i'd posted this song on my last entry...
those who know bout this song..
surely tau dis song is sang for people who patiently facing their cancer disease..


Song Words by Artist / Band : Various Artists :
Rihanna, Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Keyshia Cole, LeAnn Rimes, Ashanti and Ciara
Song Lyrics Title : Just Stand Up! (To Cancer)

Taken from Album : -
Single Released : August 21, 2008
Music Genre : Pop, R&B

All featured singers performed “Just Stand Up” live on the “Stand Up to Cancer” telethon which aired simultaneously on ABC, CBS and NBC on September 5, 2008
For the performance, all the original artists appeared with the addition of Nicole Scherzinger of the Pussycat Dolls filling in for Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge and Leann Rimes

***
n now my mama is facing the same situation...
shez got cancer in her rektum..
scope dh...
ct scan pn dh...
result pn dh (but no 1 wana tell me mama in which stage)
dis 28th- major operation (take within 6-8 hours)
6x chemo...
now shez already in hospital since laz sunday..
bcos she really need some rest...
dh bepuluh tahun kot she keep on working..
my parent r very workaholic person...
(but they still awet mude,most of the people x caye same umo mreke)
sentese bekeje3..
bepk3...
dan pnat3
eventho they have their own worker...
they still kje berat3...
but...
mami is a very stronger woman...
shez really dont mind to give her full cooperation wif the DRs...
she dont mind when the nurses,the dr ask her to do wat n wat...
to tahan2 her saket when the dr scope dlm her body by masukkan camera kot from her *** or i donno did sumting like "cekut" ape ntah...
she said saket sgt...but again..die x kesa langsung coz she wanna get well soon...
afterdis, mama agak sukar tok melakukan xtvt2 nye dan kje2 nye..
but lucky that adik dh blek joho tros jage mama n helping her to take care of the cafe...
n my job is habeskan fyp aku secepat mungkin..
n my other subjects..perhaps
n really hope to grade dis year jugak...

o'o...
pale aku pning sebentar...
arus merehat kan pale sat sementelah bape ari ni aku x ckup tido dan rehat...
neway...class 9-6 ari2 really make me tired..
n sumtimes task of multimedia pning pale jugak..
but ok la...
aku hepy je brade d clas...
hepy je maseh lg beade dlm seketraiat...
sbb aku lebe "suke" bz so that aku x bepk bukan2 sgt...
yang pasti i must get A for fyp!!!!
so ape2 pn, my priority is my fyp 1st...
tq...

n today @ 2pm...
me n intan gonna go to shah alam pick up a check for sek@mmu kedah lpas...
sory sbb lewat dpt duit sbb masalah pd JPN...
dan aku se tbe2 die col 8 pg arini pasti sbb PA datuk tu bsing sbb smlm aku col die n ibu ckap sal check tu..
hehe..
klo x mmg berdoass la nk dpt awal2 kan
ni pn dh lewat sebulan ok...
btw..tq lg...
to KDN espeseli...

ooo
lupe je nk ckap ni...
thanx for those yg concern of me...
n mama too...
ur care n concern are highly appreciated...
syg sume...
:*

sumtimes... worried, sadness, tears are good in hiding their expressions

juz stand up

The heart is stronger than you think,
It’s like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on

I’m tellin’ you that,
Things get better, Through whatever

If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

You need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough,
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it got to take control, no

You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you
And sayin’ you can’t go on

You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off
You can live your life
Let your heart be your guide

you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good
Everything will be alright
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever

You got in now, find it within now


*sigh* :(

juz finish uploading sum of sek@mmu pics..
act x abes upload lg..
sbb aku suda pusing same gamba2 yg ade...
bape kali nye edit..:P
x pe..
will b continue sok...
n sok mlm ade interview...
aiseyyy
1st- telepas kamikustik..
2nd- aku agak mmg x pandai nk interview2 org ni..
huhu...
mayb i will face sum probs of my fyp n sek@mmu pahang..
petindihan date mayb..
tp aku x nk pk skang..
malas nk saket pale...


mlm ni aku tido d blik sendri
1st time dlm tahun delta ni..
mate x mengundang ngantok lg..
adoiyyy
sok klas kol 9
berdoasss aku..

adik called that mama found out a letter of gathering invitation..
that me n adik received from kcik (harun)...
n afiq is 1 of the organiser mayb...
i donno but he is the 1 who signing the letter...
hehe...n mama surely la mara2 kan...
n papa pn x suke..
y? it is bcoz they dont want me to meet afiq lg..
wat they said, they did were true..
aku n adik x leh kate ape..
btol la tu ape mama papa ckap...
so on 30 dis ni..
im not gonna attend the "event" mayb...
why???
it is bcos...
mama papa decision...
n my decision...
not to break the rules n agreement between me n my parent..:(
jd lupekan saja niat ku itu tok melihat afiq...
sekian trime kase


ok...
sebelom tido...

wish liz:-

1.hope mama will get well soon..
(she juz got confirmation from Dr dis morning that it is a cancer in her rektum n mama will be send to muar to scan n operation) perhaps..

2.hope that i can sleep nyenyak2 tonite since 1st time tido blik sendri..

3.hoping that i can finish my study this year.. get A for my fyp(s)

4.hope that me n family sentese dimurahkan rezki n kaye lg..:D

5.a boyfrend mayb...haha giler!!!

nite n syg sume...:*

rindu same kawan ku si picit a.k.a si lembu...

br abes supp simod aku...
ssh ok..
ssh sgt...
aku x tau a ape jd kang...
bedoa je la bia lulus...
tp aku x rase mcm tu..
aduihhhh

mama was comfirmed that she got ketumbuhan inside her rektum...
in 2 weeks akan scan lg...
br bole operation...
lucky that papa ade pencen kad..
n sum1 papa knows there..
so mayb operation bole wat dgn awal n get free kot...

ok
gtg..
sya dh otw amek aku...
x saba mau blek...
hope im not gonna b sad3 kat umah...
its my turn to jage mama lak...
hope she can klua ospital earlier...


