ni aku mengepost 2 entry yg x lpas2...
nk save lame dlm laptop mlas..
so aku post je skang..

sunday 2:16PM apatmen sri jati


woke up @ 12..kelethan hasil pulang lewat mlm td @ 4 am..lepak d hartamas besame sekawanan "artis"...

today we staying at house relax2..adik amek cuti arini..plan mau mnonton d pavi..but at the end kami mengalami masalah malas tahap cipan tok klua..mayb ptg kot aku pulang ke wangse maju..


wahhhh
sok suda senin..laju btol..ahirnye sudah sebulan aku intern..got 2 months lg kot nk abes..skenye..x saba nk masuk blaja blek..hm..kje pn bes gak..tp x tau npe aku se rindu sgt nk study..


mcm2 dugaan act aku dpt sepanjang bekeje d laras..tp ok la..still under cotrol..kadang2 tensen gak..but :D..ari2 ade je smangat aku tok p kje sbb tuttt..hehee..arap2 die x jd resign la bulan ni..heeee


next..aku mule curious ngn sum1..xtau ape masalahnye tp aku mule rse x sdap ati..i donno..but if ape yg aku pk tu btol..the memory gonna b our nitemare.haihhh..sumpah x tau camne ni..if really sumting bad happen between us..saye btol3 x tau camne lame2 nnt..sumpah takot..takot nk bedepan..haihh..kadang2 mls nk pk..kadang2 buat2 x tau..kadang2 mmg mcm x de pasaan..tp hakikatnye..saye takot sgttttt :(


im gonna b bekejesame wif intan for sek@mmu kedah..she was the dir n im the ass dir..hope x de pape masalah wif the position sbb kami same2 hicom but yg pasti both of us will make our sek@mmu kedah gempak2...heeeee...tq intan..syg ko!!!!




next entry...
mlm ni laptop kepunyaan aku suda
hehehe
ksian adik past bosan tiade bunyi2 corong speaker d umah...
br saje menerime call from eisya..
hoho die wif wani on the way jmput aku
yeay!!!
rindu bangat same wani..

arini aku blek agak awal walopon kje agak banyak..
mcm mls je nk OT2
hehe
lgpn penyemangat tiade
awal2 lg suda pulang
hehehe


dis week aku dsajikan dgn kje2 yg same lg..
umah cik tunku tu lg..
nmenye tepakse drasiekan krane aku takot sok luse tuan nye bdan tebace blog ni
mampos aku..
maklumla die cucu raje..
bedoa aku satg masuk jel..
bedoa aku..mntk2 dijaokan..
haihhh
siyesly..
bekje dgn org2 bedarjat ni amat letey ok...
act blom amat lg
tp dr ape yg aku tgk oleh staff2 len
pd mreke ksian ella kne wat kje cik tunku tu..
br ku tau bukan sume anak2 cucu raje ni mcm dlm fairy tale storey
indah blake..
songehnye mak aii
tu 1 hal..
ayat2 mreke sunggo kasa
bedoa aku sok p kje klo cik wan pn ngamok ngn aku klo2 die bace emel cik tunku tu ngn bakal tuanku tu
sory to say
bukan nk mrendah2kan org len
tp 2 la akikatnye upeye bekeje ngn org2 kaye..
hmmm

next..
hoho
aku rindu same kak eyna..
dh lame aku x mluahkan keindahan ari2ku skang ni
mayb shez too bz wif her work n bf kot
hahahah
heee
ade bnyak sgt bende2 yg menggelabahkan tejd keblakangan ni d ofis
hehehe
siyes maluuu weh maluuu


ok got to go
nk siap2
syg2 ku sya n wani akan smpi to fetch me up p makan kot..


lazly..
sum1 still bz wif his work
x tau la if 1 day nnt sumting bad gonna happen between us..
haihhh
aku riso sgt..
tp mls nk mengarap..
klo dh nmenye lelaki..
saba jela..
daaaaa

much2 more apologize to mR g...

im suppose to attend a programme today but im really2 forgot bout it..


yg sebenanye sye dh ingt smlm..tp pg2 sye col awak x angkat..sye msg awak x reply..i dont noe whether awak tgah bz,tgh tido ato awak tgh beseronok main air :P..ok x pe..sye tggu awak smpi mlm td..eh x..smpi awal pg tp x de jugak respon..so sye decide tok col awak pg2 siang..sye set alarm tp sye x dgr hapepon..yg sye dgr bunyi ring tone..mamai2 pale sye tgk name awak on the screen dan dgn besalahnye sye angkat sbb jam sudah menunjukkan lebe dr pkul 8 sengah..bedoa aku..siyes aku lupe..haihhh...sye btol2 maaf sbb sye dh janji b4 mau join..erkkk maaf sgttt



laz nite lepak kat hartamas..
kje bedoa je la aku mlm td..

1st-1st nek kete je aku dh tekejot brok abg angkat alin tu dak mmu fit student..(bedoa je la aku klo kite jmp kat mmu nnt ke aku rase die yg akan bedoa nnt tgk aku appearance aku..hehe)

2nd- ni lg bedoa..dtg sorang mamat ni duk seblah2 meje aku..mak aihh..nk pengsan aku..nk je pegi kat die n ckap "sye ari2 x pnah miz tgk adreen dlm ezora..arrr!!!bedoa aku..mmg mate ni nek juling dh tgk mr fezrol khan d depan aku..bedoa aku bedoa..

3rd- @ 3am we moved to bestari plak..dgn sengal2 nye aku bejalan..aku duduk..aku glak2..tp aku rse de sorang mamat ni aku mcm knal je..duk tgk2..haa!!hamek ko!!bedoa lg aku..jgnkn dak mmu..1 coz lg..cume die batch chym n majoring len..mmg bedoa lg la aku..hoho..mesti mamat ni x cye tgk aku..salu jmp kat mmu len je..skali jmp kat luo len..


aduihhhh..sye bukan seorang yg hipokrit..hakikatnye dri sye ade lah bile anda bejmp sye d lua..itu la sye..tp kadang2 sye seorang yg kne menyesuaikan dri mengikut tmpat dan mase yg sesuai..x slahkan..mmg pning la pale mama papa tgk aku..sepatah kate mama kakak idup dlm 2 alam..itula sye..kadang2 bedoa aku..seram jugak pk kan ape org kate nnt..tp aku pk as long aku x nah mengganggu org..x nah mempertikaikan org, mau pn menilai org dh ckup..mcm pepatah ni..uko baju d badan sendri..dan stakat ni alhamdulillah sume menerimeku seadenye..thx n syg mreke2..



*sye syg bangat same miss E yg sentese menerimeku seadenye juge menjd rumate,soulmate,brainmate,coz mate,dan sgalemate yg bek buat dri sye...

