acittt!!!!
'die' dh de bloggerr!!!!
hahaha
im gonna b the 1 yg jd loyal follower die...
huhu

ok sorry..
aku jd emo lak ngn sum1 ni..
aku jd mara tetbe dgn ayat2 die..
aku jd gram gile tbe2 sbb ayat die..
aku jd stress serte-merte dgn susunan ayat die...
aku jd arrrrrr!!!
x tau dh nk describe..
tp aku mara la...
x kesala ayat tu general ke x...
ayat tu mcm specific ke aku...
aku sgt trase...
lg aku trase bile aku ngadu or tye org len drang kate mmg pointed to me...
hehh aarrrr :((
saye salah...
ok..
tangguhan byk sgt...
x patut..
skang ni dh kelam kabut..
watever...mmg aku salah..aku admit
tp aku x leh trime aku kne mara!!!!!!
ke sbb aku period+period pain yg sgt saket tonggeng2 so aku jd hangin..

masalahnye beside aku bz same fyp...
aku still jugak dgn kje2 pogram....
tapiiii
byk sgt bende kjap edit..
kjap btol kan...
kjap tu kjap ni..
masalhnye org len sibuk dgn esemen2,xam2, study2 mreke..
if i state ok dis is the due date..
at last they will cum n said..
akak...or ella..
sorry..
tgh wat final la..
esaimen kne anta la.
exam sok la..
tulat la..
luse la..
ok..
wat i wanna said that saye bukan org yg push2 org len wat kje since they have their gud reason..
at the end.. aku edit sendri siap kan..
errhh..
mungkin jugak aku sendri yg lebe senang setelkan sbb mungkin aku yg crewet kot..
xtau la...
eiyhhhh
ok die ym lg..
aku jd fobia lg..
fobia takot kne "ayat" lg..
sigh..

laz but x list...
btol la tu saye salah...
byk sgt tangguh kje..
lame sgt tangguh kje..
dan btol la tu aku bukan seorg yg tegas...
its ok..
i tried to deny the hipotesis...
but
dis is me..
try,tried n still trying to ubah...
sorry...

hoping that my assists will help me a lot since they already abes their xam n fyp kot..
bcoz im still bz wif my fyp till monday
n my thesis submission this thurs..
TOT lg..
br aku teingt..
lupe nk assign za manage kan skali the teacher, the modul..
erhhh
trying to relax kan my head,my heart...
tarik hembus...
tarik hembus...
sekian trime kase...

im x really good in manage my time kan...
again awak...sorry jugak...

aku mcm teperasan dlm blog shaleen yg kak shasha was flied to london..
ingt kan becuti (mayb) or kje ke..
skali upenye huwaaa!!!!!!!!!
lorr...
ikot lab rates nye competition yg battle of the band kat london tu ke..
hehe
i dont really know pasal group ni...
but wat i knew is this band ade la 1-1 nye band m'sia lawan kat sane...
n the kibodist sgt comel...huhu
dan some of the members ade la dr band2 len gak x silap...

fuwhhh vacation3!!!!!
cpat2 la bulan 6
cpat la abes study!!!!
aku mau cuti puas2!!!!!!!!!

1.relationship status?
- single n available :P

2.how long have you been in this status?
- almost 2 years

3.hugs or drugs?
- hugs

4.do you cook?
- yup..

5.what's the closest red object to you?
- my sweet little mouse

6.who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
- mama..talked bout sum1 she mad of..

7.are you afraid of falling in love?
- 4 the second times..probably yes

8.how many hours did you sleep last night?
- 6 hours

9.is there someone you really hate?
- nope...

10.when was the last time you saw your dad?
- 2 weeks ago :(

11.who was the last person you had a phone call with?
- my mama

12.do you laugh enough?
- yaaa..mati aku jpg

13.does your head hurt?
- x really until im start my fyp..sigh

14.have you ever broken any bones?
- nope...