daaa...
jmp ari ahad..
got seketariat miting that nite
sory to ncik KP...
x sempat siapkan poster for interview eventho x de la seleceh mane...
i'll be finish it b4 next week...
tq..:P

sumpah aku tgh beperang dgn prasaan...
ntah dpt tido nyenyak x mlm ni..
bukan takot kan esemen...
tp mama..
she was admitted this morning...
pasaan aku x tau gundah gulane ke..
gelore jiwe ke..
berombak ke..
glombang karen ke..
siyes takot!!!
now shes alone waiting for adik arrive from kl...
papa kat umah jage boboy..
n mayb man was not allowed to be there in tha wad..
aku sgt x tenteram mlm ni..
ngn mama kat spital..
ngn adik ngn fatin blek joho memalam...
hadoihhh
dugaan ape skang ni aku xtau...
arrrgghh!!!
sumpah nk nangis..
tp ngah pujuk ati je ni...
klo bole aku blek..
mmg aku dh blek skang ni...
tp memikikan jumaat ni ade supp paper yg tentukan position aku tuk grade ke x tahun ni..
tepakse la aku tggu jumaat br blek...
:((
tlg3!!!!
aku sgt la x bole benafas skang ni
takot ok
:((

i knew adik was crying...
i knew mama was crying too...
when they calling me...
n i knew they knew me crying too..
when i only pretended like notings happen...
no questions..
no concerning words..
coz i dont want them to be more sad...
hopefully notings happen coz mama pnah kne kronik TB when adik n i still kecik2..
hopefully she was juz kne saket sbb telalu pnat...
i knew wat the disease is...
but aku lebe caye pd mama pnat...
really hope she ca get well soon..
n im gonna back home dis friday after exam...
nanite mami...
i will sleep until adik call me n she safely wiff mama at hospital...
sigh :(

today @10 aku suda tepacak d CM...
brekfes nsi lemak pedas n donut..
bercucikan air mineral sejuk..
sedari pg td bgn tido tekak aku kelat2..
idung panas2..
mate berair2..
petande nk diserang virus..
esok fatin akn dihanta pulang ke joho..
esok juge aku akn pulang ke tratak yg dh lame mood aku tgglkan..
bangunan putih biru di atas bukit berindahkan lampu2 putrajaya pd mlmnye..
argh...:((
sumpah x de mud nk blek..
sbb aku kne beperang smule dgn keje2 fyp ku..
juge subjek2 yg aku ketinggalan..
result..smpi ke arini aku x tgk2 lg..
adoiyaiii
sabtu ni aku akan ke mlake wat research tok fyp ku..
bersame2 kekasih dot3...eisya..huhu
dh lame tidak berdating..
tp aku riso klo2 mama x dpt bank in aku duit yg aku perlukan..
ermmm
kesian mama..:(
btw..
aku x decide lg wat yg mane krane klo bole aku nk wat yg simple tp menarik..
bebekalkan pengetahuan yg beberape aku blaja dr LARAS...
aku arus practik kan nye lg tok fyp aku..
o patah blek ke result..
act aku takot simod aku fail..
dgn bemcm2 sbb yg aku cipte sendri..
ok full stop.tgk la cmne nnt..
yg pasti aku nk lulus..aku nk grade tahun ni jugak plizzzz
banyak sgt responsibility aku yg menunggu di lua sane..
parent,family,diri,adik2,juge yg byk membantu aku...
6 bulan ckup singkat tok tros bejuang..
itula yg arus gunekan sebaek mungkin...
mngkn juge jike aku maseh syg kan mmu..
tp bukan lg sbgi student..
wat mase ni
aku letey menjd seorg plajar kot..


ermmm...
doakan la aku berjaye mengikis sgale kemalasan dan ke-enjoy-an ku..
aminnnnnnnnn


hoho...
aku br bace emel mengenai sek@mmu kedah..
ucapan trime kaseh blom lg aku sebarkan pd sekalian komiti..
in'Allah nnt kot...
juge pos mortem yg akan belangsung nek nnt..
adoiyyy..
tbe2 jd takot..
krane aku sendri nmpk kesalahan2 yg ade espeseli kat dri aku sendri..
cumenye yg pasti bukan kesalahan2 komiti krane aku rase komiti2 kali ni tesgt2
la membantu antare 1 same len..
tp aku cuak klo2 mreke yg tensen dan gram dgn aku..:P
maklumla..arahan telalu byk..hehe
neway..
klo sgale kekusutan dr mlutku maaf bangat krane tu sume atas arahan dir..
haha:P
im gonna mis kamu sume yg x henti2 wat aku glak cm nk mati..
n sorry to sum of the people for sum of the mistakes..
pd saye..
ade hikmah nye kami merahsiekan sesuatu itu..
kerane sesuatu itu di luar jangkaan..
walopn agak tekilan..
tp aku lebe pecaye kepade..
kerane kami tlalu gembire
dan tiade cacat celenye sepanjang pogram..
dan itu la kot kesilapan dr segi keselesaan...
maaf sume..
jike ade rezki lebe...
akan di pertimbangkan tok menggantikan blek sgale ketidakselesaan itu...
bg pihak dri aku sendri..
maaf sgt2 jike(act bukan jike tp pasti) ade sesape trase dgn dri ini yg x bape melakukan
sesotu pekare tok kepuasan ati sume..
maaf...
n thnx ncik omar for ur understanding...:)

*ahir2 ni aku slalu teingt afiq blek..
asal ar..
asal klua dr mlut je afiq...
aku sedri x pasti..
kate dh x ingt..
kate benci...
tp name tu juga yg aku sebut2..
:(( huk3...
dh 2 tahun ok..so lupekan..
tahun yg ckup lame tok lupekan sum1..
org yg clash 2-3 mnggu pn still dh bole de pengganti...
hurmmm

khamis-6 nov

sek@mmu kedah

ok...mateku maseh lg brat2 je nk dibuke..tp disbbkan aku mls dok umah sorang2 aku ikut papa ke cafe..

neway...
mlm td aku smpi umah kol 3 sengah pg..
wanna know my journey for these few days...

