1.Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N
+ zoo fz...ini je yg tggl..
.
2.Who was the last person you go out with?
+ with kak ipah n kak nurul dis morning

3.Where are you guys going to?
+ breakfast aje
.
4.When's the next time you will see the person you like?
+ 2morrow mayb..die mc today
.
5.Does your wallet have any pics in it?
+ yup..gamba paspot..mine n adik
.
6. Do you hate being alone?
+ perlu ke :D
.
7.Are you happy with your life right now?
+ haha..yup mayb
.
8.What are you listening to?
+ st 12~ rasa yg tetinggal
.
9.What is your favorite number?
+ 18
.
10.What is your favorite color?
+ red
.
11.What is your favorite subjects in school/ college?
+ math kot
.
12.What subjects do you hate most?
+ nope mayb
.
13.Do you have money?
+ a lil bit..hoho
.
14.Would you take an ex back?
+ its complicated..but i hope it wont happen
.
15.Are you outgoing?
+ yes..
.
16.Are you gay?
+ im a girl..shud be les..hahaha
.
17.Where do you wish you were right now?
+ in beijing..having a nice vacation
.
18.What should you be doing right now?
+ make an intern reports..but im blank in doing it
.
THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
+ nope..brangan de la
.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
+ haha..lg x pnah
.
Did you ever want to be a teacher?
+ cud b lec..
.
Did you ever break the law?
+ i have 3 saman for my car
.
Did you vote for (current Prime Minister)?
+ x amek pot
.
THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?
+ bole la
.
Do you own a bike?
+ nope..even license pn x de
.
Do you play the lotto?
+ ape tu
.
Do you have a shopping addiction?
+ nope..im a thrifty person
.
THE DOES:.
Does your family have family picnics?
+ suda bekurun x dak
.
THE LASTS:
Last text message?
+ babai kot
.
Last baby you held?
+ hana qistina..3 weeks ago
.
LAST THING?
What was the last thing you bought?
+ roti canai O
.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
+ tea o ais
.
THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
+ adik
.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
+ klo x zue, ejat..forgot already
.
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
+ megat komeng
.
Who do you miss right now?
+ my buddy awin
.
Who last hugged you?
+ eerrkkk..mama kot

ella (8/18/2008 1:56:12 PM): aku no 18...tp aku rase lebe tepat no 16..
ella (8/18/2008 1:56:18 PM): so game ni penipu la kot
thespastick (8/18/2008 1:56:44 PM): eleh
thespastick (8/18/2008 1:56:47 PM): hahaha
ella (8/18/2008 1:57:15 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:29:45 PM): ni nk kne trajang ke kne tlanjang
ella (8/18/2008 3:29:46 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:29:54 PM): mane ko suke
ella (8/18/2008 3:30:46 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:30:58 PM): ko nk bogel kan aku ek....
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:00 PM): jahat
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:10 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:12 PM): sengal
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:15 PM): sendri jwb
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:20 PM): aku ngah pning2 ni
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:23 PM): auw~
ella (8/18/2008 3:31:24 PM): aduhh gile loye
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:32 PM): aku tak buat ape2 lagi ko dh pening
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:35 PM): arhj...
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:31:43 PM): aku blom besedie!!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:32:52 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:33:03 PM): geli saye
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:33:11 PM): aku tanak jadii bapak lagi!!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:33:51 PM): x..
ella (8/18/2008 3:33:58 PM): akupn x mau
ella (8/18/2008 3:34:04 PM): sbb jd papa lg sesuai
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:34:05 PM): tapi...
ella (8/18/2008 3:34:08 PM): dunie dh moden
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:34:19 PM): ko dh mengalami side effect
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:34:38 PM): jgn gugurkan !!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:35:12 PM): side effect spr plak?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:36:03 PM): side effect ngandung
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:22 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:28 PM): aku se japg aku demam
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:32 PM): mate aku dh beair2 ni
ella (8/18/2008 3:36:34 PM): panas
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:36:49 PM): tidak!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:37:09 PM): x ape?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:37:19 PM): x ape ape
ella (8/18/2008 3:37:29 PM): gile aku
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:44:34 PM): ella ella ella hella
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:44:43 PM): thou thou!
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:47:45 PM): u maarah i ke?
ella (8/18/2008 3:49:54 PM): x...
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:00 PM): td secetary bos trun
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:02 PM): 2 kne senyap
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:20 PM): owh2
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:25 PM): pentan = bodoh kan?
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:29 PM): ha'a
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:32 PM): hehehe
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:34 PM): orait kool
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:36 PM): tp spelling die
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:39 PM): ben dan
ella (8/18/2008 3:50:40 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:44 PM): oh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:50:48 PM): sebot pentan
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:00 PM): tou tou
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:02 PM): bentan pn leh gak
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:04 PM): tou tou pentan
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:12 PM): tot2 apE?
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:24 PM): *tou2
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:27 PM): tou bkn kepala ke?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:29 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:35 PM): ha'a
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:36 PM): btol la
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:37 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:39 PM): hahha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:44 PM): kepala kepala bodoh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:45 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:48 PM): hahahhaah
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:51 PM): sape?
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:52 PM): ko ke/.
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:54 PM): ??
ella (8/18/2008 3:51:55 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:51:59 PM): nko laaaaa
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:13 PM): ooo nko=ejat
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:19 PM): ohhh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:21 PM): ijat
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:24 PM): aku bkn ijat la ela
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:28 PM): huhu
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:28 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:34 PM): siapakah?
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:38 PM): eje ela pn salah
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:41 PM): komfem bukan ejat
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:42 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:48 PM): haaa
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:52:51 PM): cube teke
ella (8/18/2008 3:52:55 PM): hm..
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:01 PM): si pengikat rambot sparo tu ke?
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:02 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:53:30 PM): apee niii apeee niiii?
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:40 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:45 PM): shiapa yaaa?
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:53:50 PM): apee niii apeee niiii? (idong kembanggg)
ella (8/18/2008 3:53:59 PM): arrrr teke dh!!!!
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:00 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:13 PM): btol la ek c pengikat rambot sparo tu?
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:22 PM): si srombong tu ek?
ella (8/18/2008 3:54:28 PM): errrrk
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:33 PM): siot tol
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:40 PM): pengikat rambut sparo
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:42 PM): mane deeee
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:55:50 PM): aku si serombong kapal la
ella (8/18/2008 3:56:54 PM): oo saye salah tgk rambut la tu
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:01 PM): cmtu c rambut panjang la..
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:10 PM): haah
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:15 PM): rambot sparo tu acit?
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:22 PM): x..
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:23 PM): jap2
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:26 PM): tgk blek
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:31 PM): hahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:35 PM): ko ske aku eak ella
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:37 PM): hahahahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:42 PM): haaaa
ella (8/18/2008 3:57:51 PM): :X
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:57:58 PM): omennn
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:02 PM): aku pon ske ko jgk
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:04 PM): :X
ella (8/18/2008 3:58:15 PM): :p
ella (8/18/2008 3:58:22 PM): hahahhaha
ella (8/18/2008 3:58:24 PM): tme kaseh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:28 PM): hahahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:31 PM): sesame kaseh
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:58:34 PM): :X
ella (8/18/2008 3:59:13 PM): :X
ella (8/18/2008 3:59:14 PM): :P
ella (8/18/2008 3:59:16 PM): accept
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:59:50 PM): daaah
thespastick (8/18/2008 3:59:53 PM): nak add gambo pe?
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:00:09 PM): woahh
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:10 PM): tu bukan ikat rambut sparo ke?
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:14 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:00:15 PM): tak tak
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:00:22 PM): ikat rambot full la tu
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:36 PM): ooo
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:40 PM): salah penglihatan upenye
ella (8/18/2008 4:00:41 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:31 PM): hahaha
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:38 PM): ske tak i camtu?
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:40 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 4:03:52 PM): suke tampak comey
ella (8/18/2008 4:03:54 PM): ;))
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:03:59 PM): ooo...
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:00 PM):
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:04:04 PM): ko sukje musam ek
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:45 PM):
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:51 PM): aku suda pning
ella (8/18/2008 4:04:55 PM): tuka org lg kah?
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:04:56 PM): dh aku nk turun mkn
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:04:59 PM): babai
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:05:01 PM): ni ehat
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:05:04 PM): ajt
thespastick (8/18/2008 4:05:07 PM): babai
ella (8/18/2008 4:05:12 PM): yaaa babai

