disebabkan saye x sempat nk wish slamat mlm...
n mayb saye rase cm x perlu wish slamat mlm kat awak...
sbb saye reply "awak"..dh senyap
or cudb awak dh tiade di depan pc...
so saye wish kat sini je..
gud nite awak n thank u...
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
cm x de old town je kat cyber :P
gamba ni tipu..ia tlah mengompresskan prot ku..
wihuuu..
laz thurs me, pejol,nana,azman,bob n jerry went to genting...
fuwhhh...
bez ok...
dpt releks2...
lepak kat old town punye la lame...
then bejalan2 kaki pusing genting tu..
neway..
byk tmpat dh sush nk lepak kat area out door tu sbb mcm dh de bazaar2...
aku upload byk2 gamba kat sni bia sok luse if aku nk delete senang..
ade backup..
sbb aku malas gile mau upload d fotopages...
next destination...
hmmm mana yar...
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
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musam dh in a relationship...
huhu...
wo...du ji....
Friday, December 12, 2008
kangen band - kembali pulang
got this song from baha...
its an indo song...
bole tahan la sbb aku sendri pn ulang2 dgr...
band ni siap ade gadis nyanyi pki tudung lg..
comeyyy
but sorry..
the vokalis muke x bole blah..
haha
tot la camera x fokus btol ke muke die...:P
Bintang terlihat terang
Saat dirimu datang
Cinta yang dulu hilang
Kini kembali pulang
Lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
Coba merangkai mimpi
Cinta yang dulu pergi
Kini datang kembali
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku
Reff:
Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Akan ku bawa dia terbang
Damai bersama bintang
Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Betapa senang ku dendangkan
Dan takkan ku lepaskan
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku
its an indo song...
bole tahan la sbb aku sendri pn ulang2 dgr...
band ni siap ade gadis nyanyi pki tudung lg..
comeyyy
but sorry..
the vokalis muke x bole blah..
haha
tot la camera x fokus btol ke muke die...:P
Bintang terlihat terang
Saat dirimu datang
Cinta yang dulu hilang
Kini kembali pulang
Lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
Coba merangkai mimpi
Cinta yang dulu pergi
Kini datang kembali
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku
Reff:
Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Akan ku bawa dia terbang
Damai bersama bintang
Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Betapa senang ku dendangkan
Dan takkan ku lepaskan
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
aku dilande demam yg aku sendri x fhm...
jap sejuk...
japg panas gile x hengat...
tp siyes x tahan...
ni td aku colapse stelah pulang dr wangse maju...
sgt3 miong...
now dh ok skit pas rest
tp pale pusing2 lg...
batuk x benti2...
dan yg x bole blah...
sendi bahu aku seblah kanan smpi ke prot amat la bise...
klo disapu same ubat chym br die kebas skit...
tu pn tahan sjap je...
tiap2 kali batuk da tarik nafas pasti saket
tgk la sok klo x bek aku ke klinik...
neway...
entry lpas was bout afiq...
walobagaimanepn...
wat mase ni aku malas nk tulis dan luahkan ape...
sbb pale aku saket lg...
mood x dak...
dan aku sedang mengalami masalah...
espeseli duit...
aku x tau la masalah2 yg menimpe aku adekah tiap2 kali bile aku ngt afiq...
ato tiap2 kali melibatkan VR yg byk makan kos tu..
haihhhh
wondering...
cpat la bulan 12 ni belalu dan abes...
tggl la dunie 2008 ni...
ok..
letey...
bye3..
*thanx pejol drove me to wangse maju n thnx chym 4 accompanied me...:X
jap sejuk...
japg panas gile x hengat...
tp siyes x tahan...
ni td aku colapse stelah pulang dr wangse maju...
sgt3 miong...
now dh ok skit pas rest
tp pale pusing2 lg...
batuk x benti2...
dan yg x bole blah...
sendi bahu aku seblah kanan smpi ke prot amat la bise...
klo disapu same ubat chym br die kebas skit...
tu pn tahan sjap je...
tiap2 kali batuk da tarik nafas pasti saket
tgk la sok klo x bek aku ke klinik...
neway...
entry lpas was bout afiq...
walobagaimanepn...
wat mase ni aku malas nk tulis dan luahkan ape...
sbb pale aku saket lg...
mood x dak...
dan aku sedang mengalami masalah...
espeseli duit...
aku x tau la masalah2 yg menimpe aku adekah tiap2 kali bile aku ngt afiq...
ato tiap2 kali melibatkan VR yg byk makan kos tu..
haihhhh
wondering...
cpat la bulan 12 ni belalu dan abes...
tggl la dunie 2008 ni...
ok..
letey...
bye3..
*thanx pejol drove me to wangse maju n thnx chym 4 accompanied me...:X
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
1. Would you date someone who lived in another state?
* no
2. Are you ready to get into a serious relationship right now?
* depends
3. What was the last thing you cried about?
* when knew mama's condition
4. Who did you hangout with last night?
* hicom seketariat...went to kg baru
5. Have you ever cried while in the shower?
* yup...
6. Is there someone you want to fight?
* no...im x the kind of gado2
7. Has anyone ever told you they love you?
* yup...im a loveable..huhu
8. Do you believe in true love?
* yup b4...now dh x pasti..
9. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
* if perlu ape salahnye :D
10. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
* date?...if mcm hans isaac.i dont mind..
11. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
* yaa...
12. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
*yes..
13. If you could push one person off a mountain, who would it be?
* x 1..x beminat
14. If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
* for sure...but depend on them la kot nk ckap x..
15. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
*x really...coz im x even once celebrate it
16. Is there someone specific that's on your mind?
* ya...** remind me a lot
17. Do you believe what comes around goes around?
* yaa...now it begins..
