1stly:
sum1's father passed away laz nite n takziah for him...
otw back to mmu laz nite from kak huda's house(we broke our fast there-->pdhal x pose pon aku n eisya)...we talked too much...discuss sumthing...n storied the past...the past of the mistakes...mistakes that cant b erase 4 the entire of our life...or cud be my life as well...
trauma, fobia,worry,scared dh mule blek dlm diri aku ni...but im still let it happen? y ha? who cares...better stop or/and myself have to start to control "it" b4 it goes lebe jao dan lebe burok..."it" shud not happen twice :( ...lgpon mals nk brat2 kpale...letey...
controlling+pretending...haishhhh...sighhhh....:
categories or criterias of frends...everbody have their own... dan aku slese wif those...cumenye pelu ade "line" die. dan dri kite la yg perlu tetapkan "line" tu...hm kite ke? act me...
i juz wanna b frend...i dont mind or dont care act wif any of ur comitments but stop treating me like im foolish...i like n luv to b ur frend...coz u always there when im in need... n sad maybe...
2 be continue...bosan:P
ella study2!!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
study
winamp
blogger
chatting
anymore...:P
1/10 --> interactive studies final exam
3/10 --> submission final pojek vr
8/10 --> experiential studies final exam
*o lupe...on 25/9 aritu afiq's bifday...4got to post here+ malas...besides, aku pn x wish die...*
*controlling myself not to go far from the redline...haha:P*
*is pretending = hypocrite?*
*im off for few days of fasting...hoho...x bez...kne ganti pose tahun ni :D*
eisya*kak huda*wani*jaja*
luv u all very much...much2!!!
10q very much for helping when im in need:D
:((
winamp
blogger
chatting
anymore...:P
1/10 --> interactive studies final exam
3/10 --> submission final pojek vr
8/10 --> experiential studies final exam
*o lupe...on 25/9 aritu afiq's bifday...4got to post here+ malas...besides, aku pn x wish die...*
*controlling myself not to go far from the redline...haha:P*
*is pretending = hypocrite?*
*im off for few days of fasting...hoho...x bez...kne ganti pose tahun ni :D*
eisya*kak huda*wani*jaja*
luv u all very much...much2!!!
10q very much for helping when im in need:D
:((
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
currently...
im addicted to dis song
letto~sebelum cahaya
Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta
Chorus:
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta
Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta
Chorus
Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta
Thursday, September 13, 2007
~dialogue antare 2 darjah~
4 dis entry im post the dialogue btwen my rumate n my grupmate...
n gile punye sengal of dialogue
so lets check3 it out
hoho
faizul: aku ske travel
faizul: tp bulan ni takde org kawen plak
ain: oo
ain: ko kawen la
faizul: awek pon takde
faizul: kalo ko nak kawen ngan aku mau la
ain: hahah
ain: tunggu aku siapkan assgnmnt dlu
ain: pastu aku fikirkan
ain: faizul: kena tunggu dulu
faizul: nampak sgt ko tidak cintakan aku
faizul: ahaha
faizul: pergilah ko bersama pemain trompet itu
ain: aku bukan tidak cintakan ko
ain: tp dia sgt handal bermain trompet
faizul: jikalau begitu
faizul: biarlah aku mengundur diri
ain: oh tidak
faizul: undur diri ke katil
faizul: lalu tido
ain: maafkan aku
ain: tapi jika itu keputusanmu
ain: maka silalah
faizul: ko tidak bersalah
faizul: yg bersalahnya aku
faizul: kerana aku tak bisa menyayangimu sepenuh hati
ain: adakah kau juga mencintai orang lain?
faizul: tidak
faizul: dihatiku hanya dirimu seorang
faizul: sampai akhir hayatku pon aku tetapi menyintaimu
faizul: tetapi ko lebih penting si trompetmen
faizul: aku hanya insan biasa
faizul: yang cuma mampu menaruh harapan
faizul: tetapi harapanku punah
faizul: musnah
ain: aduhai
faizul: kau tidak perlu berkata apa2
faizul: biarlah masa yang menentukan segalanya
ain: aku..
faizul: *lalu perempuan itu ke belakang pentas*
faizul: *tirai dilabuhkan tutup*
ain: aku tak abes berckp lg
faizul: ok2
faizul: *tirai dibuka kembali*
faizul: *si perempuan itu muncul skali lagi*
faizul: *dia kelihatan mundar mandir*
ain: aku.
