4 u...

I luv your face...
I luv your kiss...
I even luv the jokes...
That we would have from time to time...
I luv you standing by my side...
I'm dying here its clear to see...
If I cant have you in my life...

morning...

segar senye dpt bgn pg2 ni...hm tp pagi la sgt ek.huhu.tido blik ain mlm td.teman n tolong die wat mdp skit2.ngtkan nk teman die tros smpi siap....aduih...x larat langsong dan tros bamm!!huhu.jap gi mau mandi n pi jmp advisor.hm...cuak gak ni sbbnye bek attandance.coswork mcm hancur je...heee:D tp sem ni mmg down skit...skit ke?x kot.down gle ye la.mendatangkan masalah pd org ramai...menyusahkan org len pon ye gak...hm uwaaa!!!dgn esemen yg baanyak terabai...bengang nye!!! i lose my responsibility.rajinness n weight may be.hahaha...x pasal je berat badan pon masuk skali:P ilang la sgt ek.lg betambah2 adela...eiyyy tembam!!!muahaha.
- ngah x bape baik ngn afiq.x de angin.x de ribut.x de ujan.musim panas pon x.tibe2 je angin
monsun dtg.
- x gado tp ngah x baik...x suke...uwwaaa!!!!
- semangat teahir untk menyiapkan mdp.letey suda dgn esemen2 yg ade :(
- sori sgt2 to my grupmate of mci n mpm...tp syg korang...heee
- syg my cutiepie too.hehe...she oredy smpi at my house/kg las weekend.huhu
-lazly...uwwaa!!! arap2 dis week jmp lg jgn la belaku pe2 lg or die wat hal...letey n tension
r...arap sgt kite org bole bek smule
*chow...mau mandi...mau jmp advisor dh.hmmm bole x nak mntk advise die pasal....?muahahah
x pe2 la:P

buletin1

-lately bz bangat ngn esemen.dudok blik pon dh jarang n komunikasi ngn rumate pon
kureng.hm...
-bznye.....:P
-pe2 hal kat blik eisya wat esemens bersame syima n kak huda.
-rindu kat sum1.semggu beb x jmp.eh bkn...semnggu lebe.bemsg pon x.aduhai.
-hubungan dingin skit dis week.hmmm.gare2 ice age2 la ni yg kian cair.(x psl je.ape mrepek pon
x tau)
-arap2 dis thursday dpt jmp n...uwaaaa.n...kiteorg bole baik smule.
-nmpk huda pki levi's br.jelesss...ma!!!eh slah.papa!!!nk levi's!!!tag baru,latest edition...tok
birthday gift.huhu.
- meeting,meeting n meeting....
-esemen,esemen,n esemen....
- lazly....afiq,afiq n afiq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye

The Who

Who is in the rooM with you?
--- chym2

Who was the last person to sms you?
--- my afiq

Who are you thinking about now?
--- above person

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
--- mama n papa

Who's house did you last go to?
--- hehe…rasie

Who are your best friends?
---my cutipie

Who is (was) your favorite teacher?
--- ntah.x de prasaan

Who's birthday is next?
--- luvly sis fatin – 2/5

Who was the last person you told you love them?
--- mama papa kot

Who do you wish you were with right now?
--- hehe…

Who's your favorite relative?
--- adik

T.H.E. W.H.E.R.E.S.

Where do (did) you go to school?
--- srjk(c) masai n sek tun ismail

Where do you live?
---CurrEntLy MMu CyBer

Where is your phone?
--- next 2 my cpu

Where are your parents?
---In johor

Where do you sleep?
--- on my bed or atas carpet blik eisya

Where do you shop the most?
--- midvalley

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
--- adidas shopt in summit

Where did you last take a car ride to?
--- kliuc

Where in your house are you?
---In hostel


T.H.E. W.H.A.T.S

What was the last thing you ate?
--- nasi campo

What was the last thing you drank?
---mineral

What kind of cell phone do you have?
--- nokia 3610

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
--- my empuk bed

What are you wearing on your feet?
--- nothing

What instant messaging service do you use?
--- ym

What is your favorite colors?
---red.black,white….

What is your screen name?
--- shafilaz/ella


What is your most used away message?
--- roje n out.haha

What is your favorite shoe brand?
---all star n vans

What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
--- jeans lor

What is the last movie watched?
--- when a stranger calls

What song do you currently hear?
--- pcd feat will I am - beep

T.H.E. W.H.E.N.S.

