fasting

puase's days sedang bejalan...x really bz.sbb pose jd org makan kat kantin pon x ramai.spending by time byk kat umah.ptg je ari2 pi bazar....rindu sum1 la.eisya!!!!heih.bapak lame x jmp.next week maybe trun kl sat.jmp afiq kot.2 lg sorang aku rindu.hm...dh la.
x tau nk tulis ape.saje nk update. je
kat cc ni.ramai dak kecik.poning den.
bye chow shin chi:D

I LUV AFIQ!!!!

survey 2...

1. Where were you fEw hours ago?..
e-theatre claz

2. Who will be your next kiss?
my bantal

3. What is the largest amount of money
you spent in one store?
3+++...duit ptptn.haha

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of
you?
beg huda

5. When is the last time you went to the
mall?
yesterday-JJ SKembangan

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
no...gle panas blik

7. When was the last time you cried?
2 days ago...it was really sad

8. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
no dan sepatotnye ye :(

9. What was the last thing you had drink?
teh panas mlm td

10. What are you wearing right now?
white giordano shirt n bondage boxer

11. Do you wash your car or let the car
wash do it?
car wash do it

12. Last fast food you ate?
mcD.laz nite ngn eisya,kak huda n naimah

13. Where were you last week at this
time?
in the car on the way blek joho n i cried along the way

15. When is the last time you ran?
be je td.rushing anta esemen

16. What's the last sporting event you
watched?
futsal laz 2 nites ngn dak2 kliuc

17. What is your favorite subject
math

18. Your dream vacation?
china,japan

19. Last person's house you were in?
my house in joho

20. How old are you?
20

21. Are you in love?
yes but im very sad of luv now...

22. do u miss someone?
of coz!!!really2 miz u afiq

23. Last play you saw?
ntah.x ingt

24. What are your plans for tonight?
bukak pose ngn eisya kat sirah then pi meeting

25. Who is the last person you sent a
message to?
mama/adik.lupe lak

26. Ever go to a camp?
yup.slalu sgt kot

27. Have you dumped someone?
kot

28. What do you want to know about the
future?
ntah.x de prasaan

29. Are you wearing any perfume or
cologne?
no...x nah pki perfume.original smell.haha

30. Are you hungry
yup.x saba nk buke

31. Do you collect anything?
yes...my clothes n pants

32. Last time you got stopped by a cop or
pulled over?
laz year mase raye

33. Have you ever drank your soda from a
straw?
ha'a

34. How do you like your drinks?
panas kot

35. Do you like hot sauce?
yup

36. Last time you took a shower?
kol 12 lebe td

37. Do you need to do laundry?
yup

38. Are you someone's best friend?
yeh...eisya

39. Are you sweet?
hihi...thts wat i always heard(prasan)

40. what is your wiSh??
i hope me n afiq will be happy 2gether again...:(

survey 3

oleh krane bosan yg teamat cipan.....
aku mengepost survey lg...


1.DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOINGTO LIE. hehe.x jugak

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? white giordano

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOURFRIEND'S LIST? yup.my adik je

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ONYOUR FRIENDS list? thing ape?

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOUKNOW IN REAL LIFE? 50 kot

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE? seminimum yg bole...max pon 2.haha

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITHBOTH YOUR PARENTS? yup...we like frends

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVEBESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE? ntah.x de prasaan

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE awt WITHSOMEONE OF THE SAME SeX? ha?

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY? celebrate ngn dak2 mmu-girlz ek:P

11. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RINGTONE ONYOUR PHONE? i always beep

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY? 11.oo am

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHTTWO NIGHTS AGO? ikut adik tgk dak2 kliuc futsal.hehe

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED? hm ntah

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TODO? bli brg2 pc...

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM? on monday morning

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOUCOULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF? many things :(

18. IF YOU HAD 300,000 DOLLARS... WHAT 5THINGS WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?? buy a car...a house...give my parent...shopping gle2...sponsor adik2

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOURCURRENT JOB? job? x da kot

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM? haha.x beminat

21. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOUWEARING? biarlah rahsia

22. LAST THING YOU ATE? honeydue

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH? hm month of holiday.haha

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH? month of sem

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHINGYOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE? x de kot

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHTNOW? x de sape

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE? myspace,frenster,my blog,cyber tracker

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED? eisya

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD. afiq or myself maybe

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOURBEST FRIEND? yup

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK(S)? teh o panas

35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHATWOULD YOU DO? juz forgive him

36. HAVE YOU KISSED SOMEONE IN THE PASTWEEK? ya...

37. LAST EX? afiq?i really2 hope not will be my ex...

38. IF YOU COULD TELL YOUR LAST EXSOMETHING WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? sorry 5x n i dont really meant to hurt u:(

39. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR EX WOULDSAY TO YOU? he wud say nothing

41. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LASTEX IF YOU COULD? if afiq...yez!!!

42. HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE? 2...

43. TATTOOS? x mo la...

44. IF YOU COULD GET PIERCED ANYWHEREWHERE WOULD YOU GET IT DONE? bawah bibir or kening.style siot.haha

45. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF? Allah

46. DO YOU LIKE BEING ON STAGE WITH ABUNCH OF PEEOPLE WATCHING YOU? no.x suke kot :p

47. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TOTHE MALL? yesterday...

52. WHAT KIND OF CELL PHONE DO YOUHAVE? nokia flip 6060

july...

ari ni kamis.besamaan dgn 2 rejab dan 27 ari bulan in july....oh!!sunggo x sangke genap semnggu aku dclashkan oleh sang kekasih.kekasih lg ke?oh ya.mmg benar. aku dilepaskan tp tidak aku yg melepaskan...mengikut akta cerai-merai ni kene pesetujuan 2 pihak.haha...
haih...
bole ke aku menahan...?
hm ntah...
eh jap...aku ingin trus menaip tp otak x mengizinkan karna suda dipenuhi dgn kate2 virtools...
haruskah ku meluahkan rase,prasaan ku dilambangkan ayat2 virtools?
oh x!!!
sbbnye aku sendri pon nnt x fhm...
tp pecaye la...walo ape pon yg tejadi...
x mungkin aku mencari ganti...
nggak mungkin aku mlupakan mu...
ku x menanti tp ku akan mencari....

2 be continued:P

july...

:(

hm...
rindu afiq...
rindu sgt...
:(

kengang terindah-samson

aku yang lemah tanpamu
aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka
sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

darimu, kutemukan hidupku
bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku
namun takkan mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang telah terukir abadi
sebagai kenangan yang terindah

-dedicated this song to my luvly afiq....

survey...

1. Are you wearing a necklace?
= no

2. Does your computer have a mouse?
= ha’a

4. Do you like school?
= yup n I really missing it

5. What color is your shirt?
= now? In coklet

6. How many bedrooms do you have in your
house?
= stay kat hostel

7. What song are you listening to?
= beyonce Knowles feat slim thug- check on it

8. What was the last mall you've been to?
= summit bp

9. Are you alone?
= now? Yup…rumate 2-2 klua

10. Do you have any older siblings?
= x. im the eldest

11. What is the last thing you ate?
= nasi goreng ladna

12. Who was the last person to come over to your
house?
= house? Hm lala kot

13.Who was the last person to call you?
= mama.siang td

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
= ntah x de kot

15. What time is it?
= Now 11.32 pm

16.What should u be doing?
= wat 3D maya

17. Who is the last person you IMed?
= hm naimah kot

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
= ha’a ngn membe2 old skool

19. What are you thinking about right now?
= afiq…wat pe gaknye die

20. What color are your pants?
= coklet2 ijo kot

21. What color is your keyboard?
= krim2

22. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
= x de prasaan

23. Are you in college?
= ha’a.lg sethn lebe je nk abes

24. What is the last word you wrote on paper?
= x ingt kot :P

25. Are you bored?
= now? Yes…

26. How many teeth do you have?
= ntah. X de prasaan nk kire

28. Do you wear glasses?
= nope.x beminat

29. What color are your shoes?
= generally black,green,white/pink

31. Last thing you drank?
= air suam kat sirah cafe

34. Who do you love?
= parent,siblings,afiq n frends

35. What are you doing right now?
= answer this survey n listening mp3

37. What are you looking at now?
= screen on the monitor :P

38. What's the last words you said?
= ngantoknye…

39. Do you have lip gloss on?
= ha’a

40. Do you have eyeliner on?
= ha yg ni x.

41. Did you realize there was no question number
36?
= hihi.ha’a x de.x prasan lak.

42. Do you have an injury (cut, bruise, bump, etc.)
anywhere on your body?
= ha’a kat jari klingking.kene piso semlm.hehe