faizul: * seolah2 ada sesuatu yg ingin disampaikan yg masih tersirat dalam hatinya*
faizul: ok sambung
ain: maafkan aku
ain: kau membuatkan aku rase bersalah
ain: maafkan aku
ain: aku tak berdaye
ain: mencintai dua insan dlm satu masa
faizul: tetapi mengapa memilihnya dari aku
faizul: aku punya harta
faizul: punya masa depan
faizul: punya kasih sayang lengkap semua hanya utkmu
faizul: tapi mengapa kau lebihkan dia
ain: ade sesuatu yg membuatkan nya lain dr mu
ain: dia pandai berjenaka
faizul: aku juga begitu
ain: iya
faizul: adakah jenaka aku merupakan satu radio rosak yg tidak kau ingin dengari
ain: kau mmg pandai berjenaka
ain: iya.. radio rosak
ain: itu maksudku
faizul: akhirnya aku mengerti
faizul: kelihatannya seperti pertemuankan kita hanya sia2
faizul: sudahlah
faizul: biarkan aku pergi
ain: maafkan aku
faizul: pergi membawa hati kecil yg semakin meretak
faizul: meretak yg menunggu saat berkecai
faizul: dan apabila ianya berkeca
ifaizul: jgnla kau menyebut nama aku lagi
faizul: biarkan aku hanya dalam sejarah memorimu
faizul: sejarah insan yg penah membahagiakanmu
faizul: walaupon hanya sementara
ain: maafkan aku..
ain: *lalu perempuan itu menyerahkan sesuatu kepada si lelaki*
ain: *rupanye itu ialah cincin yg menjadi saksin ikrar mereka utk hidup bersama*
faizul: *si perempuan terus berlalu pergi sambil mengesat matanya yg berlinangan air mata*
faizul: *tirai dilabuhkan*
faizul: penat aku berpk
faizul: ahaha
ain: aku pon penat
hapy fasting day sume
smoge bulan ramadhan ini sentese diberkati
n hope tht aku dpt pose full lg
haha
n gile punye sengal of dialogue
so lets check3 it out
hoho
faizul: aku ske travel
faizul: tp bulan ni takde org kawen plak
ain: oo
ain: ko kawen la
faizul: awek pon takde
faizul: kalo ko nak kawen ngan aku mau la
ain: hahah
ain: tunggu aku siapkan assgnmnt dlu
ain: pastu aku fikirkan
ain: faizul: kena tunggu dulu
faizul: nampak sgt ko tidak cintakan aku
faizul: ahaha
faizul: pergilah ko bersama pemain trompet itu
ain: aku bukan tidak cintakan ko
ain: tp dia sgt handal bermain trompet
faizul: jikalau begitu
faizul: biarlah aku mengundur diri
ain: oh tidak
faizul: undur diri ke katil
faizul: lalu tido
ain: maafkan aku
ain: tapi jika itu keputusanmu
ain: maka silalah
faizul: ko tidak bersalah
faizul: yg bersalahnya aku
faizul: kerana aku tak bisa menyayangimu sepenuh hati
ain: adakah kau juga mencintai orang lain?
faizul: tidak
faizul: dihatiku hanya dirimu seorang
faizul: sampai akhir hayatku pon aku tetapi menyintaimu
faizul: tetapi ko lebih penting si trompetmen
faizul: aku hanya insan biasa
faizul: yang cuma mampu menaruh harapan
faizul: tetapi harapanku punah
faizul: musnah
ain: aduhai
faizul: kau tidak perlu berkata apa2
faizul: biarlah masa yang menentukan segalanya
ain: aku..
faizul: *lalu perempuan itu ke belakang pentas*
faizul: *tirai dilabuhkan tutup*
ain: aku tak abes berckp lg
faizul: ok2
faizul: *tirai dibuka kembali*
faizul: *si perempuan itu muncul skali lagi*
faizul: *dia kelihatan mundar mandir*
ain: aku.
faizul: * seolah2 ada sesuatu yg ingin disampaikan yg masih tersirat dalam hatinya*
faizul: ok sambung
ain: maafkan aku
ain: kau membuatkan aku rase bersalah
ain: maafkan aku
ain: aku tak berdaye
ain: mencintai dua insan dlm satu masa
faizul: tetapi mengapa memilihnya dari aku
faizul: aku punya harta
faizul: punya masa depan
faizul: punya kasih sayang lengkap semua hanya utkmu
faizul: tapi mengapa kau lebihkan dia
ain: ade sesuatu yg membuatkan nya lain dr mu
ain: dia pandai berjenaka
faizul: aku juga begitu
ain: iya
faizul: adakah jenaka aku merupakan satu radio rosak yg tidak kau ingin dengari
ain: kau mmg pandai berjenaka
ain: iya.. radio rosak
ain: itu maksudku
faizul: akhirnya aku mengerti
faizul: kelihatannya seperti pertemuankan kita hanya sia2
faizul: sudahlah
faizul: biarkan aku pergi
ain: maafkan aku
faizul: pergi membawa hati kecil yg semakin meretak
faizul: meretak yg menunggu saat berkecai
faizul: dan apabila ianya berkeca
ifaizul: jgnla kau menyebut nama aku lagi
faizul: biarkan aku hanya dalam sejarah memorimu
faizul: sejarah insan yg penah membahagiakanmu
faizul: walaupon hanya sementara
ain: maafkan aku..
ain: *lalu perempuan itu menyerahkan sesuatu kepada si lelaki*
ain: *rupanye itu ialah cincin yg menjadi saksin ikrar mereka utk hidup bersama*
faizul: *si perempuan terus berlalu pergi sambil mengesat matanya yg berlinangan air mata*
faizul: *tirai dilabuhkan*
faizul: penat aku berpk
faizul: ahaha
ain: aku pon penat
hapy fasting day sume
smoge bulan ramadhan ini sentese diberkati
n hope tht aku dpt pose full lg
haha
Thursday, September 06, 2007
T_T
i hurt myself
and i hate myself
by luving u...
shuhhh!!!!
shuhh!!!
benci!!!!