When did you start school?
--- forgot oredy

When did you meet your best friends?
---in mmu-my cutipie.huhu

When is your birthday?
--- 18.4.86 (hehe 2day kot)

When did you last go to the mall?
--- yesterday

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
--- huhu…mase sem 1 kot

When did you last burn a candle?
--- x ingt…long2 time ago kot

When were you last at school?
--- 2003

When did you last see your dad?
--- laz 2 weeks…

When did you last take a shower?
--- 12 tgh ari td kot

bif of day on me...

18 april...
huhu.dis year hepy skit kot "sambut" bifday.sambut?sambut la sgt..
sume tgh sengkek.lg2 aku.hahaha.wlopon jao dr family..tp still...still ape ke.ntah la.heee.
neway...
thnx a lot 2 my frends...
dearest frend-eisya...
buddies-ain,kak huda,chym,fara,naimah,eikin,syima,bob....haha
old skool buddies-pai,zue,needa,shaleen...
n testier/komener outhere...
huhu

special thnx to my parent...
adik...
n my beloved afiq...hehe

me n him...

she is my cutiepie...

him...

im stuck...
im fobia....
im trauma...
im crazy...
on him...
huhu

far away...

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you?ll be with me
and you?ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don?t see you anymore

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
?Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
?Cause I?m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

greeny him

hm bosan.tired.ngantok kot...dgr mp3 yg diputarkan 8 kali sehari.myspace yg di on9 kan 18 kali sehari.frenster yg di log in kan 8 kali-kali sehari. cukup membosankan dgn membuat pekare yg same.tp yg x bosannye bile bemsg.haha.
still waiting 4 his msg.mane ni x msg2.jenuh da tunggu.x kan credit dh due date lak.hmmmm...or bz?
heihhh ntah la.
tok sekian kalinye dan sewaktu dgn nye aku still angau.haha.nape?o..."no comment" adela the best answer.haha
ok.dah.ngadap sketches sambil tungguuuuu
huhu
wa!!!!im crazy over u!!!!

memories him on me

smlm pi alamanda.actlly nk jln2 n makan.sbb bosan dok kat hostel je.yg x-x nye aku bli la perfume on the spot.neway x 4 me.but sum1...hehe.ha!lupe lak nk amek gambo perfume yg aku bli 2.tp x pe la.yg pntg die suke.eh x.die ckp love it.haha.
adoih....
sume on the spot.nk cite pn ssh.hehe.malu pn ye gak.tp kalo camni la dugaan dan ending nye tiap2 kali nk jmp.aku x kesa tp adoih x snggp beb.merane!!endingnye x pe.dugaan nye 2 x nk.muahahaha.
pg td pn kol8 br aku smpi.kesian kat eisya n chym.nyusahkan drang tol.tp aku syg sgt ngn drang be2.tanpe drang.mende ni x belaku kot.muahaha.1 mlm x tido.mate mmg buntang.haha.
skang pn ngantok gak.tp keje byk.neway.tepakse bekoban skit.x kan nk 28 hours njoy je kot.huhu.presentation la.esemen la.hm mcm2 kot.doih.pening2!!!!

*loving him like a hell but wif him is like in heaven*
haha.ayat mcm **** meaow!!ghunkghunkxxxx

u...

First i like u,
then i luv u,
now im afraid to lose u...

jikustik

Pandangi Langit Malam Itu
by Jikustik

Coba kau pandangi langit mPutri, jangan menangis
Hapus air mata
Di wajah cantikmu
Putri, kepergianku
Tak akan lama
Tahan rindumu
Putri, seandainya saja
Kubisa, menghentikan waktu
Kuhentikan waktu
Reff
Bila kau rindukan aku putrialam ini, aku di situ
Bila itu talk cukup mengganti
Cobalah kau hirup udara pagi, aku di situ

Mungkin dengan perpisahan
Kita kan mengerti arti pertemuan
Putri, percaya padaku
lni hanya likuan hidup
Yang pasti berakhir

sedey...

sedey....
sedey...
sedey...
ni ngh on9 kat cc..
ptg td kol 6 sengah smpi umah...
then walopon x bape byk cite sal afiq n aini aku tau tp cukup sedey kot ati,mate,tlinge ni dgr..
terase betape keciknye bentuk ati aku...
butenye mate aku...
nipis nye tlinge...:((
sebe slah yg teamat sgt...
sampai nye ati aku...
n the important is he still syg his "couple"...
nthere4 the end of this matter is aku nk surrender.undo dri.
i dont wanna be fool again or make any mistakes again...
so bia la saket skang dr saket nnt...
hehe
bye
wanna go back..
n pray 4 me to have a new cool life...
fewittt

1.2.3....

mengenalimu 1 KEBETULAN...
mengingatimu 1 KERINDUAN...
memahamimu 1 KEMESRAAN...
melepaskanmu 1 KESUKARAN...
melupakanmu 1 KERESAHAN...

menyukaimu 1 KEKESALAN...
menantimu 1 KELETIHAN...
merinduimu 1 KEPERITAN...
memandangmu 1 KEKECEWAAN...
menyayangimu 1 KESAKITAN...

p/:dipetik dr kiriman sms

apa itu..?

