unknown survey 1

1. Who would you want to sleep with on the bed?
= heee:D

2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
= myself

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
= yup

4. What should we do with stupid people?
= hm...lantak die la kot

5. How long do you think you will live?
= ntah.tp mcm nk mati skang...:(

6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
= tekejut huda dh mandi dulu.means aku dh lmbt bgn

7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?
= x de carpet

8. Last person you went out to dinner with?
= eisya,kak huda,jaja kat sirah

9. Are you spoiled?
= hm ha'a

10. Do you drink lot of water?
= yup but still kne ulser

11. What toothpaste do you use?
= colgate

12. How do you vent your anger?
= nyanyi kuat2 dan nangis

13. The last compliment you received?
= x ingt kot

14. Do you look more like your mother or father?
= more to my granny

15. When was the last time you threw up?
= dh bape lame kot.x ingt

16. Who are your best friends?
= oldest- haneeda
= older- shaleen
= newest- pai
= newer- ema
= currently- eisya
*too complicated

18. Are you a momma's child or adaddy's child?
= both

19. Would you ever join the military?
= x beminat
20. The last websites you visited?
= my blogger

21. Who was the last person you took apicture with?
= x ingt r
22. Last person you went to the movies with?
=laz sunday wif mama,papa,boboy fatin cte mr bean

23. The last person you stared at?
= eisya

24. Number of pillows on your bed?
= suppose 4. 2 dh derma kat org

25. Is anything alive in your room?
= yup.my rumate eisya n huda

26. Today, would you rather go back aweek or go forward a week?
= mane2 x de hal

27. What is your current goal to achieve?
= haih...

28.Define love:
= im speechless

29. How is your hair?
= besiput like a mom wif 8 childs

30. What are your current worries?
= my parent,my family, my syg

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

specially dedicate to afiq...

sayang...
embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi
saat ku undur diri...

sayang...
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

sayang...
senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku padamu
sampai ku menutup mata

welcoming april...

adin- 11.04
ella- 18.04
alan, inzurulain- 20.04
haneeda- 28.04

*actually ade lg...tp aku lupe plak...neway,hepy becoming bifday...
*below aku post sum characters 4 sape2 yg lahir dlm bln april...dah alang2 pon aku april gak...:P

APRIL=GORGEOUS

Drop dead gorgeous!!!

Attractive personality.

Very sexy.

Affectionate & Secretive.

Naturally honest, generousand sympathetic.

Chatterbox! Loves totalk alot! Loves to get their way! .

Unbelievable kisser!

Easily angered.

Very stubborn in the most way possible!

Loves to get noticed!

Willing to take risks for others.

Makes good choices.

Has a greatfashion sense!

Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*.

Outgoing and crazy at times!

Intelligent.

Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!

Can love as much as possible!

Hates insults. Loves compliments!

A very big flirt!

Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.

The best in bed out of MFE these months!!

Hardly shows emotions.

Tends to bottle up feelings.

Observantand assesses others.

*yg lg 1 ni plak tok afiq yg birth on sept:

SEPTEMBER=SEXY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.

Greating bed.

Innerand physical beauty.

Doesn't pretend.Gets angry often.

A meaningful love life partner.

Makes right choices.

Treats friends importantly.

Brave and fearless.

Always making friends.

Doesnot harm others.

It is all about love and fairness.

Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer.

Horny and does fullfill.

Opinionated.

Does not care to control emotions.

Knows what to do, to have fun.

Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest n sexiest of them all.

CHECK CHECK CHECK IT OUT!!!!!

cold weather...

kau masih ku cintai

sungguh...

dri awal dlu hngga hari ini...

aku pasti seyakinnya pasti...

kaulah satu untukku...

kau masih dewi hatiku...

sungguh...

biar berjuta tahun hilang dihari...

usah gusar...

sayang usah ragu...

aku milikmu...

sender:

afiq Luv

+60177......

sent:

05:29:11 pm

19-03-2007

I lurve u

sender:

afiq Luv

+60177......

sent:

05:50:44 pm

19-03-2007

*hepy bifday madihah!!!

hmmm :((

pg td bgn cm bese...actually nk bgn lmbt tp sbb bunyi phone lagu chasing cars...i knew its afiq.hehe...kjot i bgn ke syg.lupe nk btau i x de class pg ni.tp beberape kali die call aku x smpt angkat...hm:(

i read sum1 blog juz now...

its really sad n touching me...

im crying...

wth is going on...

y do man like 2 hurting a woman...

its really hurt...

when sum1 left us...

then sum1 ignore us...

n sum1 deny us...

be a lovers...

its really hurt...

when he unbelieving me...

then he accusing me...

n he unappreaciating me...

this life is fair...

but its really hurt...

by loving sum1...

sayang...

im very happy dis morning when i hear ur call...

im very excited when ur name is on the screen...

but im felt so bad bile x sempat angkat ur call...

u tau x yg i takuttt sgt nk call u balek...

sayang...

i bace msg u mara2...

garangggg sgt...

i reply wif every nice words...

tp u accusing me wif unreasonable words...

at the end u wrote each words tht make me felt so bad n really2 sad...

hm sampai nye ati...

*ok mau pi bungkus makanan...eisya tggu dibawah...

*p/s --> my dearest frend...aku x pnah slahkan sesape ngn ape yg blaku...malah aku rase

besyuko sgt...i knew u love me...n so do i...im very glad by having u in my life :*

sob...:(( sob ... :((sob...:((

hepy bifday alin...

moge pnjg umo...

murah rezki...cpt2 kawen...

jgn gedik2 je...

haha

:((

mama!!!nk balek kot!!!rindu r kat umah :P ni la ni anak dare dr masuk blaja smpi skang masih homesick3!! kje nk blek je tiap2 mnggu.hehe...