:((
pegi mampos...
fcuk for those memory...
hope not 2 c u again til my laz breath...
sigh
:(( :(( :((
Saturday, August 18, 2007
mimpi yang x sudah
Apa maknanya impian
Datang dan pergi
Membawa hati
Menyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi
Kau kah di situ Yang menantiku
Atau jelmaan Titik kenangan
Yang bernama pengalaman
Siapakah di antara kita
Dengan rela menjadi pendusta
Siapakah dulu membina harapan
Dan siapa yang memusnahkan impian
Tanpa sebab dan alasan
Kau mainkan perasaan
Bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang
Dan menghilang
Kau bayang-bayang
Masa nan silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
morning..cuace pg ni sunggo cerah...ato mendung ke...ar x sure la...tp se tenang je tgk cuace ari ni...act aku dh bgn pg2 kol 7 lebe...tu pon setlah aku dgr bunyi letupan buzz oleh deng di corong speaker aku...bgn larung semayang subo gak...then tetido blek...:P
(...ops...ha!!!ujan plak dh...lebat kot...beznye dpt men ujan...aduih...rindu mau men ujan...)
bajet bgn awal nk wat esemen...tp x bole tahan gak...ahirnye aku smbng tido hingge ke pkul 9...ku lihat ym list ramai yg idle...pasti sume sedang menikmati slide di class masing2...skang ni dgn diselaputi bau2an rejoice aku membina semangat tok meneruskan esemen aku dan task2 klinik spm...
(lately...aku mengalami masalh letey,kuat tido,pemalas yg amat,wat else...so esemen2 ngn study aku ade skit teganggu)
semalam...
ok cte sal semalam...cume tnggl x dapat hajah je...aku menawaf sekitar damansara tu maunye lebe 8 kali...so lpas ni mmg aku arif gile la kot segale ape jenis damnsara...aku pi ngn nad mencari skola kota damansara untuk klinik spm 2...mmg la aku blur gak orgnye...tp disebabkan lebe bnyk pot pet pot pet...pung pang pung pang... mmg la jawapan nye kje tebabas dan sesat...
dr a-z nad meluahkan segale ape...cop...klo tipu die,tipu la aku k...ape yg dicritekan 2 bio la aku smpn je...ape yg patot je aku cte...bukan ape...aku sendri x tau mende 2 btol x...
lebe bek simpan sendri...malas nk cri pasal...but in another situation...aku x tau la klo2 ape yg dicite2-cite tu hanye untuk kesaikosan...tp smlm mood aku x bape bek..x tau la disebabkan cte2 nad tu ke...or sbb aku keletihan yg amat sgt...dgn tensennye x wat2 esemen lg...so yg jd mangsenye deng la...sedas kne ngn aku...haih...saba je la mamat 2 dgn aku...asik kje kne je dgn aku
(aik...ujan menjadi grimis plak dh...tp cuace amatnye glap)
act...skang ni i have to go to bank...mau byr duit trip class vr rm250...then byr fees...tp ujan plak...then...aku nk ajak org teman aku pi ni...:P...haih...klo la ade sya...sume bole je punye...heee:D...blek cpat weh...rindu gile ni...
- pending:
* my shin goon from eisya...
*a red bag from FILA
*an eskrim of baskin robin fron deng...haha
chow...continue doing my work...;)
(...ops...ha!!!ujan plak dh...lebat kot...beznye dpt men ujan...aduih...rindu mau men ujan...)
bajet bgn awal nk wat esemen...tp x bole tahan gak...ahirnye aku smbng tido hingge ke pkul 9...ku lihat ym list ramai yg idle...pasti sume sedang menikmati slide di class masing2...skang ni dgn diselaputi bau2an rejoice aku membina semangat tok meneruskan esemen aku dan task2 klinik spm...