15.look to your right, what is there?
- my nsets n fyp site plan

16.were you happy when you woke up today?
- nope...worried of my exam...ssh ok

17.does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- x really as long die seorg yg pembersih

18.where is your phone?
- on my right

19.do you have a best friend?
- many..im a loveable..huhu

20.what is your favourite colour?
- red

21.do you have anything that belongs to ur ex?
- x hingat

22.who was the last person you had an argument with?
- x 1

23.has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- xbody

23.would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
- its x the time at this moment...:(

24.what is one emotion you are feeling right now?
- fresh + lazy

25.what are you currently doing besides this?
- eating twistis n drink red bull to tahan mate from ngntok

26.any plans for tomorrow?
- do my fyp3!!!

27.are you going be home alone tonight?
- nope...ditemani nana

28.how has this week been?
- bz3...tired3

29.do you always answer your phone?
- 4 sure..mmg x smpi at la kn nk wat bodo

30.how long can you go without your phone?
- 3 ari when i was left it in kl n i went back to bp

31.are you any good at math?
- ha'a kot..haha

32.how did your day go today?
- quite bad...exam hampeh...stress aku

33.was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
- a girl

34.who was the last person that made you cry?
- m.nat n m.mas

35.are you ticklish?
- yup..

36.what's bothering you right now?
- fb..mendelay saye dr membuat fyp..haha

37.summer or winter?
- winter..:D

38.mcdonalds or burger king?
- for sure la "im lovin' it "

39.bet you're missing someone now?
- yeah...my family uwaaa!!!

yesterday nite..
we celebrated nana's bifday at secret recipe, alamanda...
we - me,nana,man,jerry,pejol n fandi...
bob...x dpt ikt dan brade d OU shoping kasut.
huhu

then went to tmpat games men mcm2 games..
pas2 otw walked to the car..
we stopped dekat tmpat tilik love tu...

tilik wif left hand - jari tlunjuk n hantu...
the result..
fandi - hot stuff
nana - hot stuff
jerry - ohh x ingt
man - passionate
me - dead fish...hampas.. bodo nye tilik..btol ke aku se-xde prasaan in love..

so blek mlm tu...
buka facebook...
n sum1 invite me to play some quiz (es)...
so curi sum times played the quiz..

n the result...

You are lovely and caring.
You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

Nerd
studious and very calm .Dont do controversies .You are nerd

myserious and secreative
you are the kinda person who likes to hide things and is very shy . you don't like being in big groups . you are the quiet type and don't like to share things with people but over all you are a great person

SOME GUYS
You are liked be some men...not all but some. you will have luck in your love life and will get good furtune in your lifetime.

true friend
you have a true friend that would'nt do any thing to hurt you look after them coz thy cum once in a life time

3rd tag...
1. Do you think you’re hot?
= haha..x la..

2. Upload your favorite picture of you!


3. Why do you like that picture?
= bcoz its a memory :d

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
= o'ooo few weeks ago wif my classmates

5. The last song you listen to?
= jatuh cinta lg by matta band on tv3

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
= tonton majalah 3

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
= shafilaz..but nobody calling me that name

People to tag :
1- eisya
2- adik
3- acit
4- adib

8. Who is number one?
= my bez buddy

9. Number three is having a relationship with?
= maya

10. Say something about number four
=he is from bp...knew him thru kko few years ago..juz grade from his Dip study in poli
tengganu..he is 1 of my bbf(bez boy frend)..haha

11. Who is number two?
=my luvly, dearie, buddy adik...muacchhhzzz

been tagged again by intan...

1. smpi skang aku x tau ape masod name shaznoor shafilaz tu..

2. name je anak sulong tp smpi la ni adik2 lg berkuasa dr aku..:P

3. until now..if kat umah,im still sleep wif my only younger bro-boboy even hez oredy masuk
form 2

4. aku mmg x suke ape jenis binatang..tp sejak kutip a fat kitty kat pasar..aku jd gile kucing
kat umah

5. hidup aku skang ni adela duit3...bukan materialistik tp x saba nk cr duit sendri mau taggung
parent n adik2 blaja plak...