Tertariklah kepada seseorang yang dapat membuatmu tersenyum...
kerana hanya senyum yang dapat membuat hari-hari yang gelap menjadi cerah...

Ada saat-saat dalam hidup ketika kamu sangat merindukan seseorang sehingga ingin hati menjemputnya dari alam mimpi
dan memeluknya dalam alam nyata...

Bermimpilah tentang apa yang ingin kamu impikan...
pergilah ke tempat-tempat kamu ingin pergi...
Jadilah seperti yang kamu inginkan...
kerana kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ingin kamu lakukan...

kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu baik hati...
cobaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu kuat...
kesedihan yang cukup untuk membuatmu manusiawi...
pengharapan yang cukup untuk membuatmu bahagia...
dan wang yang cukup untuk membeli hadiah-hadiah.

msg die...
tefon die...
slah x?
hehe
ikut ati.mati...
ikut kate.binase...
cam nk surrender je...
hehe

wo xiang ni.ai zhe ni

kol 8 sengah pg td aku smpi hostel.actlly lepak umah "..."but 1 mlm aku x tido.pnat,ngantok mcm org gle.pas2 blek aku plak 2 yg drive.x leh arap adik aku ni.die yg 'tido' aku gak yg x tido ni kene drive.semlm1 ari suntuk ngn adik kat OU.ngtnye nk jln2,lepak2,window shopping je.laz2 beshopping gak.tp skit sgt.hehe.ok.2 je.x de cite lebe2 dah.huhu

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
you're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul.

x kesa la kalo liriks 2 dh dipos b4 this.but i really2 meant it.
eventho pekare 2 belaku dlm a few seconds...
tp aku rase effectnye bole wat aku gle/mabok maybe 4...
few days...
few months...
few years...
n may be my whole life...
"ai sayang,im arrived n i miz u a lot.morning..."
im wondering n patiently waiting but oredy exhausted 2 noe his feeling.

ok.wanna sleep.ngantok tahap cipan dh.
bye

dealova

Dealova
by Once

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

p/s: dedicated 2 sum1 i missing of...

kata...kawan 2...

kata mak,KAWAN tu
ibarat lebah,
habis madu sepah dibuang.......

kata abah,KAWAN tu
umpama bunga ros,
dipandang cantik dipegang sakit.....

kata atuk,KAWAN tu
seperti airterus mengalir.....

kata nenek,KAWAN tu
bak bulandipuja dan disanjung tp nun jauh disana....

kate sedare,kawan tu
mcm makanan,kawan makan kawan????

kata abang,KAWAN tu
sperti lembu
mengikut saje ape dikata........

kata kakak,KAWAN tu
tak ubah macam durian
bau je busuk tp sedap dimakan....

kata adik,KAWAN tu
macam biskut.
sekejap ade sekejap takde.......

kata aku,
kawan tu tak kisahlah camner..
walaupun dia IBARAT LEBAH,
UMPAMABUNGAROS,
SEPERTI AIR,
BAKBULAN,
SEPERTILEMBU,
TAK UBAH MACAM DURIAN
&BISKUT!!!
dia tetap kawan...
tau tak sebab ape???
sekali aku dah kawan ngan dia
selamanye dia tetap kawan aku..
Miz u alot...

p/s: poem sweet ni digrab dr testi miss eisya.huhu.

bad emo

morning...
smlm pegi menonton wayang yg mcm bagus.ntah pape cite.aduhai.cite sume x best.ade pn yg best sume ptg2.tkt lmbt blek plak.mkn mcD.dh 2 ari dh mkn mcD.hm bunyi nye cam org kaye je mkn mcD smpi 2 ari.x tau duit ngh kering.hehe.call sopi.saje...sbb dh rindu dh same dak kecik 2.tup2 ptg die pn dh de kat mid 2.(ade je budak ni kat ne aku ade)
tpnye lps 2 gado.eihhh.skit2 gado.aku x ckp pn nk jmp.tp wat ayat cam aku tehegeh2 nk jmp.
ar!!!
hm lantak la die.tp smpi ati.aku dh rindu bangat same si kecik 2.huhu
ok la.arap2 ke x ke,x tau la.but by dis week my lil sis nk trun kl.hm...njoy time.haha
bye