*the malang of 2 days*

1. pi mid jpgi sume atm x leh kua duit tok bcb holder(bangang!!)
-membaze kot wat mega sale klo x leh kua duit
- ade pacik 2 mara2.eiy takut!!msti sbb wife die dh shopping sakan smpi duit abeh :P hehe

2. cash ditngn ade rm30...huhu adik pon bole payung rm30 je.sdngkan hage purse tok present
mama 2 begande2 kot.

3. x smpi 2 jam balek...bengang ni!!!

4. tepegang pig skin dgn slambernye!!! hm sudah.

5. buang duit menaiki teksi sedngkan depan mate ade shuttle ikram free.

6. td siang lps anta adik nek bus ke joho, aku dgn yakin nye nek STAR.tp dgn bengangye aku
trun di stesen yg ntah kebape bepatah balek ke chon sow lin.mumy!!!!slah nek tren upenye!!!
uwa :((

* tibe di mmu kol 12.23
(2 be continued)
- its time to smayang

p/s : how glad i m if u cud try 2 trust me 4 once...(sebarang gramer/spelling x rujukan)

revision :P

its raining outhere.since in the morning...hm x kesala klo ujan renyai2.jgn lebat lg pasni suda cos im going out wif adik 2 mid nk bli present 4 my mom(actually 26 feb ari2 bif mama tp asik delay bli je)hehe.mcm nk shoping skit sbbnye skang tngh mega sale.tp skit je tau.hehe.las nite i went 2 jj sri kembangan wif eisya, kak huda n wani.ngt nk bli long sleeve(senanye dh try pon tp siap round 2 kali lg ke kedai 2)tp malangnye aku rase x slese plak...so decide today je pi mid bli ngn adik.hehe.hm cm lamenye nk tggu kol 1 lebe...sbbnye nk mandi lg,semayang pas2 nk klua.maklumla sejak nek sem ni aku x pnah ditinggal sesorang begini...:(( sedey...kak huda,naimah,jaja pn x bgn lg.hm...
since smlm cuace btwn me n afiq x bape bek.i donno whats the reason but as usually i noe in the end its become my fault.even aku rase im x the 1 started the arguement...x pe la.biala rede dlu.hopefully...its hurt but i noe i'll missing it( this hurt) if i lost him.coz he's great person i ever had.

flash 2 the back :P
dh 2 ari ni aku review blek catitan yg lme2.sgan plak rase nye bile bace.hehe.hampir 2 years aku knal afiq n 2 years maybe i like him.n 4 sure dh sethn kami couple(tp x pnah tau la ble tarikh couple.hehe) tp sepanjang kami "rapat" br aku prasan jarang aku update blogger ni,n pejalanan my relationship pn tidak aku note kat sini.actually bemacam-macam pekare yg blaku.from "its" begin until end of the story, sadness n guilty become apart of mylife.but im not regret it. "sesungguhnye yg bruk itu dtg dr dri sendri"...cumenye i'll be more hati2 on every steps,every moves,every words tht i take.i donno it is true or not by trusting sum1 even he/she is really bez 4 us....but 4 me.im serik. n i really2 meant it.tidak aku menyalahklan sesape dgn stiap ape yg belaku sbb sgale yg tejadi dan sgale keburukan bemule dr dri ku sendri.its better i keep n bury it deep in my heart.
hehe cewah!! teremo plak...

*hot instant milo n bread*
hm ckup tok aku alas prut sbb nnt nk mkn kat lua je...neway dh la kot.nk sapu ubat kat my tangan yg kne air panas sku minit yg lepas...sob2

thurs 1

salam sejahtera....
moge sihat2 slalu...
di tgh ari yg crah ini...(ala2 coce pg gitu) tibe2 ada rajin plak nk bukak blogger ni...makin mls kot aku nk update2 ni... bukan ape,mcm mls nk becrite2 dlm ni...idea,mende nk tulis mmg bnyk...tp its better i keep it sendri je...2 mnggu ni mabuk tgk cite korea...sweetnye sgt2 kot :D hehe...sape yg x nak kawen ngn anak raje...haha
hm aku? dok eh...brangan2 bole la...reality x nak r...yg skang ade pon dh mcm anak raje ape lg klo officially btol2 anak raje...patah pinggang kot :P...dis week x balek...bukan ape...every weeks aku blek...sian plak ngn papa mama...duit nye 1 hal...pas2 nyusahkan drang anta2 aku ke bustand...pas2 tiap2 kali balek aku msti sedey...hehe.cume saturday ni mau klua same adik...blikan mama nye present..nk bli kan purse mahal skit kat mid kot...nk pi OU jao kot pas2 x de sape lg kat sne...hehe.another 3 weeks im going 2 pinang...beznye!!!lame dh travel ni..laz aku pi klantan laz year...time ni je la nk jalan...sok luse dh abes blja mane lg mau pi...hehe
hm cam nk upload gambo..aku n afiq kot..tp x nak la...malu...kontrovesi nnt...haha!!!
k babai

sarraghamnida...

i love u...
i love the way u looking at me...
i love the way u staring at me...
i love the way u act like u're cool...
i love the way u touching me...
i love ur pretty looks...
i love ur nice styles...
i love ur cool attitude...
i love ur words...
i love ur promises...
i love u badly....
i love u seriously...
besides the way i love u makes me so happy...
and the way i love u makes me crazy...
faithfully love u...