43. Where is your cell phone?
= atas katil

44. Do you have any friends named Robby?
= x pasal je name 2. x glemor.haha

46. Do you have any friends named Nikki?
= pon x.

47. Are you afraid of the dark?
=Yup especially kalo sorang.

48. Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the
dark?"
= nope

49. Do you like someone right now?
= yup afiq but bkn like lg.syg sgt2….

50. What size shoe are you?
= 6/7

france kalah...

huhu...br je pas abes tgk final worldcup italy-france...neway.cam bese la...ape yg aku sokong 2 la kalah...tp x de hal...bkn senang nk masuk final.huhu.aku pi tgk kat blik tv je...ngn eisya, mad, waddah, aina...hm best2...lame dh x lepak ngn derang.sronok.neway,ari ni kene tggl ngn adik n ain...adik pi tgk bola kat hartamas n ain x blek2 lg...sedey2!!!sowang2 kene tggl.tp best gak sbb dpt spend time kat hostel ngn eisya.huhu.
aku msg afiq waktu start bola td...tp smpi abes bola yg dh bape kali add extra time smpi ke penalty pon a fiq x relpy2.its ok.i noe u'r tired mayb.tido dh kot.rindu la kat die.dh bape ari x jmp.rase janggal lak.ye la...asik be2 cam blangkas.tibe2 x jmp n msg/contact bape ari camni.aku se len lak.tp maseh bole tahan ati ni lg.hee:D
esemen?makin byk n makin ssh n makin complicated.aduhai...aku kene fix time n set jadual tol2 ni.sbbnye aku kene comited ngn keje aku...tkt la plak kang jd pape...sbbnye bkn senang nk smpi tahap ni.dh gamma?se cam dh tue plak.hee.ye la thn 3.senior la 2 kalo kat ipta :P uluek.gli plk aku dgr.pasn ek ella ni.
skang ni pon kene blaja jmp afiq jarang2.sbb...sbb...ade la sbbnye kot.yg penting dh mule rase x slese kalo jmp slalu.tp kalo smpi beari-ari x jmp pun x slese.rase janggal plak nnt kalo jmp :
hm...
*kai shi xiang nian ni...zhen de xiang nian ni...
this week ingt nk jmp afiq kamis or jumaat.tp kalo leh jumaat pas klas.tp die plak ade hal.ye la nk jmp,senin smpi jumaat 2 aku ade class.kalo ble dis week x nak miz.syg sgt ngn klaz2 aku dh.tp x tau la aku ni.sedap dimulut je.ati ngn buat nnt len.
neway...kamis ni ptg kot.ade trip pi times square-imax...huhu.tgk movie.best2.seb bek ade kete.x yah ssh2 sewe kete.hehe.kerek ek.2 yg rase2 cam nk pi jmp afiq tros.tp x tau la kalo die bz...comfirmkan blek nnt.
neway...dh pg.tggu eisya nk subo actually.tp nk brangan2 jap atas katil...
haha
nite/ning...
ai ni sayang...

fuwhhh

br je pas siap esemen.lege skit...tp ade lagi 1.pix around.wat panoramic.tp software nye x install lg.tgk la jap gi ke.mlm nnt ke.ptg nntke.sbbnye aku nak klua sat kasi kete kat adik.die nk pi damansara n mlm ni drang nk klua kot.hm rabu mlm kamis?ade la 2...tp aku x dikasi ikot.kenape?hehe.syyuuhh.rasie.tp afiq pon x de prasaan je nak ajak aku skali.backing kawan die la 2.haha.x pe kot.sbbnye sok pon klas aku full.9-11 ngan 2-6.kadang2 pk besnye kalo blaja 1 tempat ngn adik gak kat kliuc.haihh.tp aku dh sayang gle2 ngn coz ni.mau x nye.ngt senang nk stay smpi thn 3.dgn coz yg ssh gle ni.tp pe2 pon mesti plajaran aku dlukan.afiq....hihihi.tbe2 teingat name ni.rindu r.rindu ek?mandai r.dh ari2 jumpe.haih.ntah la.lg jmp lg rindu.hmmm.mlm td slese tol tido.maklumla sejak blek dr joho ari 2 aku x cukup tido n x recover2 lg.bile mlm td dpt blek cpt n tido cpt.bgn cepat pon rase cool je.haha.kelam kabut siapkan esemen,eh x.cepat2 je wat.x kelam kabut pon.yeye.tggl panoramic je blom.ptg or mlm br aku buat.huhu.best2.kalo sempat lg nk install virtools.nk study.maklumla.banyak mase aku abes kan bukan kat hostel.so kene la kalo ade mase kat ostel ni siapkan esemen awal2.x tau la nnt kalo dh makin bnyk esemen cane nk adapi nye.hee.skang ni pon kaki mmg lincah sbb kete kat tangan.tp n2 la masalahnye poblem.lps ni kalo kete dh pulang kat mama.ssh skit la.mmg keje aku dok blik je la.x de la jmp afiq ari2 lg.hee.hm.cam nak ajak eisya pi anta kete la plak.tp die nk ke ikut.tefon ain pon x jwb2.tido ape minah ni.x pi klas ke. k la.nk siap2.mau pi anta kete...
chow...
huhu ai ni afiq...meaow!!!