(lately...aku mengalami masalh letey,kuat tido,pemalas yg amat,wat else...so esemen2 ngn study aku ade skit teganggu)
semalam...
ok cte sal semalam...cume tnggl x dapat hajah je...aku menawaf sekitar damansara tu maunye lebe 8 kali...so lpas ni mmg aku arif gile la kot segale ape jenis damnsara...aku pi ngn nad mencari skola kota damansara untuk klinik spm 2...mmg la aku blur gak orgnye...tp disebabkan lebe bnyk pot pet pot pet...pung pang pung pang... mmg la jawapan nye kje tebabas dan sesat...
dr a-z nad meluahkan segale ape...cop...klo tipu die,tipu la aku k...ape yg dicritekan 2 bio la aku smpn je...ape yg patot je aku cte...bukan ape...aku sendri x tau mende 2 btol x...
lebe bek simpan sendri...malas nk cri pasal...but in another situation...aku x tau la klo2 ape yg dicite2-cite tu hanye untuk kesaikosan...tp smlm mood aku x bape bek..x tau la disebabkan cte2 nad tu ke...or sbb aku keletihan yg amat sgt...dgn tensennye x wat2 esemen lg...so yg jd mangsenye deng la...sedas kne ngn aku...haih...saba je la mamat 2 dgn aku...asik kje kne je dgn aku
(aik...ujan menjadi grimis plak dh...tp cuace amatnye glap)
act...skang ni i have to go to bank...mau byr duit trip class vr rm250...then byr fees...tp ujan plak...then...aku nk ajak org teman aku pi ni...:P...haih...klo la ade sya...sume bole je punye...heee:D...blek cpat weh...rindu gile ni...
- pending:
* my shin goon from eisya...
*a red bag from FILA
*an eskrim of baskin robin fron deng...haha
chow...continue doing my work...;)
Monday, August 13, 2007
dh semnggu kot x update blog ni...gambo2 kat redang pon x upload abes lg...hm, bez kot redang...sweet memory...hoho.snorkeling bez!!!tekapai2 itik aku brenang...haha.pas2....umah kak eyna...pergh!!!papa!!! mama!!! mmg umah kak eyna tu umah idaman mu...gile cantik...besa...argh mcm2 bez la...
even i have a week holiday....but aku cume ade di parit raje tuk beberape ari saje...sempat la gak klua minum ngn arif, zack, azie...n noe wat...cam bese...aku mmg x leh kat bp tu lame2...mcm2 x kne...i miz afiq kot...:(...i noe its him on the phone...
mnggu ni adelah mnggu bingung bg aku...ari sabtu je aku smpi serdang aku dh dibingungkan dgn deng n abg sab...nk cte kat sini pon ssh...gile pning aku dikejekan dak 2 tu...
smpi la saat ini aku maseh bingung ngn keadaan alam sekitar...esemen lg...waduh2....dh x leh sonok2 sgt dh ella...blaja2...esemen2...hoho
ops...10.54 dh... i have to go...ade meeting gempar hicom...i donno sbb ape...but i feel like x sedap ati kot...lg2 skang ni hicom2 sedang mengalami masalah/kontrovesi kot.haha...
eh dh...2 be continue...udah lambat...chow...
*..."ella ko jeles ek?"...*
*..."klo ko 2 bf aku x pe gak nk jeles"...*
*ain la ni punye ayat smpi **** tye catu*
sigh....
even i have a week holiday....but aku cume ade di parit raje tuk beberape ari saje...sempat la gak klua minum ngn arif, zack, azie...n noe wat...cam bese...aku mmg x leh kat bp tu lame2...mcm2 x kne...i miz afiq kot...:(...i noe its him on the phone...
mnggu ni adelah mnggu bingung bg aku...ari sabtu je aku smpi serdang aku dh dibingungkan dgn deng n abg sab...nk cte kat sini pon ssh...gile pning aku dikejekan dak 2 tu...
smpi la saat ini aku maseh bingung ngn keadaan alam sekitar...esemen lg...waduh2....dh x leh sonok2 sgt dh ella...blaja2...esemen2...hoho
ops...10.54 dh... i have to go...ade meeting gempar hicom...i donno sbb ape...but i feel like x sedap ati kot...lg2 skang ni hicom2 sedang mengalami masalah/kontrovesi kot.haha...
eh dh...2 be continue...udah lambat...chow...
*..."ella ko jeles ek?"...*
*..."klo ko 2 bf aku x pe gak nk jeles"...*
*ain la ni punye ayat smpi **** tye catu*
sigh....
Friday, August 03, 2007
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
??? 2
knew him have to go n9...
tomorrow act...
nape nk sedey?
hm ntahla...
even sumtimes i didn't care bout him nemore...
but...
????
ntahla..
speechless...
nk tulis pn xtau dh...
perlu ke sedey2 ni?
ntah die ingt...
or die care bout me lg ntah x....
eh perlu ke pk die lg...
haih...
do stop...
stop from thinking of him...
ella yg surender...
ella yg plih jalan senyap...
so ella kne kuat...
*had a stomachache*
*gile saket kot*
???
cane r kite suke sum1 tu...
tp bukan suke tuk becinte ke...
rindu ke...
sayang ke...
or special...
tp sbb kite slese die ade...
wat kite hepy...
wat kite lupe mende2 tensen...
mende2 sedey...
n bile die xde...
kite cri...
hm...
tp masalhnye org x faham...
org slah faham...
dan aku malula...:P
dan paling takut...
klo2 die tu org punye...
tp kite nk kawan je...
kawan jer...
Monday, July 23, 2007
a very good magrib...rushing cuci2 baju basah semlam then bru teringt...i didn't pray for asar yet...heh bingai ni...saye period la...hehe.now, i'm feel so bored coz im alone in this room...but lucky eisya is still on9...at least i got frend to bebel 2...ain went out wif aezy n huda i donno wheter she will blek mmu or not...
