Thursday, March 18, 2010


i really need to know trok x if cancer tu dlm 1cm
n i really really want to know bile cancer tu spread to other place
pranakn n buah pinggang
trok x???
hmmm

i really hate the time when mama went to check up or took her result without sum1 accompany her
i really hate when i couldn't clearly know the y??the how??n other the(s)
n i really hate when "us" including me!!amek mudah je pkare cmni
errgghhhhh
its been twice
when mama already set which date or the day they don't have to take any order
but at the end ade jgak
dn kesimpulanye mama have to "settle down" herself sendri
sumpah bencii!!!
i didn't mean to put the mistakes on others
aku sendri de slap besa yg aku x setelkan juga lg
but the thing is saye x suke mama dibiarkan pegi check up
pegi check result
pegi drive
pegi setelkan dri
SEORANG DIRI
SAYE X SUKE!!!!!
biala pegi mampos ngn ode tu even itu rezki or duit
asalkan mama xpegi sepital sorg2!!!!
klo dh aritu mama got appointment wif the doctor
usually its been set minimun pn a week b4
watever duit pn aku x suke
tu sume claim!!!
xmenjamin nyawe mase tu pn!!!!

they really must to know about this
kne bekeras jgak kali ni

Ya Allah
pnjg kan la umo mama papa
AMINNNN

lef u mami dady
muaaccchhhzzz!!!!
nite

2:21 am
friday

Wednesday, March 17, 2010




bosan hmmmm byk je kje ptot wat...

1. wat plan view - terrain
- scaling

2. install unity - explore / try2 cube

3. start to model smule sgale kje

ok done..tpnye kne start wat ari2 skit2 klo x kang x siap...aku cm rse wiken ni nk ke umah zu..wat kje kat umah die..bkan ape..aku ske environment umah tp tgk la cmne..if aku rjin..if zu available..if dan dot dot dot

btw..bendera jepun aku tgh nek..hpfully sok dh bole mandi tutt n smayang..bkan ape nk panjatkan syuko tatkale ni rezeki mama papa agak betambah smule dn hpfully stabil smule..dn yg pntng skali aku dpt baya utang ku skit demi skit hehe..aminnnnn

pape pn kne ikot mood n keadaan tok aku menyelesakan dri skang ni or nnt..maklumla kat umah bole tgk tv smbl baring n tetido..bole dengki2 atin n boboy..bole gado2 jerit2 hehe..ke senanye at aku ni ke len haha..watever lahhh..ku arus besiap ke miting 9.30 ni...daaaa miss u mama, miss u papa, miss u adik atin boboy n tadaaaaa


saye rindu die jugak hehe

Monday, March 01, 2010

ait..
tatkale ni aku tgh rilek2 surfing2 tenet
myb sbb aku dh letey ngdap kje
ngadap ketensenan aku yg aku sendri xtau npe sgt nye pressure
sjak dr mlm td aku pulg, pale aku sket mikekan kje2
class2
duit2
sepnjng mlm td aku cube lelap mate x leh gak
skali telelap mule la mimpi yg sgt merisokan
gaknye telalu mikekan sgt or glabah sgt gak nye aku pasal mslah menimpe
smpi tebawak2 ke tido
sunggoh!! tido pn letey
lalu skang ni aku mule rilek skit sbb kje aku pn bejlan..
dn mlm ni aku arus stay up membuat kje besame2 pejol d lib
kje yg agak brat act
iaitu virtools..
dan aku mesti wat
rjin ella smngat ella

btw
ni dh msuk blan march
dh sethun aku besame kekasih smule
act dr dlu smpi skang aku x tau exact date kite org couple ke psah ke
yg pasti aku ingt ahe blan 2 awal blan 3
oficially year nye 2 thun dh kte couple
x oficial nye 4 thun hehe
iaitu sethun besme 2thun pisah ni sethun smule besme
n hpfully bethun2 lg kite besme hehe
aku ngt lg thun lpas on 16th mggu raye cine senye
selpas 2 thun ahernye we met dkat graff jam d pavi
on that day aku msg bkas kekasih ku tu "afiq,rindu"
2nd msg aku on 14 feb valentine's day
xnah humo nye aku amek tau tp dgn saje2 nye aku msg
''slamat ari kekasih afiq''
n he replied me "gatal"
hahaha
neway..
time tu aku bena2 rindu kat die
tp cm dh x de pasaan nk bek cinte2 sbb we knew wat happened
n we cant get back together
a'a elok la tu slpas 10 ari on 24 feb he msged me sumting yg ok
aku secair ujan kat lua tu
ingt lg time tu ujan2 dlm bus satria otw blek cyber
bahagie3..smpi la ni bahagie
hehe
tpusss klo x de mslah xde gado2
sepnjg kami besme smule
tpnye x sebrat dlu
klo org len mslah2 gado2 brat timbul waktu2 ketare je
tp kami x
sentese ketare
sentese tegang :P
o'ooo sory x nk ingt bende lame hehe
skang ni kite dh mcm br knal n br besme
cm br knal at budi n betoleransi je each other
untuk aku
itu 1 keajaiban setlah ape dilalui 2thun dlu
perit x tpu
bt now die septi seorg kekasih br yg aku knali hehe
sho shwwiittt :P
dh r..xmo pasan lebe dh aku

tpkan
bile cinte x de masalh kluage lak masalah
tp eh3 ni bkan bekait cinte dn kluage
tp tntg kluage ku cm tgh diambang ssh blek ke
papa semkin x shat dn x gagah dh
mama pule maseh lg dgn penyakit nye
mikekan duit lg
bena2 wat aku down smule lg...
pe pn smngt ella smngt
wat kje sebek mngkn
abes kan blaja cpat!!!!
AAMMINNN

b honest
bkan aku xde lngsung nk blek cyber ni
tp at aku lebe pd d umah mike kan mama papa
haihhhh
klo la bole ben skang ni
tp suda tentu x leh kan
follow the flow je la
moge aku x lalai dn alpa lg
cpat2 la masalah ni pegi
sket pale aku x dpt2 tido lg
:(

k nk asar jap
dh senje dh
daaa
luv u mama papa
muacchzz
oo afiq skali hehe

01 march 2010
06:46 PM