4 u...

I luv your face...
I luv your kiss...
I even luv the jokes...
That we would have from time to time...
I luv you standing by my side...
I'm dying here its clear to see...
If I cant have you in my life...

morning...

segar senye dpt bgn pg2 ni...hm tp pagi la sgt ek.huhu.tido blik ain mlm td.teman n tolong die wat mdp skit2.ngtkan nk teman die tros smpi siap....aduih...x larat langsong dan tros bamm!!huhu.jap gi mau mandi n pi jmp advisor.hm...cuak gak ni sbbnye bek attandance.coswork mcm hancur je...heee:D tp sem ni mmg down skit...skit ke?x kot.down gle ye la.mendatangkan masalah pd org ramai...menyusahkan org len pon ye gak...hm uwaaa!!!dgn esemen yg baanyak terabai...bengang nye!!! i lose my responsibility.rajinness n weight may be.hahaha...x pasal je berat badan pon masuk skali:P ilang la sgt ek.lg betambah2 adela...eiyyy tembam!!!muahaha.
- ngah x bape baik ngn afiq.x de angin.x de ribut.x de ujan.musim panas pon x.tibe2 je angin
monsun dtg.
- x gado tp ngah x baik...x suke...uwwaaa!!!!
- semangat teahir untk menyiapkan mdp.letey suda dgn esemen2 yg ade :(
- sori sgt2 to my grupmate of mci n mpm...tp syg korang...heee
- syg my cutiepie too.hehe...she oredy smpi at my house/kg las weekend.huhu
-lazly...uwwaa!!! arap2 dis week jmp lg jgn la belaku pe2 lg or die wat hal...letey n tension
r...arap sgt kite org bole bek smule
*chow...mau mandi...mau jmp advisor dh.hmmm bole x nak mntk advise die pasal....?muahahah
x pe2 la:P

buletin1

-lately bz bangat ngn esemen.dudok blik pon dh jarang n komunikasi ngn rumate pon
kureng.hm...
-bznye.....:P
-pe2 hal kat blik eisya wat esemens bersame syima n kak huda.
-rindu kat sum1.semggu beb x jmp.eh bkn...semnggu lebe.bemsg pon x.aduhai.
-hubungan dingin skit dis week.hmmm.gare2 ice age2 la ni yg kian cair.(x psl je.ape mrepek pon
x tau)
-arap2 dis thursday dpt jmp n...uwaaaa.n...kiteorg bole baik smule.
-nmpk huda pki levi's br.jelesss...ma!!!eh slah.papa!!!nk levi's!!!tag baru,latest edition...tok
birthday gift.huhu.
- meeting,meeting n meeting....
-esemen,esemen,n esemen....
- lazly....afiq,afiq n afiq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye

The Who

Who is in the rooM with you?
--- chym2

Who was the last person to sms you?
--- my afiq

Who are you thinking about now?
--- above person

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
--- mama n papa

Who's house did you last go to?
--- hehe…rasie

Who are your best friends?
---my cutipie

Who is (was) your favorite teacher?
--- ntah.x de prasaan

Who's birthday is next?
--- luvly sis fatin – 2/5

Who was the last person you told you love them?
--- mama papa kot

Who do you wish you were with right now?
--- hehe…

Who's your favorite relative?
--- adik

T.H.E. W.H.E.R.E.S.