*dh aku sengih2 sendri memanjang mikekan btol ke c ncik rambut ni..neway..ade mende lg yg belaku yg wat aku menyenyum je b4 tido..haisshhh...:X

pilih salah satu nombor yang mewakili fikiran anda sekarang. .plih seblom bace...
1. baru lepas break up(happy sgt!)
2. baru lepas break up(sedih sgt!)
3. baru lepas break up(putus asa)
4. baru lepas break up(terpaksa)
5. baru lepas break up(saje jer!)
6. baru lepas break up(padan muka dia!)
7. single dan baru lepas kena reject (tak kisah pun. its your lost!)
8. single dan baru lepas kena reject (aduhh melepas lagi!)
9. single dan baru lepas kena reject
(aku dah putus asa!)
10. single dan baru lepas kene reject (aku dah tak nak jumpa dia lagi!)
11. single dan sdg mencari
12. single dan happy sgt :)
13. single dan dah putus asa
14. single dan anti couple
15. single dan tak kisah
16. single dan sedang menyukai some1 (dia tak tahu)
17. single dan sedang menyukai some1 (saya harap dia suka saya jugak)
18. single dan menyukai some1 (dia fikir saya bergurau)
19. single dan meyukai some1 (tak mungkin dia couple dgn saya)
20. single dan sedang memikirkan ex
21. berpunya (boring sgt!)22. berpunya (kami akan break up)
23. berpunya (saya tak nak parents tahu)
24. berpunya (kami bahagia^^)
25. berpunya (parents dpt tahu tp kami akan teruskan jugak)
26. berpunya (dia curang!)
27. berpunya (kami akan berkahwin)
28. berpunya (terpaksa)
29. berpunya (kami cuma main2)
30. berpunya (kami pernah kiss/make out)
31. it's complicated~(always pray for the best)


plihan aku adelah 18...
but no 16 is more suitable for me..hoho

saye dh tawa ati kot...
mule2 sye marah
pas2 saye gram..
kemudian saye majuk..
tp skang ni sye sh malas..
pning...
malas nk saket2 dade..
saket2 pale..
okey..
sye pki no len..
x payah blikan..
x pyah baya kan pn x pe..
sye bli sendri..
sye gne tok sendri..
awak x yah tau pn xpe..
x beminat..
sye dh malas nk amek tau..
arrr!!!!
stress aku..
neway..
aku seorg yg snang..
if bekawan bnyk sgt masalah..
acuh x acuh..
cover sane cover sni..
x pe...
aku undo dri..
b a "profesional" frend dh ckup..
sekian trime kaseh..

my dearies...
sya n jaja






my dearies...
sya n wani


saye syg kamu bangat3!!!! slamat bergraduate to kamu sume..hope we still can gather lg pasni..x saba mau becuti ke penang!!!jaja!!tggu kami!!!

laz weekend aku lepak d capsquare besame sekawanan rakan2 art dan fotografer..menyibuk-nyibuk mengikut mreke ke event yg diadekan d capsquare..event yg berbentuk penjualanan murah tok baju2 yg mostly 4 girls..hehe..sgt2 lawa..sgt2 comel baju2 dan juge gadis2 nye..ohh word ni lg sesuai..hot chicks..hehe..tp siyes style2 hot2 sume girls yg ade d situ..begitu juge celebriti2 dtg shoping-moping..aku x sure same de itu adela jualan penghabisan stok,or 2nd hand stock..tp siyes short2,tops,skirt2,dresses sume lawa..o lg 1..huda there too..hehe..tp kami x betego pn..sbb aku rase aku malu tok menego nye..dan aku rase die pn nmpk aku kot klo dh aku duduk d tgh2 halam tu..n lg 1..yg happening nye juge d situ sbb ade live band..dan disebbkan im the only girl yg besame2 mreke..so aku xde pasaan mau jalan2 tgk baju..juge sebenanye cash money x ckup dan aku malas mencari ATM time tu..here..aku post skit some of the pics on that day(grabbed from myspace-AztTheSpasTick)




sengal ejat..ngn aku skali d tagged nye..dh la caption x leh blah..hambek aku!!!




ohhh acit c megat komeng..ini xtau la sapenye kje..




ini adela musam-click a child..bedoass aku mamat ni comel2 x, bole d buat muke seburok ni ngn srombong kapalnye skali..gamba ini adela singajekan




ini adela sparo part of hasil mreke..another part of the wall nye pic aku x de..the baby grafiti sgt cool ok..gempak





bekground--->gaye2 penjualan..if ade gamba btol nnt aku post lg..




ber-spect itu ade la snooze (acit called him sanusi.haha)..MIA student n artwork die gempak ok..errrkkk..d bawah ade la kawan ejat~amin




bbchun...character 4 his design sgt comel..




ini ade la muke character br tok bbchun..haha

sekian time kase..

hepy graduation day

i wanna wish hepy graduation to my luvly dearies sya,wani n jaja...juge 3 years Xrumate huda..
sgt3 sory 4 not coming to ur convocation sbb aku x apply cuti act...teingin sgt2 amek gamba besame2 kamu sume..espeseli jaja..sgt3 rindu same kamu..lpas ni pasti ssh mau jmp kan :(..wani gonna start her job in s'pore dgn salary rm4 ribu ok (convert to duit m'sia)..wani!!!jgn lupe deal kite..haha..jaja gonna continue her master study in usm..so skang ni..tggl la aku n sya..lucky that sya still stay in mmu continuing her research master study..kak huda pule next sem dh abes study..newayyy...doa2 la sgt next year will b my turn n kak huda tok grade..aminnnnnnnnnnnn
then aku juge akan meneruskan jejak ku besame sya tok ambil master then brangan2 n planned to continue our study smpi phd ke overC (itu ade la plan A jike kami x kawen2 lg ok)..plan b plak tgk if salah 1 or both dh kawen nnt..haha..