*sye juge syg bangat same miss I(kwn br sye) yg sentese menjd teman,menjd pendengar,menjd penasihat,menjd dir :P juge yg sentese iklas besahabat dgn saye..

*sye syg dan rindu bangat3 same jaja!!!!

*sye syg miss H,kakak sorang ni yg sentese mengalah dan membantu sye sebnyak mungkin..

*juge syg same miss W sye yg lurus sorang ni..

sunday ~ 2:26 pm @ CM

lets talk a lil bit of SINDARELA

laz nite was the ending episode for dis season..
i guess there will b 2nd season (mayb)...

im quite touching wif the ending part..
but no so sedey la..
wat goes around comes around..
like zoela said..
all she wanted to hear had been admitted by hussein
but.."kelakian kau is not enuf for me"
perempuan...yg dh dihine (by her luvly man)
bole ke snang2 nk blek bek cmtu even his the only guy she luv..(thts 4 my opinion)
i like the ending..
i like those words..
i like the poem..
n i mostly like the phase of final part..

"kepada yang bercinta...
(especially me 4 the past 2 years)

cinta tidak semestinya bersatu..

apatah lagi cinta pertama.."


cinta pertama...
i believe it b4..
but after all..
its a mitos (thru my experience)


moge ia(cinta) tidak kembali lagi
~ pade die- cinta pertama ku ~ afiq

segalanya setakat menjadi kenangan terindah..


wallahualam
(kite hanya merancang dan TUHAN menentukan)


*2 be continue*

hm nk cte previous story yg agak klaka dan memalukan aku..

rsenye cm las week..
went lunch wif abg aki, abg hairi n ihsan..
mengape?
becoz kak ipah klua wif kak nurul went to DBKL setel kan drawing..
kak tin n kak ina ilang
kak siti went lunch wif kak fara..
so tggl la aku sorang then kami ber-lunch d HLA kiosk
1stly...
no choice.. i sat next to ihsan..
skit sebnyak pasti aku malu sbb aku sorang pompuan..
2nd...
i ate using my fingers sbb takot sumting bad happen if i use the sudu garpu..
3rd...
guess wat..
really sumting bad happened
ayam yg aku cubit menggunakn jari aku tu dgn kuah cili teplanting atas tgn ihsan!!!!
n mayb his cloth tp aku x sempat tgk
sumpah malu ok!!!!
aduhhh

n now..
sum1 saying me keep on looking at ihsan..
bedoa aku bedoa aku..

ok bye
nk tgk ezora mayb
or malas jugak...
mau tonton devil beside u sat

okey..
today on tuesday after 10 am im free oredy..
x de kje dh have to do coz my 2 pojek already submitted dis morning
lege skit..
now aku mcm kera sumbang (blasah gne je pribahase ni) sbb x de kje nk wat
laz nite im OT n went back at 11..
wahhhaha
dh mcm kje btol lak rasenye..
but its okey sbb blek awal pn x de mende nk wat..


26 n 27 of JULY
arrived at 12sumting (midnite) d pt raje on laz friday stret to umah kak syasya
sibuk sendri n sibuk begamba then went back earlier cos got to send zue blek plak..
awal2 lg suda kne ckap dgn cik halid b4 8am i have to dtg tlg2..
got many work to do

saturday morning at 8am~ on wedding day
aku dtg sorang
adik n fatin dtg kemudian
nk tau
when im arrived
theres no sore2..
theres no1 yg aku nmpk kat umah tu
lorrr
bongkang lg sumenye
hoho
seb bek the pengantin dh bgn n me wif kak sya2(the pengantin) menyiapkan lg sovenier tok vip2 n her frends
(iklan~im wearing inai d 3 jari kri n 2 jari knan..teruje beb teruje sbb dh betahun x pki)
sepanjang belangsung nye pekahwinan..
aku n adik bz sendri or syok sendri
hoho
yala..
spupu spapat kami pompuan 6 dr 16 org..
kak long dh kawen n sibok jage anak
kak syasya tgh kawen
fatin n jiha kcil lg tok menolong
then..kesimpulannye aku ngn adik je la yg free..
dok kesane dok kesini menolong..
ramai jugak kawan kak sya dtg
antarenye yg aku beminat nk becte hehe..
melati..
shez came alone..tekejut aku..hehe sbbnye aku lupe die pn 1 of the kak sya's frend..
time tu aku br tehengat aku x jmpt langsung cik shaleen..
hoho
n dgn selengeknye aku tye melati
"dtg sorang je?mane syed?"
then ckap3..
lasly b4 die blek aku cume sempat ckap kim slm kluarge(pointed to ur family ek shaleen :P)
hohohoho
pudin pn ade..lily pn ade..kak jai pn ade..haa hambek..2 sume bekas2 "madu" aku..errkkk

on sunday~ on wedding day @ abg zaha's house
at laz me n adik force to pegi anta pengantin..
but we blek awal coz im rushing to blek kl..
then..
ejat same y n another frend ijal came..
bedoa aku c ejat tu dtg umah..
tgk umah aku..
haa..
tgk la umah pusake ku itu..


okey..
dh nk stp menulis...
nk melayari myspace,frenster same facebook plak..

*kak eyna kate bau perfume org 2 kali x bek or sumting like bedose...tp masalhnye kak eyna bau die mlekat je kat idung ella..uuuwaaa!!!!bedoa aku bedoa!!!!*

miss u la kakak syg..ble mau trun mmu blanje sektariat...hahhaa

hoho..

mende alah ni aku copy dr intan...

br teingt stelah kian lame die suh aku mengisinye..

sekian time kaseh


1) What is the most important thing in your life?
mama papa adik2 n moneyyy :P

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
nasi ayam sayur rm3.60

3) Where do you wish to get married?
i dont mind


4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
25-28

5) Are you in love?
hopelessly yer kot..arr sgt complicated

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
at citrasa in wangse maju wif sya n wani

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
saye x bli buku :D

8)What is your full name?
shaznoor shafilaz saharuddin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
both

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
erkkkk

11) Christina or Britney?
prefer christina

12) Do you do your own laundry?
4 sure

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
china

14) Hugs or kisses?
both

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

1-shez matured n sgt cute
2-shez younger than me
3-shez a so-so responsible person
4-shez very kindly n frendly person
5shez de person like to say bab*

16)8 things I am passionate about:
1-sleep
2-foods
3-music
4-money
5-camera
6-laptop/pc/ineternet
7-clothes
8-tv

17)8 things I say too often:
1-embah mu
2- hepp
3-ceyy
4-bedoa aku
5- aloooo
6- alamak
7- saje jek
8-errrkkk