Where do (did) you go to school?
--- srjk(c) masai n sek tun ismail

Where do you live?
---CurrEntLy MMu CyBer

Where is your phone?
--- next 2 my cpu

Where are your parents?
---In johor

Where do you sleep?
--- on my bed or atas carpet blik eisya

Where do you shop the most?
--- midvalley

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
--- adidas shopt in summit

Where did you last take a car ride to?
--- kliuc

Where in your house are you?
---In hostel


T.H.E. W.H.A.T.S

What was the last thing you ate?
--- nasi campo

What was the last thing you drank?
---mineral

What kind of cell phone do you have?
--- nokia 3610

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
--- my empuk bed

What are you wearing on your feet?
--- nothing

What instant messaging service do you use?
--- ym

What is your favorite colors?
---red.black,white….

What is your screen name?
--- shafilaz/ella


What is your most used away message?
--- roje n out.haha

What is your favorite shoe brand?
---all star n vans

What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
--- jeans lor

What is the last movie watched?
--- when a stranger calls

What song do you currently hear?
--- pcd feat will I am - beep

T.H.E. W.H.E.N.S.

When did you start school?
--- forgot oredy

When did you meet your best friends?
---in mmu-my cutipie.huhu

When is your birthday?
--- 18.4.86 (hehe 2day kot)

When did you last go to the mall?
--- yesterday

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
--- huhu…mase sem 1 kot

When did you last burn a candle?
--- x ingt…long2 time ago kot

When were you last at school?
--- 2003

When did you last see your dad?
--- laz 2 weeks…

When did you last take a shower?
--- 12 tgh ari td kot

bif of day on me...

18 april...
huhu.dis year hepy skit kot "sambut" bifday.sambut?sambut la sgt..
sume tgh sengkek.lg2 aku.hahaha.wlopon jao dr family..tp still...still ape ke.ntah la.heee.
neway...
thnx a lot 2 my frends...
dearest frend-eisya...
buddies-ain,kak huda,chym,fara,naimah,eikin,syima,bob....haha
old skool buddies-pai,zue,needa,shaleen...
n testier/komener outhere...
huhu

special thnx to my parent...
adik...
n my beloved afiq...hehe

me n him...

she is my cutiepie...

him...

im stuck...
im fobia....
im trauma...
im crazy...
on him...
huhu

far away...

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you?ll be with me
and you?ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don?t see you anymore

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
?Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
?Cause I?m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

greeny him

hm bosan.tired.ngantok kot...dgr mp3 yg diputarkan 8 kali sehari.myspace yg di on9 kan 18 kali sehari.frenster yg di log in kan 8 kali-kali sehari. cukup membosankan dgn membuat pekare yg same.tp yg x bosannye bile bemsg.haha.
still waiting 4 his msg.mane ni x msg2.jenuh da tunggu.x kan credit dh due date lak.hmmmm...or bz?
heihhh ntah la.
tok sekian kalinye dan sewaktu dgn nye aku still angau.haha.nape?o..."no comment" adela the best answer.haha
ok.dah.ngadap sketches sambil tungguuuuu
huhu
wa!!!!im crazy over u!!!!

memories him on me

smlm pi alamanda.actlly nk jln2 n makan.sbb bosan dok kat hostel je.yg x-x nye aku bli la perfume on the spot.neway x 4 me.but sum1...hehe.ha!lupe lak nk amek gambo perfume yg aku bli 2.tp x pe la.yg pntg die suke.eh x.die ckp love it.haha.
adoih....
sume on the spot.nk cite pn ssh.hehe.malu pn ye gak.tp kalo camni la dugaan dan ending nye tiap2 kali nk jmp.aku x kesa tp adoih x snggp beb.merane!!endingnye x pe.dugaan nye 2 x nk.muahahaha.
pg td pn kol8 br aku smpi.kesian kat eisya n chym.nyusahkan drang tol.tp aku syg sgt ngn drang be2.tanpe drang.mende ni x belaku kot.muahaha.1 mlm x tido.mate mmg buntang.haha.
skang pn ngantok gak.tp keje byk.neway.tepakse bekoban skit.x kan nk 28 hours njoy je kot.huhu.presentation la.esemen la.hm mcm2 kot.doih.pening2!!!!

*loving him like a hell but wif him is like in heaven*
haha.ayat mcm **** meaow!!ghunkghunkxxxx

u...