29th oct- thurs to 1st nov-saturday
at smk mergong alor star

1st nov nite
went to kangar n tido smlm di "villa"

2nd nov- sunday
went to padang besaq..shopping...huhu
-aku,wan n dynat mcm shoing a lot...berdoasss

at 2 betolak ke alor staq lunch kat kedai kak ji...
-sedap noo..tq kak ji

at 5 betolak pulang..

at 9 we stopped for bout 1 hour kat tapah had our dinner n pray...
-i met kak lin ngn pejol there..n thnks blanje aku dunkin donat pejol..huhu

at 12 arrived at mmu..

at 1 betolak pulang ke joho..

at 3 arrived at home...


hoho...im exhauseted
but im really happy for this long journey...
even im quite sad for sumting tht out of expectation...
im still happy n bole glak gile2..wif all those frends n committees


lazly...
thnx a lot to all committees..
kamu sume amat la bekejesame...
amat sgt dgr kate..:P
sory for those arahan..
for tergarang skit ke...
maaf sgt...
im gonna miss kamu sume...
thnx again...
daaaa

disbbkan my laptop dh diformat..
sgale mcm pribadi ku temasuk entries ku yg lpas2 suda ilang kemane pn aku x tau:P


neway aku d cc on9 menggunakan laptop ku sendri bajet mau upload entries yg lpas3..huhu hampeh..


cte pasal ari2 cuti ku d parit raje..
1stly...aku nk btau sgale status pecutian d page2 myspace,frenster maupn facebook nyatenye x jelas..huhu..aku tiade pecutian..mama papa bgitu bz dgn order..sumpah aku pnat..amat3..dan pasti ini bukan ayat mengadu tp ayat ingin menunjukkn betape sshnye mama papa cr duit tok aku dan adik idup d kl..semakin ari semakin aku tepk..betape seksenye mama masak3 kat dapo dgn bahangnye,dgn bratnye,dgn sgale mcm bende leceh yg perlu dlakukan..bgitu juge papa yg agak beumur maseh lg mengangkat bende brat3 dan kesane kemari tok order..letey ok..siyes kaki aku nk tecabut..tok 2 ari permulaan aku agak bising dgn mulut ku yg x reti diam ni asik berkate-kate kaki kebas la,nk tecabut la..lame2 jd dh tebese dan memikikan papa mama lg trok..jd slagi aku ade d samping mama papa ni sgale bende yg brat2 dan agak menyusahkan mama papa..dr jd driver,angkat2 brg,berbelanje,jd asst chef sume aku lakukan sendri tok mengelakkan mama papa letey sgt..dan sudah hampir semnggu aku d pt raje..tido ku ckup dgn hanye 5 jam..dan arini aku hanye sempat tido 3 jam..krane pg ni je ade 3 tempat order bersamaan dgn 150 org nye makan dgn bermcm menu..huhhh siyes aku rindu gile nk tonton tv dgn kaki menjele d atas tilam..tp x pe..aku puas bile pnat pn aku maseh di umah bersame2 family..pekare bese bile masing2 letey pasti mud ade je x ok..kadang2 aku se nk msg je adik ckap tensen gile kadang2 kat umah..sumtimes juge aku agak pning dgn glagat2 mama papa tp memikikan betape sshnye mama papa aku lebe senang mendiamkan dri saje..okey cukup..x perlu aku cte selebihnye hal2 umah tangge ni..watevr it is..i love mama papa..x saba nk kaye..therefor mama papa x yah letey2 lg oh ibu..ibu je l yg bole tlg papa dr kesusahan..btw sume itu d tgn tuhan..aminnn..


sgale plan pecutian ke jb dibatalkan...kerane aku sgt amat bz tlg mama papa..oh i realy hope sempat tok jmp ayah dan ibu angkat ku d pase gudang yg agak rindu tok jmp aku dan adik..


kedah...
fuwhhh aku agak pning ;g3 memikikan duit..dan aku agak meninggalkan ape tejd pd biro2..ergghh..next week arus pulang ke kl smule manjalankn tugas pogram..huhu
takot menghadapi pogram..takot bangat byk kekurangan..n takot bedepan seseorg..berdoasss


ok aku ade masalh same simod..thats my fault..yes it is..aku salu leka dan harus brubah.. :((


lame x dgr kaba si mangse pendiam..latest news..si mangse pendiam suda benti keje mayb prepare tok ke aus smbung blaja..but juz now edin kate ade je lg..


ok..xtau nk tulis ape dh..
act banyak yg hendak di sampaikan tp x tetaip...
blank tros...
later plak..
daaaa

*huh..aku se rindu plak pd kawan ku si lembu..

kombinasi roma irama pahlawan. demm sekor da langgar arahan!



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*donno y im uploading all this pics..
yg pasti aku se x bole blah :))...
even pics tho captions..
neway...
the main character is their pacik(i guess so)...
tp tgk gambas...
prangai dh sebaye je...
:P

huhu...
dimulakan dgn as'kum dan salam sejahtera sume...
dh agak lame aku x update blogger ni..
sgt bz wif my final presentation for practical...
n kedah too...

juz now aku br setel kan mengenai makanan n bil students..
skola willing too sponsor half of the price...
dan pd aku its ok la dpd die nk sponsor rm5 sorang saje..
but still we dont have enuf money now...
duit sponsor dr KDN mengalami masalah...
sbb akuan yg kami wat kategori pesendirian..
so either we write a approval letter from ncik omar or tepakse jugak cek under mmu..
haihhh..
sumpah aku riso sgt..
kedah nk dekat..
arrgghhh...yg pntng skang duit...
sbb duit tu je la saje yg bole slamatkan kami skang ni...


neway...
aku br dpt cil dr mama got to go back today..
mama papa are quite tired these days sbb bnyk sgt order..
besides..their tukang masak dh benti kje for some reasons..
n mama malas nk cr pengganti coz UTHM dh nk cuti sem for few weeks lg...
so in 2 weeks ni i am on leave from kebizian kota raye KL ni sebentar...
then i'll be back on 25th mayb to settle down blek kedah coz we gonna held our pogram start 30th...


i got another 2 entries yg aku wat few days ago but still cant post it here coz the entry were in my laptop..
later gonna b post..
yesterday, i went to nan's house in sremban..
besame2 dgn musam kinah n ejat...
makan sedap iaitu rendang ayam tue dan mee bandung johor kot..
aku pn x bape sure...
then on the way back we dropped musam at terminal 1 coz he gonna continue his journey to batu pahat...
arrved at 6 kat CM then aku tlg adik jage kedai sementare she went to attend the gig...
here was held KAMI gig in front of CM yesterday...
sgt2 ramai gile manusie2 yg plk3 kot..huhu
yg aku sempat tgk..
when bittersweet started sang 2 rangkap awal lagu mreke...
most of the people started shuffle2...
hoho...
4 me..
its quite plik la lagu2 indie di wat tarian shuffle..
ke mmg begitu..?
i donno..sorry cos im not even once pnah pegi gig..
so i dont really noe wat is gig all about..
hehe
therefore...
at the end i juz only tgk gig tu from acit's camera whereby he was the event cameraman..


ok la...
gotta stop here...
if ade free time...
i'll post my pending entries..
sempat lg kan aku ucap slamata ari raye lg..
n bye3...
wish me have a nice vacation...

