skang sedang besiap sedie mau ngemas brg mau beangkat ke kl...
mayb dlm 2 mlm ni i'll sleep at adik's house...
rindu bangat same die...
theres 1 week lg aku kat mmu ni
n aku akan becuti 3 weeks for dis semester
but...
plan or pogrem sudah tesenarai...
adoiyyy
wat i hope is at liz 2 weeks aku dpt lepak kat umah besame family...
besides...
dh beberape bulan i dont get enuf rest (tok otak ni) n sleep (tok badan ni)
seems petengahan jun i'll start my intern kat wangse maju...
so aku nk abes kan cuti ni sebaik mungkin sbb aku tau when the intern start aku akan lg bz...
ok...
nk jangok jap...
daaa....

*jangok= melawa/melaram...its tengganu's word act...br dgr smlm

p/s: smlm wif deng, idang n abg sab watched 2nd narnia...sory to sape2 yg tetggl tu...hehe...neway nk btau cte die bez...hoho...rugi x tgk kat wayng...but dont ever watch it at mines...pressure ok...dh mcm pasa malam...so noisy wif many weird sounds...haaaihhh!!!siyes bengang...

saye nk cuppycakes dr reem pliz!!!!!
sempat mkan 3 biji je...
huk3...
sgt sedap x hengat!!!!
nk3!!!!!

*nk cr y! reem ni...nk ngecek cup cakes lg :d...heee

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT
RING?
= hoho...blom smpi tme lg r

2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
= a year...tu la 1st n laz

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
= ha'a...hehe

4.WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
= few month ago

5.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
= food n clothes..hehe

6.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
= classic cheese from secret recipe n mangosteen

7.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
= drowning by bsb

8.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
= pt raje but currently in mmu cyber

9.CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
= celcom n maxis

10.FAVORITE MALL:
= pavilion n mid valley

11. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
= .......

12. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
= my bez frend's sis

13. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON
THE LOTTERY:
= my adik n sya

14. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
= mcD n pizza

15.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
= i borrowed her money smpi 2k...wth

16.CAN YOU COOK?
= air tangan saye sedap tau...haha

17.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
= my car kancil,papa's car perdane...anykind, x de hal punye

18.BEST KISSER:
= biarla rasie

19.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
= few days ago...quite tensen wif sekeliling

20.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
= tbe2 x hengat

22.THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= nope...perlu ke?

23.CAN YOU SING?
= haha...bole tp cm haram

24.LAST KISS?
= errrkkk

25.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE
WITHOUT:
= my phones n purse

26.FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:
= japan n china

27.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
= both

28.DO YOU SMOKE?
= of coz no la

29.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
= 4 sure wif clothes

30.WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
= d mmu 4 sure wif my rumates sya n huda

31. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN
PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
= x hengat

32. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHY?:
= my room waiting for aina bungkus kan my dinner..

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
= ntahla...x de prasaan

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
= jaja

35. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
= my adik

36. THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
= gud luck babe from my VRmate nana

37. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
= orange shirt wif blue boxer

38. PICK A SONG TITLE, ANY SONG:
= the day u went away by m2m

39. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
= nope

40. FAVORITE ICE CREAM
= yg ape ade caramel2 from baskin robin tu

41. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= syyuuhhhhh

42. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
= at 9am hanye tok bemsg then continued my tido until 12pm...hehe

43. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
= tiger kot
.
44. BIRTHDATE
= 18th april

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
= be strong..hehe

46. ARE YOU SMILING?:
= yup...wondering tgk sya glak x benti:P

47. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
= my mama papa adik fatin boboy...uuuwwwaaa!!!!

48. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
= china or japan

49. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
= x really kot...fobia

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
= ella

51. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST
MONTH?:
= nope...but a programe trip in tengganu

53. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
= 2 sis(s)

54. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
= x really...takot r

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE
HOSPITAL?
= yup...

56. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER
THIS SURVEY?
= continue study my MAYA...tkot weh!!!

1.Are you slowly drifting away from
someone close?
= errkk ntah

2. When was the last time you felt
unbearably guilty?
= x hengat

3. How is life going for you right now?
= better than a year ago...

5. Who can you tell everything to?
= adik n sya

8. Last words you spoke?
= kol bape mau klua sya

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's
name started with an S?
=yeah!!! saharuddin shawal n shaznoor shakira

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
= hehe...x patot,x patot

14. What is the next concert you're
going to?
= ade ke?

17. Can you play guitar?
= x at all

18. Do you like someone?
= hahahaha...mayb

20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
= cold...

21. Is any part of your body sore?
= nope

22. Who is your last text from?
= adik n kak huda

23. What is the last movie you watched
in theaters?
= congkak

24. What do you currently hear right
now?
= no air by chris brown feat jordin sparks

25. Who did you last share a bed with?
= hoho...eisya

26. What do you think of the person
you took this from?
= shez glamor...

27. How old do you think you will be
when you finally have kids?
= b4 30th i think...perhaps

28. Would you rather watch football or
baseball?
= football

29. Missing someone right now?
= yaaaaaa

30. What's the strangest fact about
you?
= sombong

31. Where is your number one person on
your friends list?
= working at pavilion

32. Do you feel like dancing?
= yup...

33. How much money do you have on you?
= haha..cash skang ni ade la beberape sen

34. What makes you happy right now?
= people around me may b :d


35. Is there someone on your mind that
shouldn't be?
= yup...alphabet A lg...:(

36. Do you burn easily in the sun?
= ha'a...coklet ni sejak blek dr ganu

37. Do you speak another language
other than English?
= chinese

38. What made you happy yesterday?
= jalan2 cr makan at jj sk.. i ate too much

39. Are you happy today?
= as usual

40. Are looking forward for tomorrow?
= yeah...mayb

TOP TEN - - TEN THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are you single?
= hahaha...4 sure