6. a daughter of workaholic parent..n im a family woman..seems im the 1st..so family 1st

7. saye seorg yg pemalas mandi espeseli bile sejuk...dan bile aku mandi dh lewat2 ptg..so x 2nd
bath

8. aku seorg yg x brape berprasaan,blurry n kurang interaksi wif environment but im quite a sensitive
person

9. saye seorg yg sgt3 amat3 bangat penakot...dlm ape kes pn

10. i can sleep wherever i've been

11. saye sgt2 la talkative..kuat membebel espeseli when im watching tv..n the way i talk sgt la
laju (trun temurun blah papa)

12. aku seorg yg kuat makan...lucky aku x cpat nek badan...tp obviously akan nmpk kat
pp..uwwaaaaa

13. evendo im an art student...smpi la ni art3 aku x membrasangkan..even fotografi yg aku dh
blaja bape sem pn aku maseh lg x pro mcm org len :(

14. honestly sepanjang study kat mmu ni..aku pnah dpt 3 pointer skali je...hampas x..sedangkan
d skola dlu aku antare top student (hahah eiyyy prasan je ella)

15. okey nk reveal 1 bende..sepanjang hidup ni im only have a bf-afiq n he was my 1st love...but
we already lost contact n having problems since 2 years ago...until now i have nobody a.k.a
single even dh 2 years..so aku rase mcm kne sumpah je skang ni...

16. i have many taik lalat kat tapak kaki...the conclusio is saye seorg kaki jalan...ssh nk lekat kat
blik or umah..huhu

tagged by c dearie kurus inntan

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
= nk tampa je bole x?

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
= wanna b a princess.haha

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
= a gemok baby boy/girl

FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
= build a big3 house for mama n papa...n adik2..duduk ramai2 dlm tu

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
= kot...

SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
= either..depends on nasib

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
= depends on my mood:P

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
= huhu..on the spot stop admiring him

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
= neither

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
= cud b

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
= in feminine appearance...dh fully bertudung..a husband n a twin child.haha

TWELVE.
What’s your greatest fear?
= if sumting bad happen to sum1 i love

THIRTEEN.
who is your best friend?
= quite many

-FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
= neither..choices x bagus :P

FIFTEEN.
What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
= cr nset n tgk jam

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
= depends

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
= hm..pick the 3rd people..haha

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
= hm im x really have hati yg sgt3 bek...

NINETEEN.
Why do you do this survey?
= bcos i like to n c kurus tu tagged me:P

When you cry does anybody know?
= ya pasti...huhu

When you love, Do you give all?
= i did it b4..lpas ni...depends

Given the chance to be in front of
your most recent ex what would you say?
= thru my experience..i didn't say anything

What's one thing that you learned
from those failed relationships?
= jgn telalu lembik/mengalah sgt..

What is the most important thing in
a relationship?
=give n take

Is it normal to become jealous of
someone?
= for sure

When you come accross your ex with
his/her gf/bf what would you do?
= if he is afiq...cud b a slap hinggap...(konon2 :P)

Does looks matter when choosing a bf/gf?
= x jugak

What is a must in a gf/bf?
= love not the only way..understanding mayb

What if a friend tells you that
he/she loves your bf/gf what are you
going to do?
= huhu...wat bodo sudey as long die x ngurat2 my boy

What if you fell inlove with a
person that had a baby in the past,
would you still love that person?
= errkkk..x coment

With all the heartaches, SAcrifices
and pain of loving .. Is it all worth it?
= arghhh...x worth it after wat happened to me now...

Are you in a relationship right now?
= nope...still single

Last person to call you “babe” or “baby”?
= x de kot...afiq pn x nah pnggl..

YM or AIM?
=YM

Are you happy with your life right now?
= quite happy

Does anyone have a crush on you?
= huhu.. i dont think so

What’s the last thing you bought, and how much did you spend?
= nasi campo..4.30...

What is your favorite thing to wear?
= jeans

What are you listening to right now?
= noting

Do hugs make you feel better?
= kot

What did you do today?
= class from 9 - 3...then slept from 5 - 10

Lyrics stuck in your head?
= kini kembali pulang

Jeans or shorts?
= jeans arr

Where’s your favorite place to be in the summer?
= china plizz

Are you scared of snakes?
= yup..really3

Do you know who you are?
= yup..