18. Do you smile a lot?
*laugh a lot
19. Does the person you like know that you like them?
*x sure
20. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
*yup..i donno y bcoz my eyes r so big
21. Do you want to get married & have children?
*yess..hope b4 i get 30..
22. Who are the last four people to send you a text message today?
*adik..azman..bob..nizar
23. Are you currently planning a trip?
*yaa...PD mayb..
24. Are you in love with anyone?
*x really...
25. Is someone currently annoying you?
* no 1..perhaps
26. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
* yup...kje3 n kje
27. Who do you have a crush on?
* undefined :P
28. Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
* yaa but lantak die
29. What are you going to do later?
*cr lagu2 tok adik...
30. How's your heart lately?
* x stabil
31. Last thing you bought?
*nsi krabu mlm td
32. What kind of person you are?
*secretive mayb
33. Are you a tease?
*x really..huhu
34. When the last time you got drunk?
* nope
35. What's your name?
*shaznoor shafilaz binti saharuddin
36. How tall are you?
*164 kot..lupe dh
37. What color are your eyes?
*black
38. What color is your hair?
*dark brown
39. Are you Male or Female?
*female
40. What is your best physical feature?
*my lesung pipit kot..hehe
41. What's your shoe size?
*6/7
42. Glasses, yes or no?
* nope
43. Did you ever have braces?
*nope..gigi saye tersusun cume smule jd kuning je..haha
44. How often do you exercise?
*3 bulan skali pn ssh..hoho
* no
2. Are you ready to get into a serious relationship right now?
* depends
3. What was the last thing you cried about?
* when knew mama's condition
4. Who did you hangout with last night?
* hicom seketariat...went to kg baru
5. Have you ever cried while in the shower?
* yup...
6. Is there someone you want to fight?
* no...im x the kind of gado2
7. Has anyone ever told you they love you?
* yup...im a loveable..huhu
8. Do you believe in true love?
* yup b4...now dh x pasti..
9. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
* if perlu ape salahnye :D
10. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
* date?...if mcm hans isaac.i dont mind..
11. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
* yaa...
12. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
*yes..
13. If you could push one person off a mountain, who would it be?
* x 1..x beminat
14. If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
* for sure...but depend on them la kot nk ckap x..
15. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
*x really...coz im x even once celebrate it
16. Is there someone specific that's on your mind?
* ya...** remind me a lot
17. Do you believe what comes around goes around?
* yaa...now it begins..
18. Do you smile a lot?
*laugh a lot
19. Does the person you like know that you like them?
*x sure
20. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
*yup..i donno y bcoz my eyes r so big
21. Do you want to get married & have children?
*yess..hope b4 i get 30..
22. Who are the last four people to send you a text message today?
*adik..azman..bob..nizar
23. Are you currently planning a trip?
*yaa...PD mayb..
24. Are you in love with anyone?
*x really...
25. Is someone currently annoying you?
* no 1..perhaps
26. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
* yup...kje3 n kje
27. Who do you have a crush on?
* undefined :P
28. Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
* yaa but lantak die
29. What are you going to do later?
*cr lagu2 tok adik...
30. How's your heart lately?
* x stabil
31. Last thing you bought?
*nsi krabu mlm td
32. What kind of person you are?
*secretive mayb
33. Are you a tease?
*x really..huhu
34. When the last time you got drunk?
* nope
35. What's your name?
*shaznoor shafilaz binti saharuddin
36. How tall are you?
*164 kot..lupe dh
37. What color are your eyes?
*black
38. What color is your hair?
*dark brown
39. Are you Male or Female?
*female
40. What is your best physical feature?
*my lesung pipit kot..hehe
41. What's your shoe size?
*6/7
42. Glasses, yes or no?
* nope
43. Did you ever have braces?
*nope..gigi saye tersusun cume smule jd kuning je..haha
44. How often do you exercise?
*3 bulan skali pn ssh..hoho
Monday, December 01, 2008
APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.
reading on shaleen's blog..
aku br teingt lamenye x de kucing kat umah...
xde mende2 yg bole d wat guro..
adik2 dh besa2 nk wat buli2...
aku yg dibuli ade la..
hampas...
aku..
b4 ni...
x suke kucing kot...
geli...
tp x de la aku benci ke buli kucing...
cume sejak aku amek kucing kat pasa dgn fatin dlu tu...
awal tahun ni kot..
dan kami beri name die cici...
sbb die gendut smpi bile kami golek2 die x bole berdiri or stabil kan badan die smule sbb die sgt2 gemok dan prot die sgt2 boroi2..
eiyyy
gram!!!
haa jmp few pics yg mcm cici...
cici tu cute like this...
fatter than dis 1
bulu n warne die sebiji cm ni
btw...
cici ni dh memergikan dri dr umah kami...
xtau mae die mengilang sejak dh besa2 pandai mrayap...
or mayb sum1 curi die...
maklumla umah aku tepi jalan besa...
dan...
gamba die pn tlah ilang sbb nset mama dh ilang juge...
*aku se ni klo adik ke pai yg bace blog aku ni mesti drang kate aku buang tebiat...:D*
aku br teingt lamenye x de kucing kat umah...
xde mende2 yg bole d wat guro..
adik2 dh besa2 nk wat buli2...
aku yg dibuli ade la..
hampas...
aku..
b4 ni...
x suke kucing kot...
geli...
tp x de la aku benci ke buli kucing...
cume sejak aku amek kucing kat pasa dgn fatin dlu tu...
awal tahun ni kot..
dan kami beri name die cici...
sbb die gendut smpi bile kami golek2 die x bole berdiri or stabil kan badan die smule sbb die sgt2 gemok dan prot die sgt2 boroi2..
eiyyy
gram!!!
haa jmp few pics yg mcm cici...
cici tu cute like this...
fatter than dis 1
bulu n warne die sebiji cm ni
btw...
cici ni dh memergikan dri dr umah kami...
xtau mae die mengilang sejak dh besa2 pandai mrayap...
or mayb sum1 curi die...
maklumla umah aku tepi jalan besa...
dan...
gamba die pn tlah ilang sbb nset mama dh ilang juge...