n laz but not least :P
tq n appreciate sgt pd mizz S..even she was so strict n "garang"..but she is so baek ati n helpful..even the words salu yg klua dr mulutnye sounds like mcm x de prasaan..tp aku tau masod die.. she helped me n sya banyak..tq n syg same "kamu" ok~ aku dh start takot2 mau masuk klas next sem..takot nk bedepan ngn sume lec lg..errkkkk


lg1..nk cte sal laz weekend ape aku wat..hoho..
tp will b continue later..
arrr next post la klo ingt


neway..musam from click a child comey kot(even die x sekemas aiman from dont panic :P)..hoho..mmg dh mcm kembo ejat dh aku tgk..slame ni aku tau die dr mlut org,dr myspace,dr event2 gig..skali jmp ha'a dh same sengal ngn ejat...tp comey..haha..heh..dh3 sambung later..byeeee

yeayyy..
aku dh jmp ape band 4 dis song..
dan skang aku mabuk ngn nye..
hehe

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cinta ini membunuhku


hoho..
alin ajak adik p fest indon dis 16th august kot..
mayb hujan perform gaknye..
so bole masuk same nazirul..
tp aku tepk..
pasti indo x bole blah ramai gile...
bedoassss

1. So how are you?
~ sehat..ngantok
2. If you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you would do?
~ screaming loudly
3. Where is your dad?
~ @ home d joho
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today ?
~ 1
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
~ not shirt but kemeje..cream color
Q: What websites do you visit the most during the day?
~ blogger.yahoomail.myspace.frenster
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
~ my tulang blakang
Q: Do you own a camera phone?
~ nope
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
PINK IS LAST
1. Last movie watched in cinema?
~ wanted kot
2. Song you listened to?
~ leona lewis -better in time d corong hot.fm
3. Person you last talked/texted on the phone with?
~ miss intan..she was angry wif her surrounding..heee
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight ?
~ p CM fetch my sis n then blek kot
2. What are you going to eat?
~ donno yet
3. Where are you going to be at 2:00am?
~ dreaming>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
BLACK IS FOR TOMORROW
1.Tomorrow is?
~ wednesday
2. Are you looking forward to it?
~ not yet
3. Are you going to laugh?
~ yup..4 sure..laughing is my hobby
4. Who are you going to be with?
~ adik..or mayb ejat n y
5. Single or Taken?
~ honestly speaking..single
6. Are you happy with life at the moment?
~ yup..syukran2
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
The rest
1. What's the last mistake you made?
~ rasie
2. Is the sun shining?
~ yup..kan bez if it still shining smpi mlm
3. Do you like text messaging?
~ bese je...
4. Are you having a good/bad hair day?
~ neither
5. What was your last purchase?
~ nasi ayam sayo
6. Are you wearing any make-up right now?
~ nope
7. What are your plans for later?
~ blek mandi,siap2 then after magrib klua p CM fetch adik
8. Is there any drama within your life?
~ yup..ezora,devil beside u,n sindarela
9. What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio?
~ hardcore metal..sumtimes pale aku nk pcah
10. Are you content with life right now?
~ not really
11. Does anyone like you?
~ ntah la..x amek port
12. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
~ ape slahnye..senyum itu sedekah..:P

saje post lirik2 d bawah tok mengisi mase lapang ku kat ofis skang ni
ngantok ok!!!uwwaaa..

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Sebesar cubisan
Namun segitiga bermuda
Ku ganti sungai merah
Dengan darahku
Rinduku meragutkan
Kehangatan cinta kita
Mungkin tidak sehebat mana
Ku di pertikaikan kasih
Ku bukan tempat dua ketiga
Di hati ku cuma kau yang satu
Seterusnya nyatanya hanya
Dirinya jiwanya
Jiwa ku rentas benua
Warna angkasa cinta
Cintalah kamu…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…
Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya


currently listening to these songs..
1.bau-warkah
2.letto-sandaran hati
3.6th sense-tanpa
4.fabulous cat-bawaku terbang
5.the titans-rasa ini

tagged by intan

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. ella
2. shaznoor
3. kakak

THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. ate pizza
2. wat autocad n modelling in sketch up
3. read others blogger

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. laughing
2. money3
3. sleeping

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW:
1. bau ~ warkah
2. anna nalick ~ breathe
3. duta ~ cinta antara kita

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY:
1. low profile
2. patience
3. lack of girls..haha

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS:
1. my family in joho
2. my bez frend zack
3. my dearie jaja (fara faeza)

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. new nset from sony ericsson
2. new jeans from levis
3. tickets for vacation

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION:
1. china
2. bandung
3. any island..saye kempunan mau snorkeling lg

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. eating
2. jalan2
3. marathon movies

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:
1. shin chan
2. doremon
3. spongebob

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:
1. mcD
2. pizza
3. ape2 aje asal faz food blasah

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. barli suam / ais
2. teh ais
3. laici blended

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG:
1. my nset,purse
2. my lip balm,baby johnson lotion
3. my pendrive

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. black
2. white
3. red

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:
1.papa mama adik2
2.my all buddies n dearies
3.cud b sum1...(1 day nnt la)

ni aku mengepost 2 entry yg x lpas2...
nk save lame dlm laptop mlas..
so aku post je skang..

sunday 2:16PM apatmen sri jati


woke up @ 12..kelethan hasil pulang lewat mlm td @ 4 am..lepak d hartamas besame sekawanan "artis"...

today we staying at house relax2..adik amek cuti arini..plan mau mnonton d pavi..but at the end kami mengalami masalah malas tahap cipan tok klua..mayb ptg kot aku pulang ke wangse maju..


wahhhh
sok suda senin..laju btol..ahirnye sudah sebulan aku intern..got 2 months lg kot nk abes..skenye..x saba nk masuk blaja blek..hm..kje pn bes gak..tp x tau npe aku se rindu sgt nk study..


mcm2 dugaan act aku dpt sepanjang bekeje d laras..tp ok la..still under cotrol..kadang2 tensen gak..but :D..ari2 ade je smangat aku tok p kje sbb tuttt..hehee..arap2 die x jd resign la bulan ni..heeee


next..aku mule curious ngn sum1..xtau ape masalahnye tp aku mule rse x sdap ati..i donno..but if ape yg aku pk tu btol..the memory gonna b our nitemare.haihhh..sumpah x tau camne ni..if really sumting bad happen between us..saye btol3 x tau camne lame2 nnt..sumpah takot..takot nk bedepan..haihh..kadang2 mls nk pk..kadang2 buat2 x tau..kadang2 mmg mcm x de pasaan..tp hakikatnye..saye takot sgttttt :(


im gonna b bekejesame wif intan for sek@mmu kedah..she was the dir n im the ass dir..hope x de pape masalah wif the position sbb kami same2 hicom but yg pasti both of us will make our sek@mmu kedah gempak2...heeeee...tq intan..syg ko!!!!




next entry...
mlm ni laptop kepunyaan aku suda
hehehe
ksian adik past bosan tiade bunyi2 corong speaker d umah...
br saje menerime call from eisya..
hoho die wif wani on the way jmput aku
yeay!!!
rindu bangat same wani..

