1. Name one person who always texts
you.
- nana

2 . Name one negative thing about you?
- gigit kuku

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- chating,listening to music,update blogger

4. Sport you wanted to learn?
- kriket

5. Ever tried gymnastics?
- nope...

6. What was the last thing you bought?
- nasi briani for my lunch

7. Do you talk a lot?
- yes..but who donno me said saye quite pendiam

8. Where is your sister?
- at home..in joho

9. How was your day yesterday?
- bese je...notings interesting

10 . Are you an optimistic one?
- x really

11 . People describe you as....
- sgt blur n glabah

12. Contented in life?
- nope

13. Are you happy with the love of your life
- heheeee

14. Do you skip meals?
- salu je...

15 . Do you consider yourself smart?
- x really

16. What color is your gate?
- xde gate..umah kg :d

17. Are you typically a jolly person?
- haha..skit kot:P

18. Name one enemy of yours:
- oppsss...tade same skali

19. Name one close friend:
- currently intan

20. Who's the first person in your
phone list?
- maxis: acit
- celcom : adik

21. What did the last text message
your received say?
- ala ape2 je yg u dh ade pn xpe,janji bole tgk ilang bosan...lgpn x ingt tjuk..

22. Do you go to gym?
- nope..

23. Song playing at the moment:
- saat kau pergi by vegatoz

24.How do you cope with stress?
- listen to music kuat2 n keep on nagging

25. Ever broken someone's heart?
- errkk de kot..:|

26. What makes you happy?
- hoho..sum1 on his way coming back to me..:D

27. What is the last thing you said aloud?
- arrrr jahat...talk to the fon :P

28. Is someone bitter to you?
- hmm...x kot

ble kale aku bahagie...
blogger aku tgglkn....
(itu la fungsinye die)
tp x pd milik Allah begelar manusia...
pasti sentese aku dahulukan...
krane ape...
mreke diwaktu aku bkan stakat bahagie...
tp juge dlm kesusahan...

hohhhh
aku tdk la sebahagie dlu2..
tdk la sebahagie mane...
hingge bole m'abaikan org len...
insya'Allah...

bunge2 dh mule memekar....
daun2 suda menunjukkan kehijauan...
lalang2 dh mule menari-nari mengikut arus angin..
musim juge suda makin meniti keindahanye...
tiade lg luruh2an yg bersepahan d jalanan...
kemarau yg agak pnjng suda mule beransur menarik dri...
hujan yg hampir lamenye trun d tgh ari kni mule beredar ke mlm...
dan...
lengkapla panas itu hingge ke ptg saat ni...:X

x saba rasenye menunggu musim bunge yg tbe...
x sabar juge menanti musim sejuk yg berganti kemudianye..
spontan hati memuncak keriangan saat langit kecerahan...
saat ombak tesipu2 malu memukul pantai...

syukur bersgt saat ni aku rase...
mrane yg ditaggung skian lame ahirnye tertangguh..
arrr..
keyakinan aku salunye tepat pd paksi "saba itu mendtgkan hasil"
ia dtg kni...

aku x menjanjikan kebahgiaan pd pengahiran cerite...
krane aku bukan penulisnye..
mahupn pengarah..
aku hanye pelakon yg ragunye hidup tanpa skrip...
yg sukar mengerti titik noktah ketentuan-Nya....

berharap dan tros berharap memanjat doa..
perkare lame x berulang...
susunan dri..
keyakinan..
mat sallehnye bunyi..
preparation...
aku tingkatkan...
namun...
serah aku pd takdir-Nya..
aku reda dan tawakal...
mengharapkan...
sgale yg belaku dgn restunye - mama papa...
aminnnnnnn

* nxt week 0n 6th to 9th aku pulang ke kg halaman...karena my bez buddy-awin tunang on 8th...fuwh..next week juge..ari yg agak tenang aku nnt kan..degup3 jntung aku memikekan ape yg akn blaku..oohhhh dunie..berpijak kah aku pd bumi-Nya yg nyate:X..lme dh at ini tidak berlagu riang...hmm..doakan aku bahagie semua...:* :* :*

ok...
now aku dh relek skit...
ape yg blaku aku se...
ntah
se x patot nye blaku...
aku anggap sbg nasihat je la dr seorg kawan..
hm sbbnye..
aku pk x sume org bole trime ape kite wat...

seems we r noting...
aku se x patot blaku2 cm ni...
aku pn x fhm la ape senanye die fike kan..
aku yg pning...


hmm maaf kamu ditrime..