*aku se ni klo adik ke pai yg bace blog aku ni mesti drang kate aku buang tebiat...:D*
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i'd posted this song on my last entry...
those who know bout this song..
surely tau dis song is sang for people who patiently facing their cancer disease..
Song Words by Artist / Band : Various Artists :
Rihanna, Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Keyshia Cole, LeAnn Rimes, Ashanti and Ciara
Song Lyrics Title : Just Stand Up! (To Cancer)
Taken from Album : -
Single Released : August 21, 2008
Music Genre : Pop, R&B
n now my mama is facing the same situation...
shez got cancer in her rektum..
scope dh...
ct scan pn dh...
result pn dh (but no 1 wana tell me mama in which stage)
dis 28th- major operation (take within 6-8 hours)
6x chemo...
now shez already in hospital since laz sunday..
bcos she really need some rest...
dh bepuluh tahun kot she keep on working..
my parent r very workaholic person...
(but they still awet mude,most of the people x caye same umo mreke)
sentese bekeje3..
bepk3...
dan pnat3
eventho they have their own worker...
they still kje berat3...
but...
mami is a very stronger woman...
shez really dont mind to give her full cooperation wif the DRs...
she dont mind when the nurses,the dr ask her to do wat n wat...
to tahan2 her saket when the dr scope dlm her body by masukkan camera kot from her *** or i donno did sumting like "cekut" ape ntah...
she said saket sgt...but again..die x kesa langsung coz she wanna get well soon...
afterdis, mama agak sukar tok melakukan xtvt2 nye dan kje2 nye..
but lucky that adik dh blek joho tros jage mama n helping her to take care of the cafe...
n my job is habeskan fyp aku secepat mungkin..
n my other subjects..perhaps
n really hope to grade dis year jugak...
o'o...
pale aku pning sebentar...
arus merehat kan pale sat sementelah bape ari ni aku x ckup tido dan rehat...
neway...class 9-6 ari2 really make me tired..
n sumtimes task of multimedia pning pale jugak..
but ok la...
aku hepy je brade d clas...
hepy je maseh lg beade dlm seketraiat...
sbb aku lebe "suke" bz so that aku x bepk bukan2 sgt...
yang pasti i must get A for fyp!!!!
so ape2 pn, my priority is my fyp 1st...
tq...
n today @ 2pm...
me n intan gonna go to shah alam pick up a check for sek@mmu kedah lpas...
sory sbb lewat dpt duit sbb masalah pd JPN...
dan aku se tbe2 die col 8 pg arini pasti sbb PA datuk tu bsing sbb smlm aku col die n ibu ckap sal check tu..
hehe..
klo x mmg berdoass la nk dpt awal2 kan
ni pn dh lewat sebulan ok...
btw..tq lg...
to KDN espeseli...
ooo
lupe je nk ckap ni...
thanx for those yg concern of me...
n mama too...
ur care n concern are highly appreciated...
syg sume...
:*
those who know bout this song..
surely tau dis song is sang for people who patiently facing their cancer disease..
Song Words by Artist / Band : Various Artists :
Rihanna, Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Keyshia Cole, LeAnn Rimes, Ashanti and Ciara
Song Lyrics Title : Just Stand Up! (To Cancer)
Taken from Album : -
Single Released : August 21, 2008
Music Genre : Pop, R&B
All featured singers performed “Just Stand Up” live on the “Stand Up to Cancer” telethon which aired simultaneously on ABC, CBS and NBC on September 5, 2008
For the performance, all the original artists appeared with the addition of Nicole Scherzinger of the Pussycat Dolls filling in for Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge and Leann Rimes
n now my mama is facing the same situation...
shez got cancer in her rektum..
scope dh...
ct scan pn dh...
result pn dh (but no 1 wana tell me mama in which stage)
dis 28th- major operation (take within 6-8 hours)
6x chemo...
now shez already in hospital since laz sunday..
bcos she really need some rest...
dh bepuluh tahun kot she keep on working..
my parent r very workaholic person...
(but they still awet mude,most of the people x caye same umo mreke)
sentese bekeje3..
bepk3...
dan pnat3
eventho they have their own worker...
they still kje berat3...
but...
mami is a very stronger woman...
shez really dont mind to give her full cooperation wif the DRs...
she dont mind when the nurses,the dr ask her to do wat n wat...
to tahan2 her saket when the dr scope dlm her body by masukkan camera kot from her *** or i donno did sumting like "cekut" ape ntah...
she said saket sgt...but again..die x kesa langsung coz she wanna get well soon...
afterdis, mama agak sukar tok melakukan xtvt2 nye dan kje2 nye..
but lucky that adik dh blek joho tros jage mama n helping her to take care of the cafe...
n my job is habeskan fyp aku secepat mungkin..
n my other subjects..perhaps
n really hope to grade dis year jugak...
o'o...
pale aku pning sebentar...
arus merehat kan pale sat sementelah bape ari ni aku x ckup tido dan rehat...
neway...class 9-6 ari2 really make me tired..
n sumtimes task of multimedia pning pale jugak..
but ok la...
aku hepy je brade d clas...
hepy je maseh lg beade dlm seketraiat...
sbb aku lebe "suke" bz so that aku x bepk bukan2 sgt...
yang pasti i must get A for fyp!!!!
so ape2 pn, my priority is my fyp 1st...
tq...
n today @ 2pm...
me n intan gonna go to shah alam pick up a check for sek@mmu kedah lpas...
sory sbb lewat dpt duit sbb masalah pd JPN...
dan aku se tbe2 die col 8 pg arini pasti sbb PA datuk tu bsing sbb smlm aku col die n ibu ckap sal check tu..
hehe..
klo x mmg berdoass la nk dpt awal2 kan
ni pn dh lewat sebulan ok...
btw..tq lg...
to KDN espeseli...
ooo
lupe je nk ckap ni...
thanx for those yg concern of me...
n mama too...
ur care n concern are highly appreciated...
syg sume...