arini aku blek agak awal walopon kje agak banyak..
mcm mls je nk OT2
hehe
lgpn penyemangat tiade
awal2 lg suda pulang
hehehe


dis week aku dsajikan dgn kje2 yg same lg..
umah cik tunku tu lg..
nmenye tepakse drasiekan krane aku takot sok luse tuan nye bdan tebace blog ni
mampos aku..
maklumla die cucu raje..
bedoa aku satg masuk jel..
bedoa aku..mntk2 dijaokan..
haihhh
siyesly..
bekje dgn org2 bedarjat ni amat letey ok...
act blom amat lg
tp dr ape yg aku tgk oleh staff2 len
pd mreke ksian ella kne wat kje cik tunku tu..
br ku tau bukan sume anak2 cucu raje ni mcm dlm fairy tale storey
indah blake..
songehnye mak aii
tu 1 hal..
ayat2 mreke sunggo kasa
bedoa aku sok p kje klo cik wan pn ngamok ngn aku klo2 die bace emel cik tunku tu ngn bakal tuanku tu
sory to say
bukan nk mrendah2kan org len
tp 2 la akikatnye upeye bekeje ngn org2 kaye..
hmmm

next..
hoho
aku rindu same kak eyna..
dh lame aku x mluahkan keindahan ari2ku skang ni
mayb shez too bz wif her work n bf kot
hahahah
heee
ade bnyak sgt bende2 yg menggelabahkan tejd keblakangan ni d ofis
hehehe
siyes maluuu weh maluuu


ok got to go
nk siap2
syg2 ku sya n wani akan smpi to fetch me up p makan kot..


lazly..
sum1 still bz wif his work
x tau la if 1 day nnt sumting bad gonna happen between us..
haihhh
aku riso sgt..
tp mls nk mengarap..
klo dh nmenye lelaki..
saba jela..
daaaaa

much2 more apologize to mR g...

im suppose to attend a programme today but im really2 forgot bout it..


yg sebenanye sye dh ingt smlm..tp pg2 sye col awak x angkat..sye msg awak x reply..i dont noe whether awak tgah bz,tgh tido ato awak tgh beseronok main air :P..ok x pe..sye tggu awak smpi mlm td..eh x..smpi awal pg tp x de jugak respon..so sye decide tok col awak pg2 siang..sye set alarm tp sye x dgr hapepon..yg sye dgr bunyi ring tone..mamai2 pale sye tgk name awak on the screen dan dgn besalahnye sye angkat sbb jam sudah menunjukkan lebe dr pkul 8 sengah..bedoa aku..siyes aku lupe..haihhh...sye btol2 maaf sbb sye dh janji b4 mau join..erkkk maaf sgttt



laz nite lepak kat hartamas..
kje bedoa je la aku mlm td..

1st-1st nek kete je aku dh tekejot brok abg angkat alin tu dak mmu fit student..(bedoa je la aku klo kite jmp kat mmu nnt ke aku rase die yg akan bedoa nnt tgk aku appearance aku..hehe)

2nd- ni lg bedoa..dtg sorang mamat ni duk seblah2 meje aku..mak aihh..nk pengsan aku..nk je pegi kat die n ckap "sye ari2 x pnah miz tgk adreen dlm ezora..arrr!!!bedoa aku..mmg mate ni nek juling dh tgk mr fezrol khan d depan aku..bedoa aku bedoa..

3rd- @ 3am we moved to bestari plak..dgn sengal2 nye aku bejalan..aku duduk..aku glak2..tp aku rse de sorang mamat ni aku mcm knal je..duk tgk2..haa!!hamek ko!!bedoa lg aku..jgnkn dak mmu..1 coz lg..cume die batch chym n majoring len..mmg bedoa lg la aku..hoho..mesti mamat ni x cye tgk aku..salu jmp kat mmu len je..skali jmp kat luo len..


aduihhhh..sye bukan seorang yg hipokrit..hakikatnye dri sye ade lah bile anda bejmp sye d lua..itu la sye..tp kadang2 sye seorang yg kne menyesuaikan dri mengikut tmpat dan mase yg sesuai..x slahkan..mmg pning la pale mama papa tgk aku..sepatah kate mama kakak idup dlm 2 alam..itula sye..kadang2 bedoa aku..seram jugak pk kan ape org kate nnt..tp aku pk as long aku x nah mengganggu org..x nah mempertikaikan org, mau pn menilai org dh ckup..mcm pepatah ni..uko baju d badan sendri..dan stakat ni alhamdulillah sume menerimeku seadenye..thx n syg mreke2..



*sye syg bangat same miss E yg sentese menerimeku seadenye juge menjd rumate,soulmate,brainmate,coz mate,dan sgalemate yg bek buat dri sye...

*sye juge syg bangat same miss I(kwn br sye) yg sentese menjd teman,menjd pendengar,menjd penasihat,menjd dir :P juge yg sentese iklas besahabat dgn saye..

*sye syg dan rindu bangat3 same jaja!!!!

*sye syg miss H,kakak sorang ni yg sentese mengalah dan membantu sye sebnyak mungkin..

*juge syg same miss W sye yg lurus sorang ni..

sunday ~ 2:26 pm @ CM

lets talk a lil bit of SINDARELA

laz nite was the ending episode for dis season..
i guess there will b 2nd season (mayb)...

im quite touching wif the ending part..
but no so sedey la..
wat goes around comes around..
like zoela said..
all she wanted to hear had been admitted by hussein
but.."kelakian kau is not enuf for me"
perempuan...yg dh dihine (by her luvly man)
bole ke snang2 nk blek bek cmtu even his the only guy she luv..(thts 4 my opinion)
i like the ending..
i like those words..
i like the poem..
n i mostly like the phase of final part..

"kepada yang bercinta...
(especially me 4 the past 2 years)

cinta tidak semestinya bersatu..

apatah lagi cinta pertama.."


cinta pertama...
i believe it b4..
but after all..
its a mitos (thru my experience)


moge ia(cinta) tidak kembali lagi
~ pade die- cinta pertama ku ~ afiq

segalanya setakat menjadi kenangan terindah..


wallahualam
(kite hanya merancang dan TUHAN menentukan)


*2 be continue*

hm nk cte previous story yg agak klaka dan memalukan aku..

rsenye cm las week..
went lunch wif abg aki, abg hairi n ihsan..
mengape?
becoz kak ipah klua wif kak nurul went to DBKL setel kan drawing..
kak tin n kak ina ilang
kak siti went lunch wif kak fara..
so tggl la aku sorang then kami ber-lunch d HLA kiosk
1stly...
no choice.. i sat next to ihsan..
skit sebnyak pasti aku malu sbb aku sorang pompuan..
2nd...
i ate using my fingers sbb takot sumting bad happen if i use the sudu garpu..
3rd...
guess wat..
really sumting bad happened
ayam yg aku cubit menggunakn jari aku tu dgn kuah cili teplanting atas tgn ihsan!!!!
n mayb his cloth tp aku x sempat tgk
sumpah malu ok!!!!
aduhhh

n now..
sum1 saying me keep on looking at ihsan..
bedoa aku bedoa aku..

ok bye
nk tgk ezora mayb
or malas jugak...
mau tonton devil beside u sat

okey..
today on tuesday after 10 am im free oredy..
x de kje dh have to do coz my 2 pojek already submitted dis morning
lege skit..
now aku mcm kera sumbang (blasah gne je pribahase ni) sbb x de kje nk wat
laz nite im OT n went back at 11..
wahhhaha
dh mcm kje btol lak rasenye..
but its okey sbb blek awal pn x de mende nk wat..