hm...

i luv afIq!!!!!

nite....

lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name, it sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words, it makes me weak
And I, never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

mataari dh meninggi dh.xde mende pon yg aku wat...nk wat esemen.tp org len sume pi klas.suppose ade klas kol 9.tp sbb ade maslah skit dgn batch aku yg amek vr x smpi 5 org.maybe kne extend la kot.hm?extend lg...hehe.x kesa la.asl aku blaja abes.hm cite sal study.td aku bukak web upu nk semak interview date afiq.bole plk die kate x application.x pe. aku msg plak.pn die kate x pemohonan.abeh yg aku apply online die kate bejaye.then aku siap anta borang 2 borang ape.gram ni.siap die aku call nanti.kalo x pon soh mama.bekeja2 aku siapkan bole plak x diproses.marah ni.

skang ni ngh tggu pejol siapkan surat.then aku nk pi anta kat dean.pas2 pi stad apply verification letter plak.ade aku nye ptptn sangkut lg.dh 2 sem=6 bln x mrase ptptn ni.die ingt aku kaye sgt nk byr study fees ni.cet.

rabu ni aku dh blek tiket bus kol 7.x masal je blek awal.sayang kot dgn klas aku kamis n jumaat.haih...tp masalhnye x de tiket langsung.x pe.rabu aku blek kamis leh tolong mama kat kantin.tau la tunggang langgang skali kantin bile sukan besar.tp nk soh mama wat mc letter kasi cik kam.sbb nk delay anta esemen.hee.

ok bye..
nk chow pi stad
babai

welcome

as'kum...
sharp pkul 6sku td aku slamat smpi di mmu.dgn penanaman semangat smule ke dlm dri ni nk meruskan study yg suda aku tangguh hampir sengah tahun.hm...x tau dh nk mule story cane.dr td aku smpi punye smangat nk smbng tulis blogger ni.pas2 lupe,len kate stuck suda.hmmm
br lpas call afiq.dh bgn die.bgn ke?hm.bkn....x tido lg die.hm...kpale die msti tgh becelaru...
aduihhh
x pe.ssh skang senang nanti2...hehe.dh kat mane gaknye mama papa skang.arap2 slamat la drang smpi umah.mlm ni?hmm nk tido cane?lame dh x tido sorang2...td pon mandi sorang2...slalu kat umah ade je bende nk wat.kat sini tibe2 se cam sebatang kare.aduih.clas pon ade ari jumaat.cane ek....nk drop ke amek je.mslhnye byk klas aku kne kejo ni.hmmm
hm ngh xde idea la nk tulis ape...nk edit2 gambo.masuk gambo.pas2 nk pi blik kak huda....
bosan!!!!
chow shin chan
bye

fasting

puase's days sedang bejalan...x really bz.sbb pose jd org makan kat kantin pon x ramai.spending by time byk kat umah.ptg je ari2 pi bazar....rindu sum1 la.eisya!!!!heih.bapak lame x jmp.next week maybe trun kl sat.jmp afiq kot.2 lg sorang aku rindu.hm...dh la.
x tau nk tulis ape.saje nk update. je
kat cc ni.ramai dak kecik.poning den.
bye chow shin chi:D

I LUV AFIQ!!!!

survey 2...

1. Where were you fEw hours ago?..
e-theatre claz

2. Who will be your next kiss?
my bantal

3. What is the largest amount of money
you spent in one store?
3+++...duit ptptn.haha

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of
you?
beg huda

5. When is the last time you went to the
mall?
yesterday-JJ SKembangan

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
no...gle panas blik

7. When was the last time you cried?
2 days ago...it was really sad

8. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
no dan sepatotnye ye :(

9. What was the last thing you had drink?
teh panas mlm td

10. What are you wearing right now?
white giordano shirt n bondage boxer

11. Do you wash your car or let the car
wash do it?
car wash do it

12. Last fast food you ate?
mcD.laz nite ngn eisya,kak huda n naimah

13. Where were you last week at this
time?
in the car on the way blek joho n i cried along the way

15. When is the last time you ran?
be je td.rushing anta esemen

16. What's the last sporting event you
watched?
futsal laz 2 nites ngn dak2 kliuc

17. What is your favorite subject
math

18. Your dream vacation?
china,japan

19. Last person's house you were in?
my house in joho

20. How old are you?
20

21. Are you in love?
yes but im very sad of luv now...

22. do u miss someone?
of coz!!!really2 miz u afiq

23. Last play you saw?
ntah.x ingt

24. What are your plans for tonight?
bukak pose ngn eisya kat sirah then pi meeting

25. Who is the last person you sent a
message to?
mama/adik.lupe lak

26. Ever go to a camp?
yup.slalu sgt kot

27. Have you dumped someone?
kot

28. What do you want to know about the
future?
ntah.x de prasaan

29. Are you wearing any perfume or
cologne?
no...x nah pki perfume.original smell.haha

30. Are you hungry
yup.x saba nk buke

31. Do you collect anything?
yes...my clothes n pants

32. Last time you got stopped by a cop or
pulled over?
laz year mase raye

33. Have you ever drank your soda from a
straw?
ha'a

34. How do you like your drinks?
panas kot

35. Do you like hot sauce?
yup

36. Last time you took a shower?
kol 12 lebe td

37. Do you need to do laundry?
yup

38. Are you someone's best friend?
yeh...eisya

39. Are you sweet?
hihi...thts wat i always heard(prasan)

40. what is your wiSh??
i hope me n afiq will be happy 2gether again...:(

survey 3

oleh krane bosan yg teamat cipan.....
aku mengepost survey lg...