mcm bese...
aku lebe suke ape yg blaku...
hanye laluan musim...
bia la ia d lintasi mase...
ditentukan Tuhan...


kadang2 de bende lebe bek smpan sendri..
lebe bek berdiam dri...
mara pn x gune..
wat bende lg keruh..
lg menyebabkan timbul nye saket at...

x semestinye diam tu meng-ia kan...
x jugak diam itu menidak-kan..
terpulang..
x sume org kite leh memuaskan ati mreke...
senyum dan ketawe tu adela care paling bek tok menutupi sgale kesulitan tok mengelakan org len pule trase at...

yg pasti wat org len hepy...
aku dh ckup bangge...
:D

huhh..
msg from fon is ringing..
btl la die msg...
aaaarrr :(

yes i am..
saye mmg tgh marah...
10x saye click window awak..
10x jugak saye tutup...
10x jugak saye susun ayat...
10x jugak saye delete....
skang ni saye x tau nk reply ape kat awak..
sbb saye mara...
tp x tau cmne nk mara...
haaahhh!!!
:((


eiyhhh
aku sedey sgt skang ni...
aku nk nangis je..
sbb aku tgh mara..
tp aku x leh nk ckap ape yg aku mara...
bukan..
x leh nk lpas kan..
heiiyhhhh


fine...
wat were u said at the earlier ym were x true..
saye x nah pk smpi ke situ..
siyes saye x nah arap ape2 pn...
ape je nk di arap..
masing2 bz...
masing2 de hal sendri..
idup sendri...
lifestyle sendri...
+ i knew that u r x the 1 yg fully bole kasi comitment..either...
so i've already prepared x to take any risk tok mengarap ape2...
dan x telintas langsung pn...
paling xpn saye cume pk bia mase je yg menentukan bile ape endingnye...
lelaki mmg cmtu ek...
ckap je dlu ape nk ckap..
then br regret or sorry
cmtu ke..?
ntah..aku pn xtau..
dlu...ktike de kekasih bukan cmtu..
mmg x la kan he will say sorry even dh 2 years pn..


hm camane la aku nk ckap tros trang yg aku mmg x kesa ape2..
cume yg blaku keblakangan ni ade la..
ntah
itu la aku..
huha3 sane sni..
x bcos of i m hoping sum1 wud cum to my life n be the 1 yg bole layan aku.
hepy kan aku..
tak...
mmg aku cmtu kot..
but the way u talked to me..
bukan...
tulis act..
cm x bole diterime..
fine..
my fault...
bcos anyting that "they" do...
saye lebe mcm...
watever..or sumting like x kesa...or layan kan...
haa snang cte "lebe2" la...
huhhh
saye rase..
krane...
saye nmpk x kesa kot..
saye free hair..
saye nmpk single...
seorg yg huha3...
so...blaku la pekare2 cmtu n watsoever..

sumpah aku x slese lpas ni..
i dont wanna b fake watever i do in front of u lpas ni..
i wanna b myself..
tp..
hadoihhh
x tau la aku disalah sangke ke...
ato...ok honestly..
awak jeles...
so terjd la ayat2 cmtu...
then...aku lak yg di pk mcm tu sedangkan x telitas langsung pn..

huk3...
aku nk blek umah la...
quite tensen la skang ni...
+ org2 yg x de kne mengene pn bole salah anggap aku on my YM status...
sumpah sedey...

ok saket kpale...
still speechless donno wat i've to reply on the fon...
hmmm

hepy valentine's day

ade masenye pekare bruk yg blaku...
wat kan kite lebe memahami die..
pekare yg kite x sangke akan blaku...
wat kan kite lebe menghargai die...
dan pekare yg kite x ingini blaku...
wat kan kite lebe menyayangi die..


slamat ari kasih syg...

to lovely
mama papa..
adik atin boboy
sya intan
kak huda wani jaja
pai zu lala awin

dan
"kekasih" juge "die"

syg kamus....