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:
Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


*dedicated to acit maggot...huhu...
maaf cit...:P
ni cume ayat2 pemberi smangat je...
heeee...gud luck dear(x masal aku:P)

ok..skang bengang
smlm aku wat tag dr intan...
jpg pc wat hal..
dgn x sempatnye aku save..
pc mam..
hek eleee
tensen tau..
arrrr!!!!

skang ni aku mengalami masalah pning pale,
nk muntah,saket prot..sbb aku kne senggugut..
adoihhh..mate pn bepusar3..ok..tahun ni aku
ade cuti pose bermule dr smlm..sbb laz year aku
cume cuti 3 ari je kot..ntah ye x..aku blasah je


dis week aku agak bz..ofis tgh banyak kje n most
of the staff amek OT mengale blueprint or scrap
them..me too..laz nite was the 2nd nite aku OT..
saje nk mencari duit lebe tok raye..coz i dont
wanna miz to give my adik2 duit raye..hoho..


today is 9th day pose dh..it also the laz day
mama papa masak tok surau d ittho..untung beb
student ittho..makan sdap je mreke..hoho..
sepanjang pose ni im only went to baza twice..
on 1st day d pt raje wif fatin n boboy, but we
bought noting coz there r so many food licin..
its only at 6 ok..tp dh abes..2nd aku p masjid
jamek n masjid india wif adik,kina,ejat n acit..
ooo tidak..the foods were sgt x bez..x sehebat
baza d joho or putrajaya..jgn kan katira..air
teh bunge from the original flower pn x de..
hampeh..n the foods rase cemplang (hek ele aku
ni banyak bunyi lak..p masak sendri r..hehe)


laz week i miz my meeting lg for seketariat..i
heard that the meeting was took 5 hours..hoho..
gile lame..4 sure so many things that they talked
bout too..sorry 4 not cuming..its too late n im
quite or very tired to attend it tho kete x de..
sorry again..


beberape mnggu ni juge aku agak lalai dgn sek
@mmu kedah sbb leke bekeje..adoihhh..besrabut
pale otak skang ni cos i got so many things to
do..i have to start manage my time blek since
my internship tggl next week je lg..so after that
i can focus sejap to kedah..we r running out of
time cos got problem wif some school..


laz weekend i accompanied intan to bentley lg to
change a new guitar..siyes cantek gitar tu..
n the color unique or sbb aku mmg suke sunburst
color..hehe..x masal ngn acit skali aku angkut..
hehe..sbb die ke-blank-an krane x tau nk wat ape
slpas half day die bekeje..on the same day..
i went to a smal fish spa..eiyyhhh geli ok..
siyes x tahan bile kaki digigit2 leh c ikan2 kecil..
hoho..bemerah3an muke aku tahan geli..


eh...i need to go..mau ke toilet lg n do ny reports
or assignment mayb..daaa

now im addicted to chinese drama blek..
u tube on air..haha

tagged by intan


1. What plans do you have to jumpstart your career?
= i need to finish my degree n continue to master

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
= jalan2 i think

3. What kind of news do you read?
= global news :d

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
= money la kot

5. Things you hate?
= harder life

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
= except i live in the forest n b an org asli

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
= mama papa,sibs,peoples i love the most

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
= sleeping..

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
= nope..im not gud in exposing my love apetah lg to confess it :D

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
= she's soft spoken even she like to say sumting plik3
= she's a gud listener
= oo die sgt betimbang rase...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
= arrrrr blank...

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
= sound direct..i prefered straight 4wardly communication in the nice way

13. What are the characteristics of your dream job?
= out of office environment..chemistry..but ok la wif my studies now..
wif my job later i cud build a unique banglo 4 my parents..hoho

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
= errrkkk

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
= happy..x kaye pn x pe asal senang :D

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
= my talkativeness..n my x de pasaan (thts wat most of the people said)

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
= depends..but mostly wif adik n eisya..

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years’ time?
= in 32..my master,married,have a twin child,my own car,look more beatiful n elegance than now..haha

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
= easy going mayb..tht i feel like peoples around me always love me..but its more better if u judge me by urself..

20. If you have the chance to own a superpower what would it be?
= change myself into wat i think about to tht time..

Capricon (22 Dec - 20 Jan)

Orang Nya: Egoistic, ada batu duduk di atas itu kepala, pendek kata Capricon seorg yg sukar nak meluah kan perasaannya. Jarang sekali anda akan mendengar dia melafazkan 'cinta' pada anda

Tips utk memikat: COOL aje sis.. nak tackel mereka bukan mudah.. jgn give in selalu.. ajar sikit.. mereka jual mahal.. kita jual lagi mahal

Taurus (21 Apr-21 Mei)

Orang nya: Mencabar. garang seperti singa, takut seperti tikus. Mereka tidak tetap dgn pendirian sendiri. Suka Bantu org lain.

Tips utk memikat: Low profile sikit, mereka suka sesuatu yg mencabar, let him find out the real you...

WARNING: Kadang-kadang diorang suka buat kelakar sorang2...kesian takde orang nak layan...

heheeee
im only interested on these 2 personality...
so aku copy paste ni 2 je
n soryy..
ni cume tok personality lelaki saje..:D
tq...

What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.
Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU.

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E =You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H =You are not judgmental.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
J =Jealously
K =You like to try new things.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P =You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R =You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy.
X = You never let people tell you what to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.



SHAZNOOR SHAFILAZ stand for..:P

S = You are very broad-minded.
H =You are not judgmental
A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
R =You are a social butterfly.
F = Everyone loves you.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.

n ELLA...:
E =You are a very exciting person.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.


bende2 cmni x bole nkknepecaye sgt...
tp siyes mcm kne dgn aku..
haha

http://www.iiu.edu.my/convo/glist.shtml?kulliyyah=AED

web of UIA student convo list for dis weekend..
(eisya paste it to me juz now n asked me the name of sum1)
n here they are..
sum1 is there listed as 1 of the graduation student..
heheeee