1.DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOINGTO LIE. hehe.x jugak

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? white giordano

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOURFRIEND'S LIST? yup.my adik je

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ONYOUR FRIENDS list? thing ape?

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOUKNOW IN REAL LIFE? 50 kot

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE? seminimum yg bole...max pon 2.haha

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITHBOTH YOUR PARENTS? yup...we like frends

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVEBESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE? ntah.x de prasaan

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE awt WITHSOMEONE OF THE SAME SeX? ha?

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY? celebrate ngn dak2 mmu-girlz ek:P

11. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RINGTONE ONYOUR PHONE? i always beep

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY? 11.oo am

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHTTWO NIGHTS AGO? ikut adik tgk dak2 kliuc futsal.hehe

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED? hm ntah

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TODO? bli brg2 pc...

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM? on monday morning

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOUCOULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF? many things :(

18. IF YOU HAD 300,000 DOLLARS... WHAT 5THINGS WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?? buy a car...a house...give my parent...shopping gle2...sponsor adik2

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOURCURRENT JOB? job? x da kot

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM? haha.x beminat

21. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOUWEARING? biarlah rahsia

22. LAST THING YOU ATE? honeydue

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH? hm month of holiday.haha

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH? month of sem

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHINGYOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE? x de kot

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHTNOW? x de sape

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE? myspace,frenster,my blog,cyber tracker

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED? eisya

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD. afiq or myself maybe

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOURBEST FRIEND? yup

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK(S)? teh o panas

35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHATWOULD YOU DO? juz forgive him

36. HAVE YOU KISSED SOMEONE IN THE PASTWEEK? ya...

37. LAST EX? afiq?i really2 hope not will be my ex...

38. IF YOU COULD TELL YOUR LAST EXSOMETHING WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? sorry 5x n i dont really meant to hurt u:(

39. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR EX WOULDSAY TO YOU? he wud say nothing

41. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LASTEX IF YOU COULD? if afiq...yez!!!

42. HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE? 2...

43. TATTOOS? x mo la...

44. IF YOU COULD GET PIERCED ANYWHEREWHERE WOULD YOU GET IT DONE? bawah bibir or kening.style siot.haha

45. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF? Allah

46. DO YOU LIKE BEING ON STAGE WITH ABUNCH OF PEEOPLE WATCHING YOU? no.x suke kot :p

47. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TOTHE MALL? yesterday...

52. WHAT KIND OF CELL PHONE DO YOUHAVE? nokia flip 6060

july...

ari ni kamis.besamaan dgn 2 rejab dan 27 ari bulan in july....oh!!sunggo x sangke genap semnggu aku dclashkan oleh sang kekasih.kekasih lg ke?oh ya.mmg benar. aku dilepaskan tp tidak aku yg melepaskan...mengikut akta cerai-merai ni kene pesetujuan 2 pihak.haha...
haih...
bole ke aku menahan...?
hm ntah...
eh jap...aku ingin trus menaip tp otak x mengizinkan karna suda dipenuhi dgn kate2 virtools...
haruskah ku meluahkan rase,prasaan ku dilambangkan ayat2 virtools?
oh x!!!
sbbnye aku sendri pon nnt x fhm...
tp pecaye la...walo ape pon yg tejadi...
x mungkin aku mencari ganti...
nggak mungkin aku mlupakan mu...
ku x menanti tp ku akan mencari....

2 be continued:P

july...

:(

hm...
rindu afiq...
rindu sgt...
:(

kengang terindah-samson

aku yang lemah tanpamu
aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka
sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

darimu, kutemukan hidupku
bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku
namun takkan mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang telah terukir abadi
sebagai kenangan yang terindah

-dedicated this song to my luvly afiq....

survey...

1. Are you wearing a necklace?
= no

2. Does your computer have a mouse?
= ha’a

4. Do you like school?
= yup n I really missing it

5. What color is your shirt?
= now? In coklet

6. How many bedrooms do you have in your
house?
= stay kat hostel

7. What song are you listening to?
= beyonce Knowles feat slim thug- check on it

8. What was the last mall you've been to?
= summit bp

9. Are you alone?
= now? Yup…rumate 2-2 klua

10. Do you have any older siblings?
= x. im the eldest

11. What is the last thing you ate?
= nasi goreng ladna

12. Who was the last person to come over to your
house?
= house? Hm lala kot

13.Who was the last person to call you?
= mama.siang td

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
= ntah x de kot

15. What time is it?
= Now 11.32 pm

16.What should u be doing?
= wat 3D maya

17. Who is the last person you IMed?
= hm naimah kot

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
= ha’a ngn membe2 old skool

19. What are you thinking about right now?
= afiq…wat pe gaknye die

20. What color are your pants?
= coklet2 ijo kot

21. What color is your keyboard?
= krim2

22. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
= x de prasaan

23. Are you in college?
= ha’a.lg sethn lebe je nk abes

24. What is the last word you wrote on paper?
= x ingt kot :P

25. Are you bored?
= now? Yes…

26. How many teeth do you have?
= ntah. X de prasaan nk kire

28. Do you wear glasses?
= nope.x beminat

29. What color are your shoes?
= generally black,green,white/pink

31. Last thing you drank?
= air suam kat sirah cafe

34. Who do you love?
= parent,siblings,afiq n frends

35. What are you doing right now?
= answer this survey n listening mp3

37. What are you looking at now?
= screen on the monitor :P

38. What's the last words you said?
= ngantoknye…

39. Do you have lip gloss on?
= ha’a

40. Do you have eyeliner on?
= ha yg ni x.

41. Did you realize there was no question number
36?
= hihi.ha’a x de.x prasan lak.

42. Do you have an injury (cut, bruise, bump, etc.)
anywhere on your body?
= ha’a kat jari klingking.kene piso semlm.hehe