30 minutes ago i came back from serdang coz i park my car at hentian serdang...when i arrived there...my family already waiting for me...then we went to ipb cheras coz anta adik register as a new student there...dekat sane...we met sofi...hoho...ni lg sorang adik, i already didn't meet him for a long2 time...eh ye ke...se cam 2/3 weeks ago je plak...:P...forgot 2 ask him whether mak n abah siht x? hm afiq too....
btw, adik told me...mak n abah said afiq 2 sedang "misteri"...went adik went to his house, all the barang afiq already packed in his beg but no 1 know where he wanna go...but i think tht sofi knew it...n i was thinking to juz ignore it...its better n more2 better aku x amek tau hal die lg like i did b4...n i wish not to see him again buat mase ni...correction...not bcoz of i hate him or sumthing -tive...but i need peace skang ni...i dont wanna have a crazy mind again...exhausted...
for the time being...i njoy wif my life here...even im quite bz wif those assignments n hampir every nite i had to attend meeting...but im happy...at least aku x rase asik nak blek n miss "him".yesterday...i went to sg chongkak coz ade ice breaking for freshiers there...hoho...pnat gile wooo...coz smlm when the treasure hunt started...ujan trun dgn lebat yg amat sangat...n my task was to jage check point spider wet" which is i have to dudok je dlm sg 2 wif deng n miff...pergh gile kaw2 sejuk...mcm air kat cameron dh...n the air sunggo deras so we planed other obstacle for them...mase 2...ha!!!while we tggu other grups dtg...we sat on the big rock near the sg....n i get shocked tbe2 nmpk sumthing "menjalar" rite beside me...skali ular n aku jerit kuat la "ular!!!!" then 3-3 of us jumped tros ke tebing...wohhh...even the snake looked small but ia sgt panjang...lpas 2 ular 2 ilang trus dlm sg...eiy!!!! fobia2....is it the sign of my mimpi...dh twice aku mimpi ade ular dtg n laz week aku mimpi ular 2 dtg lg n bite me...arghhh takutnye...aneway...programme sek@mmu tu sgt njoy...all of the commitees sgt la bek n their cooperations are highly appreciated...i have sumthing to tell here too...but i donno how to write, how to story, or how to express my feeling here...sbb saye malu...:P hehe.
anyway...sumthing sure here "ingt ella, jgn prasan lebe2" haha...
aku tgh CONFIUS ni
i need a decision here...
blek/tidak?
blek/ tidak?
arrr....mumyyyy!!!!
30 minutes ago i came back from serdang coz i park my car at hentian serdang...when i arrived there...my family already waiting for me...then we went to ipb cheras coz anta adik register as a new student there...dekat sane...we met sofi...hoho...ni lg sorang adik, i already didn't meet him for a long2 time...eh ye ke...se cam 2/3 weeks ago je plak...:P...forgot 2 ask him whether mak n abah siht x? hm afiq too....
btw, adik told me...mak n abah said afiq 2 sedang "misteri"...went adik went to his house, all the barang afiq already packed in his beg but no 1 know where he wanna go...but i think tht sofi knew it...n i was thinking to juz ignore it...its better n more2 better aku x amek tau hal die lg like i did b4...n i wish not to see him again buat mase ni...correction...not bcoz of i hate him or sumthing -tive...but i need peace skang ni...i dont wanna have a crazy mind again...exhausted...
for the time being...i njoy wif my life here...even im quite bz wif those assignments n hampir every nite i had to attend meeting...but im happy...at least aku x rase asik nak blek n miss "him".yesterday...i went to sg chongkak coz ade ice breaking for freshiers there...hoho...pnat gile wooo...coz smlm when the treasure hunt started...ujan trun dgn lebat yg amat sangat...n my task was to jage check point spider wet" which is i have to dudok je dlm sg 2 wif deng n miff...pergh gile kaw2 sejuk...mcm air kat cameron dh...n the air sunggo deras so we planed other obstacle for them...mase 2...ha!!!while we tggu other grups dtg...we sat on the big rock near the sg....n i get shocked tbe2 nmpk sumthing "menjalar" rite beside me...skali ular n aku jerit kuat la "ular!!!!" then 3-3 of us jumped tros ke tebing...wohhh...even the snake looked small but ia sgt panjang...lpas 2 ular 2 ilang trus dlm sg...eiy!!!! fobia2....is it the sign of my mimpi...dh twice aku mimpi ade ular dtg n laz week aku mimpi ular 2 dtg lg n bite me...arghhh takutnye...aneway...programme sek@mmu tu sgt njoy...all of the commitees sgt la bek n their cooperations are highly appreciated...i have sumthing to tell here too...but i donno how to write, how to story, or how to express my feeling here...sbb saye malu...:P hehe.
anyway...sumthing sure here "ingt ella, jgn prasan lebe2" haha...
aku tgh CONFIUS ni
i need a decision here...
blek/tidak?
blek/ tidak?
arrr....mumyyyy!!!!