BACHELOR OF SCIENCE (ARCHITECTURAL STUDIES)
# Abang Marfiqi Bin Abang Ahmad Ridzuan
# Afifah Binti Mohd Adam
# Ahmad Hamidullah Bin Abdul Rahman
# Aiman Bin Ibrahim
# Airil Amri Bin Kosmin
# Aizuddin Aizat Bin Zulkifli
# Amal Binti Mohd Tahir
# Amalina Munirah Binti Idris
# Amanina Mastura Bt Mohamad @ Wahabie
# Athiah Ilyana Binti Abd Samat
# Atiqah Nur Binti Yahya
# Diana Melissa Binti Sharuddin
# Dina Salah Eldin Abdelbagi Abdalla
# Dzafirah Binti Hasnul Hadi
# Elina Suyani Binti Baharin
# Ezizatul Husna Binti Sanusi
# Farini Binti Mohd Fauzi
# Fathin Nadhrah Binti Mohamad Nazri
# Fatmah Adhilah Binti Mustapha Kamal
# Hafidzoh Binti Hassan
# Haikal Hazman Bin Hj Hashim
# Hisyam Shahril Bin Nor Hashim
# Husaine Amri B Abu Hassan
# Husnita Binti Husin
# Imran Bin Ahmad Fuad
# Joanna Binti Othman
# Khatijah Hanim Binti Md Asir
# Khaysar Bin Mohamad Noor
# Liyana Mahfuzah Binti Mohd For
# Lydia Bt Ab Rahman
# Maghfirah Binti Rifad
# Mohammad Aliffnur Bin Khairudin
# Mohammad Rauf Bin Hasim
# Mohammed Khalid Abisourour
# Mohd Ali Bin Fadzil
# Mohd Faiez Bin Zakaria
# Mohd Hairul Nizam Bin Tumirin
# Mohd Khairul Anuar Bin Mohd Yusuf
# Mohd Nor Ashraf Bin Arshad
# Mohd Shafik Bin Sa'Adon
# Muhamad Amin Bin Lateh
# Muhamad Fathi Bin Mustafar @ Mustafa
# Muhammad Anuar B Muad
# Muhammad Hazwan Bin Mohd Yunos
# Muhammad Ihsan Bin Abd Rahim
# Muhammad Mursyidan Bin Ab Aziz
# Naadira Zulkarnain
# Nadhirol Bin Badri
# Nalira Binti Mohd Azmee
# Nani Idayu Binti Shamsudin
# Nazarul Wahyuni Binti Mohd Mokshim
# Nik Mohd Faiz Bin Nik Mohamed Amin
# Noor Shahidah Binti Mohd Yusoff
# Noorlizawati Binti Mohd Noordin
# Nor Fazlina Binti Harun
# Nor Soraya Binti Taib
# Norazwan Fathullah Bin Azmi
# Norhidayu Binti Zinel
# Nur Aimi Izzaty Binti Ab Manap
# Nurfarihah Binti Mohd Rozi
# Nurhamimi Huda Binti Harme
# Nurmaida Aslela Binti Laduma
# Nurul Akmalulhaya Binti Mohamed
# Nurul Amira Binti Abd Jalil
# Nurul Faizatul Hanim Binti Othman
# Nurul Hidayah Binti Zulkifli
# Nurul Iman Binti Mior Najmuddin
# Rabi'Atul Adawiyyah Binti Abdul Talib
# Raihana Binti Mat Song
# Raihana Binti Rohmad
# Raja Noor Hazmar Bt Raja Ahmad Murad
# Rubaeyah Binti Ruhazam
# Ruhul 'Awatif Binti Shaharuddin
# Saleha Hanim Mastura Binti Mohd Nasir
# Shahrizal Bin Safian
# Shakirah Binti Dzulkifli
# Shukra Binti Mohd Nadzar
# Siti Aisyah Binti Muhammad
# Siti Aniza Binti Omar
# Siti Noor Zihan Binti Hanipah
# Solahuddin Bin Hanafi
# Suhail Bin Azlan
# Sumayyah Binti Sahrim
# Syed Mohd Albanna Bin Syed Salim
# Tengku Shahidan Bin Tuan Lah
# Umikalsum Binti Ismail
# Umm Salamah Binti Ahmad Shah
# Yusrafarah Binti Che Abd Samad
# Yusri Amri Bin Yussoff
# Za'In Nur Naim Binti Jalaluddin
# Zaffan Binti Zuhir
# Zatul Dayana Binti Zulkefelee
# Zulkifli Bin Redzuan

neway...
hepy graduation to ihsan..
heeeeeee

1. Name one person who always texts you.
* siti noraishah musa

2. Do you think some people are born stupid?
* ha'a kot..hehe

3. Name one negative thing about you?
* penakot sgt..

4. Are you happy, and if you know it, you clap your hands?
* yup..usually..

5. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
* watched beijing weighlifting accident kat u-tube

6. Dances you wanted to learn?
* ???

7. Ever tried gymnastics?
* nope :P

8. What was the last thing you bought?
* bi hun goreng same sambal sotong

9. Do you talk a lot?
* yup..im talkative

10.Do you believe that love is blind?
* yup...bnyk sgt dh blaku depan mate :D

11.Where is your brother?
* my lil bro..wif adik @CM

12.How was your day yesterday?
* juz fine..

13. What is the last ice cream flavor you had?
* oo dh lame x makan..tbe2 kempunan :P

15.People describe you as?
* blurry person

16.Contented in life?
* ha'a..

17. Do people think you’re crazy?
* sometimes

19.Do you skip meals?
* yup..4 today

20 .Do you consider yourself smart?
* x really..depends on situation

23. Are you typically a jolly person?
* ye kot..tp agak2 la..haha

24 .Name one enemy of yours:
* geli saye..

25.Name one close guy friend:
* zack..but we lost contact for few months dh

26 .Who’s the first person in your phonebook:
* adik

27. What did the last text message you received say?
* mama dh dpt no fon ayah dila.tq..from papa

28. Do you go to gym?
* nope

29. Song playing at the moment:
* 3 doors down-its not my time from on9 hitzfm

30.How do you cope with stress?
* sleep..mumbling bla3..

31 .Ever broken someone’s heart?
* mayb..

32. What makes you happy?
* idup dh senang..haha

33. What is the last thing you said aloud?
* nak!!!!

aku tgh angau!!!!
tlg3!!!
kak eyna!!! tlg!!!
hihihihihi
menyengih lg la aku tido mlm ni...
bedoassss


bye3..mau ready2 blek...waiting to wish sum1 bye3...jmp esok!!!arrrr :x!!!!!

Since you opened this survey you get to choose the color of what you feel today.....

Here are the colors that you can choose from:

PURPLE- feeling a little lonely.

WHITE -having problems.

GREEN- just relaxing.

YELLOW- addicted to candy.

PINK- feeling so happy.

GRAY- having a boring time.

BLACK- craving for chocolate.

AQUA- hyper hyper.

ORANGE- not in love.