43. Where is your cell phone?
= atas katil

44. Do you have any friends named Robby?
= x pasal je name 2. x glemor.haha

46. Do you have any friends named Nikki?
= pon x.

47. Are you afraid of the dark?
=Yup especially kalo sorang.

48. Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the
dark?"
= nope

49. Do you like someone right now?
= yup afiq but bkn like lg.syg sgt2….

50. What size shoe are you?
= 6/7

france kalah...

huhu...br je pas abes tgk final worldcup italy-france...neway.cam bese la...ape yg aku sokong 2 la kalah...tp x de hal...bkn senang nk masuk final.huhu.aku pi tgk kat blik tv je...ngn eisya, mad, waddah, aina...hm best2...lame dh x lepak ngn derang.sronok.neway,ari ni kene tggl ngn adik n ain...adik pi tgk bola kat hartamas n ain x blek2 lg...sedey2!!!sowang2 kene tggl.tp best gak sbb dpt spend time kat hostel ngn eisya.huhu.
aku msg afiq waktu start bola td...tp smpi abes bola yg dh bape kali add extra time smpi ke penalty pon a fiq x relpy2.its ok.i noe u'r tired mayb.tido dh kot.rindu la kat die.dh bape ari x jmp.rase janggal lak.ye la...asik be2 cam blangkas.tibe2 x jmp n msg/contact bape ari camni.aku se len lak.tp maseh bole tahan ati ni lg.hee:D
esemen?makin byk n makin ssh n makin complicated.aduhai...aku kene fix time n set jadual tol2 ni.sbbnye aku kene comited ngn keje aku...tkt la plak kang jd pape...sbbnye bkn senang nk smpi tahap ni.dh gamma?se cam dh tue plak.hee.ye la thn 3.senior la 2 kalo kat ipta :P uluek.gli plk aku dgr.pasn ek ella ni.
skang ni pon kene blaja jmp afiq jarang2.sbb...sbb...ade la sbbnye kot.yg penting dh mule rase x slese kalo jmp slalu.tp kalo smpi beari-ari x jmp pun x slese.rase janggal plak nnt kalo jmp :
hm...
*kai shi xiang nian ni...zhen de xiang nian ni...
this week ingt nk jmp afiq kamis or jumaat.tp kalo leh jumaat pas klas.tp die plak ade hal.ye la nk jmp,senin smpi jumaat 2 aku ade class.kalo ble dis week x nak miz.syg sgt ngn klaz2 aku dh.tp x tau la aku ni.sedap dimulut je.ati ngn buat nnt len.
neway...kamis ni ptg kot.ade trip pi times square-imax...huhu.tgk movie.best2.seb bek ade kete.x yah ssh2 sewe kete.hehe.kerek ek.2 yg rase2 cam nk pi jmp afiq tros.tp x tau la kalo die bz...comfirmkan blek nnt.
neway...dh pg.tggu eisya nk subo actually.tp nk brangan2 jap atas katil...
haha
nite/ning...
ai ni sayang...

fuwhhh

br je pas siap esemen.lege skit...tp ade lagi 1.pix around.wat panoramic.tp software nye x install lg.tgk la jap gi ke.mlm nnt ke.ptg nntke.sbbnye aku nak klua sat kasi kete kat adik.die nk pi damansara n mlm ni drang nk klua kot.hm rabu mlm kamis?ade la 2...tp aku x dikasi ikot.kenape?hehe.syyuuhh.rasie.tp afiq pon x de prasaan je nak ajak aku skali.backing kawan die la 2.haha.x pe kot.sbbnye sok pon klas aku full.9-11 ngan 2-6.kadang2 pk besnye kalo blaja 1 tempat ngn adik gak kat kliuc.haihh.tp aku dh sayang gle2 ngn coz ni.mau x nye.ngt senang nk stay smpi thn 3.dgn coz yg ssh gle ni.tp pe2 pon mesti plajaran aku dlukan.afiq....hihihi.tbe2 teingat name ni.rindu r.rindu ek?mandai r.dh ari2 jumpe.haih.ntah la.lg jmp lg rindu.hmmm.mlm td slese tol tido.maklumla sejak blek dr joho ari 2 aku x cukup tido n x recover2 lg.bile mlm td dpt blek cpt n tido cpt.bgn cepat pon rase cool je.haha.kelam kabut siapkan esemen,eh x.cepat2 je wat.x kelam kabut pon.yeye.tggl panoramic je blom.ptg or mlm br aku buat.huhu.best2.kalo sempat lg nk install virtools.nk study.maklumla.banyak mase aku abes kan bukan kat hostel.so kene la kalo ade mase kat ostel ni siapkan esemen awal2.x tau la nnt kalo dh makin bnyk esemen cane nk adapi nye.hee.skang ni pon kaki mmg lincah sbb kete kat tangan.tp n2 la masalahnye poblem.lps ni kalo kete dh pulang kat mama.ssh skit la.mmg keje aku dok blik je la.x de la jmp afiq ari2 lg.hee.hm.cam nak ajak eisya pi anta kete la plak.tp die nk ke ikut.tefon ain pon x jwb2.tido ape minah ni.x pi klas ke. k la.nk siap2.mau pi anta kete...
chow...
huhu ai ni afiq...meaow!!!