First i like u,
then i luv u,
now im afraid to lose u...

jikustik

Pandangi Langit Malam Itu
by Jikustik

Coba kau pandangi langit mPutri, jangan menangis
Hapus air mata
Di wajah cantikmu
Putri, kepergianku
Tak akan lama
Tahan rindumu
Putri, seandainya saja
Kubisa, menghentikan waktu
Kuhentikan waktu
Reff
Bila kau rindukan aku putrialam ini, aku di situ
Bila itu talk cukup mengganti
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sedey...

sedey....
sedey...
sedey...
ni ngh on9 kat cc..
ptg td kol 6 sengah smpi umah...
then walopon x bape byk cite sal afiq n aini aku tau tp cukup sedey kot ati,mate,tlinge ni dgr..
terase betape keciknye bentuk ati aku...
butenye mate aku...
nipis nye tlinge...:((
sebe slah yg teamat sgt...
sampai nye ati aku...
n the important is he still syg his "couple"...
nthere4 the end of this matter is aku nk surrender.undo dri.
i dont wanna be fool again or make any mistakes again...
so bia la saket skang dr saket nnt...
hehe
bye
wanna go back..
n pray 4 me to have a new cool life...
fewittt

1.2.3....

mengenalimu 1 KEBETULAN...
mengingatimu 1 KERINDUAN...
memahamimu 1 KEMESRAAN...
melepaskanmu 1 KESUKARAN...
melupakanmu 1 KERESAHAN...

menyukaimu 1 KEKESALAN...
menantimu 1 KELETIHAN...
merinduimu 1 KEPERITAN...
memandangmu 1 KEKECEWAAN...
menyayangimu 1 KESAKITAN...

p/:dipetik dr kiriman sms

apa itu..?

Tertariklah kepada seseorang yang dapat membuatmu tersenyum...
kerana hanya senyum yang dapat membuat hari-hari yang gelap menjadi cerah...

Ada saat-saat dalam hidup ketika kamu sangat merindukan seseorang sehingga ingin hati menjemputnya dari alam mimpi
dan memeluknya dalam alam nyata...

Bermimpilah tentang apa yang ingin kamu impikan...
pergilah ke tempat-tempat kamu ingin pergi...
Jadilah seperti yang kamu inginkan...
kerana kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ingin kamu lakukan...

kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu baik hati...
cobaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu kuat...
kesedihan yang cukup untuk membuatmu manusiawi...
pengharapan yang cukup untuk membuatmu bahagia...
dan wang yang cukup untuk membeli hadiah-hadiah.

msg die...
tefon die...
slah x?
hehe
ikut ati.mati...
ikut kate.binase...
cam nk surrender je...
hehe

wo xiang ni.ai zhe ni

kol 8 sengah pg td aku smpi hostel.actlly lepak umah "..."but 1 mlm aku x tido.pnat,ngantok mcm org gle.pas2 blek aku plak 2 yg drive.x leh arap adik aku ni.die yg 'tido' aku gak yg x tido ni kene drive.semlm1 ari suntuk ngn adik kat OU.ngtnye nk jln2,lepak2,window shopping je.laz2 beshopping gak.tp skit sgt.hehe.ok.2 je.x de cite lebe2 dah.huhu

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
you're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul.

x kesa la kalo liriks 2 dh dipos b4 this.but i really2 meant it.
eventho pekare 2 belaku dlm a few seconds...
tp aku rase effectnye bole wat aku gle/mabok maybe 4...
few days...
few months...
few years...
n may be my whole life...
"ai sayang,im arrived n i miz u a lot.morning..."
im wondering n patiently waiting but oredy exhausted 2 noe his feeling.

ok.wanna sleep.ngantok tahap cipan dh.
bye

dealova

Dealova
by Once

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

p/s: dedicated 2 sum1 i missing of...

kata...kawan 2...

kata mak,KAWAN tu
ibarat lebah,
habis madu sepah dibuang.......

kata abah,KAWAN tu
umpama bunga ros,
dipandang cantik dipegang sakit.....

kata atuk,KAWAN tu
seperti airterus mengalir.....

kata nenek,KAWAN tu
bak bulandipuja dan disanjung tp nun jauh disana....

kate sedare,kawan tu
mcm makanan,kawan makan kawan????

kata abang,KAWAN tu
sperti lembu
mengikut saje ape dikata........