:*
sumtimes... worried, sadness, tears are good in hiding their expressions
juz stand up
The heart is stronger than you think,
It’s like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though
Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on
I’m tellin’ you that,
Things get better, Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle
You need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough,
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it got to take control, no
You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you
And sayin’ you can’t go on
You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off
You can live your life
Let your heart be your guide
you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good
Everything will be alright
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever
You got in now, find it within now
*sigh* :(
It’s like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though
Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on
I’m tellin’ you that,
Things get better, Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle
You need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough,
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it got to take control, no
You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you
And sayin’ you can’t go on
You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off
You can live your life
Let your heart be your guide
you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good
Everything will be alright
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever
You got in now, find it within now
*sigh* :(
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
juz finish uploading sum of sek@mmu pics..
act x abes upload lg..
sbb aku suda pusing same gamba2 yg ade...
bape kali nye edit..:P
x pe..
will b continue sok...
n sok mlm ade interview...
aiseyyy
1st- telepas kamikustik..
2nd- aku agak mmg x pandai nk interview2 org ni..
huhu...
mayb i will face sum probs of my fyp n sek@mmu pahang..
petindihan date mayb..
tp aku x nk pk skang..
malas nk saket pale...
mlm ni aku tido d blik sendri
1st time dlm tahun delta ni..
mate x mengundang ngantok lg..
adoiyyy
sok klas kol 9
berdoasss aku..
adik called that mama found out a letter of gathering invitation..
that me n adik received from kcik (harun)...
n afiq is 1 of the organiser mayb...
i donno but he is the 1 who signing the letter...
hehe...n mama surely la mara2 kan...
n papa pn x suke..
y? it is bcoz they dont want me to meet afiq lg..
wat they said, they did were true..
aku n adik x leh kate ape..
btol la tu ape mama papa ckap...
so on 30 dis ni..
im not gonna attend the "event" mayb...
why???
it is bcos...
mama papa decision...
n my decision...
not to break the rules n agreement between me n my parent..:(
jd lupekan saja niat ku itu tok melihat afiq...
sekian trime kase
ok...
sebelom tido...
wish liz:-
1.hope mama will get well soon..
(she juz got confirmation from Dr dis morning that it is a cancer in her rektum n mama will be send to muar to scan n operation) perhaps..
2.hope that i can sleep nyenyak2 tonite since 1st time tido blik sendri..
3.hoping that i can finish my study this year.. get A for my fyp(s)
4.hope that me n family sentese dimurahkan rezki n kaye lg..:D
5.a boyfrend mayb...haha giler!!!
nite n syg sume...:*
rindu same kawan ku si picit a.k.a si lembu...
act x abes upload lg..
sbb aku suda pusing same gamba2 yg ade...
bape kali nye edit..:P
x pe..
will b continue sok...
n sok mlm ade interview...
aiseyyy
1st- telepas kamikustik..
2nd- aku agak mmg x pandai nk interview2 org ni..
huhu...
mayb i will face sum probs of my fyp n sek@mmu pahang..
petindihan date mayb..
tp aku x nk pk skang..
malas nk saket pale...
mlm ni aku tido d blik sendri
1st time dlm tahun delta ni..
mate x mengundang ngantok lg..
adoiyyy
sok klas kol 9
berdoasss aku..
adik called that mama found out a letter of gathering invitation..
that me n adik received from kcik (harun)...
n afiq is 1 of the organiser mayb...
i donno but he is the 1 who signing the letter...
hehe...n mama surely la mara2 kan...
n papa pn x suke..
y? it is bcoz they dont want me to meet afiq lg..
wat they said, they did were true..
aku n adik x leh kate ape..
btol la tu ape mama papa ckap...
so on 30 dis ni..
im not gonna attend the "event" mayb...
why???
it is bcos...
mama papa decision...
n my decision...
not to break the rules n agreement between me n my parent..:(
jd lupekan saja niat ku itu tok melihat afiq...
sekian trime kase
ok...
sebelom tido...
wish liz:-
1.hope mama will get well soon..
(she juz got confirmation from Dr dis morning that it is a cancer in her rektum n mama will be send to muar to scan n operation) perhaps..
2.hope that i can sleep nyenyak2 tonite since 1st time tido blik sendri..
3.hoping that i can finish my study this year.. get A for my fyp(s)
4.hope that me n family sentese dimurahkan rezki n kaye lg..:D
5.a boyfrend mayb...haha giler!!!
nite n syg sume...:*
rindu same kawan ku si picit a.k.a si lembu...