4 u...

I luv your face...
I luv your kiss...
I even luv the jokes...
That we would have from time to time...
I luv you standing by my side...
I'm dying here its clear to see...
If I cant have you in my life...

morning...

segar senye dpt bgn pg2 ni...hm tp pagi la sgt ek.huhu.tido blik ain mlm td.teman n tolong die wat mdp skit2.ngtkan nk teman die tros smpi siap....aduih...x larat langsong dan tros bamm!!huhu.jap gi mau mandi n pi jmp advisor.hm...cuak gak ni sbbnye bek attandance.coswork mcm hancur je...heee:D tp sem ni mmg down skit...skit ke?x kot.down gle ye la.mendatangkan masalah pd org ramai...menyusahkan org len pon ye gak...hm uwaaa!!!dgn esemen yg baanyak terabai...bengang nye!!! i lose my responsibility.rajinness n weight may be.hahaha...x pasal je berat badan pon masuk skali:P ilang la sgt ek.lg betambah2 adela...eiyyy tembam!!!muahaha.
- ngah x bape baik ngn afiq.x de angin.x de ribut.x de ujan.musim panas pon x.tibe2 je angin
monsun dtg.
- x gado tp ngah x baik...x suke...uwwaaa!!!!
- semangat teahir untk menyiapkan mdp.letey suda dgn esemen2 yg ade :(
- sori sgt2 to my grupmate of mci n mpm...tp syg korang...heee
- syg my cutiepie too.hehe...she oredy smpi at my house/kg las weekend.huhu
-lazly...uwwaa!!! arap2 dis week jmp lg jgn la belaku pe2 lg or die wat hal...letey n tension
r...arap sgt kite org bole bek smule
*chow...mau mandi...mau jmp advisor dh.hmmm bole x nak mntk advise die pasal....?muahahah
x pe2 la:P

buletin1

-lately bz bangat ngn esemen.dudok blik pon dh jarang n komunikasi ngn rumate pon
kureng.hm...
-bznye.....:P
-pe2 hal kat blik eisya wat esemens bersame syima n kak huda.
-rindu kat sum1.semggu beb x jmp.eh bkn...semnggu lebe.bemsg pon x.aduhai.
-hubungan dingin skit dis week.hmmm.gare2 ice age2 la ni yg kian cair.(x psl je.ape mrepek pon
x tau)
-arap2 dis thursday dpt jmp n...uwaaaa.n...kiteorg bole baik smule.
-nmpk huda pki levi's br.jelesss...ma!!!eh slah.papa!!!nk levi's!!!tag baru,latest edition...tok
birthday gift.huhu.
- meeting,meeting n meeting....
-esemen,esemen,n esemen....
- lazly....afiq,afiq n afiq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye

The Who

Who is in the rooM with you?
--- chym2

Who was the last person to sms you?
--- my afiq

Who are you thinking about now?
--- above person

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
--- mama n papa

Who's house did you last go to?
--- hehe…rasie

Who are your best friends?
---my cutipie

Who is (was) your favorite teacher?
--- ntah.x de prasaan

Who's birthday is next?
--- luvly sis fatin – 2/5

Who was the last person you told you love them?
--- mama papa kot

Who do you wish you were with right now?
--- hehe…

Who's your favorite relative?
--- adik

T.H.E. W.H.E.R.E.S.

Where do (did) you go to school?
--- srjk(c) masai n sek tun ismail

Where do you live?
---CurrEntLy MMu CyBer

Where is your phone?
--- next 2 my cpu

Where are your parents?
---In johor

Where do you sleep?
--- on my bed or atas carpet blik eisya

Where do you shop the most?
--- midvalley

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
--- adidas shopt in summit

Where did you last take a car ride to?
--- kliuc

Where in your house are you?
---In hostel


T.H.E. W.H.A.T.S

What was the last thing you ate?
--- nasi campo

What was the last thing you drank?
---mineral

What kind of cell phone do you have?
--- nokia 3610

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
--- my empuk bed

What are you wearing on your feet?
--- nothing

What instant messaging service do you use?
--- ym

What is your favorite colors?
---red.black,white….

What is your screen name?
--- shafilaz/ella


What is your most used away message?
--- roje n out.haha

What is your favorite shoe brand?
---all star n vans

What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
--- jeans lor

What is the last movie watched?
--- when a stranger calls

What song do you currently hear?
--- pcd feat will I am - beep

T.H.E. W.H.E.N.S.

When did you start school?
--- forgot oredy

When did you meet your best friends?
---in mmu-my cutipie.huhu

When is your birthday?
--- 18.4.86 (hehe 2day kot)

When did you last go to the mall?
--- yesterday

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
--- huhu…mase sem 1 kot

When did you last burn a candle?
--- x ingt…long2 time ago kot

When were you last at school?
--- 2003

When did you last see your dad?
--- laz 2 weeks…

When did you last take a shower?
--- 12 tgh ari td kot

bif of day on me...

18 april...
huhu.dis year hepy skit kot "sambut" bifday.sambut?sambut la sgt..
sume tgh sengkek.lg2 aku.hahaha.wlopon jao dr family..tp still...still ape ke.ntah la.heee.
neway...
thnx a lot 2 my frends...
dearest frend-eisya...
buddies-ain,kak huda,chym,fara,naimah,eikin,syima,bob....haha
old skool buddies-pai,zue,needa,shaleen...
n testier/komener outhere...
huhu

special thnx to my parent...
adik...
n my beloved afiq...hehe

me n him...

she is my cutiepie...

him...

im stuck...
im fobia....
im trauma...
im crazy...
on him...
huhu

far away...