The last thing you put in your mouth?
= my finger

Where was your default picture taken?
= in genting

How late did you stay up last night and why?
= 5.30...did my fyp

Who was the last person to text you?
= dearie kak huda

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
= laz week..on wed..becoz of fyp..arrgghh!!

What happened at 9:00AM today?
= in eisya's car n we went to fcm together :)

What was the last thing someone said to you in person?
= tggu msg aku ella..by eisya

Do you have your license?
= yup...

Could you date someone taller than u?
= mesti la...rendah pn ok je :P

What’s the most interesting thing that happened to you in the past week?
= had time to relax2 kat umah :D

disebabkan saye x sempat nk wish slamat mlm...
n mayb saye rase cm x perlu wish slamat mlm kat awak...
sbb saye reply "awak"..dh senyap
or cudb awak dh tiade di depan pc...
so saye wish kat sini je..
gud nite awak n thank u...

our transportation

sementare menunggu jerry man n nana ke toilet

o'oo beler plak

beti d bukit tepi jaln

view yg sgt teruje

sonoknye!!!

otw trun

azman

pejol

huhu..muke cm terliur je tgk nasi lemak nana

diskusi nk makan ape

wif my clasmate..bobby

posing apekah man same jerry??

alllooo comeyyy

"aku mcm p haji lak" pejol said

cm x de old town je kat cyber :P

mase br smpi..its so cold ok..sbb ujan

gamba ni tipu..ia tlah mengompresskan prot ku..

menunggu akan bob

sementare menunggu

bermain kad winner n loser

suke benau

ni muke 1st loser..hampeh

white coffee (+ jerry)

otw to indoor area

wihuuu..
laz thurs me, pejol,nana,azman,bob n jerry went to genting...
fuwhhh...
bez ok...
dpt releks2...

lepak kat old town punye la lame...
then bejalan2 kaki pusing genting tu..
neway..
byk tmpat dh sush nk lepak kat area out door tu sbb mcm dh de bazaar2...

aku upload byk2 gamba kat sni bia sok luse if aku nk delete senang..
ade backup..
sbb aku malas gile mau upload d fotopages...

next destination...
hmmm mana yar...

juz came back from genting
wihuuu!!!!
exhausted...

musam's Details

Status: In a Relationship Orientation: Straight Body type: 0' 0" / Slim / Slender Ethnicity: Asian Religion: Muslim Zodiac Sign: Libra Children: Someday

musam dh in a relationship...
huhu...
wo...du ji....

kangen band - kembali pulang

got this song from baha...
its an indo song...
bole tahan la sbb aku sendri pn ulang2 dgr...
band ni siap ade gadis nyanyi pki tudung lg..
comeyyy
but sorry..
the vokalis muke x bole blah..
haha
tot la camera x fokus btol ke muke die...:P


Bintang terlihat terang
Saat dirimu datang
Cinta yang dulu hilang
Kini kembali pulang

Lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
Coba merangkai mimpi
Cinta yang dulu pergi
Kini datang kembali

Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku

Reff:
Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Akan ku bawa dia terbang
Damai bersama bintang

Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Betapa senang ku dendangkan
Dan takkan ku lepaskan

Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku

aku dilande demam yg aku sendri x fhm...
jap sejuk...
japg panas gile x hengat...
tp siyes x tahan...
ni td aku colapse stelah pulang dr wangse maju...
sgt3 miong...
now dh ok skit pas rest
tp pale pusing2 lg...
batuk x benti2...
dan yg x bole blah...
sendi bahu aku seblah kanan smpi ke prot amat la bise...
klo disapu same ubat chym br die kebas skit...
tu pn tahan sjap je...
tiap2 kali batuk da tarik nafas pasti saket
tgk la sok klo x bek aku ke klinik...

neway...
entry lpas was bout afiq...
walobagaimanepn...
wat mase ni aku malas nk tulis dan luahkan ape...
sbb pale aku saket lg...
mood x dak...
dan aku sedang mengalami masalah...
espeseli duit...
aku x tau la masalah2 yg menimpe aku adekah tiap2 kali bile aku ngt afiq...
ato tiap2 kali melibatkan VR yg byk makan kos tu..
haihhhh
wondering...
cpat la bulan 12 ni belalu dan abes...
tggl la dunie 2008 ni...

ok..
letey...
bye3..