18)8 books I’ve read recently:
saye sgt kurang membace buku

19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1- bau~ warkah
2- regina spektor~ the call
3-switchfoot~ this is home
4- rainie yang~ai mei (ost devil beside u)
5- anna nalick~ breath
6- buckcherry~ sorry
7- rainie yang~ ideal lover
8- m2m- the day u went away


20)8 things I learned last year:
1- i learnt how to live alone
2- i learnt how to accept others word
3- i learnt that i cant kept,i cant do all things on my own
4- 1st love wasnt that good
5- not to trust sum1 100%
6- i learnt how to appreciate people that concerned of me
7- i knew that bukan sume lelaki same
8- i learnt

ngantok weh!!!!
tlg!!!!
bedoa aku skang ni kat ofis
takotnye boz masuk japg
aduh bedoa lg aku kang...
huk3..
takottttt
ok dh
seblom aku d sergah oleh org2 len
bek aku off tenet
daaaa

aminnnnnn
syukurrr sgttt
kak noni the accountant i told b4 said im gonna get my allowance yeay!!!!!
syg kak noni sesgt!!! thts wat i said to her..
i donno either its a jujur phase or not...
but i really appreciate it...
she asked whether laz month allowance i wanna take today or end of this month
but i decided to amek end of dis month..
nmpk banyak skit allowance aku
haha
i dont mind bape2 pn jd la asal ade..
coz im gonna pay bnyk bende kot..
haihhhh
x tau la nk ckap syukor nye cmni..
neway..
arini early in the morning lg when i submit my 4 weeks nye reports...
sudah kne sound same itu kakak secetari...
she said i always went out whithout telling her..
mak ai..
trun bawah kjap pn kne repot ek..
mampos weh mampos lame2 kje kat sini
bkan protokol yg banyak...
tp pantang larang..
seb bek im only intern for 3 blan sengah..
klo x bole jd gile wehhh
x tau la aku yg degil sgt ke x tau undang2 ofis..
ato ofis ni mmg ngade2 nye lebe..
haihhh
ni la klo kje company majoriti mlayu...
leceh...kot

walopepn thanx bangat same LARAS..
same uncle hamka..
same kak noni..
rezki ku rezki kamu sume juge..
daaaaa

aku kadang2 angau ok..
sum1 asked me lunch juz now..
tp nmpknye mase x sesuai lg..
at the end 'die' lunched wif abg aki n me bungkus je same kak ipah..
feewwwiiitttt
gile aku
gile!!!!

salam to all

we are on month rajab

therefore let prepare our heart for fasting month

and make strong relationship among all of us

make your heart pure from all anger and hate

make your eyes clean from sin

regards

mohammad.....

i copied it from my email...


1st~ im not prepare 4 the becoming fasting yet..

2nd~ ganti few days cuti for laz year fasting pn x lg...

3rd~ make a strong relationship wif sum1 still in progress..haha

4~ but im feel likes im gonna ilang sum1 jugak kot :(...he keeps on silencing his word...

5~ still keep on make a strong relationship too among peoples around me..especially
officemates..errkkk

6~ because of my becoming period..so my feelings is not so bagus..quite sensitif i guess..but the
mode still under control...

7~ still trying to avoid sum of my anger n hate feelings through sum1,sum2,sum3,sum 4 n so on
arghhh!!!

8~ at the moment..my eyes,my hands maseh lg terjge...but my mouth,my ears starting make
their own sins...eiyhhh..tensen ok..


tq wat mase ni...
bedoas aku

my routine songs

every single day since aku intern kat ofis ni...
wajib songs aku adela sepeti beikot..:

BAU- WARKAH
AGNES MONICA- MATAHARIKU
RAINIE YANG- AI MEI (DEVIL BESIDE U OST)
BUCKCHERRY- SORRY
3 DAYS GRACE- NEVER TOO LATE


dh x tau dh lagu ape mau didngr...
hehe
neway..
i'd already get my permission from uncle hamka to attend simod class on thursday...
sgt bagus...
hope theres no problem occur..


lazly...
hepy bifday abg cha...
missing my cousin sorang ni...

1.Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
~ mine n adik
.
2. What time do you go to bed?
~ since intern ni @ 11 saye dh tido
.
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
~ chating ngn pacik spastik
.
4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
~ adik
.
5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need emotional help?
~ usually adik n eisya
.
6. What's on your mind just now?
~ cpat la bsok..mau blek joho
.
7.what did you do last night?
~'besms..watched gossip girl
.
8. With whom do you wanna have fun?
~ any1..
.
9. When was the last time you went out?
~ juz now..bought for lunch
.
10. What do you hate the most for now?
~ sum of probs..
.
11. When was the FIRST time you slept alone?
~ cant recall la
.
12. What things do you want to do now?
~ not sure..quite blur now
.
13. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
~ working at my intern place
.
14. Colors that make you feel cute?
~ cute??...hm yellow kot
.
15. Most favorite/important things for you?
~ my fon..my purse..my cam..my laptop
.
16. What was the last thing you bought?
~ my lunch
.
17. Miss someone?
~ x tau la sape
.
18. Are you a coffee addict?
~ x really
.
19. Are you satisfied with your life right now?
~ x ok..
.
20. Would you share a glass of water with a friend?
~ sure..
.
21.When was the last time you ate seafood?
~ kat bagan lalang laz sem
.
22. Ever had a food fight?
~ hm? wat for
.
23. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
~ usually nasi lemak
.
24.Lost a friendship over something stupid?
~ nope...
.
25. Been really depressed before?
~ yup..sgt2
.
26. What's your favorite food?
~ x taula..blasah je sume
.
27.Cried in front of your classmates?
~ nope..
.
28.Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in high school?
~ high school...cant remember r
.
29. Did you ever cheat during an exam?
~ haha..pnah kot..
.
30. Is kissing normal for our age?
~ its x ok but its normal la kot..heeee

pg ni gayenye both boz tiade d ofis..
everybody keep doing their own work
which is surfing intenet.. so do i..hoho
tp aku sambil2 la membuka file sketch up
n fotoshop aku...

neway..im still doing the same pojek iaitu
terrace houses in batang kali..im design the
interior which is in 3D..bape kali kne tuka
dh ni..so the conclusion at the moment..
im not a good penasihat of the interior..
hehe

next..
wanna talk bout working here in laras..
good environment wif a quality works n
workers..but the communication n the
sociality quite x bez..theres puak2 ok
itu x pe..but working wif mostly malays
around n kakak2..aduihhh..ckap sume dgn
nade sindiran..it was like we'r staff kne
bodek2..hoho.mmg x la..klo dh aku idup x
de pasaan..klo aku bek tu mmg bek..klo x
tego tu sbb aku x de pasaan...