*HEPY BIFDAY KAK SHA*
*MOGE PANJANG UMO*MURAH REZEKI*CPAT2 KAWEN*
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Horoscope for July 21, 2007
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
Can you hear your inner engine revving up? You're raring to go, and today is a perfect time for you to take off! The runway is clear, and the skies are cloudless and blue -- head off into the wild blue yonder! Aim for your most ambitious goals, because you are in a phase of life where they are more possible than ever. You have an excellent team of people in your corner. They're ready to tell you what you need to hear to feel powerful and good about yourself!
Can you hear your inner engine revving up? You're raring to go, and today is a perfect time for you to take off! The runway is clear, and the skies are cloudless and blue -- head off into the wild blue yonder! Aim for your most ambitious goals, because you are in a phase of life where they are more possible than ever. You have an excellent team of people in your corner. They're ready to tell you what you need to hear to feel powerful and good about yourself!
Friday, July 20, 2007
20 july 2007 --- 4 in the morning
-->menu
-->message
-->saved items
-->folders
-->my afiq
laz nite b4 i slept...laying on the bed n opened up my phone...read the past of afiq's messages...each of it...i cried again...hm how this could be happened...n when it'll be stop bothering me...everyday...again n again...wondering~confuse~curious~sadness~
zzzZZZZzzzzz
Thursday, July 19, 2007
1.Kamu rasa kamu lawa ke?
- hm bese je kot...:P
2.kamu memiliki telefon bimbit pada umur berapa?
- abeh skola
3.Salah satu parut pada kamu, macam mana kamu dapat?
- fell from motorcycle
4.Minuman kegemaran?
- vanilla coke
5.Tabiat buruk kamu?
- gigit kuku
6.Kali terakhir kamu menangis?
- i dont really remember
7.Namakan mereka yang ada di Top Friend kamu?
- adik,eisya,sauphy,shaleen,hm lupe dh...
8.Kamu rindukan siapa?
- my family
9.Adakah kamu pandai memasak?
- bole la...hoho
10.Siapa yang sedang online di senaraiYM kamu?
- so many
11.Kamu sedang mendengar lagu apa?
- no music
12.Hadiah yang kamu dapat dan dari siapa?
- ???arghh...4got
13.Apa perasaan kamu sekarang?
- hm nk blek bp kot:(
14.Siapakah orang terakhir yang memberi komen kepada kamu?
- pai senye
15.Perkara yang kamu nanti-nantikan?
- mama get 1 more kantin...i x saba mau shopping!!!!
16.Makanan pilihan kamu di McD?
- 1 set of double cheeseburger n a small chick porridge
17.Siti Nurhaliza ke Jaclyn Victor?
- both
18.SMS terakhir yang kamu terima dan dari siapa?
- "ella, aku dh kat blik" by ain
19.Apa yang kamu buat jika berasa marah@ geram?
- open up my winamp, nyanyi kuat2 n nangis...:)
20.Siapa orang terakhir yang bercakap dengan kamu di telepon
- my adik i think
21.Kalau kamu diberi peluang untuk membunuh dan membunuh itu x berdosa,kamu akan bunuh siapa?
- afiq!!!he made me crazy.
22.3 perkara yang kamu sedang lakukan sekarang?
- typing dis
23.Siapa yang berada dengan kamus ekarang?
- ain, she's sleeping
24.Perkara yang akan kamu lakukan hujung minggu ini?
- ice-breaking 4 freshier kat sg congkak
25.Item kegemaran kamu?
- my kamera,my nset,my pc
26.Dimana tempat pilihan kamu untukberbulan madu?
- sumwhere at the beach or tempat sejuk...
27.Adakah kamu menyukai seseorang sekarang?
- yes/no, yes/no...im x sure
28.Perkara yang kamu tidak suka semasa di sekolah?
- exam...haha
- hm bese je kot...:P
2.kamu memiliki telefon bimbit pada umur berapa?
- abeh skola
3.Salah satu parut pada kamu, macam mana kamu dapat?
- fell from motorcycle
4.Minuman kegemaran?
- vanilla coke
5.Tabiat buruk kamu?
- gigit kuku
6.Kali terakhir kamu menangis?
- i dont really remember
7.Namakan mereka yang ada di Top Friend kamu?
- adik,eisya,sauphy,shaleen,hm lupe dh...
8.Kamu rindukan siapa?
- my family
9.Adakah kamu pandai memasak?
- bole la...hoho
10.Siapa yang sedang online di senaraiYM kamu?
- so many
11.Kamu sedang mendengar lagu apa?
- no music
12.Hadiah yang kamu dapat dan dari siapa?
- ???arghh...4got
13.Apa perasaan kamu sekarang?
- hm nk blek bp kot:(
14.Siapakah orang terakhir yang memberi komen kepada kamu?
- pai senye
15.Perkara yang kamu nanti-nantikan?