*thanx pejol drove me to wangse maju n thnx chym 4 accompanied me...:X

setlah ampir 2 tahun...
here i met him...



* will b continue later...

1. Would you date someone who lived in another state?
* no

2. Are you ready to get into a serious relationship right now?
* depends

3. What was the last thing you cried about?
* when knew mama's condition

4. Who did you hangout with last night?
* hicom seketariat...went to kg baru

5. Have you ever cried while in the shower?
* yup...

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
* no...im x the kind of gado2

7. Has anyone ever told you they love you?
* yup...im a loveable..huhu

8. Do you believe in true love?
* yup b4...now dh x pasti..

9. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
* if perlu ape salahnye :D

10. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
* date?...if mcm hans isaac.i dont mind..

11. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
* yaa...

12. Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
*yes..

13. If you could push one person off a mountain, who would it be?
* x 1..x beminat

14. If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
* for sure...but depend on them la kot nk ckap x..

15. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
*x really...coz im x even once celebrate it

16. Is there someone specific that's on your mind?
* ya...** remind me a lot

17. Do you believe what comes around goes around?
* yaa...now it begins..

18. Do you smile a lot?
*laugh a lot

19. Does the person you like know that you like them?
*x sure

20. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
*yup..i donno y bcoz my eyes r so big

21. Do you want to get married & have children?
*yess..hope b4 i get 30..

22. Who are the last four people to send you a text message today?
*adik..azman..bob..nizar

23. Are you currently planning a trip?
*yaa...PD mayb..

24. Are you in love with anyone?
*x really...

25. Is someone currently annoying you?
* no 1..perhaps

26. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
* yup...kje3 n kje

27. Who do you have a crush on?
* undefined :P

28. Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
* yaa but lantak die

29. What are you going to do later?
*cr lagu2 tok adik...

30. How's your heart lately?
* x stabil

31. Last thing you bought?
*nsi krabu mlm td

32. What kind of person you are?
*secretive mayb

33. Are you a tease?
*x really..huhu

34. When the last time you got drunk?
* nope

35. What's your name?
*shaznoor shafilaz binti saharuddin

36. How tall are you?
*164 kot..lupe dh

37. What color are your eyes?
*black

38. What color is your hair?
*dark brown

39. Are you Male or Female?
*female

40. What is your best physical feature?
*my lesung pipit kot..hehe

41. What's your shoe size?
*6/7

42. Glasses, yes or no?
* nope

43. Did you ever have braces?
*nope..gigi saye tersusun cume smule jd kuning je..haha

44. How often do you exercise?
*3 bulan skali pn ssh..hoho

APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

in finding a way to escape...
im lost...
now im a loser...

reading on shaleen's blog..
aku br teingt lamenye x de kucing kat umah...
xde mende2 yg bole d wat guro..
adik2 dh besa2 nk wat buli2...
aku yg dibuli ade la..
hampas...

aku..
b4 ni...
x suke kucing kot...
geli...
tp x de la aku benci ke buli kucing...
cume sejak aku amek kucing kat pasa dgn fatin dlu tu...
awal tahun ni kot..
dan kami beri name die cici...
sbb die gendut smpi bile kami golek2 die x bole berdiri or stabil kan badan die smule sbb die sgt2 gemok dan prot die sgt2 boroi2..
eiyyy
gram!!!

haa jmp few pics yg mcm cici...

cici tu cute like this...


fatter than dis 1


bulu n warne die sebiji cm ni


btw...
cici ni dh memergikan dri dr umah kami...
xtau mae die mengilang sejak dh besa2 pandai mrayap...
or mayb sum1 curi die...
maklumla umah aku tepi jalan besa...
dan...
gamba die pn tlah ilang sbb nset mama dh ilang juge...

*aku se ni klo adik ke pai yg bace blog aku ni mesti drang kate aku buang tebiat...:D*