
.
18. Are you a coffee addict?
~ x really
.
19. Are you satisfied with your life right now?
~ x ok..
.
20. Would you share a glass of water with a friend?
~ sure..
.
21.When was the last time you ate seafood?
~ kat bagan lalang laz sem
.
22. Ever had a food fight?
~ hm? wat for
.
23. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
~ usually nasi lemak
.
24.Lost a friendship over something stupid?
~ nope...
.
25. Been really depressed before?
~ yup..sgt2
.
26. What's your favorite food?
~ x taula..blasah je sume
.
27.Cried in front of your classmates?
~ nope..
.
28.Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in high school?
~ high school...cant remember r
.
29. Did you ever cheat during an exam?
~ haha..pnah kot..
.
30. Is kissing normal for our age?
~ its x ok but its normal la kot..heeee

pg ni gayenye both boz tiade d ofis..
everybody keep doing their own work
which is surfing intenet.. so do i..hoho
tp aku sambil2 la membuka file sketch up
n fotoshop aku...

neway..im still doing the same pojek iaitu
terrace houses in batang kali..im design the
interior which is in 3D..bape kali kne tuka
dh ni..so the conclusion at the moment..
im not a good penasihat of the interior..
hehe

next..
wanna talk bout working here in laras..
good environment wif a quality works n
workers..but the communication n the
sociality quite x bez..theres puak2 ok
itu x pe..but working wif mostly malays
around n kakak2..aduihhh..ckap sume dgn
nade sindiran..it was like we'r staff kne
bodek2..hoho.mmg x la..klo dh aku idup x
de pasaan..klo aku bek tu mmg bek..klo x
tego tu sbb aku x de pasaan...

lg1..
nk ckap sumting sedey ni..aku x dpt elaun
intern here..tlg la..aku study swasta ok
mahal n my intern subjek beharge rm600..
then ur company pn swasta ok..
pojek juta2..but the akauntan told me wat
" theres noting mention in ur intern letter
that company have to pay the allowance to
u..n kak faez(secetary) called ur mmu n
'pacik azhar' tu said tepulang to company
nk kasi or x" theres another dialogue yg
wat aku rse tensen sgt "lgpn..our company
x de la nk sgt student practical ni..tp
dsbabkan they want to intern here kami
tepakse trime.."
tok kali ke 3 aku nk ckap WTF..
aku bukan yg ske2 nk mak2i hamun..
tp aku nk ckap i dont like org pt raje ok
sbb tu until now i juz can b bezfrend wif pai,
zu,awin,lala,ema..
org len mmg gudbye..arhh!!!
pt raje mmg dunie capitalis..
evendo u oredy worked outside from the pt raje
but the mind/brain still there..hehhh
so skang ni..aku mlas nk pk bout the elaun..
ske ati la nk kasi ke x..
asal aku kje..siapkan kje..rajin2 kje..sudey!!
lg pn aku pk..slame ni papehal aku direct ngn
bos..npe pelu aku kesa kan mulut org2 bawah ni
haihhh..
(but sadnessly to say..bek aku intern kat pt raje,
kat ithho klo aku tau x de elaun cmni..at liz
aku duk umah free,makan free kat joho..sumpah
sedey :((...)


dugaan..
kadang2 bile kne cmni..time btol2 memelukan
duit cmni..masalh yg betimbe2..nk salah kan
sape ek?
bole ke salah kn takdir..?
hanye ucapan saba3...
and i keep on encourage myself saba kakak..
saba!!!!

yeay!!!
wat mase ni saye tlah menerai tok menulis d tag dialog saye..
dan berjaye...
hoho...

maaf...
ni antare 2 dr 4 gamba yg en fitri edit kan...
skian time kasehs...