Thursday, November 13, 2008
br abes supp simod aku...
ssh ok..
ssh sgt...
aku x tau a ape jd kang...
bedoa je la bia lulus...
tp aku x rase mcm tu..
aduihhhh
mama was comfirmed that she got ketumbuhan inside her rektum...
in 2 weeks akan scan lg...
br bole operation...
lucky that papa ade pencen kad..
n sum1 papa knows there..
so mayb operation bole wat dgn awal n get free kot...
ok
gtg..
sya dh otw amek aku...
x saba mau blek...
hope im not gonna b sad3 kat umah...
its my turn to jage mama lak...
hope she can klua ospital earlier...
daaa...
jmp ari ahad..
got seketariat miting that nite
sory to ncik KP...
x sempat siapkan poster for interview eventho x de la seleceh mane...
i'll be finish it b4 next week...
tq..:P
ssh ok..
ssh sgt...
aku x tau a ape jd kang...
bedoa je la bia lulus...
tp aku x rase mcm tu..
aduihhhh
mama was comfirmed that she got ketumbuhan inside her rektum...
in 2 weeks akan scan lg...
br bole operation...
lucky that papa ade pencen kad..
n sum1 papa knows there..
so mayb operation bole wat dgn awal n get free kot...
ok
gtg..
sya dh otw amek aku...
x saba mau blek...
hope im not gonna b sad3 kat umah...
its my turn to jage mama lak...
hope she can klua ospital earlier...
daaa...
jmp ari ahad..
got seketariat miting that nite
sory to ncik KP...
x sempat siapkan poster for interview eventho x de la seleceh mane...
i'll be finish it b4 next week...
tq..:P
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
sumpah aku tgh beperang dgn prasaan...
ntah dpt tido nyenyak x mlm ni..
bukan takot kan esemen...
tp mama..
she was admitted this morning...
pasaan aku x tau gundah gulane ke..
gelore jiwe ke..
berombak ke..
glombang karen ke..
siyes takot!!!
now shes alone waiting for adik arrive from kl...
papa kat umah jage boboy..
n mayb man was not allowed to be there in tha wad..
aku sgt x tenteram mlm ni..
ngn mama kat spital..
ngn adik ngn fatin blek joho memalam...
hadoihhh
dugaan ape skang ni aku xtau...
arrrgghh!!!
sumpah nk nangis..
tp ngah pujuk ati je ni...
klo bole aku blek..
mmg aku dh blek skang ni...
tp memikikan jumaat ni ade supp paper yg tentukan position aku tuk grade ke x tahun ni..
tepakse la aku tggu jumaat br blek...
:((
tlg3!!!!
aku sgt la x bole benafas skang ni
takot ok
:((
i knew adik was crying...
i knew mama was crying too...
when they calling me...
n i knew they knew me crying too..
when i only pretended like notings happen...
no questions..
no concerning words..
coz i dont want them to be more sad...
hopefully notings happen coz mama pnah kne kronik TB when adik n i still kecik2..
hopefully she was juz kne saket sbb telalu pnat...
i knew wat the disease is...
but aku lebe caye pd mama pnat...
really hope she ca get well soon..
n im gonna back home dis friday after exam...
nanite mami...
i will sleep until adik call me n she safely wiff mama at hospital...
sigh :(
ntah dpt tido nyenyak x mlm ni..
bukan takot kan esemen...
tp mama..
she was admitted this morning...
pasaan aku x tau gundah gulane ke..
gelore jiwe ke..
berombak ke..
glombang karen ke..
siyes takot!!!
now shes alone waiting for adik arrive from kl...
papa kat umah jage boboy..
n mayb man was not allowed to be there in tha wad..
aku sgt x tenteram mlm ni..
ngn mama kat spital..
ngn adik ngn fatin blek joho memalam...
hadoihhh
dugaan ape skang ni aku xtau...
arrrgghh!!!
sumpah nk nangis..
tp ngah pujuk ati je ni...
klo bole aku blek..
mmg aku dh blek skang ni...
tp memikikan jumaat ni ade supp paper yg tentukan position aku tuk grade ke x tahun ni..
tepakse la aku tggu jumaat br blek...
:((
tlg3!!!!
aku sgt la x bole benafas skang ni
takot ok
:((
i knew adik was crying...
i knew mama was crying too...
when they calling me...
n i knew they knew me crying too..
when i only pretended like notings happen...
no questions..
no concerning words..
coz i dont want them to be more sad...
hopefully notings happen coz mama pnah kne kronik TB when adik n i still kecik2..
hopefully she was juz kne saket sbb telalu pnat...
i knew wat the disease is...
but aku lebe caye pd mama pnat...
really hope she ca get well soon..
n im gonna back home dis friday after exam...
nanite mami...
i will sleep until adik call me n she safely wiff mama at hospital...
sigh :(
Sunday, November 09, 2008
today @10 aku suda tepacak d CM...
brekfes nsi lemak pedas n donut..
bercucikan air mineral sejuk..
sedari pg td bgn tido tekak aku kelat2..
idung panas2..
mate berair2..
petande nk diserang virus..
esok fatin akn dihanta pulang ke joho..
esok juge aku akn pulang ke tratak yg dh lame mood aku tgglkan..
bangunan putih biru di atas bukit berindahkan lampu2 putrajaya pd mlmnye..
argh...:((
sumpah x de mud nk blek..
sbb aku kne beperang smule dgn keje2 fyp ku..
juge subjek2 yg aku ketinggalan..
result..smpi ke arini aku x tgk2 lg..
adoiyaiii
sabtu ni aku akan ke mlake wat research tok fyp ku..
bersame2 kekasih dot3...eisya..huhu
dh lame tidak berdating..
tp aku riso klo2 mama x dpt bank in aku duit yg aku perlukan..
ermmm
kesian mama..:(
btw..
aku x decide lg wat yg mane krane klo bole aku nk wat yg simple tp menarik..
bebekalkan pengetahuan yg beberape aku blaja dr LARAS...
aku arus practik kan nye lg tok fyp aku..
o patah blek ke result..
act aku takot simod aku fail..
dgn bemcm2 sbb yg aku cipte sendri..
ok full stop.tgk la cmne nnt..
yg pasti aku nk lulus..aku nk grade tahun ni jugak plizzzz
banyak sgt responsibility aku yg menunggu di lua sane..
parent,family,diri,adik2,juge yg byk membantu aku...