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you?ll be with me
and you?ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don?t see you anymore

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
?Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
?Cause I?m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

greeny him

hm bosan.tired.ngantok kot...dgr mp3 yg diputarkan 8 kali sehari.myspace yg di on9 kan 18 kali sehari.frenster yg di log in kan 8 kali-kali sehari. cukup membosankan dgn membuat pekare yg same.tp yg x bosannye bile bemsg.haha.
still waiting 4 his msg.mane ni x msg2.jenuh da tunggu.x kan credit dh due date lak.hmmmm...or bz?
heihhh ntah la.
tok sekian kalinye dan sewaktu dgn nye aku still angau.haha.nape?o..."no comment" adela the best answer.haha
ok.dah.ngadap sketches sambil tungguuuuu
huhu
wa!!!!im crazy over u!!!!

memories him on me

smlm pi alamanda.actlly nk jln2 n makan.sbb bosan dok kat hostel je.yg x-x nye aku bli la perfume on the spot.neway x 4 me.but sum1...hehe.ha!lupe lak nk amek gambo perfume yg aku bli 2.tp x pe la.yg pntg die suke.eh x.die ckp love it.haha.
adoih....
sume on the spot.nk cite pn ssh.hehe.malu pn ye gak.tp kalo camni la dugaan dan ending nye tiap2 kali nk jmp.aku x kesa tp adoih x snggp beb.merane!!endingnye x pe.dugaan nye 2 x nk.muahahaha.
pg td pn kol8 br aku smpi.kesian kat eisya n chym.nyusahkan drang tol.tp aku syg sgt ngn drang be2.tanpe drang.mende ni x belaku kot.muahaha.1 mlm x tido.mate mmg buntang.haha.
skang pn ngantok gak.tp keje byk.neway.tepakse bekoban skit.x kan nk 28 hours njoy je kot.huhu.presentation la.esemen la.hm mcm2 kot.doih.pening2!!!!

*loving him like a hell but wif him is like in heaven*
haha.ayat mcm **** meaow!!ghunkghunkxxxx

u...

First i like u,
then i luv u,
now im afraid to lose u...

jikustik

Pandangi Langit Malam Itu
by Jikustik

Coba kau pandangi langit mPutri, jangan menangis
Hapus air mata
Di wajah cantikmu
Putri, kepergianku
Tak akan lama
Tahan rindumu
Putri, seandainya saja
Kubisa, menghentikan waktu
Kuhentikan waktu
Reff
Bila kau rindukan aku putrialam ini, aku di situ
Bila itu talk cukup mengganti
Cobalah kau hirup udara pagi, aku di situ

Mungkin dengan perpisahan
Kita kan mengerti arti pertemuan
Putri, percaya padaku
lni hanya likuan hidup
Yang pasti berakhir

sedey...

sedey....
sedey...
sedey...
ni ngh on9 kat cc..
ptg td kol 6 sengah smpi umah...
then walopon x bape byk cite sal afiq n aini aku tau tp cukup sedey kot ati,mate,tlinge ni dgr..
terase betape keciknye bentuk ati aku...
butenye mate aku...
nipis nye tlinge...:((
sebe slah yg teamat sgt...
sampai nye ati aku...
n the important is he still syg his "couple"...
nthere4 the end of this matter is aku nk surrender.undo dri.
i dont wanna be fool again or make any mistakes again...
so bia la saket skang dr saket nnt...
hehe
bye
wanna go back..
n pray 4 me to have a new cool life...
fewittt

1.2.3....

mengenalimu 1 KEBETULAN...
mengingatimu 1 KERINDUAN...
memahamimu 1 KEMESRAAN...
melepaskanmu 1 KESUKARAN...
melupakanmu 1 KERESAHAN...

menyukaimu 1 KEKESALAN...
menantimu 1 KELETIHAN...
merinduimu 1 KEPERITAN...
memandangmu 1 KEKECEWAAN...
menyayangimu 1 KESAKITAN...

p/:dipetik dr kiriman sms

apa itu..?

Tertariklah kepada seseorang yang dapat membuatmu tersenyum...
kerana hanya senyum yang dapat membuat hari-hari yang gelap menjadi cerah...

Ada saat-saat dalam hidup ketika kamu sangat merindukan seseorang sehingga ingin hati menjemputnya dari alam mimpi
dan memeluknya dalam alam nyata...

Bermimpilah tentang apa yang ingin kamu impikan...
pergilah ke tempat-tempat kamu ingin pergi...
Jadilah seperti yang kamu inginkan...
kerana kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ingin kamu lakukan...

kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu baik hati...
cobaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu kuat...
kesedihan yang cukup untuk membuatmu manusiawi...
pengharapan yang cukup untuk membuatmu bahagia...
dan wang yang cukup untuk membeli hadiah-hadiah.

msg die...
tefon die...
slah x?
hehe
ikut ati.mati...
ikut kate.binase...
cam nk surrender je...
hehe

wo xiang ni.ai zhe ni

kol 8 sengah pg td aku smpi hostel.actlly lepak umah "..."but 1 mlm aku x tido.pnat,ngantok mcm org gle.pas2 blek aku plak 2 yg drive.x leh arap adik aku ni.die yg 'tido' aku gak yg x tido ni kene drive.semlm1 ari suntuk ngn adik kat OU.ngtnye nk jln2,lepak2,window shopping je.laz2 beshopping gak.tp skit sgt.hehe.ok.2 je.x de cite lebe2 dah.huhu