Justin Timberlake Dead And Gone ft T.I

Ay
Let me kick it to you right quick, man
That on some gangsta shit man, on some real shit
Anybody done been through the same thing,
I'm sure you feel the same way
Big Phil
This for you pimpin'

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
And ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 1 - T.I.]
Ever had one of dem days wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas who gettin' they hate on
You walk by
They get wrong
You reply then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush 'em
Figure you get your hair that's next
They don't wanna stop there now they bussin'
Now you gushin', ambulance rushin'
You to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya spine
Paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now you lucky to be alive
Just think it all started you fussin' with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way, but ya pride is the way
You could fuck around, get shot, die anyday
Niggas die everyday
All over bull shit, dope money, dice game, ordinary hood shit
Could this be 'cos of hip hop music?
Or did the ones with the good sense not use it?
Usually niggas don't know what to do
when their back against the wall so they just start shootin'
For red or for blue or for blo I guess
From Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it, now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away


[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
And ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 2 - T.I.]
I aint never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin' back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin'
In apartments, hangin', smokin', and rappin'
Niggas start shit, next thing ya know we cappin'
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that shit, look back, just laugh
Some shit still look back get sad
Maybe my homboy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight
I lost that war
I can still see my nigga walkin' out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more?
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job
Cost me more
I'da took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
'Cos I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
now I get it, now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes,
just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away








[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
And ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone


[Hook - Justin Timberlake]
I turn my head to the East
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the West
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the North
Swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me is dead and gone
But that new me will be alright

I turn my head to the East
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the West
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the North
Swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me is dead and gone
But that new me will be alright

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
And ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone, dead...

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What *you* would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

siang td melangkah kaki ke pavi kepukul 1 lebe...
menonton segelintir rakan2 mengebom canvas sebesa 6x6 kaki...
aku menjejakan kaki hanye dlm 10 mint dan kemudian begrak ke kitaro bersame adik,acit dan skore krane musam,ijat,anan dan syam suda d sane..
d pertengahan pentas CNY celebration d hadapan pavi aku kehilangan adik dr pandangan...
rupenye..
die tenggelam dlm kesesakan sbb benti berjumpe c kekasih..
hoho...
sorry..
my kekasih act...
then meneruskan pejalanan ke sg wang dan menunggu acit trun dr super sunday store...
walobagaimnepn adik mengambil keputusan smule mau patah blek ke pavi tok berjmp afiq dan lepak d sane..
dan aku meneruskan pejalanan ke kitaro...
dlm 1 jam duduk minum d sane..
aku acit dan skore berpulang ke pavi n de rest berpusing-pusingan d dlm sg wang...
sesampainye..
aku nmpk zaki...
o'o...
kekasih d situ juge upenye besame2 zaki yg mungkin suda siap mengebom canvas nye...
(act aku mmg dh tau pn die akan dtg pavi juge sbb zaki suda told me rabu aritu)

heeee..
mreke kate afiq mcm budak2...
tak kne same umo nye bertahunkan 85...
sdkit merah kebanggaan muke ku d bawah terik panas bile mreke kate kekasih nsem...
hahaaaa
tq3...

btw..
arini agak pnat...
kaki ku seakan lengoh dan letey amat..
x sanggup meneruskan mengikut mreke ke plan2 len...
tros menuju ke bus stand sg klang dan pulang ke cyber...
lgpn de org tu kate blek la..
ko ngah final kan...bek blek study (wat esemen)
alloo comeyyy...
terharu aku...

de 1 confession that i wanna tell here...
tp takot...
malu pn de...
heheeee
hmmmmm xpe la...
nnt2 je la...
:D
xbole3 skang...
aku pn x nk btau adik skang..
mati aku kang...

neway...
im trying to be cool..
to b baek...
to b ok...
to b a person yg maseh cube lupekan pekare lame...
hope that u x spoiling the mood..
n thnx...


skang ni aku se aku mcm dlande prasaan mcm mane minat org 1st-1st dlu...
sekian tme kaseh...
mau tio dgn nyenyak3 nye smbl senyum3 mlm ni..
heeee

ok siap lebe sparo skit..:P
xtau nape aku x leh tido...
ngntok tp...

hm pale skit kusut la...
haihhhh
nk ckap nk ckap nk ckap....
perlu x? perlu x? perlu x??
huwaaaaa
aku x suke la...
abai kan...

aku ngah dlm kekeliruan sejap...
nk menulis
eh sala..
menaip...
tp pkran seakan kate nnt dlu...
ato senanye die kate elok smpan je kat at tu..
haihhhh
xtau...
pening...

de org tu kate....
klo die sorang x syg aku...
ade lg ramai yg syg aku...

de org tu kate...
skang ni adela mase wat je ape yg kite se happy...
wat je ape yg at tu nk happy as long tau batasnye...

de org tu kate...
aku sensitive orgnye...
btol la tu..KOT
sbb itula tilikan horoscope yg salu tikam tepat pd driku...

de org tu kate...
dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot
saye ckap baek...
janji...
aku janji..
pasti...
kini sye dh berjanji...
bukan tepakse tp mmg kne..
sbb die syg saye...
n i love her alot alot alot too
rindu lame gile x jmp even we'r here yg jarak x bape jao kakinye...