26 n 27 of JULY
arrived at 12sumting (midnite) d pt raje on laz friday stret to umah kak syasya
sibuk sendri n sibuk begamba then went back earlier cos got to send zue blek plak..
awal2 lg suda kne ckap dgn cik halid b4 8am i have to dtg tlg2..
got many work to do

saturday morning at 8am~ on wedding day
aku dtg sorang
adik n fatin dtg kemudian
nk tau
when im arrived
theres no sore2..
theres no1 yg aku nmpk kat umah tu
lorrr
bongkang lg sumenye
hoho
seb bek the pengantin dh bgn n me wif kak sya2(the pengantin) menyiapkan lg sovenier tok vip2 n her frends
(iklan~im wearing inai d 3 jari kri n 2 jari knan..teruje beb teruje sbb dh betahun x pki)
sepanjang belangsung nye pekahwinan..
aku n adik bz sendri or syok sendri
hoho
yala..
spupu spapat kami pompuan 6 dr 16 org..
kak long dh kawen n sibok jage anak
kak syasya tgh kawen
fatin n jiha kcil lg tok menolong
then..kesimpulannye aku ngn adik je la yg free..
dok kesane dok kesini menolong..
ramai jugak kawan kak sya dtg
antarenye yg aku beminat nk becte hehe..
melati..
shez came alone..tekejut aku..hehe sbbnye aku lupe die pn 1 of the kak sya's frend..
time tu aku br tehengat aku x jmpt langsung cik shaleen..
hoho
n dgn selengeknye aku tye melati
"dtg sorang je?mane syed?"
then ckap3..
lasly b4 die blek aku cume sempat ckap kim slm kluarge(pointed to ur family ek shaleen :P)
hohohoho
pudin pn ade..lily pn ade..kak jai pn ade..haa hambek..2 sume bekas2 "madu" aku..errkkk

on sunday~ on wedding day @ abg zaha's house
at laz me n adik force to pegi anta pengantin..
but we blek awal coz im rushing to blek kl..
then..
ejat same y n another frend ijal came..
bedoa aku c ejat tu dtg umah..
tgk umah aku..
haa..
tgk la umah pusake ku itu..


okey..
dh nk stp menulis...
nk melayari myspace,frenster same facebook plak..

*kak eyna kate bau perfume org 2 kali x bek or sumting like bedose...tp masalhnye kak eyna bau die mlekat je kat idung ella..uuuwaaa!!!!bedoa aku bedoa!!!!*

miss u la kakak syg..ble mau trun mmu blanje sektariat...hahhaa

hoho..

mende alah ni aku copy dr intan...

br teingt stelah kian lame die suh aku mengisinye..

sekian time kaseh


1) What is the most important thing in your life?
mama papa adik2 n moneyyy :P

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
nasi ayam sayur rm3.60

3) Where do you wish to get married?
i dont mind


4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
25-28

5) Are you in love?
hopelessly yer kot..arr sgt complicated

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
at citrasa in wangse maju wif sya n wani

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
saye x bli buku :D

8)What is your full name?
shaznoor shafilaz saharuddin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
both

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
erkkkk

11) Christina or Britney?
prefer christina

12) Do you do your own laundry?
4 sure

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
china

14) Hugs or kisses?
both

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

1-shez matured n sgt cute
2-shez younger than me
3-shez a so-so responsible person
4-shez very kindly n frendly person
5shez de person like to say bab*

16)8 things I am passionate about:
1-sleep
2-foods
3-music
4-money
5-camera
6-laptop/pc/ineternet
7-clothes
8-tv

17)8 things I say too often:
1-embah mu
2- hepp
3-ceyy
4-bedoa aku
5- aloooo
6- alamak
7- saje jek
8-errrkkk

18)8 books I’ve read recently:
saye sgt kurang membace buku

19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1- bau~ warkah
2- regina spektor~ the call
3-switchfoot~ this is home
4- rainie yang~ai mei (ost devil beside u)
5- anna nalick~ breath
6- buckcherry~ sorry
7- rainie yang~ ideal lover
8- m2m- the day u went away


20)8 things I learned last year:
1- i learnt how to live alone
2- i learnt how to accept others word
3- i learnt that i cant kept,i cant do all things on my own
4- 1st love wasnt that good
5- not to trust sum1 100%
6- i learnt how to appreciate people that concerned of me
7- i knew that bukan sume lelaki same
8- i learnt

ngantok weh!!!!
tlg!!!!
bedoa aku skang ni kat ofis
takotnye boz masuk japg
aduh bedoa lg aku kang...
huk3..
takottttt
ok dh
seblom aku d sergah oleh org2 len
bek aku off tenet
daaaa

aminnnnnn
syukurrr sgttt
kak noni the accountant i told b4 said im gonna get my allowance yeay!!!!!
syg kak noni sesgt!!! thts wat i said to her..
i donno either its a jujur phase or not...
but i really appreciate it...
she asked whether laz month allowance i wanna take today or end of this month
but i decided to amek end of dis month..
nmpk banyak skit allowance aku
haha
i dont mind bape2 pn jd la asal ade..
coz im gonna pay bnyk bende kot..
haihhhh
x tau la nk ckap syukor nye cmni..
neway..
arini early in the morning lg when i submit my 4 weeks nye reports...
sudah kne sound same itu kakak secetari...
she said i always went out whithout telling her..
mak ai..
trun bawah kjap pn kne repot ek..
mampos weh mampos lame2 kje kat sini
bkan protokol yg banyak...
tp pantang larang..
seb bek im only intern for 3 blan sengah..
klo x bole jd gile wehhh
x tau la aku yg degil sgt ke x tau undang2 ofis..
ato ofis ni mmg ngade2 nye lebe..
haihhh
ni la klo kje company majoriti mlayu...
leceh...kot

walopepn thanx bangat same LARAS..
same uncle hamka..
same kak noni..
rezki ku rezki kamu sume juge..
daaaaa

aku kadang2 angau ok..
sum1 asked me lunch juz now..
tp nmpknye mase x sesuai lg..
at the end 'die' lunched wif abg aki n me bungkus je same kak ipah..
feewwwiiitttt
gile aku
gile!!!!

salam to all

we are on month rajab

therefore let prepare our heart for fasting month

and make strong relationship among all of us

make your heart pure from all anger and hate

make your eyes clean from sin

regards

mohammad.....

i copied it from my email...


1st~ im not prepare 4 the becoming fasting yet..

2nd~ ganti few days cuti for laz year fasting pn x lg...

3rd~ make a strong relationship wif sum1 still in progress..haha

4~ but im feel likes im gonna ilang sum1 jugak kot :(...he keeps on silencing his word...

5~ still keep on make a strong relationship too among peoples around me..especially
officemates..errkkk

6~ because of my becoming period..so my feelings is not so bagus..quite sensitif i guess..but the
mode still under control...

7~ still trying to avoid sum of my anger n hate feelings through sum1,sum2,sum3,sum 4 n so on
arghhh!!!

8~ at the moment..my eyes,my hands maseh lg terjge...but my mouth,my ears starting make
their own sins...eiyhhh..tensen ok..


tq wat mase ni...
bedoas aku

my routine songs

every single day since aku intern kat ofis ni...
wajib songs aku adela sepeti beikot..:

BAU- WARKAH
AGNES MONICA- MATAHARIKU
RAINIE YANG- AI MEI (DEVIL BESIDE U OST)
BUCKCHERRY- SORRY
3 DAYS GRACE- NEVER TOO LATE


dh x tau dh lagu ape mau didngr...
hehe
neway..
i'd already get my permission from uncle hamka to attend simod class on thursday...
sgt bagus...
hope theres no problem occur..


lazly...
hepy bifday abg cha...
missing my cousin sorang ni...