lg1..
nk ckap sumting sedey ni..aku x dpt elaun
intern here..tlg la..aku study swasta ok
mahal n my intern subjek beharge rm600..
then ur company pn swasta ok..
pojek juta2..but the akauntan told me wat
" theres noting mention in ur intern letter
that company have to pay the allowance to
u..n kak faez(secetary) called ur mmu n
'pacik azhar' tu said tepulang to company
nk kasi or x" theres another dialogue yg
wat aku rse tensen sgt "lgpn..our company
x de la nk sgt student practical ni..tp
dsbabkan they want to intern here kami
tepakse trime.."
tok kali ke 3 aku nk ckap WTF..
aku bukan yg ske2 nk mak2i hamun..
tp aku nk ckap i dont like org pt raje ok
sbb tu until now i juz can b bezfrend wif pai,
zu,awin,lala,ema..
org len mmg gudbye..arhh!!!
pt raje mmg dunie capitalis..
evendo u oredy worked outside from the pt raje
but the mind/brain still there..hehhh
so skang ni..aku mlas nk pk bout the elaun..
ske ati la nk kasi ke x..
asal aku kje..siapkan kje..rajin2 kje..sudey!!
lg pn aku pk..slame ni papehal aku direct ngn
bos..npe pelu aku kesa kan mulut org2 bawah ni
haihhh..
(but sadnessly to say..bek aku intern kat pt raje,
kat ithho klo aku tau x de elaun cmni..at liz
aku duk umah free,makan free kat joho..sumpah
sedey :((...)


dugaan..
kadang2 bile kne cmni..time btol2 memelukan
duit cmni..masalh yg betimbe2..nk salah kan
sape ek?
bole ke salah kn takdir..?
hanye ucapan saba3...
and i keep on encourage myself saba kakak..
saba!!!!

yeay!!!
wat mase ni saye tlah menerai tok menulis d tag dialog saye..
dan berjaye...
hoho...

maaf...
ni antare 2 dr 4 gamba yg en fitri edit kan...
skian time kasehs...

hoho
lazly...
dpt jugak aku mengepost 4-4 entry yg aku utang kan itu...
x de la ssh2 nnt aku asik kne bace blek d note pad sahaje...
ok daaaa...

siyes aku tngah malu skang ni..tlg3!!!:D :D :D

haihh..mesti org ckap aku ngah gile skang ni..lg2 adik..dh die je dok tgk aku sengih2 malu2 sorang dri..tlg3...aku sgt malu lg..aku se cm muke aku asik merah tahan malu je skang ni..errrkk..its like a dream..sweet dream mayb :)yg pasti aku sgt3 ngah malu

* donno wat will happen after dis(who knows)..really hope theres no regret n theres no 2nd sadness will gonna b

hepy bifday my mr pap (mif)-aku x de credit mau sms..byeeee


sunday:15 jun 200811:10 AMvenue : modeston CM

ok..arini aku xtend lg blek kl..hoho.ksian sya..aku janji mau teman die d mmu..maaf.aku skang brade dlm posisi tenat..bgitu juge ngn family ku..:( kewangan x bgitu menyenangkan..sunggo aku tgh x brape tenang skang ni..adoiy..cube mencr tmpat mengosongkan pkran tp amat la ssh..kpale aku brat sgt dh ni dgn masalh duit3 hukkk..haihh..hm 2 b continue la kot..mud dh ilang, pale aku dh saket blek..:(( :(( :((

rabu:11.06.082:24 pm

arini pas zoho aku akan mengikuti rombongan nikah abg zali ke muar..hez my bezfrend-lala eldest bro..masuk kali ni dh 3 times aku p nikah org..turn aku lak x tau lg bile..hehe..lg1..skang ni maseh lg musim org kawen..yg kebanyakan sebaye dgn aku pn ramai dh tunang n kawen..klo x pn,kawan2 bek aku sendri masing2 dh de bf..usung ke sane kemari p kenduri2 skeliling..hoho...saye???errkkk!!!x coment..nk kasi mama papa idup senang goyang kaki dlu br pk or otw tu ade pn xde hal..mcm pribahse tu "smbl menyelam minum air" hehe..tp dgn syarat..tolong la jgn smpi nyusahkan idup aku wat kali ke2..haisshh
neway,gaknye umah anne(future kakak ipar lala) dekat muar tu kat ne ek?aku mau msg wani nnt bile smpi sane..mane tau dekat..rindu same wani!!hoho
ok la.kat cafe ni..mau smbng tlg papa cuci2 pinggan..
*aku tgh cuak klo2 kenduri lala sok sum1 bring his gefen skali..erk tlg la slamatkan aku.xnk2 jmp die..over!!!*