SKY BLUE-calm.

RED- happy because the person you love loves you back.

BROWN- you like someone.

SILVER- thinking of someone.

MAGENTA- heart broken.

BROWN- the person you like doesn't like you.

PEACH- your not bored. you got a lot of fun activities to do.

GOLD- saving money for this vacation.

CHOCOLATE- your really in love and you cant stop thinking about the person you love.

HOT PINK- you feel hot.

BLUE- you like someone but you don't know how that someone feels about you.

im choose the red 1...
but the blue color is more suitable 4 me
:D

1.Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N
+ zoo fz...ini je yg tggl..
.
2.Who was the last person you go out with?
+ with kak ipah n kak nurul dis morning

3.Where are you guys going to?
+ breakfast aje
.
4.When's the next time you will see the person you like?
+ 2morrow mayb..die mc today
.
5.Does your wallet have any pics in it?
+ yup..gamba paspot..mine n adik
.
6. Do you hate being alone?
+ perlu ke :D
.
7.Are you happy with your life right now?
+ haha..yup mayb
.
8.What are you listening to?
+ st 12~ rasa yg tetinggal
.
9.What is your favorite number?
+ 18
.
10.What is your favorite color?
+ red
.
11.What is your favorite subjects in school/ college?
+ math kot
.
12.What subjects do you hate most?
+ nope mayb
.
13.Do you have money?
+ a lil bit..hoho
.
14.Would you take an ex back?
+ its complicated..but i hope it wont happen
.
15.Are you outgoing?
+ yes..
.
16.Are you gay?
+ im a girl..shud be les..hahaha
.
17.Where do you wish you were right now?
+ in beijing..having a nice vacation
.
18.What should you be doing right now?
+ make an intern reports..but im blank in doing it
.
THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
+ nope..brangan de la
.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
+ haha..lg x pnah
.
Did you ever want to be a teacher?
+ cud b lec..
.
Did you ever break the law?
+ i have 3 saman for my car
.
Did you vote for (current Prime Minister)?
+ x amek pot
.
THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?
+ bole la
.
Do you own a bike?
+ nope..even license pn x de
.
Do you play the lotto?
+ ape tu
.
Do you have a shopping addiction?
+ nope..im a thrifty person
.
THE DOES:.
Does your family have family picnics?
+ suda bekurun x dak
.
THE LASTS:
Last text message?
+ babai kot
.
Last baby you held?
+ hana qistina..3 weeks ago
.
LAST THING?
What was the last thing you bought?
+ roti canai O
.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
+ tea o ais
.
THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
+ adik
.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
+ klo x zue, ejat..forgot already
.
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
+ megat komeng
.
Who do you miss right now?
+ my buddy awin
.
Who last hugged you?
+ eerrkkk..mama kot

ella (8/18/2008 1:56:12 PM): aku no 18...tp aku rase lebe tepat no 16..
ella (8/18/2008 1:56:18 PM): so game ni penipu la kot
thespastick (8/18/2008 1:56:44 PM): eleh
thespastick (8/18/2008 1:56:47 PM): hahaha
ella (8/18/2008 1:57:15 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:29:45 PM): ni nk kne trajang ke kne tlanjang
ella (8/18/2008 3:29:46 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:29:54 PM): mane ko suke
ella (8/18/2008 3:30:46 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:30:58 PM): ko nk bogel kan aku ek....
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:00 PM): jahat
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:10 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:12 PM): sengal
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:15 PM): sendri jwb
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:20 PM): aku ngah pning2 ni
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:23 PM): auw~
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:24 PM): aduhh gile loye
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:32 PM): aku tak buat ape2 lagi ko dh pening
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:35 PM): arhj...
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:43 PM): aku blom besedie!!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:32:52 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:33:03 PM): geli saye
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:33:11 PM): aku tanak jadii bapak lagi!!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:33:51 PM): x..
ella (8/18/2008 3:33:58 PM): akupn x mau
ella (8/18/2008 3:34:04 PM): sbb jd papa lg sesuai
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:34:05 PM): tapi...
ella (8/18/2008 3:34:08 PM): dunie dh moden
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:34:19 PM): ko dh mengalami side effect
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:34:38 PM): jgn gugurkan !!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:35:12 PM): side effect spr plak?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:36:03 PM): side effect ngandung
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:22 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:28 PM): aku se japg aku demam
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:32 PM): mate aku dh beair2 ni
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:34 PM): panas
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:36:49 PM): tidak!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:37:09 PM): x ape?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:37:19 PM): x ape ape
ella (8/18/2008 3:37:29 PM): gile aku
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:44:34 PM): ella ella ella hella
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:44:43 PM): thou thou!
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:47:45 PM): u maarah i ke?
ella (8/18/2008 3:49:54 PM): x...
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:00 PM): td secetary bos trun
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:02 PM): 2 kne senyap
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:20 PM): owh2
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:25 PM): pentan = bodoh kan?
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:29 PM): ha'a
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:32 PM): hehehe
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:34 PM): orait kool
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:36 PM): tp spelling die
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:39 PM): ben dan
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:40 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:44 PM): oh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:48 PM): sebot pentan
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:00 PM): tou tou
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:02 PM): bentan pn leh gak
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:04 PM): tou tou pentan
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:12 PM): tot2 apE?
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:24 PM): *tou2
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:27 PM): tou bkn kepala ke?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:29 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:35 PM): ha'a
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:36 PM): btol la
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:37 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:39 PM): hahha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:44 PM): kepala kepala bodoh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:45 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:48 PM): hahahhaah
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:51 PM): sape?
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:52 PM): ko ke/.
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:54 PM): ??
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:55 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:59 PM): nko laaaaa
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:13 PM): ooo nko=ejat
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:19 PM): ohhh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:21 PM): ijat
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:24 PM): aku bkn ijat la ela
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:28 PM): huhu
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:28 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:34 PM): siapakah?
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:38 PM): eje ela pn salah
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:41 PM): komfem bukan ejat
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:42 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:48 PM): haaa
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:51 PM): cube teke
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:55 PM): hm..
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:01 PM): si pengikat rambot sparo tu ke?
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:02 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:53:30 PM): apee niii apeee niiii?
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:40 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:45 PM): shiapa yaaa?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:53:50 PM): apee niii apeee niiii? (idong kembanggg)
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:59 PM): arrrr teke dh!!!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:00 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:13 PM): btol la ek c pengikat rambot sparo tu?
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:22 PM): si srombong tu ek?
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:28 PM): errrrk
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:33 PM): siot tol
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:40 PM): pengikat rambut sparo
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:42 PM): mane deeee
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:50 PM): aku si serombong kapal la
ella (8/18/2008 3:56:54 PM): oo saye salah tgk rambut la tu
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:01 PM): cmtu c rambut panjang la..
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:10 PM): haah
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:15 PM): rambot sparo tu acit?
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:22 PM): x..
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:23 PM): jap2
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:26 PM): tgk blek
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:31 PM): hahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:35 PM): ko ske aku eak ella
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:37 PM): hahahahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:42 PM): haaaa
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:51 PM): :X
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:58 PM): omennn
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:02 PM): aku pon ske ko jgk
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:04 PM): :X
ella (8/18/2008 3:58:15 PM): :p
ella (8/18/2008 3:58:22 PM): hahahhaha
ella (8/18/2008 3:58:24 PM): tme kaseh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:28 PM): hahahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:31 PM): sesame kaseh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:34 PM): :X
ella (8/18/2008 3:59:13 PM): :X
ella (8/18/2008 3:59:14 PM): :P
ella (8/18/2008 3:59:16 PM): accept
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:59:50 PM): daaah
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:59:53 PM): nak add gambo pe?
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:00:09 PM): woahh
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:10 PM): tu bukan ikat rambut sparo ke?
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:14 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:00:15 PM): tak tak
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:00:22 PM): ikat rambot full la tu
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:36 PM): ooo
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:40 PM): salah penglihatan upenye
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:41 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:31 PM): hahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:38 PM): ske tak i camtu?
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:40 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 4:03:52 PM): suke tampak comey
ella (8/18/2008 4:03:54 PM): ;))
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:59 PM): ooo...
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:00 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:04:04 PM): ko sukje musam ek
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:45 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:51 PM): aku suda pning
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:55 PM): tuka org lg kah?
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:04:56 PM): dh aku nk turun mkn
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:04:59 PM): babai
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:05:01 PM): ni ehat
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:05:04 PM): ajt
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:05:07 PM): babai
ella (8/18/2008 4:05:12 PM): yaaa babai