- mama get 1 more kantin...i x saba mau shopping!!!!
16.Makanan pilihan kamu di McD?
- 1 set of double cheeseburger n a small chick porridge
17.Siti Nurhaliza ke Jaclyn Victor?
- both
18.SMS terakhir yang kamu terima dan dari siapa?
- "ella, aku dh kat blik" by ain
19.Apa yang kamu buat jika berasa marah@ geram?
- open up my winamp, nyanyi kuat2 n nangis...:)
20.Siapa orang terakhir yang bercakap dengan kamu di telepon
- my adik i think
21.Kalau kamu diberi peluang untuk membunuh dan membunuh itu x berdosa,kamu akan bunuh siapa?
- afiq!!!he made me crazy.
22.3 perkara yang kamu sedang lakukan sekarang?
- typing dis
23.Siapa yang berada dengan kamus ekarang?
- ain, she's sleeping
24.Perkara yang akan kamu lakukan hujung minggu ini?
- ice-breaking 4 freshier kat sg congkak
25.Item kegemaran kamu?
- my kamera,my nset,my pc
26.Dimana tempat pilihan kamu untukberbulan madu?
- sumwhere at the beach or tempat sejuk...
27.Adakah kamu menyukai seseorang sekarang?
- yes/no, yes/no...im x sure
28.Perkara yang kamu tidak suka semasa di sekolah?
- exam...haha
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
due to previous post
continue wif the post of 11 n 16 july...
the girl that i storied b4 is totin...i really dont expect that i will meet her that day..."korang knal kiteorg x?eh slah...means pnah x nmpk kiteorg dimane2?"...hehe.i juz smiled wif those questions...i donno whether they noe the meaning of my smile...heeeeee
totin- oh afiq zamzam 2? die dh tunang kan?
ella - :)...:D
totin- bole ke afiq tu tunang ek?
ella -(curious) hm nape catu? die playboy ke?
totin- erk...die x de prasaan langsung kot ngn pompuan
ella- [ :)) gelak guling2 dlm ati)] o ye ke...ok
tunang?hoho...ni snoy punye pasal la ni...x pandai tye soklan dan x fhm jawapan...haha...smpi totin pn bole ckap afiq tunang...huahahaha.n afiq was like gunduk2 kan snoy bia percaye...i still remembered tht afiq said he will tunang or married me on march but donno which year...n snoy really2 pecaye that dis year...ntah pape...but it was few months ago...n now...hampir 2 months i didn't meet him...rindu ke?hmmm ntah...i dont really understand wif my feeling now...confuse...
wat i always do juz doa yg terbaik for him je...amin...
ha!!!back to the earlier...totin is a cute girl...she was like very friendly...a wealthy girl...gle ketawe...nmpk la standard n educated...n from her appearance, i think she's like pink...btw, if bile2 nnt jmp snoy...i'll tell him that i noe his taste cos all of his girl that i met b4 n latest totin...they(the snoy's girl) were like adik-beradik pn ade...kcik2 n comel2...hoho
tonite 19/7 -----> wawan's bifday...
hepy bifday n blaja rajin2 tau!!!!
n!!!
the girl that i storied b4 is totin...i really dont expect that i will meet her that day..."korang knal kiteorg x?eh slah...means pnah x nmpk kiteorg dimane2?"...hehe.i juz smiled wif those questions...i donno whether they noe the meaning of my smile...heeeeee
totin- oh afiq zamzam 2? die dh tunang kan?
ella - :)...:D
totin- bole ke afiq tu tunang ek?
ella -(curious) hm nape catu? die playboy ke?
totin- erk...die x de prasaan langsung kot ngn pompuan
ella- [ :)) gelak guling2 dlm ati)] o ye ke...ok
tunang?hoho...ni snoy punye pasal la ni...x pandai tye soklan dan x fhm jawapan...haha...smpi totin pn bole ckap afiq tunang...huahahaha.n afiq was like gunduk2 kan snoy bia percaye...i still remembered tht afiq said he will tunang or married me on march but donno which year...n snoy really2 pecaye that dis year...ntah pape...but it was few months ago...n now...hampir 2 months i didn't meet him...rindu ke?hmmm ntah...i dont really understand wif my feeling now...confuse...
wat i always do juz doa yg terbaik for him je...amin...
ha!!!back to the earlier...totin is a cute girl...she was like very friendly...a wealthy girl...gle ketawe...nmpk la standard n educated...n from her appearance, i think she's like pink...btw, if bile2 nnt jmp snoy...i'll tell him that i noe his taste cos all of his girl that i met b4 n latest totin...they(the snoy's girl) were like adik-beradik pn ade...kcik2 n comel2...hoho
tonite 19/7 -----> wawan's bifday...
hepy bifday n blaja rajin2 tau!!!!
n!!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
friday:
me n ain went to sunway pyramid. i bought a pair of shoe from vincci n ain bought a sweet choc shirt.we dinnered at keny rogers n we habes rm50 for 2 persons makan je.n i really2 bengang coz i was forgot to bawak blek skali my esprit raspberi yg maseh sparo isinye...pergh!!!!panas!!!