friday : 6th june 2008

skarang ni betempat d tingkat 12 apatmen adik dgn berview kan kondo dan pool yg besa cipan serte banglo2 besa,juge bangunan yg tggi di barat dan timo..yg pasti aku x nmpk kl tower ngn klcc even umah ni d pinggiran bandar krane umah adik memblakangkan 'mreke'...
yep i still here in kl even mmu dh ampir 1 week cuti..ini adelah krane boboy n fatin dtg becuti d sni..skang ni mreke sedang sonok bangat bermandian d pool bawah walopon jam menunjukan sudah kepukul 2 sengah...adoiyyy ntah bile aku bole klua ni..1st i have to pay abg sab's fon bil @ celcom centre in jln smarak kot (sumpah xtau jln)...2nd i have to find any rhb bank to bank in duit sewe umah adik (mmg mati lg skali sbb xtau juge)
hm sosene yg amat tenang ni sepetinye medatangkan berbagai2 idea tok aku menulis..a.k.a aku se relax skit slpas 2 ari kepenatan mlayan adik2 yg kcik ni yg mcm budak skola rendah lg..hoho..aku ade 2 weeks lg tok cuti..tp hakikatnye a week je lg coz 9 jun mayb aku kne rushing blek kl smule got to setel down my intern place,fees,umah mak yong lg..neway..my design2 tok sek@mmu..sunggo aku x rehat lg..hoho
bakal memulekan intern aku in wangse maju at uncle hamka's company is not easy..semakin ari aku semakin takot..x pnah bepengalaman bekeje ofis..dgn sosene ofis.bagaimane nnt ngn ofismate..dgn boz..adoiyyy siyes takot..mase aku cmne la nnt sbb yg aku dgr company tu sgt la bz sbb its a akitekcer company..bole ke aku bg mase..speseli tk jawatan aku dlm multimedia in sektariat..i hope adhal can understand n help me more..hehe..arap2 die bek saje tok bekejesame ngn aku..:D
haihhh..banyak nye pk skang ni..semakin ari idup semakin ssh..xtau la care aku bagi mase ni btol x..i hope the time will be change soon..sbb aku letey kot dgn sosene skang ni..but these the way yg aku nk..bz3..bia x yah pk mende bukan2 sgt..dan ayat kukuh yg aku pegang skang ni " im finally getting better, n now i picking up the pieces" walopon cmtu..fobia ku maseh ade lg ok...
aneway..sumting weird happened..erkk or mayb its a nice dream..haha who knows..i'll keep it sndri sudey..aku sendri x pcaye ngn ape yg blaku apetah lg org len..heeee..now im starting thinking of "him"...adoiy angau ke ape ke aku x tau la...tp yg pasti aku x mau arap lebe2..
x saba mau blek joho ahad ni..rindu sgt3 kat mama papa..sepanjang drang bz 2 mnggu ni aku x blek2 pon tlg mreke..apetah lg menunai kan nazar ku..haihh bile ni..aku maseh lom ttap pendirian lg ni tok meneruskan niat aku...takot sgt..takot tuhan tarik blek kang..besides,ape salahnye menunaikan nazar aku sbb seseorg kan..hehe (siyes aku mabuk skang ni)
eisya..gaknye dh blek n9 blek x die ek..9 jun ni die blek mmu smule tok showcase presiden..n aku juga mayb akan blek same tok tman sya n setelkan kje2 aku... siyes aku bangge gile huda ngn sya tepilih tok tu..2-2 rumate ku..aku arap sgt intern ni aku dpt blaja sumting yg bole wat aku brubah menjadi seseorg yg lebe rajin cos aku nk sgt jd cm sya n huda..if 1 day nnt huda ade bace blog ni..honestly even kite x penah serapat mane tp 3 tahun berumate, ella sgt2 la senang dgn huda n sikit sebnyak im gonna b missing u jugak nnt..jgn lupe kawen jemput n doala la ella kaye b4 huda n sya grade..i'll buy a bouquet of flowers to u...hoho sbgi tande syg..hehe
tok sya..i'll b prepare tok blaja idup sendri jugak pasni..sbbnye lpas ni sya dh kje n bile2 je kami bole tepisah...4 years idup ngn die bnyk bende,bnyk kenangan,bnyk pengajaran,bnyk pelajaran yg aku blaja..btol la ayat bob..kat U ni la kite blaja erti idup..mcm2..klo ain kate aku tgglkan die sbb sya honestly 3 sku ade btolnye..certain people anggap aku lebe kan sya 100% btol..COZ she knows me better than other..she helps me alot than other..only she knows when im in need..only she there bile aku btol2 ssh..n only she here to share all kind of things wif me..even shez in probs she still thinking of me..tp tu sume ssh aku nk luah or petahankan kat org len sbb mreke xtau kot situasi kami..yg aku bole jawab hanye dgn senyuman...heeee..dan aku pcaye certain people like cik M,cik W,cik N, cik H pasti stuju ngn kate2 akukan...hehe..coz drang tau sya camane jugak..andai kate plik or sumting like "apehal" bg org len...honestly shez my IDOLA
okey..tuka topik..nk ckap sal sektariat..aku diletakan dlm multimedia..ok kot..siyesly jawatan tu agak brat..tp aku yakin dgn dri ku..hehe..laz sunday until tuesday we had our hicom binding discussion d bagan lalang..wat mase ni aku se ok kot kebanyakan mreke yg teplih..hope it still ok smpi bile2..walopon aku x bape rapat ngn mreke2 tp aku se mreke bole dibawe bekejesame..o lg1..ape yg mreke tulis tok 1st impression mreke pd aku tu btol la kot..i admit..hehei need time to harmoni kan dri aku ngn mreke act..but ok la..i'll try..seketariat kali ni d monopoli oleh org2 ganu gak..kebetulan laz even kami d trengganu so kebanyakan dr mreke bekelayakan tok diplih dlm sektariat...n mayb ketue pengarah org tengganu kot..haha
ok la..mau makan sat.adik2 dh lapa3!!!
lazly..still waiting sum1 msg me..mane die kah? lame btol recover tired or mayb tido die..its ok..still can patiencely (btol ke spelling ni..lupe :P) waiting...daaaaa

jumaat:30 mei 2008@3.40 pm

venue: modeston central market

laz nite went to celebrate deng's bif yg dh belalu semnggu yg lpas...
we watched get smart casting by anne hathway dan sape ntah aku lupe...
then went to william SS23 makan besa...
wow!!!
sgt mahal nk mampos makan d situ tp puas ati sbb banyak...
aku share makan nasi goreng ketam ~ 20 hinggit dan minum ribena spesel~3 hinggit (sbb die kcil)besame intan tu pn maseh x abes jugak...
abg sab ate nan chis mozarela...
me+intan, idang, ida ate the nasi goreng
mada hawaiian kot
deng nasi goreng kg...
mmg puas ati kot tgk sume nye..
but honestly hehe...
aku lebe suke murni SS2 kot
heeeee
maaffff

ok
arus pegi...
alwin udah smpi
daaaa

http://www.san3design.blogspot.com/

hehe...
act aku nk letak link di atas dekat friends link aku..
tp memikirkan aku x tye 'die' lg or kate len without his permission x kan suke2 aku nk letak kan..
tp lg...
tok menyenangkan aku salu membuke web tesebut juge sambil2 mempromotkan 'die' punye 'proposal'...
so aku post kat entry ni je la k...
hehe
maaf ye ncik n tq...

1.SAY SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
= fobia beb smpi skang

2. FAVE SONG FOR NOW
= agnes monica-matahariku
3 Days Grace - Never too late

3. FAVE TV SHOW FOR NOW?
= for now ezora n sinderelela kot haha

4. MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU BOUGHT WITH
YOUR MONEY?
= x tau la

5. YOSI OR BEER
= neither

6. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LAST NIGHT
= dinner wif abg sab n deng @ maliz

7. HAVE YOU EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH A
FRIEND?
= hahaha..x tau la nk jawab..im not sure yet :D

9. WHAT SONG IS CURRENTLY PLAYING?
= Warkah - BAU OST Sindarela

10. DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND
=ramai..saye sgt syg mreke

11. CRUSH
= nope

12. WHICH DO YOU PREFER JOLLIBEE OR
MCDO?
=.maaf..mende alah ape tu

13. FAVE SPORT?
= swimming

14. EVER BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART?
= yup mayb

15. EVER HAD YOUR HEART'S BROKEN?
= yup..hoping tu la 1st n laz

16. WHAT DID YOU DO TO THE PERSON
WHO BROKE YOUR HEART?
= noting

17. ANY PROBLEM?
= yup..money3!!!!

18. LAST PERSON YOU KISS?
= adik

19. WHAT YOU DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
= krok2 tido

20. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU
WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
= deng n abg sab @ maliz

21. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE
WEARING NOW?
= hijo coklet

22. THE LAST THING YOU DID?
= modelling at skecap

23. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEM:
= my mineral
= henfon
= money

24. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
= ntah

25. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
= x smpi 30 kot

26. HOW'S LIFE?
= bz kje dpt mengilangkan tensen d kpale

27. HIP HOP or EMO?
=either

28. WHAT WILL YOU DO NEXT WEEKEND?
= blek umah adi amek baju

30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
TALKED TO YOUR BESTFRIEND?
= mcm laz week..

31. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED
YOU?
= nset~ bob
ym ~ ejat

32. WHERE DID YOU HAVE YOUR DINNER
LASTNIGHT?
= maliz

33. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
= haha..suprise yg sgt wat aku sedey tahap cipan..malu beb

34. LAST THING YOU BORROWED FROM
YOUR FRIENDS?
= tlekong..sbb tlekong ku dlm kete tetnggl

35. WHAT WILL BE YOUR WEDDING SONGS
INCASE YOU GET MARRIED??
= apekah..x nah tepk lg

36. WHY IS THAT?
= blom nk pk

37. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
= apekah...

38. WHO KNOWS YOUR SECRET?
= mostly adik n eisya

39. THEY KEEP YOUR SECRET?
= sgt2

40. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
= yup..myself :((

41.THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO
SAD?
= skang ni maseh lg..my tears still pending ok

42. WHAT IS YOUR WISH FOR
TOMORROW?
= dh give up nk wish2 bole x :(

br teingt...
aku utang blogger 3 entry yg x aku sempat2 upload kan kat blogger ni..
nanti yaaaaa

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petikan di atas sending by sum1 waktu aku tgh btol2 ssh ati skang ni...:((

sumpah aku letey sgt beberape arini
banyak sgt bende menimpe..
aku nk nangis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(namun air mate aku maseh lg pending)
oh TUHAN...:((

ok
sudah kepukul 5...
aku suda rase x slese karena aku sedang berbendera merah 2 ari ni
banyak plak tu
ckup 14 bendera die naek
so aku se sgt x slese
prot aku maseh bersakit sakitan tp x de la seteruk smlm
akan tetapi pejalananye mcm air tejun
aduhhhh
dh la japg mau ke care4 dlu tok membank in kan duit adik br blek umah
ni pn x tau lg mau blek pkul bape
sbbnye mau tgk ezora arini dan kak ipah(kakak seofis yg beasal dr klantan) mengajak ku mnonton d ofis
hoho
casangan yg bgus
hm tetapi juge sum1 asking me out 2nite teman die ke putrajaya jmp boz die
adoiyyyy
aku bole ye kan lak memikikan boring
tetapi hakikatnye aku mcm mls dh :D
dan dh 3 ari aku kje ni rutin aku pegi kje blek tido
pegi kje blek tido
tgk tv pn ade la paling lame pn sejam
ok
arap2 mR n x cr saye mlm ni tok teman die
maleh plak dan x slese kot
:D
ok la
nk smbng wat kje lg
arini bos(es) xde sehari
sunggo relax skit
daaaaaa

arini aku mengalami masalah lg...:(
perlu ke cte..?
bukan malu bukan x perlu..
tp x pe la simpan sendri
siyes aku ngah sedey sgt3
pasti mlm ni aku x dpt tido lg
br mlm td aku dpt tido dgn nyenyak nye
haihhh
nmpknye mase maseh cemburu kat aku tok aku betenang
ke takdir senanye yg cemburu
ato tidak ketenangan tu balasan selamenye...
:(( :(( :((
haihhh
x pe la
aku lebe slese besusah sendri
1 je aku mntk
tlg la nk sush kan pn ssh kan aku je TUHAN
jgn la ssh kan mama papa lg
:(( :(( :((
aku sanggup...
sanggup sgale ape aku tanggung tp bukan mama papa yg dh lame sgt bersusah-susah
siyes aku letey sgt ari ni mengukir senyuman..belagak tenang
hakikatnye aku x saba nk keseorangan sbb aku nk nangis sgt2

dengarlah matahari ku

suara tangisan aku

ku bersedih

kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

ucapkan matahari ku

puisi tentang hidupku

tentang aku

yang tak mampu

manaklukan waktu

skang sedang besiap sedie mau ngemas brg mau beangkat ke kl...
mayb dlm 2 mlm ni i'll sleep at adik's house...
rindu bangat same die...
theres 1 week lg aku kat mmu ni
n aku akan becuti 3 weeks for dis semester
but...
plan or pogrem sudah tesenarai...
adoiyyy
wat i hope is at liz 2 weeks aku dpt lepak kat umah besame family...
besides...
dh beberape bulan i dont get enuf rest (tok otak ni) n sleep (tok badan ni)
seems petengahan jun i'll start my intern kat wangse maju...
so aku nk abes kan cuti ni sebaik mungkin sbb aku tau when the intern start aku akan lg bz...
ok...
nk jangok jap...
daaa....

*jangok= melawa/melaram...its tengganu's word act...br dgr smlm

p/s: smlm wif deng, idang n abg sab watched 2nd narnia...sory to sape2 yg tetggl tu...hehe...neway nk btau cte die bez...hoho...rugi x tgk kat wayng...but dont ever watch it at mines...pressure ok...dh mcm pasa malam...so noisy wif many weird sounds...haaaihhh!!!siyes bengang...

saye nk cuppycakes dr reem pliz!!!!!
sempat mkan 3 biji je...
huk3...
sgt sedap x hengat!!!!
nk3!!!!!

*nk cr y! reem ni...nk ngecek cup cakes lg :d...heee

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT
RING?
= hoho...blom smpi tme lg r

2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
= a year...tu la 1st n laz

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
= ha'a...hehe

4.WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
= few month ago

5.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
= food n clothes..hehe

6.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
= classic cheese from secret recipe n mangosteen

7.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
= drowning by bsb

8.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
= pt raje but currently in mmu cyber

9.CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
= celcom n maxis

10.FAVORITE MALL:
= pavilion n mid valley

11. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
= .......

12. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
= my bez frend's sis

13. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON
THE LOTTERY:
= my adik n sya

14. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
= mcD n pizza

15.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
= i borrowed her money smpi 2k...wth

16.CAN YOU COOK?
= air tangan saye sedap tau...haha

17.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
= my car kancil,papa's car perdane...anykind, x de hal punye

18.BEST KISSER:
= biarla rasie

19.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
= few days ago...quite tensen wif sekeliling

20.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
= tbe2 x hengat

22.THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= nope...perlu ke?