*dh aku sengih2 sendri memanjang mikekan btol ke c ncik rambut ni..neway..ade mende lg yg belaku yg wat aku menyenyum je b4 tido..haisshhh...:X

pilih salah satu nombor yang mewakili fikiran anda sekarang. .plih seblom bace...
1. baru lepas break up(happy sgt!)
2. baru lepas break up(sedih sgt!)
3. baru lepas break up(putus asa)
4. baru lepas break up(terpaksa)
5. baru lepas break up(saje jer!)
6. baru lepas break up(padan muka dia!)
7. single dan baru lepas kena reject (tak kisah pun. its your lost!)
8. single dan baru lepas kena reject (aduhh melepas lagi!)
9. single dan baru lepas kena reject
(aku dah putus asa!)
10. single dan baru lepas kene reject (aku dah tak nak jumpa dia lagi!)
11. single dan sdg mencari
12. single dan happy sgt :)
13. single dan dah putus asa
14. single dan anti couple
15. single dan tak kisah
16. single dan sedang menyukai some1 (dia tak tahu)
17. single dan sedang menyukai some1 (saya harap dia suka saya jugak)
18. single dan menyukai some1 (dia fikir saya bergurau)
19. single dan meyukai some1 (tak mungkin dia couple dgn saya)
20. single dan sedang memikirkan ex
21. berpunya (boring sgt!)22. berpunya (kami akan break up)
23. berpunya (saya tak nak parents tahu)
24. berpunya (kami bahagia^^)
25. berpunya (parents dpt tahu tp kami akan teruskan jugak)
26. berpunya (dia curang!)
27. berpunya (kami akan berkahwin)
28. berpunya (terpaksa)
29. berpunya (kami cuma main2)
30. berpunya (kami pernah kiss/make out)
31. it's complicated~(always pray for the best)


plihan aku adelah 18...
but no 16 is more suitable for me..hoho

saye dh tawa ati kot...
mule2 sye marah
pas2 saye gram..
kemudian saye majuk..
tp skang ni sye sh malas..
pning...
malas nk saket2 dade..
saket2 pale..
okey..
sye pki no len..
x payah blikan..
x pyah baya kan pn x pe..
sye bli sendri..
sye gne tok sendri..
awak x yah tau pn xpe..
x beminat..
sye dh malas nk amek tau..
arrr!!!!
stress aku..
neway..
aku seorg yg snang..
if bekawan bnyk sgt masalah..
acuh x acuh..
cover sane cover sni..
x pe...
aku undo dri..
b a "profesional" frend dh ckup..
sekian trime kaseh..

my dearies...
sya n jaja






my dearies...
sya n wani


saye syg kamu bangat3!!!! slamat bergraduate to kamu sume..hope we still can gather lg pasni..x saba mau becuti ke penang!!!jaja!!tggu kami!!!

laz weekend aku lepak d capsquare besame sekawanan rakan2 art dan fotografer..menyibuk-nyibuk mengikut mreke ke event yg diadekan d capsquare..event yg berbentuk penjualanan murah tok baju2 yg mostly 4 girls..hehe..sgt2 lawa..sgt2 comel baju2 dan juge gadis2 nye..ohh word ni lg sesuai..hot chicks..hehe..tp siyes style2 hot2 sume girls yg ade d situ..begitu juge celebriti2 dtg shoping-moping..aku x sure same de itu adela jualan penghabisan stok,or 2nd hand stock..tp siyes short2,tops,skirt2,dresses sume lawa..o lg 1..huda there too..hehe..tp kami x betego pn..sbb aku rase aku malu tok menego nye..dan aku rase die pn nmpk aku kot klo dh aku duduk d tgh2 halam tu..n lg 1..yg happening nye juge d situ sbb ade live band..dan disebbkan im the only girl yg besame2 mreke..so aku xde pasaan mau jalan2 tgk baju..juge sebenanye cash money x ckup dan aku malas mencari ATM time tu..here..aku post skit some of the pics on that day(grabbed from myspace-AztTheSpasTick)




sengal ejat..ngn aku skali d tagged nye..dh la caption x leh blah..hambek aku!!!




ohhh acit c megat komeng..ini xtau la sapenye kje..




ini adela musam-click a child..bedoass aku mamat ni comel2 x, bole d buat muke seburok ni ngn srombong kapalnye skali..gamba ini adela singajekan




ini adela sparo part of hasil mreke..another part of the wall nye pic aku x de..the baby grafiti sgt cool ok..gempak





bekground--->gaye2 penjualan..if ade gamba btol nnt aku post lg..