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
you're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul.

x kesa la kalo liriks 2 dh dipos b4 this.but i really2 meant it.
eventho pekare 2 belaku dlm a few seconds...
tp aku rase effectnye bole wat aku gle/mabok maybe 4...
few days...
few months...
few years...
n may be my whole life...
"ai sayang,im arrived n i miz u a lot.morning..."
im wondering n patiently waiting but oredy exhausted 2 noe his feeling.

ok.wanna sleep.ngantok tahap cipan dh.
bye

dealova

Dealova
by Once

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

p/s: dedicated 2 sum1 i missing of...

kata...kawan 2...

kata mak,KAWAN tu
ibarat lebah,
habis madu sepah dibuang.......

kata abah,KAWAN tu
umpama bunga ros,
dipandang cantik dipegang sakit.....

kata atuk,KAWAN tu
seperti airterus mengalir.....

kata nenek,KAWAN tu
bak bulandipuja dan disanjung tp nun jauh disana....

kate sedare,kawan tu
mcm makanan,kawan makan kawan????

kata abang,KAWAN tu
sperti lembu
mengikut saje ape dikata........

kata kakak,KAWAN tu
tak ubah macam durian
bau je busuk tp sedap dimakan....

kata adik,KAWAN tu
macam biskut.
sekejap ade sekejap takde.......

kata aku,
kawan tu tak kisahlah camner..
walaupun dia IBARAT LEBAH,
UMPAMABUNGAROS,
SEPERTI AIR,
BAKBULAN,
SEPERTILEMBU,
TAK UBAH MACAM DURIAN
&BISKUT!!!
dia tetap kawan...
tau tak sebab ape???
sekali aku dah kawan ngan dia
selamanye dia tetap kawan aku..
Miz u alot...

p/s: poem sweet ni digrab dr testi miss eisya.huhu.

bad emo

morning...
smlm pegi menonton wayang yg mcm bagus.ntah pape cite.aduhai.cite sume x best.ade pn yg best sume ptg2.tkt lmbt blek plak.mkn mcD.dh 2 ari dh mkn mcD.hm bunyi nye cam org kaye je mkn mcD smpi 2 ari.x tau duit ngh kering.hehe.call sopi.saje...sbb dh rindu dh same dak kecik 2.tup2 ptg die pn dh de kat mid 2.(ade je budak ni kat ne aku ade)
tpnye lps 2 gado.eihhh.skit2 gado.aku x ckp pn nk jmp.tp wat ayat cam aku tehegeh2 nk jmp.
ar!!!
hm lantak la die.tp smpi ati.aku dh rindu bangat same si kecik 2.huhu
ok la.arap2 ke x ke,x tau la.but by dis week my lil sis nk trun kl.hm...njoy time.haha
bye

life...

kalo la bole ditebalikan smule mase ni.
eh slah..
x nak pon...
tp kalo la dri 'die' 2 bole ditebalikan cam dlu...
hm..
rndu 'die' yg dlu...
nite!!!

I know that you are something special.
To you, I'd be always faithful.
I want to be what you always needed.
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me.

You might need time to think it over,
but I'm just fine moving forward.
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try.


Am I crazy for wanting you?
Baby do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time.
Do you see things the way I do?
I just want to know that you feel it too.
There is nothing left to hide.

being fooled

frustrated!!!
bengang!!!
rase nk tampo org je....
:(
:((
:|

hm

kat cc rite now.tggu my adik tusyen.alang2 bek aku men intenet ni skali.huhu
last saturday pi sumit.bawak adk2 tgk wayang.CHEAPER BY HE DOZEN2.best r.btol la kate chym.huhu.hm.jln punye jln.tepasa lak ngn hakim(kot name die.lupe r)tekejot aku.die org mane?bolle tibe2 sesat plak kat summit 2..aduih
hm neway...
x de mood nk cite.kat cc slalunye x privacy nk tulis lebe2.tggu blek mmu je la nnt.huhu

adik...
im getting bored waiting 4 u...
im getting nervous waiting 4 his sms...
im getting worried 4 my result...
n i think i wud quit now...
huhu

huhu

nicely.hepyly.dh smpi umah.but tgk la nnt skit ari lg of coz aku mule rase bosang.dgn membe2 yg x de.actly tgh curi mase ni.br blek dr kantin.tlg parent.jap gi mau balek n tido jap.
adoih...sepatotnye time cam ni la time tido.bantai smpi ptg.tp nak wat cane.dok umah.so kene la ikot protokol umah.hm...

im starting missing him...
missing....
n missing...
bcoz of only by missing him tht i can do...
n hoping...
n waiting...
4 his msg...
hehe

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpakut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

...hm x tau cane nk luahkan dgn kate2 sendri...

:) / :|

I don't wanna go another day . . .
So I'm telling you . . .
exactly what is on my mind . . .
See the way we ride . . .
in our private lives . . .
Ain't nobody gettin' in between . . .
I want you to know that . . .
your the only one for me . . .

n im gonna really-really miz ya after this...

hurm..

hm...
im starting angau dh
haha
nite...
im gonna miz ya syg..
haha

liking...

i like u...
i like the way u looking at me...
i like the way u staring at me...
i like the way u act like u're cool...
i like the way u touching me...
i like ur damn looks...
i like ur fucking styles...
i like ur shit attitude...
i like ur words but u always lied...
i like ur promises but it makes me poisonous...
i like u badly....
i like u seriously...
but the way i like u makes me so fool...