1.Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
~ mine n adik
.
2. What time do you go to bed?
~ since intern ni @ 11 saye dh tido
.
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
~ chating ngn pacik spastik
.
4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
~ adik
.
5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need emotional help?
~ usually adik n eisya
.
6. What's on your mind just now?
~ cpat la bsok..mau blek joho
.
7.what did you do last night?
~'besms..watched gossip girl
.
8. With whom do you wanna have fun?
~ any1..
.
9. When was the last time you went out?
~ juz now..bought for lunch
.
10. What do you hate the most for now?
~ sum of probs..
.
11. When was the FIRST time you slept alone?
~ cant recall la
.
12. What things do you want to do now?
~ not sure..quite blur now
.
13. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
~ working at my intern place
.
14. Colors that make you feel cute?
~ cute??...hm yellow kot
.
15. Most favorite/important things for you?
~ my fon..my purse..my cam..my laptop
.
16. What was the last thing you bought?
~ my lunch
.
17. Miss someone?
~ x tau la sape
.
18. Are you a coffee addict?
~ x really
.
19. Are you satisfied with your life right now?
~ x ok..
.
20. Would you share a glass of water with a friend?
~ sure..
.
21.When was the last time you ate seafood?
~ kat bagan lalang laz sem
.
22. Ever had a food fight?
~ hm? wat for
.
23. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
~ usually nasi lemak
.
24.Lost a friendship over something stupid?
~ nope...
.
25. Been really depressed before?
~ yup..sgt2
.
26. What's your favorite food?
~ x taula..blasah je sume
.
27.Cried in front of your classmates?
~ nope..
.
28.Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in high school?
~ high school...cant remember r
.
29. Did you ever cheat during an exam?
~ haha..pnah kot..
.
30. Is kissing normal for our age?
~ its x ok but its normal la kot..heeee

pg ni gayenye both boz tiade d ofis..
everybody keep doing their own work
which is surfing intenet.. so do i..hoho
tp aku sambil2 la membuka file sketch up
n fotoshop aku...

neway..im still doing the same pojek iaitu
terrace houses in batang kali..im design the
interior which is in 3D..bape kali kne tuka
dh ni..so the conclusion at the moment..
im not a good penasihat of the interior..
hehe

next..
wanna talk bout working here in laras..
good environment wif a quality works n
workers..but the communication n the
sociality quite x bez..theres puak2 ok
itu x pe..but working wif mostly malays
around n kakak2..aduihhh..ckap sume dgn
nade sindiran..it was like we'r staff kne
bodek2..hoho.mmg x la..klo dh aku idup x
de pasaan..klo aku bek tu mmg bek..klo x
tego tu sbb aku x de pasaan...

lg1..
nk ckap sumting sedey ni..aku x dpt elaun
intern here..tlg la..aku study swasta ok
mahal n my intern subjek beharge rm600..
then ur company pn swasta ok..
pojek juta2..but the akauntan told me wat
" theres noting mention in ur intern letter
that company have to pay the allowance to
u..n kak faez(secetary) called ur mmu n
'pacik azhar' tu said tepulang to company
nk kasi or x" theres another dialogue yg
wat aku rse tensen sgt "lgpn..our company
x de la nk sgt student practical ni..tp
dsbabkan they want to intern here kami
tepakse trime.."
tok kali ke 3 aku nk ckap WTF..
aku bukan yg ske2 nk mak2i hamun..
tp aku nk ckap i dont like org pt raje ok
sbb tu until now i juz can b bezfrend wif pai,
zu,awin,lala,ema..
org len mmg gudbye..arhh!!!
pt raje mmg dunie capitalis..
evendo u oredy worked outside from the pt raje
but the mind/brain still there..hehhh
so skang ni..aku mlas nk pk bout the elaun..
ske ati la nk kasi ke x..
asal aku kje..siapkan kje..rajin2 kje..sudey!!
lg pn aku pk..slame ni papehal aku direct ngn
bos..npe pelu aku kesa kan mulut org2 bawah ni
haihhh..
(but sadnessly to say..bek aku intern kat pt raje,
kat ithho klo aku tau x de elaun cmni..at liz
aku duk umah free,makan free kat joho..sumpah
sedey :((...)


dugaan..
kadang2 bile kne cmni..time btol2 memelukan
duit cmni..masalh yg betimbe2..nk salah kan
sape ek?
bole ke salah kn takdir..?
hanye ucapan saba3...
and i keep on encourage myself saba kakak..
saba!!!!

yeay!!!
wat mase ni saye tlah menerai tok menulis d tag dialog saye..
dan berjaye...
hoho...

maaf...
ni antare 2 dr 4 gamba yg en fitri edit kan...
skian time kasehs...

hoho
lazly...
dpt jugak aku mengepost 4-4 entry yg aku utang kan itu...
x de la ssh2 nnt aku asik kne bace blek d note pad sahaje...
ok daaaa...

siyes aku tngah malu skang ni..tlg3!!!:D :D :D

haihh..mesti org ckap aku ngah gile skang ni..lg2 adik..dh die je dok tgk aku sengih2 malu2 sorang dri..tlg3...aku sgt malu lg..aku se cm muke aku asik merah tahan malu je skang ni..errrkk..its like a dream..sweet dream mayb :)yg pasti aku sgt3 ngah malu

* donno wat will happen after dis(who knows)..really hope theres no regret n theres no 2nd sadness will gonna b

hepy bifday my mr pap (mif)-aku x de credit mau sms..byeeee


sunday:15 jun 200811:10 AMvenue : modeston CM

ok..arini aku xtend lg blek kl..hoho.ksian sya..aku janji mau teman die d mmu..maaf.aku skang brade dlm posisi tenat..bgitu juge ngn family ku..:( kewangan x bgitu menyenangkan..sunggo aku tgh x brape tenang skang ni..adoiy..cube mencr tmpat mengosongkan pkran tp amat la ssh..kpale aku brat sgt dh ni dgn masalh duit3 hukkk..haihh..hm 2 b continue la kot..mud dh ilang, pale aku dh saket blek..:(( :(( :((

rabu:11.06.082:24 pm

arini pas zoho aku akan mengikuti rombongan nikah abg zali ke muar..hez my bezfrend-lala eldest bro..masuk kali ni dh 3 times aku p nikah org..turn aku lak x tau lg bile..hehe..lg1..skang ni maseh lg musim org kawen..yg kebanyakan sebaye dgn aku pn ramai dh tunang n kawen..klo x pn,kawan2 bek aku sendri masing2 dh de bf..usung ke sane kemari p kenduri2 skeliling..hoho...saye???errkkk!!!x coment..nk kasi mama papa idup senang goyang kaki dlu br pk or otw tu ade pn xde hal..mcm pribahse tu "smbl menyelam minum air" hehe..tp dgn syarat..tolong la jgn smpi nyusahkan idup aku wat kali ke2..haisshh
neway,gaknye umah anne(future kakak ipar lala) dekat muar tu kat ne ek?aku mau msg wani nnt bile smpi sane..mane tau dekat..rindu same wani!!hoho
ok la.kat cafe ni..mau smbng tlg papa cuci2 pinggan..
*aku tgh cuak klo2 kenduri lala sok sum1 bring his gefen skali..erk tlg la slamatkan aku.xnk2 jmp die..over!!!*