ber-spect itu ade la snooze (acit called him sanusi.haha)..MIA student n artwork die gempak ok..errrkkk..d bawah ade la kawan ejat~amin




bbchun...character 4 his design sgt comel..




ini ade la muke character br tok bbchun..haha

sekian time kase..

hepy graduation day

i wanna wish hepy graduation to my luvly dearies sya,wani n jaja...juge 3 years Xrumate huda..
sgt3 sory 4 not coming to ur convocation sbb aku x apply cuti act...teingin sgt2 amek gamba besame2 kamu sume..espeseli jaja..sgt3 rindu same kamu..lpas ni pasti ssh mau jmp kan :(..wani gonna start her job in s'pore dgn salary rm4 ribu ok (convert to duit m'sia)..wani!!!jgn lupe deal kite..haha..jaja gonna continue her master study in usm..so skang ni..tggl la aku n sya..lucky that sya still stay in mmu continuing her research master study..kak huda pule next sem dh abes study..newayyy...doa2 la sgt next year will b my turn n kak huda tok grade..aminnnnnnnnnnnn
then aku juge akan meneruskan jejak ku besame sya tok ambil master then brangan2 n planned to continue our study smpi phd ke overC (itu ade la plan A jike kami x kawen2 lg ok)..plan b plak tgk if salah 1 or both dh kawen nnt..haha..


n laz but not least :P
tq n appreciate sgt pd mizz S..even she was so strict n "garang"..but she is so baek ati n helpful..even the words salu yg klua dr mulutnye sounds like mcm x de prasaan..tp aku tau masod die.. she helped me n sya banyak..tq n syg same "kamu" ok~ aku dh start takot2 mau masuk klas next sem..takot nk bedepan ngn sume lec lg..errkkkk


lg1..nk cte sal laz weekend ape aku wat..hoho..
tp will b continue later..
arrr next post la klo ingt


neway..musam from click a child comey kot(even die x sekemas aiman from dont panic :P)..hoho..mmg dh mcm kembo ejat dh aku tgk..slame ni aku tau die dr mlut org,dr myspace,dr event2 gig..skali jmp ha'a dh same sengal ngn ejat...tp comey..haha..heh..dh3 sambung later..byeeee

yeayyy..
aku dh jmp ape band 4 dis song..
dan skang aku mabuk ngn nye..
hehe

cinta ini membunuhku - d'massive


kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

back to reff

lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku


hoho..
alin ajak adik p fest indon dis 16th august kot..
mayb hujan perform gaknye..
so bole masuk same nazirul..
tp aku tepk..
pasti indo x bole blah ramai gile...
bedoassss

1. So how are you?
~ sehat..ngantok
2. If you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you would do?
~ screaming loudly
3. Where is your dad?
~ @ home d joho
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today ?
~ 1
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
~ not shirt but kemeje..cream color
Q: What websites do you visit the most during the day?
~ blogger.yahoomail.myspace.frenster
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
~ my tulang blakang
Q: Do you own a camera phone?
~ nope
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
PINK IS LAST
1. Last movie watched in cinema?
~ wanted kot
2. Song you listened to?
~ leona lewis -better in time d corong hot.fm
3. Person you last talked/texted on the phone with?
~ miss intan..she was angry wif her surrounding..heee
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight ?
~ p CM fetch my sis n then blek kot
2. What are you going to eat?
~ donno yet
3. Where are you going to be at 2:00am?
~ dreaming>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
BLACK IS FOR TOMORROW
1.Tomorrow is?
~ wednesday
2. Are you looking forward to it?
~ not yet
3. Are you going to laugh?
~ yup..4 sure..laughing is my hobby
4. Who are you going to be with?
~ adik..or mayb ejat n y
5. Single or Taken?
~ honestly speaking..single
6. Are you happy with life at the moment?
~ yup..syukran2
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
The rest
1. What's the last mistake you made?
~ rasie
2. Is the sun shining?
~ yup..kan bez if it still shining smpi mlm
3. Do you like text messaging?
~ bese je...
4. Are you having a good/bad hair day?
~ neither
5. What was your last purchase?
~ nasi ayam sayo
6. Are you wearing any make-up right now?
~ nope
7. What are your plans for later?
~ blek mandi,siap2 then after magrib klua p CM fetch adik
8. Is there any drama within your life?
~ yup..ezora,devil beside u,n sindarela
9. What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio?
~ hardcore metal..sumtimes pale aku nk pcah
10. Are you content with life right now?
~ not really
11. Does anyone like you?
~ ntah la..x amek port
12. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
~ ape slahnye..senyum itu sedekah..:P

saje post lirik2 d bawah tok mengisi mase lapang ku kat ofis skang ni
ngantok ok!!!uwwaaa..

BAWAKU TERBANG BY FABULOUS CAT

Mata Ke Mata..
Ke Hati..Hati ke Hati..Hati Hati..
Bibir Ke Bibir..
Bicara Janji..Janji Ke Janji..
Jadi Hujan…
Rindu ke Rindu..Termimpi mimpi..
Hari Ke Hari..
Nanti di nanti..
Menanti Pasti..
Pasti Disisi..Sisiku Kini..Ternanti nanti..
Bila diceritakan tentang cinta
Segalanya muncul sekelip mata
Semuanya di depan matanya dia
Makan tidur pun tak lena
Dia… cinta…Dia… sayang…
Aku… dicinta…Aku… disayang…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya..
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya
Kita berdua kian bermesra
Rindu makin membara
Kita berdua bermain kata
Pasang surut tak endah
Dia… cinta…Dia…. sayang…
Aku…. dicinta..Aku… disayang…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya
Mata hati jiwaku…
Seluas langkah di
Sebesar cubisan
Namun segitiga bermuda
Ku ganti sungai merah
Dengan darahku
Rinduku meragutkan
Kehangatan cinta kita
Mungkin tidak sehebat mana
Ku di pertikaikan kasih
Ku bukan tempat dua ketiga
Di hati ku cuma kau yang satu
Seterusnya nyatanya hanya
Dirinya jiwanya
Jiwa ku rentas benua
Warna angkasa cinta
Cintalah kamu…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya


currently listening to these songs..
1.bau-warkah
2.letto-sandaran hati
3.6th sense-tanpa
4.fabulous cat-bawaku terbang
5.the titans-rasa ini