23.CAN YOU SING?
= haha...bole tp cm haram

24.LAST KISS?
= errrkkk

25.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE
WITHOUT:
= my phones n purse

26.FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:
= japan n china

27.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
= both

28.DO YOU SMOKE?
= of coz no la

29.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
= 4 sure wif clothes

30.WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
= d mmu 4 sure wif my rumates sya n huda

31. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN
PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
= x hengat

32. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHY?:
= my room waiting for aina bungkus kan my dinner..

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
= ntahla...x de prasaan

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
= jaja

35. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
= my adik

36. THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
= gud luck babe from my VRmate nana

37. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
= orange shirt wif blue boxer

38. PICK A SONG TITLE, ANY SONG:
= the day u went away by m2m

39. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
= nope

40. FAVORITE ICE CREAM
= yg ape ade caramel2 from baskin robin tu

41. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= syyuuhhhhh

42. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
= at 9am hanye tok bemsg then continued my tido until 12pm...hehe

43. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
= tiger kot
.
44. BIRTHDATE
= 18th april

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
= be strong..hehe

46. ARE YOU SMILING?:
= yup...wondering tgk sya glak x benti:P

47. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
= my mama papa adik fatin boboy...uuuwwwaaa!!!!

48. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
= china or japan

49. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
= x really kot...fobia

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
= ella

51. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST
MONTH?:
= nope...but a programe trip in tengganu

53. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
= 2 sis(s)

54. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
= x really...takot r

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE
HOSPITAL?
= yup...

56. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER
THIS SURVEY?
= continue study my MAYA...tkot weh!!!

1.Are you slowly drifting away from
someone close?
= errkk ntah

2. When was the last time you felt
unbearably guilty?
= x hengat

3. How is life going for you right now?
= better than a year ago...

5. Who can you tell everything to?
= adik n sya

8. Last words you spoke?
= kol bape mau klua sya

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's
name started with an S?
=yeah!!! saharuddin shawal n shaznoor shakira

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
= hehe...x patot,x patot

14. What is the next concert you're
going to?
= ade ke?

17. Can you play guitar?
= x at all

18. Do you like someone?
= hahahaha...mayb

20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
= cold...

21. Is any part of your body sore?
= nope

22. Who is your last text from?
= adik n kak huda

23. What is the last movie you watched
in theaters?
= congkak

24. What do you currently hear right
now?
= no air by chris brown feat jordin sparks

25. Who did you last share a bed with?
= hoho...eisya

26. What do you think of the person
you took this from?
= shez glamor...

27. How old do you think you will be
when you finally have kids?
= b4 30th i think...perhaps

28. Would you rather watch football or
baseball?
= football

29. Missing someone right now?
= yaaaaaa

30. What's the strangest fact about
you?
= sombong

31. Where is your number one person on
your friends list?
= working at pavilion

32. Do you feel like dancing?
= yup...

33. How much money do you have on you?
= haha..cash skang ni ade la beberape sen

34. What makes you happy right now?
= people around me may b :d


35. Is there someone on your mind that
shouldn't be?
= yup...alphabet A lg...:(

36. Do you burn easily in the sun?
= ha'a...coklet ni sejak blek dr ganu

37. Do you speak another language
other than English?
= chinese

38. What made you happy yesterday?
= jalan2 cr makan at jj sk.. i ate too much

39. Are you happy today?
= as usual

40. Are looking forward for tomorrow?
= yeah...mayb

TOP TEN - - TEN THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are you single?
= hahaha...4 sure

2. Are you happy about that?
= biase je

3. Are you bored?
= yup..too many esemen n study pending ni

4. Are you sad?
= sumtimes

5. Are you Italian?
= nope

6. Are you plastic?
= hahahah...apela

8. Are you cool?
= mayb

9. Are you chinese?
= x really

10.What are you?
= a sengal girl kot

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT
RING?
= hoho...blom smpi tme lg r

2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
= a year...tu la 1st n laz

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
= ha'a...hehe

4.WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
= few month ago

5.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
= food n clothes..hehe

6.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
= classic cheese from secret recipe n mangosteen

7.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
= drowning by bsb

8.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
= pt raje but currently in mmu cyber

9.CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
= celcom n maxis

10.FAVORITE MALL:
= pavilion n mid valley

11. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
= .......

12. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
= my bez frend's sis

13. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON
THE LOTTERY:
= my adik n sya

14. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
= mcD n pizza

15.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
= i borrowed her money smpi 2k...wth

16.CAN YOU COOK?
= air tangan saye sedap tau...haha

17.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
= my car kancil,papa's car perdane...anykind, x de hal punye

18.BEST KISSER:
= biarla rasie

19.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
= few days ago...quite tensen wif sekeliling

20.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
= tbe2 x hengat

22.THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= nope...perlu ke?

23.CAN YOU SING?
= haha...bole tp cm haram

24.LAST KISS?
= errrkkk

25.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE
WITHOUT:
= my phones n purse

26.FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:
= japan n china

27.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
= both

28.DO YOU SMOKE?
= of coz no la

29.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
= 4 sure wif clothes

30.WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
= d mmu 4 sure wif my rumates sya n huda

31. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN
PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
= x hengat

32. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHY?:
= my room waiting for aina bungkus kan my dinner..

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
= ntahla...x de prasaan

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
= jaja

35. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
= my adik

36. THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
= gud luck babe from my VRmate nana

37. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
= orange shirt wif blue boxer

38. PICK A SONG TITLE, ANY SONG:
= the day u went away by m2m

39. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
= nope

40. FAVORITE ICE CREAM
= yg ape ade caramel2 from baskin robin tu

41. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= syyuuhhhhh

42. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
= at 9am hanye tok bemsg then continued my tido until 12pm...hehe

43. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
= tiger kot
.
44. BIRTHDATE
= 18th april

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
= be strong..hehe

46. ARE YOU SMILING?:
= yup...wondering tgk sya glak x benti:P

47. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
= my mama papa adik fatin boboy...uuuwwwaaa!!!!

48. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
= china or japan

49. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
= x really kot...fobia

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
= ella

51. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST
MONTH?:
= nope...but a programe trip in tengganu

53. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
= 2 sis(s)

54. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
= x really...takot r

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE
HOSPITAL?
= yup...

56. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER
THIS SURVEY?
= continue study my MAYA...tkot weh!!!