saturday:
have to fetch pai at alamanda...sothat, me, ekin n kak shasha went to alamanda cri makan n kak sha bought a pair of shoe from timberland.price around 400 n dis% until rm150.pergh mau x bli :P...afterwards fetched chym2 at erl putra.im still searching a dress/shirt yg sesuai 4 me.
sunday:
send pai back 2 uitm...b4 that me,pai n pejol went to OU whereby pejol have to meet his frend there.as i noe b4, the person he wanna meet is totin(story telling 4 next post)...she wif another 2 girls(i didnt noe the 2 girls name) already waiting us at burger king.afterthat, i left pejol wif them n me wif pai went to chic rice shop having our lunch.tgh2 mkn 2,edwin call n asked us to go to the starbucks.then we got 2 ice blended(choc rice~oreo) from edwin...so wat i felt was like nk berak2 je sbb bnyk sgt makan...then went back to burger king n bayie was just arrived too...after accompany pejol n bayie makan at ***(a japanese restaurant-n i donno how to spell) we blek...
*wat i wanna tell here along the weekdays last week, my duit blanje x bnyk klua coz i was mengalami probs malas makan.but for the 3 days of "weekend"...i was habes rm150 just bought a pair shoes dan baki ratus 2 i was habeskan dgn makan faz food!!! therefore, x payah timbang pon i noe that my weight is still kat 49kg...(tersasar pengiraan untk mendapatkan 47kg :P)nk keja brat shaleen ni!!!hahaha!!!
read shaleen's blogger n she already came back from bali...meriah minah ni bejalan!!!
*gonna stop here.nk tido sat coz i already didnt sleep for lebe 24 hours...mengadap 3d modelling yg bru je submit juz now...neway...saye rindu eisya!!!blek cpat weh!!!
me n ain went to sunway pyramid. i bought a pair of shoe from vincci n ain bought a sweet choc shirt.we dinnered at keny rogers n we habes rm50 for 2 persons makan je.n i really2 bengang coz i was forgot to bawak blek skali my esprit raspberi yg maseh sparo isinye...pergh!!!!panas!!!
saturday:
have to fetch pai at alamanda...sothat, me, ekin n kak shasha went to alamanda cri makan n kak sha bought a pair of shoe from timberland.price around 400 n dis% until rm150.pergh mau x bli :P...afterwards fetched chym2 at erl putra.im still searching a dress/shirt yg sesuai 4 me.
sunday:
send pai back 2 uitm...b4 that me,pai n pejol went to OU whereby pejol have to meet his frend there.as i noe b4, the person he wanna meet is totin(story telling 4 next post)...she wif another 2 girls(i didnt noe the 2 girls name) already waiting us at burger king.afterthat, i left pejol wif them n me wif pai went to chic rice shop having our lunch.tgh2 mkn 2,edwin call n asked us to go to the starbucks.then we got 2 ice blended(choc rice~oreo) from edwin...so wat i felt was like nk berak2 je sbb bnyk sgt makan...then went back to burger king n bayie was just arrived too...after accompany pejol n bayie makan at ***(a japanese restaurant-n i donno how to spell) we blek...
*wat i wanna tell here along the weekdays last week, my duit blanje x bnyk klua coz i was mengalami probs malas makan.but for the 3 days of "weekend"...i was habes rm150 just bought a pair shoes dan baki ratus 2 i was habeskan dgn makan faz food!!! therefore, x payah timbang pon i noe that my weight is still kat 49kg...(tersasar pengiraan untk mendapatkan 47kg :P)nk keja brat shaleen ni!!!hahaha!!!
read shaleen's blogger n she already came back from bali...meriah minah ni bejalan!!!
*gonna stop here.nk tido sat coz i already didnt sleep for lebe 24 hours...mengadap 3d modelling yg bru je submit juz now...neway...saye rindu eisya!!!blek cpat weh!!!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
2 years ++
hoho...upenye my blogger ni already 2 years exists...actually 2 years ++...n its have hampir 140 posts...huhu.meriah!!!but in the middle months of 2006 aku x bnyk update...coz i was having my prettiest life at the moments...n the moments/memories r still in my mind n i'll bury it deep inside of my heart...hoho.how i mizz damansara...4 a long time aku x pi sane...coz its remind me to the past life...OU...the apartment...the 13 level...180 darjah of kuala lumpur...kl tower~menara rebung~klcc~wat else...may i?
afiq
best..paling best
skali mase date yg
ujan tu rse cm
rmntk gle..first datekan mse tu
sender:
afiq
+601776.....
*orchid spring perfume*
*its rainy nite*
*at the window*
*kl scenery*
*u *** me from the back*
:((
afiq
best..paling best
skali mase date yg
ujan tu rse cm
rmntk gle..first datekan mse tu
sender:
afiq
+601776.....
*orchid spring perfume*
*its rainy nite*
*at the window*
*kl scenery*
*u *** me from the back*
:((
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
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