sye tgh mengong..
pkran x menentu...
maseh mengingati bende2 lame...
maseh mengimbas silap salah lame...
maseh berpk tok beredar...
tp x jao mane pn...

sem lpas saye byk nangis...
brangan nangis...
ketawe nangis...
bende sedey pasti nangis
masalahnye teingt bende2 manis pn nangis
(apekah weyhh)
marah nangis...
stress nangis...
gram nangis...
wat sala nangis...
serbe salah nangis...
x bole blah glabah pn nangis...
gembeng ek...
geli aku...

apepn aku kne abeskan blaja sem ni..
tp camane klo media aesthetic x offer dis sem..
ape mau ckap same mama.?
x kesala bape subjek pn aku amek..
yg pasti dis sem tumpuan ke fyp sgt...
o silap...
saye dh janji same die fully focus...
x more others..

las sem...
jato menjunam pasti gred saye...
fyp pasti dpt C...
oh gile...
nk grade dgn gred bape..
giler...
mmg ssh a nk dpt kje...
eiyhhhh

saye x dpt manage mase dgn btol..
krane ape...
krane saye bukan seorg yg bole bepk telalu byk...
krane sye juge bukan seorg yg mudah menangani masalah..
mengatasi masalah memakan mase..
sbb sye lambat...lembap...lampi skit...
x!!! byk act..
npe saye bole smpi tangge skang ni...
sendri x pcaye..
sbb sye seorg yg pk 1-1..wat 1-1...
tp "ia" mengaja saye...
dlm 1 mase brappp cmtu mmg saye pengsan...
tp x pengsan pn...
bole je wat...
tp saye x success...
skang sye dh gagal byk bende...
gagal ke..
krasnye bunyi...
hm kurang berjaye la...
sbb saye seorg yg crewet...
tp crewet sye x membawe kepde kesuksesan...
tebukti la tu saye x bole bende bebansss
pangglnye...beban?
x tau nk describe cmne

sye plih tok bersronok...
x3...
berrrrrr...
ape yer...
relax...
or sumting like membzkan dri...
sethun lebe dlu...
krane ape...
krane nk lupekan c kekasih...
skang ni...
bukan nk mengingati kekasih smule...
ato dh fully lupekan c kekasih...
tp....
sye maseh mengharap dgn pemfokusan saye ke ats pembelajaran maseh dpt lupekan kekasih...

saye bukan seorg yg bole behadapan ngn sume keburukan sbb saye amatla penakot..
tp sye x jugak mengharapkan kebaikan sentese muncul d hadapan...
krane itu lumrah idup...
bukan sume bende yg baek dibalas baek...
dan x jugak bende jahat dibalas jahat sentese...
bende baek ato btol yg dwat pn blom tentu ditrime oleh c pembijak kate2...
dan yg sala pasti sala dan arus dbicare dan diadili...

erhhh
ape yg dh dibace berulang kali sejak td maseh melambang kan ayat2 rawak...
aku x punye kekuatan tok besore...
ade juge org d blakang/tepi krusi sane maseh memberi sokongan padu dgn sokongan ayat
"speak up ella speak up"
brani juge aku berkate2 walopn memakan mase beberape minit...
susunan ayat arus la berwaspade...
lg2 yg telalu menyentuh sensitivti...
silap taram...
kne blek...

susunan kate2 pasa kadang kale x aku sedar yg agak memakan at c pendengar...
maaf...
tp sye seorg yg agak betrus trang...
if x bole dan memijak dri..
trus trang or jalan alternatif tok slamat kan dri past sye fungsikan..

suda kepukul 6.28...
mau siap2 ke toilet then smayang...
c budak pipit suda otw smayang..
dan saye harus juge...
krane sejap lg mau tido sebentar...


slamat pagi dbntangkan...
nite kate2 kebiasaan seblom tido...

tido dlu...
thnnx kak lin teman p toilet
heeeee

br saja pulang dr dengkil minum3 d mamak bsame dynat, deng n abg sab..
skang ngah continue on sijil..
masukkan name same ic...
ohh aku kehlangan softcopy liz name kedah besame ic mreke..
dan hardcopy nye tlah hilang besame file2 aku d kedah..
xrak hal..
skang tye komiti2 blek sudey...
luckily sitot tlg..
huhuu..
tengkiu :*
tp br x smpi sparo je yg dpt..
ok satg smbung...
siapkan ape yg de jap...