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petikan dr lagu memiliki kehilangan by letto

dh bape ari ni aku sering dislubungi rase takot...x tau nape...act tau but x so sure...haihhh...hm arini pg td br pas muet speaking...sok mayb supp paper bhm...sabtu muet writing lak...then senin paper maya n pre crit final pojek...same week on friday final presentation... laz paper on 22th mei for bhm...pas2 aku nk mule setel kan tmpat intern aku...surat aku...tmpat tggl...act next sem dpt ostel...but im gona live in gombak mayb wif makyong or kak long noni...honestly aku tepk nape x cr dekat2 sini leh duk ostel...leh active lg same seketriat...hm xpe la..sem 2 ade lg...arap2 next sem klo de ke skola mane2 pn aku bole join...pliz uncle...hehe..

mama br pas col..tye sal muet...tye sal paper...tbe2 aku jd x de mood...ntah...ke aku nye jawapan sume yg acuh x acuh wat mama nye penerangan semakin panjang...haihhh...x tau la...gaknye bendera merah dh nk bejalu beberape ari lg gaknye...tu mud x bape bek...pkran banyk ke len...n my feelings mcm sensitif je bape arini...aku yg syok sendri ato sya pn pasan aku asik beckap mende yg same dan org yg same...

haihhh...nmpknye ragu2 aku ni dtg lg...hampir 2 sem rase ni ilang tbe2 die dtg blek...arrrgghh!!!aku nk klua dr mmu ni tok sementare waktu sbb aku sgt3 la x slese skang ni dgn ape yg blaku kat skeliling sejak blek dr tengganu aritu...huk3...mcm2 rumours...mcm2 perlian aku dgr...sumtimes rase x leh nk control muke dh...hehhhh...beperang lg ngn at sendri...:(

sya br msg...all lec-es tepuk tgn dgn fyp die...hoho...aku suke sgt sbb sya sgt la telalu beusahe tok fyp die...she deserve that...dan yg pasti die dpt kalahkan sum1...now kite tgk sape yg down ok...alasan sgale excuse supaye sya x down...shez oredy prove it now...walopon aku suke tp aku sedey sgt...ari2 aku doa je sya dpt jd tutor or kje anywhere yg pasti in cyber...kami bole duk same lg...n 1 thing...aku ade target for next year...perlu ke ckap kat sini...x mau la...tggu dh bukti dlu br btau sbbnye aku sendri x yakin dgn dri aku...

for sum1...klo comitmen yg saye brikan slame ni ade la tok sya...idup saye slame ni d mmu adela ngn sya ,jaja,kak huda,wani slain dak2 seketriat...d luar...idup saye dgn adik juge kawan2 bek saye d uitm pai,zu,lala n ema...andaikate saye sememangnye bz seblom ni maaf krane comitmen saye juge siyesly pade esemen...neway saye x bape gemar dgn ayat scandal...thats not my type...dan honestly...saye juge x menggemari dri saye dlabel 1 of the scandal...saye tanak kne tempias2 nye...maaf...

haihhhhh...pning la...bnyk sgt bende x slesai...aku dh nk start intern...takot weh takot...uncle hamka nmpk seorng yg sgt strict...x pe...pasni aku mau blaja bedikari...smpi bile mau idup begantung ngn org kan...

okey...mau klua jap anta kete abg sab ke bengkel...at liz skang ni aku se lege dpt melakarkan penulisan d sini...dont mind sape yg bace...but dont ever talk to me bout dis entry...sbb saye sgt malu...dan dri saye dlm keadaan x bape stabil skang ni...
trime kaseh....
dan sye sygggg sume espeseli adik,sya,kak huda,jaja,wani,pai,zu,lala,ema,juge en2 rasie...
daaaa~~~~

aduhhhh
kpale x tenang ni
tdo pn x btol dh
tlg!!!!!
nk gile
nk gile
nk gile...
ok jgn tye knape...

*ati adela peneman dan pendengar setie yg paling baik*

i hope my mulut x ngade2 nk memberontak...
sssyyyuuuhhhh

suda kepukul 2:56 tp kje maseh x start2
max pn x buka lg...
heeeee

syukran2 mlm td pd pkul 3 pagi kami smpi d mmu dr tengganu
letey amat weyyy
letey dlm buz lame2...

btw...
nk cte sal sek@mmu tengganu ni
pejalanan pogrem sgt bez espeseli komiti
sgt3 la komited
tabik 2 dir n both ad yg milih2 komiti...
xtvt..
sgt la x bosan...
sesi it..
pn gempak beb dak2 foe pegang
dan amat la sonok
hehe
berkemungkinan mreke sume 1 geng...
so x de la bermasalah tok mreke bekejesame 1 same len...
dan sek@mmu kali ni x de la aku se kelethan amat or x ckup tido...
even x benti2 dgn xtvt dan it class tp aku xde la rse mase pek gile...
ke aku yg x de prasaan or aku yg relax gile...
hehehhe
lg1 thnx a lot 2 intan menemani ku ke mane2...
heeeee
syg ko
hahaha



ok lg 1 nk cte...
got msg from awang ...
afiq tye sal aku..
plik3....
amat3...
yg aku ngt laz skali msg betulis
afiq suh aku take k sbb die mimp buruk pasal aku..
takot pape jd sbb kadang2 mimpi tu btol...
hoho

***
saye mengalami mimpi buruk tu sethun yg lalu...
dan smpi skang saye maseh rase tempias mimp buruk tu...
dan dh sethun lebe saye idup sendri n bole je take k of myself...
sgt2 la appeciate ur concern tu...
tq....>
***


in the end...
> sent items
"hm baek la...tme kaseh"

sekian....

okey...
saye ngah x btl skang ni
angau ke...
bingung ke
takot ke
sengal ke
arrrrr...
huk3
tlg!!!!
ok bye

aduhhhh
aku dh mencarut kali ke 3...
budusss...
pantang btol aku bile angkat col org tutup...
bek miscol je beb x yah smpi aku angkat...
bang***

ok..
dh abes mara...
bole blah japg klo bunyi
dh bek la tu aku x mau angkat..
jimat credit "ko"

neway...
aku ngah mabuk lagu CELA by BONECA
lagu lame tp br skang aku mabuk...
lirik sgt baik...
kne dgn aku
heee:D

i got a good phase given by sum1...

***
life isn't about finding urself...
life is about creating yourself...
love isn't about caring...
love is about understanding...
***


ok..
japg smbung
aku mau ke blik jaja mkan coklet
mati lapa aku nk tggu celebra8 wani kol 11 nnt
daaaa

sum1 missing 4 dis whole day...
status busy memanjang...
cetttt
hope really2 bz...
heeeeee

p/s: sory 4 the hesitates

***
to my childhood frend...
dearie haneeda...
hepy bifday!!!!
rindu kamu bangat!!!

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