6 bulan ckup singkat tok tros bejuang..
itula yg arus gunekan sebaek mungkin...
mngkn juge jike aku maseh syg kan mmu..
tp bukan lg sbgi student..
wat mase ni
aku letey menjd seorg plajar kot..
ermmm...
doakan la aku berjaye mengikis sgale kemalasan dan ke-enjoy-an ku..
aminnnnnnnnn
hoho...
aku br bace emel mengenai sek@mmu kedah..
ucapan trime kaseh blom lg aku sebarkan pd sekalian komiti..
in'Allah nnt kot...
juge pos mortem yg akan belangsung nek nnt..
adoiyyy..
tbe2 jd takot..
krane aku sendri nmpk kesalahan2 yg ade espeseli kat dri aku sendri..
cumenye yg pasti bukan kesalahan2 komiti krane aku rase komiti2 kali ni tesgt2
la membantu antare 1 same len..
tp aku cuak klo2 mreke yg tensen dan gram dgn aku..:P
maklumla..arahan telalu byk..hehe
neway..
klo sgale kekusutan dr mlutku maaf bangat krane tu sume atas arahan dir..
haha:P
im gonna mis kamu sume yg x henti2 wat aku glak cm nk mati..
n sorry to sum of the people for sum of the mistakes..
pd saye..
ade hikmah nye kami merahsiekan sesuatu itu..
kerane sesuatu itu di luar jangkaan..
walopn agak tekilan..
tp aku lebe pecaye kepade..
kerane kami tlalu gembire
dan tiade cacat celenye sepanjang pogram..
dan itu la kot kesilapan dr segi keselesaan...
maaf sume..
jike ade rezki lebe...
akan di pertimbangkan tok menggantikan blek sgale ketidakselesaan itu...
bg pihak dri aku sendri..
maaf sgt2 jike(act bukan jike tp pasti) ade sesape trase dgn dri ini yg x bape melakukan
sesotu pekare tok kepuasan ati sume..
maaf...
n thnx ncik omar for ur understanding...:)
*ahir2 ni aku slalu teingt afiq blek..
asal ar..
asal klua dr mlut je afiq...
aku sedri x pasti..
kate dh x ingt..
kate benci...
tp name tu juga yg aku sebut2..
:(( huk3...
dh 2 tahun ok..so lupekan..
tahun yg ckup lame tok lupekan sum1..
org yg clash 2-3 mnggu pn still dh bole de pengganti...
hurmmm
khamis-6 nov
brekfes nsi lemak pedas n donut..
bercucikan air mineral sejuk..
sedari pg td bgn tido tekak aku kelat2..
idung panas2..
mate berair2..
petande nk diserang virus..
esok fatin akn dihanta pulang ke joho..
esok juge aku akn pulang ke tratak yg dh lame mood aku tgglkan..
bangunan putih biru di atas bukit berindahkan lampu2 putrajaya pd mlmnye..
argh...:((
sumpah x de mud nk blek..
sbb aku kne beperang smule dgn keje2 fyp ku..
juge subjek2 yg aku ketinggalan..
result..smpi ke arini aku x tgk2 lg..
adoiyaiii
sabtu ni aku akan ke mlake wat research tok fyp ku..
bersame2 kekasih dot3...eisya..huhu
dh lame tidak berdating..
tp aku riso klo2 mama x dpt bank in aku duit yg aku perlukan..
ermmm
kesian mama..:(
btw..
aku x decide lg wat yg mane krane klo bole aku nk wat yg simple tp menarik..
bebekalkan pengetahuan yg beberape aku blaja dr LARAS...
aku arus practik kan nye lg tok fyp aku..
o patah blek ke result..
act aku takot simod aku fail..
dgn bemcm2 sbb yg aku cipte sendri..
ok full stop.tgk la cmne nnt..
yg pasti aku nk lulus..aku nk grade tahun ni jugak plizzzz
banyak sgt responsibility aku yg menunggu di lua sane..
parent,family,diri,adik2,juge yg byk membantu aku...
6 bulan ckup singkat tok tros bejuang..
itula yg arus gunekan sebaek mungkin...
mngkn juge jike aku maseh syg kan mmu..
tp bukan lg sbgi student..
wat mase ni
aku letey menjd seorg plajar kot..
ermmm...
doakan la aku berjaye mengikis sgale kemalasan dan ke-enjoy-an ku..
aminnnnnnnnn
hoho...
aku br bace emel mengenai sek@mmu kedah..
ucapan trime kaseh blom lg aku sebarkan pd sekalian komiti..
in'Allah nnt kot...
juge pos mortem yg akan belangsung nek nnt..
adoiyyy..
tbe2 jd takot..
krane aku sendri nmpk kesalahan2 yg ade espeseli kat dri aku sendri..
cumenye yg pasti bukan kesalahan2 komiti krane aku rase komiti2 kali ni tesgt2
la membantu antare 1 same len..
tp aku cuak klo2 mreke yg tensen dan gram dgn aku..:P
maklumla..arahan telalu byk..hehe
neway..
klo sgale kekusutan dr mlutku maaf bangat krane tu sume atas arahan dir..
haha:P
im gonna mis kamu sume yg x henti2 wat aku glak cm nk mati..
n sorry to sum of the people for sum of the mistakes..