friday : 6th june 2008

skarang ni betempat d tingkat 12 apatmen adik dgn berview kan kondo dan pool yg besa cipan serte banglo2 besa,juge bangunan yg tggi di barat dan timo..yg pasti aku x nmpk kl tower ngn klcc even umah ni d pinggiran bandar krane umah adik memblakangkan 'mreke'...
yep i still here in kl even mmu dh ampir 1 week cuti..ini adelah krane boboy n fatin dtg becuti d sni..skang ni mreke sedang sonok bangat bermandian d pool bawah walopon jam menunjukan sudah kepukul 2 sengah...adoiyyy ntah bile aku bole klua ni..1st i have to pay abg sab's fon bil @ celcom centre in jln smarak kot (sumpah xtau jln)...2nd i have to find any rhb bank to bank in duit sewe umah adik (mmg mati lg skali sbb xtau juge)
hm sosene yg amat tenang ni sepetinye medatangkan berbagai2 idea tok aku menulis..a.k.a aku se relax skit slpas 2 ari kepenatan mlayan adik2 yg kcik ni yg mcm budak skola rendah lg..hoho..aku ade 2 weeks lg tok cuti..tp hakikatnye a week je lg coz 9 jun mayb aku kne rushing blek kl smule got to setel down my intern place,fees,umah mak yong lg..neway..my design2 tok sek@mmu..sunggo aku x rehat lg..hoho
bakal memulekan intern aku in wangse maju at uncle hamka's company is not easy..semakin ari aku semakin takot..x pnah bepengalaman bekeje ofis..dgn sosene ofis.bagaimane nnt ngn ofismate..dgn boz..adoiyyy siyes takot..mase aku cmne la nnt sbb yg aku dgr company tu sgt la bz sbb its a akitekcer company..bole ke aku bg mase..speseli tk jawatan aku dlm multimedia in sektariat..i hope adhal can understand n help me more..hehe..arap2 die bek saje tok bekejesame ngn aku..:D
haihhh..banyak nye pk skang ni..semakin ari idup semakin ssh..xtau la care aku bagi mase ni btol x..i hope the time will be change soon..sbb aku letey kot dgn sosene skang ni..but these the way yg aku nk..bz3..bia x yah pk mende bukan2 sgt..dan ayat kukuh yg aku pegang skang ni " im finally getting better, n now i picking up the pieces" walopon cmtu..fobia ku maseh ade lg ok...
aneway..sumting weird happened..erkk or mayb its a nice dream..haha who knows..i'll keep it sndri sudey..aku sendri x pcaye ngn ape yg blaku apetah lg org len..heeee..now im starting thinking of "him"...adoiy angau ke ape ke aku x tau la...tp yg pasti aku x mau arap lebe2..
x saba mau blek joho ahad ni..rindu sgt3 kat mama papa..sepanjang drang bz 2 mnggu ni aku x blek2 pon tlg mreke..apetah lg menunai kan nazar ku..haihh bile ni..aku maseh lom ttap pendirian lg ni tok meneruskan niat aku...takot sgt..takot tuhan tarik blek kang..besides,ape salahnye menunaikan nazar aku sbb seseorg kan..hehe (siyes aku mabuk skang ni)
eisya..gaknye dh blek n9 blek x die ek..9 jun ni die blek mmu smule tok showcase presiden..n aku juga mayb akan blek same tok tman sya n setelkan kje2 aku... siyes aku bangge gile huda ngn sya tepilih tok tu..2-2 rumate ku..aku arap sgt intern ni aku dpt blaja sumting yg bole wat aku brubah menjadi seseorg yg lebe rajin cos aku nk sgt jd cm sya n huda..if 1 day nnt huda ade bace blog ni..honestly even kite x penah serapat mane tp 3 tahun berumate, ella sgt2 la senang dgn huda n sikit sebnyak im gonna b missing u jugak nnt..jgn lupe kawen jemput n doala la ella kaye b4 huda n sya grade..i'll buy a bouquet of flowers to u...hoho sbgi tande syg..hehe
tok sya..i'll b prepare tok blaja idup sendri jugak pasni..sbbnye lpas ni sya dh kje n bile2 je kami bole tepisah...4 years idup ngn die bnyk bende,bnyk kenangan,bnyk pengajaran,bnyk pelajaran yg aku blaja..btol la ayat bob..kat U ni la kite blaja erti idup..mcm2..klo ain kate aku tgglkan die sbb sya honestly 3 sku ade btolnye..certain people anggap aku lebe kan sya 100% btol..COZ she knows me better than other..she helps me alot than other..only she knows when im in need..only she there bile aku btol2 ssh..n only she here to share all kind of things wif me..even shez in probs she still thinking of me..tp tu sume ssh aku nk luah or petahankan kat org len sbb mreke xtau kot situasi kami..yg aku bole jawab hanye dgn senyuman...heeee..dan aku pcaye certain people like cik M,cik W,cik N, cik H pasti stuju ngn kate2 akukan...hehe..coz drang tau sya camane jugak..andai kate plik or sumting like "apehal" bg org len...honestly shez my IDOLA
okey..tuka topik..nk ckap sal sektariat..aku diletakan dlm multimedia..ok kot..siyesly jawatan tu agak brat..tp aku yakin dgn dri ku..hehe..laz sunday until tuesday we had our hicom binding discussion d bagan lalang..wat mase ni aku se ok kot kebanyakan mreke yg teplih..hope it still ok smpi bile2..walopon aku x bape rapat ngn mreke2 tp aku se mreke bole dibawe bekejesame..o lg1..ape yg mreke tulis tok 1st impression mreke pd aku tu btol la kot..i admit..hehei need time to harmoni kan dri aku ngn mreke act..but ok la..i'll try..seketariat kali ni d monopoli oleh org2 ganu gak..kebetulan laz even kami d trengganu so kebanyakan dr mreke bekelayakan tok diplih dlm sektariat...n mayb ketue pengarah org tengganu kot..haha
ok la..mau makan sat.adik2 dh lapa3!!!
lazly..still waiting sum1 msg me..mane die kah? lame btol recover tired or mayb tido die..its ok..still can patiencely (btol ke spelling ni..lupe :P) waiting...daaaaa

jumaat:30 mei 2008@3.40 pm

venue: modeston central market

laz nite went to celebrate deng's bif yg dh belalu semnggu yg lpas...
we watched get smart casting by anne hathway dan sape ntah aku lupe...
then went to william SS23 makan besa...
wow!!!
sgt mahal nk mampos makan d situ tp puas ati sbb banyak...
aku share makan nasi goreng ketam ~ 20 hinggit dan minum ribena spesel~3 hinggit (sbb die kcil)besame intan tu pn maseh x abes jugak...
abg sab ate nan chis mozarela...
me+intan, idang, ida ate the nasi goreng
mada hawaiian kot
deng nasi goreng kg...
mmg puas ati kot tgk sume nye..
but honestly hehe...
aku lebe suke murni SS2 kot
heeeee
maaffff

ok
arus pegi...
alwin udah smpi
daaaa

http://www.san3design.blogspot.com/

hehe...
act aku nk letak link di atas dekat friends link aku..
tp memikirkan aku x tye 'die' lg or kate len without his permission x kan suke2 aku nk letak kan..
tp lg...
tok menyenangkan aku salu membuke web tesebut juge sambil2 mempromotkan 'die' punye 'proposal'...
so aku post kat entry ni je la k...
hehe
maaf ye ncik n tq...