kata kakak,KAWAN tu
tak ubah macam durian
bau je busuk tp sedap dimakan....

kata adik,KAWAN tu
macam biskut.
sekejap ade sekejap takde.......

kata aku,
kawan tu tak kisahlah camner..
walaupun dia IBARAT LEBAH,
UMPAMABUNGAROS,
SEPERTI AIR,
BAKBULAN,
SEPERTILEMBU,
TAK UBAH MACAM DURIAN
&BISKUT!!!
dia tetap kawan...
tau tak sebab ape???
sekali aku dah kawan ngan dia
selamanye dia tetap kawan aku..
Miz u alot...

p/s: poem sweet ni digrab dr testi miss eisya.huhu.

bad emo

morning...
smlm pegi menonton wayang yg mcm bagus.ntah pape cite.aduhai.cite sume x best.ade pn yg best sume ptg2.tkt lmbt blek plak.mkn mcD.dh 2 ari dh mkn mcD.hm bunyi nye cam org kaye je mkn mcD smpi 2 ari.x tau duit ngh kering.hehe.call sopi.saje...sbb dh rindu dh same dak kecik 2.tup2 ptg die pn dh de kat mid 2.(ade je budak ni kat ne aku ade)
tpnye lps 2 gado.eihhh.skit2 gado.aku x ckp pn nk jmp.tp wat ayat cam aku tehegeh2 nk jmp.
ar!!!
hm lantak la die.tp smpi ati.aku dh rindu bangat same si kecik 2.huhu
ok la.arap2 ke x ke,x tau la.but by dis week my lil sis nk trun kl.hm...njoy time.haha
bye

life...

kalo la bole ditebalikan smule mase ni.
eh slah..
x nak pon...
tp kalo la dri 'die' 2 bole ditebalikan cam dlu...
hm..
rndu 'die' yg dlu...
nite!!!

I know that you are something special.
To you, I'd be always faithful.
I want to be what you always needed.
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me.

You might need time to think it over,
but I'm just fine moving forward.
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try.


Am I crazy for wanting you?
Baby do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time.
Do you see things the way I do?
I just want to know that you feel it too.
There is nothing left to hide.

being fooled

frustrated!!!
bengang!!!
rase nk tampo org je....
:(
:((
:|

hm

kat cc rite now.tggu my adik tusyen.alang2 bek aku men intenet ni skali.huhu
last saturday pi sumit.bawak adk2 tgk wayang.CHEAPER BY HE DOZEN2.best r.btol la kate chym.huhu.hm.jln punye jln.tepasa lak ngn hakim(kot name die.lupe r)tekejot aku.die org mane?bolle tibe2 sesat plak kat summit 2..aduih
hm neway...
x de mood nk cite.kat cc slalunye x privacy nk tulis lebe2.tggu blek mmu je la nnt.huhu

adik...
im getting bored waiting 4 u...
im getting nervous waiting 4 his sms...
im getting worried 4 my result...
n i think i wud quit now...
huhu

huhu

nicely.hepyly.dh smpi umah.but tgk la nnt skit ari lg of coz aku mule rase bosang.dgn membe2 yg x de.actly tgh curi mase ni.br blek dr kantin.tlg parent.jap gi mau balek n tido jap.
adoih...sepatotnye time cam ni la time tido.bantai smpi ptg.tp nak wat cane.dok umah.so kene la ikot protokol umah.hm...

im starting missing him...
missing....
n missing...
bcoz of only by missing him tht i can do...
n hoping...
n waiting...
4 his msg...
hehe

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpakut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

...hm x tau cane nk luahkan dgn kate2 sendri...

:) / :|

I don't wanna go another day . . .
So I'm telling you . . .
exactly what is on my mind . . .
See the way we ride . . .
in our private lives . . .
Ain't nobody gettin' in between . . .
I want you to know that . . .
your the only one for me . . .

n im gonna really-really miz ya after this...

hurm..

hm...
im starting angau dh
haha
nite...
im gonna miz ya syg..
haha

liking...

i like u...
i like the way u looking at me...
i like the way u staring at me...
i like the way u act like u're cool...
i like the way u touching me...
i like ur damn looks...
i like ur fucking styles...
i like ur shit attitude...
i like ur words but u always lied...
i like ur promises but it makes me poisonous...
i like u badly....
i like u seriously...
but the way i like u makes me so fool...