pd saye..
ade hikmah nye kami merahsiekan sesuatu itu..
kerane sesuatu itu di luar jangkaan..
walopn agak tekilan..
tp aku lebe pecaye kepade..
kerane kami tlalu gembire
dan tiade cacat celenye sepanjang pogram..
dan itu la kot kesilapan dr segi keselesaan...
maaf sume..
jike ade rezki lebe...
akan di pertimbangkan tok menggantikan blek sgale ketidakselesaan itu...
bg pihak dri aku sendri..
maaf sgt2 jike(act bukan jike tp pasti) ade sesape trase dgn dri ini yg x bape melakukan
sesotu pekare tok kepuasan ati sume..
maaf...
n thnx ncik omar for ur understanding...:)
*ahir2 ni aku slalu teingt afiq blek..
asal ar..
asal klua dr mlut je afiq...
aku sedri x pasti..
kate dh x ingt..
kate benci...
tp name tu juga yg aku sebut2..
:(( huk3...
dh 2 tahun ok..so lupekan..
tahun yg ckup lame tok lupekan sum1..
org yg clash 2-3 mnggu pn still dh bole de pengganti...
hurmmm
khamis-6 nov
Sunday, November 02, 2008
sek@mmu kedah
ok...mateku maseh lg brat2 je nk dibuke..tp disbbkan aku mls dok umah sorang2 aku ikut papa ke cafe..
neway...
mlm td aku smpi umah kol 3 sengah pg..
wanna know my journey for these few days...
29th oct- thurs to 1st nov-saturday
at smk mergong alor star
1st nov nite
went to kangar n tido smlm di "villa"
2nd nov- sunday
went to padang besaq..shopping...huhu
-aku,wan n dynat mcm shoing a lot...berdoasss
at 2 betolak ke alor staq lunch kat kedai kak ji...
-sedap noo..tq kak ji
at 5 betolak pulang..
at 9 we stopped for bout 1 hour kat tapah had our dinner n pray...
-i met kak lin ngn pejol there..n thnks blanje aku dunkin donat pejol..huhu
at 12 arrived at mmu..
at 1 betolak pulang ke joho..
at 3 arrived at home...
hoho...im exhauseted
but im really happy for this long journey...
even im quite sad for sumting tht out of expectation...
im still happy n bole glak gile2..wif all those frends n committees
lazly...
thnx a lot to all committees..
kamu sume amat la bekejesame...
amat sgt dgr kate..:P
sory for those arahan..
for tergarang skit ke...
maaf sgt...
im gonna miss kamu sume...
thnx again...
daaaa
neway...
mlm td aku smpi umah kol 3 sengah pg..
wanna know my journey for these few days...
29th oct- thurs to 1st nov-saturday
at smk mergong alor star
1st nov nite
went to kangar n tido smlm di "villa"
2nd nov- sunday
went to padang besaq..shopping...huhu
-aku,wan n dynat mcm shoing a lot...berdoasss
at 2 betolak ke alor staq lunch kat kedai kak ji...
-sedap noo..tq kak ji
at 5 betolak pulang..
at 9 we stopped for bout 1 hour kat tapah had our dinner n pray...
-i met kak lin ngn pejol there..n thnks blanje aku dunkin donat pejol..huhu
at 12 arrived at mmu..
at 1 betolak pulang ke joho..
at 3 arrived at home...
hoho...im exhauseted
but im really happy for this long journey...
even im quite sad for sumting tht out of expectation...
im still happy n bole glak gile2..wif all those frends n committees
lazly...
thnx a lot to all committees..
kamu sume amat la bekejesame...
amat sgt dgr kate..:P
sory for those arahan..
for tergarang skit ke...
maaf sgt...
im gonna miss kamu sume...
thnx again...
daaaa
Sunday, October 19, 2008
disbbkan my laptop dh diformat..
sgale mcm pribadi ku temasuk entries ku yg lpas2 suda ilang kemane pn aku x tau:P
neway aku d cc on9 menggunakan laptop ku sendri bajet mau upload entries yg lpas3..huhu hampeh..
cte pasal ari2 cuti ku d parit raje..
1stly...aku nk btau sgale status pecutian d page2 myspace,frenster maupn facebook nyatenye x jelas..huhu..aku tiade pecutian..mama papa bgitu bz dgn order..sumpah aku pnat..amat3..dan pasti ini bukan ayat mengadu tp ayat ingin menunjukkn betape sshnye mama papa cr duit tok aku dan adik idup d kl..semakin ari semakin aku tepk..betape seksenye mama masak3 kat dapo dgn bahangnye,dgn bratnye,dgn sgale mcm bende leceh yg perlu dlakukan..bgitu juge papa yg agak beumur maseh lg mengangkat bende brat3 dan kesane kemari tok order..letey ok..siyes kaki aku nk tecabut..tok 2 ari permulaan aku agak bising dgn mulut ku yg x reti diam ni asik berkate-kate kaki kebas la,nk tecabut la..lame2 jd dh tebese dan memikikan papa mama lg trok..jd slagi aku ade d samping mama papa ni sgale bende yg brat2 dan agak menyusahkan mama papa..dr jd driver,angkat2 brg,berbelanje,jd asst chef sume aku lakukan sendri tok mengelakkan mama papa letey sgt..dan sudah hampir semnggu aku d pt raje..tido ku ckup dgn hanye 5 jam..dan arini aku hanye sempat tido 3 jam..krane pg ni je ade 3 tempat order bersamaan dgn 150 org nye makan dgn bermcm menu..huhhh siyes aku rindu gile nk tonton tv dgn kaki menjele d atas tilam..tp x pe..aku puas bile pnat pn aku maseh di umah bersame2 family..pekare bese bile masing2 letey pasti mud ade je x ok..kadang2 aku se nk msg je adik ckap tensen gile kadang2 kat umah..sumtimes juge aku agak pning dgn glagat2 mama papa tp memikikan betape sshnye mama papa aku lebe senang mendiamkan dri saje..okey cukup..x perlu aku cte selebihnye hal2 umah tangge ni..watevr it is..i love mama papa..x saba nk kaye..therefor mama papa x yah letey2 lg oh ibu..ibu je l yg bole tlg papa dr kesusahan..btw sume itu d tgn tuhan..aminnn..