1.SAY SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
= fobia beb smpi skang

2. FAVE SONG FOR NOW
= agnes monica-matahariku
3 Days Grace - Never too late

3. FAVE TV SHOW FOR NOW?
= for now ezora n sinderelela kot haha

4. MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU BOUGHT WITH
YOUR MONEY?
= x tau la

5. YOSI OR BEER
= neither

6. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LAST NIGHT
= dinner wif abg sab n deng @ maliz

7. HAVE YOU EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH A
FRIEND?
= hahaha..x tau la nk jawab..im not sure yet :D

9. WHAT SONG IS CURRENTLY PLAYING?
= Warkah - BAU OST Sindarela

10. DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND
=ramai..saye sgt syg mreke

11. CRUSH
= nope

12. WHICH DO YOU PREFER JOLLIBEE OR
MCDO?
=.maaf..mende alah ape tu

13. FAVE SPORT?
= swimming

14. EVER BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART?
= yup mayb

15. EVER HAD YOUR HEART'S BROKEN?
= yup..hoping tu la 1st n laz

16. WHAT DID YOU DO TO THE PERSON
WHO BROKE YOUR HEART?
= noting

17. ANY PROBLEM?
= yup..money3!!!!

18. LAST PERSON YOU KISS?
= adik

19. WHAT YOU DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
= krok2 tido

20. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU
WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
= deng n abg sab @ maliz

21. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE
WEARING NOW?
= hijo coklet

22. THE LAST THING YOU DID?
= modelling at skecap

23. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEM:
= my mineral
= henfon
= money

24. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
= ntah

25. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
= x smpi 30 kot

26. HOW'S LIFE?
= bz kje dpt mengilangkan tensen d kpale

27. HIP HOP or EMO?
=either

28. WHAT WILL YOU DO NEXT WEEKEND?
= blek umah adi amek baju

30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
TALKED TO YOUR BESTFRIEND?
= mcm laz week..

31. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED
YOU?
= nset~ bob
ym ~ ejat

32. WHERE DID YOU HAVE YOUR DINNER
LASTNIGHT?
= maliz

33. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
= haha..suprise yg sgt wat aku sedey tahap cipan..malu beb

34. LAST THING YOU BORROWED FROM
YOUR FRIENDS?
= tlekong..sbb tlekong ku dlm kete tetnggl

35. WHAT WILL BE YOUR WEDDING SONGS
INCASE YOU GET MARRIED??
= apekah..x nah tepk lg

36. WHY IS THAT?
= blom nk pk

37. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
= apekah...

38. WHO KNOWS YOUR SECRET?
= mostly adik n eisya

39. THEY KEEP YOUR SECRET?
= sgt2

40. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
= yup..myself :((

41.THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO
SAD?
= skang ni maseh lg..my tears still pending ok

42. WHAT IS YOUR WISH FOR
TOMORROW?
= dh give up nk wish2 bole x :(

br teingt...
aku utang blogger 3 entry yg x aku sempat2 upload kan kat blogger ni..
nanti yaaaaa

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petikan di atas sending by sum1 waktu aku tgh btol2 ssh ati skang ni...:((

sumpah aku letey sgt beberape arini
banyak sgt bende menimpe..
aku nk nangis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(namun air mate aku maseh lg pending)
oh TUHAN...:((

ok
sudah kepukul 5...
aku suda rase x slese karena aku sedang berbendera merah 2 ari ni
banyak plak tu
ckup 14 bendera die naek
so aku se sgt x slese
prot aku maseh bersakit sakitan tp x de la seteruk smlm
akan tetapi pejalananye mcm air tejun
aduhhhh
dh la japg mau ke care4 dlu tok membank in kan duit adik br blek umah
ni pn x tau lg mau blek pkul bape
sbbnye mau tgk ezora arini dan kak ipah(kakak seofis yg beasal dr klantan) mengajak ku mnonton d ofis
hoho
casangan yg bgus
hm tetapi juge sum1 asking me out 2nite teman die ke putrajaya jmp boz die
adoiyyyy
aku bole ye kan lak memikikan boring
tetapi hakikatnye aku mcm mls dh :D
dan dh 3 ari aku kje ni rutin aku pegi kje blek tido
pegi kje blek tido
tgk tv pn ade la paling lame pn sejam
ok
arap2 mR n x cr saye mlm ni tok teman die
maleh plak dan x slese kot
:D
ok la
nk smbng wat kje lg
arini bos(es) xde sehari
sunggo relax skit
daaaaaa

arini aku mengalami masalah lg...:(
perlu ke cte..?
bukan malu bukan x perlu..
tp x pe la simpan sendri
siyes aku ngah sedey sgt3
pasti mlm ni aku x dpt tido lg
br mlm td aku dpt tido dgn nyenyak nye
haihhh
nmpknye mase maseh cemburu kat aku tok aku betenang
ke takdir senanye yg cemburu
ato tidak ketenangan tu balasan selamenye...
:(( :(( :((
haihhh
x pe la
aku lebe slese besusah sendri
1 je aku mntk
tlg la nk sush kan pn ssh kan aku je TUHAN
jgn la ssh kan mama papa lg
:(( :(( :((
aku sanggup...
sanggup sgale ape aku tanggung tp bukan mama papa yg dh lame sgt bersusah-susah
siyes aku letey sgt ari ni mengukir senyuman..belagak tenang
hakikatnye aku x saba nk keseorangan sbb aku nk nangis sgt2

dengarlah matahari ku

suara tangisan aku

ku bersedih

kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

ucapkan matahari ku

puisi tentang hidupku

tentang aku

yang tak mampu

manaklukan waktu

skang sedang besiap sedie mau ngemas brg mau beangkat ke kl...
mayb dlm 2 mlm ni i'll sleep at adik's house...
rindu bangat same die...
theres 1 week lg aku kat mmu ni
n aku akan becuti 3 weeks for dis semester
but...
plan or pogrem sudah tesenarai...
adoiyyy
wat i hope is at liz 2 weeks aku dpt lepak kat umah besame family...
besides...
dh beberape bulan i dont get enuf rest (tok otak ni) n sleep (tok badan ni)
seems petengahan jun i'll start my intern kat wangse maju...
so aku nk abes kan cuti ni sebaik mungkin sbb aku tau when the intern start aku akan lg bz...
ok...
nk jangok jap...
daaa....

*jangok= melawa/melaram...its tengganu's word act...br dgr smlm

p/s: smlm wif deng, idang n abg sab watched 2nd narnia...sory to sape2 yg tetggl tu...hehe...neway nk btau cte die bez...hoho...rugi x tgk kat wayng...but dont ever watch it at mines...pressure ok...dh mcm pasa malam...so noisy wif many weird sounds...haaaihhh!!!siyes bengang...

saye nk cuppycakes dr reem pliz!!!!!
sempat mkan 3 biji je...
huk3...
sgt sedap x hengat!!!!
nk3!!!!!

*nk cr y! reem ni...nk ngecek cup cakes lg :d...heee