sgale plan pecutian ke jb dibatalkan...kerane aku sgt amat bz tlg mama papa..oh i realy hope sempat tok jmp ayah dan ibu angkat ku d pase gudang yg agak rindu tok jmp aku dan adik..
kedah...
fuwhhh aku agak pning ;g3 memikikan duit..dan aku agak meninggalkan ape tejd pd biro2..ergghh..next week arus pulang ke kl smule manjalankn tugas pogram..huhu
takot menghadapi pogram..takot bangat byk kekurangan..n takot bedepan seseorg..berdoasss
ok aku ade masalh same simod..thats my fault..yes it is..aku salu leka dan harus brubah.. :((
lame x dgr kaba si mangse pendiam..latest news..si mangse pendiam suda benti keje mayb prepare tok ke aus smbung blaja..but juz now edin kate ade je lg..
ok..xtau nk tulis ape dh..
act banyak yg hendak di sampaikan tp x tetaip...
blank tros...
later plak..
daaaa
*huh..aku se rindu plak pd kawan ku si lembu..
sgale mcm pribadi ku temasuk entries ku yg lpas2 suda ilang kemane pn aku x tau:P
neway aku d cc on9 menggunakan laptop ku sendri bajet mau upload entries yg lpas3..huhu hampeh..
cte pasal ari2 cuti ku d parit raje..
1stly...aku nk btau sgale status pecutian d page2 myspace,frenster maupn facebook nyatenye x jelas..huhu..aku tiade pecutian..mama papa bgitu bz dgn order..sumpah aku pnat..amat3..dan pasti ini bukan ayat mengadu tp ayat ingin menunjukkn betape sshnye mama papa cr duit tok aku dan adik idup d kl..semakin ari semakin aku tepk..betape seksenye mama masak3 kat dapo dgn bahangnye,dgn bratnye,dgn sgale mcm bende leceh yg perlu dlakukan..bgitu juge papa yg agak beumur maseh lg mengangkat bende brat3 dan kesane kemari tok order..letey ok..siyes kaki aku nk tecabut..tok 2 ari permulaan aku agak bising dgn mulut ku yg x reti diam ni asik berkate-kate kaki kebas la,nk tecabut la..lame2 jd dh tebese dan memikikan papa mama lg trok..jd slagi aku ade d samping mama papa ni sgale bende yg brat2 dan agak menyusahkan mama papa..dr jd driver,angkat2 brg,berbelanje,jd asst chef sume aku lakukan sendri tok mengelakkan mama papa letey sgt..dan sudah hampir semnggu aku d pt raje..tido ku ckup dgn hanye 5 jam..dan arini aku hanye sempat tido 3 jam..krane pg ni je ade 3 tempat order bersamaan dgn 150 org nye makan dgn bermcm menu..huhhh siyes aku rindu gile nk tonton tv dgn kaki menjele d atas tilam..tp x pe..aku puas bile pnat pn aku maseh di umah bersame2 family..pekare bese bile masing2 letey pasti mud ade je x ok..kadang2 aku se nk msg je adik ckap tensen gile kadang2 kat umah..sumtimes juge aku agak pning dgn glagat2 mama papa tp memikikan betape sshnye mama papa aku lebe senang mendiamkan dri saje..okey cukup..x perlu aku cte selebihnye hal2 umah tangge ni..watevr it is..i love mama papa..x saba nk kaye..therefor mama papa x yah letey2 lg oh ibu..ibu je l yg bole tlg papa dr kesusahan..btw sume itu d tgn tuhan..aminnn..
sgale plan pecutian ke jb dibatalkan...kerane aku sgt amat bz tlg mama papa..oh i realy hope sempat tok jmp ayah dan ibu angkat ku d pase gudang yg agak rindu tok jmp aku dan adik..
kedah...
fuwhhh aku agak pning ;g3 memikikan duit..dan aku agak meninggalkan ape tejd pd biro2..ergghh..next week arus pulang ke kl smule manjalankn tugas pogram..huhu
takot menghadapi pogram..takot bangat byk kekurangan..n takot bedepan seseorg..berdoasss
ok aku ade masalh same simod..thats my fault..yes it is..aku salu leka dan harus brubah.. :((
lame x dgr kaba si mangse pendiam..latest news..si mangse pendiam suda benti keje mayb prepare tok ke aus smbung blaja..but juz now edin kate ade je lg..
ok..xtau nk tulis ape dh..
act banyak yg hendak di sampaikan tp x tetaip...
blank tros...
later plak..
daaaa
*huh..aku se rindu plak pd kawan ku si lembu..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
kombinasi roma irama pahlawan. demm sekor da langgar arahan!
begini caranya. ilmu pancaran mata telo ultraman!!
tok guru gembira dipagi raya. kemas tendangan kamu sapix!
tok guru memerhatikan langkah!
*donno y im uploading all this pics..
yg pasti aku se x bole blah :))...
even pics tho captions..
neway...
the main character is their pacik(i guess so)...
tp tgk gambas...
prangai dh sebaye je...
:P
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