2. Are you happy about that?
= biase je

3. Are you bored?
= yup..too many esemen n study pending ni

4. Are you sad?
= sumtimes

5. Are you Italian?
= nope

6. Are you plastic?
= hahahah...apela

8. Are you cool?
= mayb

9. Are you chinese?
= x really

10.What are you?
= a sengal girl kot

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT
RING?
= hoho...blom smpi tme lg r

2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
= a year...tu la 1st n laz

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
= ha'a...hehe

4.WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
= few month ago

5.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
= food n clothes..hehe

6.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
= classic cheese from secret recipe n mangosteen

7.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
= drowning by bsb

8.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
= pt raje but currently in mmu cyber

9.CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
= celcom n maxis

10.FAVORITE MALL:
= pavilion n mid valley

11. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
= .......

12. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
= my bez frend's sis

13. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON
THE LOTTERY:
= my adik n sya

14. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
= mcD n pizza

15.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
= i borrowed her money smpi 2k...wth

16.CAN YOU COOK?
= air tangan saye sedap tau...haha

17.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
= my car kancil,papa's car perdane...anykind, x de hal punye

18.BEST KISSER:
= biarla rasie

19.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
= few days ago...quite tensen wif sekeliling

20.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
= tbe2 x hengat

22.THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= nope...perlu ke?

23.CAN YOU SING?
= haha...bole tp cm haram

24.LAST KISS?
= errrkkk

25.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE
WITHOUT:
= my phones n purse

26.FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:
= japan n china

27.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
= both

28.DO YOU SMOKE?
= of coz no la

29.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
= 4 sure wif clothes

30.WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
= d mmu 4 sure wif my rumates sya n huda

31. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN
PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
= x hengat

32. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHY?:
= my room waiting for aina bungkus kan my dinner..

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
= ntahla...x de prasaan

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
= jaja

35. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
= my adik

36. THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
= gud luck babe from my VRmate nana

37. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
= orange shirt wif blue boxer

38. PICK A SONG TITLE, ANY SONG:
= the day u went away by m2m

39. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
= nope

40. FAVORITE ICE CREAM
= yg ape ade caramel2 from baskin robin tu

41. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= syyuuhhhhh

42. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
= at 9am hanye tok bemsg then continued my tido until 12pm...hehe

43. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
= tiger kot
.
44. BIRTHDATE
= 18th april

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
= be strong..hehe

46. ARE YOU SMILING?:
= yup...wondering tgk sya glak x benti:P

47. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
= my mama papa adik fatin boboy...uuuwwwaaa!!!!

48. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
= china or japan

49. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
= x really kot...fobia

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
= ella

51. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST
MONTH?:
= nope...but a programe trip in tengganu

53. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
= 2 sis(s)

54. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
= x really...takot r

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE
HOSPITAL?
= yup...

56. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER
THIS SURVEY?
= continue study my MAYA...tkot weh!!!

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dh bape ari ni aku sering dislubungi rase takot...x tau nape...act tau but x so sure...haihhh...hm arini pg td br pas muet speaking...sok mayb supp paper bhm...sabtu muet writing lak...then senin paper maya n pre crit final pojek...same week on friday final presentation... laz paper on 22th mei for bhm...pas2 aku nk mule setel kan tmpat intern aku...surat aku...tmpat tggl...act next sem dpt ostel...but im gona live in gombak mayb wif makyong or kak long noni...honestly aku tepk nape x cr dekat2 sini leh duk ostel...leh active lg same seketriat...hm xpe la..sem 2 ade lg...arap2 next sem klo de ke skola mane2 pn aku bole join...pliz uncle...hehe..

mama br pas col..tye sal muet...tye sal paper...tbe2 aku jd x de mood...ntah...ke aku nye jawapan sume yg acuh x acuh wat mama nye penerangan semakin panjang...haihhh...x tau la...gaknye bendera merah dh nk bejalu beberape ari lg gaknye...tu mud x bape bek...pkran banyk ke len...n my feelings mcm sensitif je bape arini...aku yg syok sendri ato sya pn pasan aku asik beckap mende yg same dan org yg same...

haihhh...nmpknye ragu2 aku ni dtg lg...hampir 2 sem rase ni ilang tbe2 die dtg blek...arrrgghh!!!aku nk klua dr mmu ni tok sementare waktu sbb aku sgt3 la x slese skang ni dgn ape yg blaku kat skeliling sejak blek dr tengganu aritu...huk3...mcm2 rumours...mcm2 perlian aku dgr...sumtimes rase x leh nk control muke dh...hehhhh...beperang lg ngn at sendri...:(

sya br msg...all lec-es tepuk tgn dgn fyp die...hoho...aku suke sgt sbb sya sgt la telalu beusahe tok fyp die...she deserve that...dan yg pasti die dpt kalahkan sum1...now kite tgk sape yg down ok...alasan sgale excuse supaye sya x down...shez oredy prove it now...walopon aku suke tp aku sedey sgt...ari2 aku doa je sya dpt jd tutor or kje anywhere yg pasti in cyber...kami bole duk same lg...n 1 thing...aku ade target for next year...perlu ke ckap kat sini...x mau la...tggu dh bukti dlu br btau sbbnye aku sendri x yakin dgn dri aku...

for sum1...klo comitmen yg saye brikan slame ni ade la tok sya...idup saye slame ni d mmu adela ngn sya ,jaja,kak huda,wani slain dak2 seketriat...d luar...idup saye dgn adik juge kawan2 bek saye d uitm pai,zu,lala n ema...andaikate saye sememangnye bz seblom ni maaf krane comitmen saye juge siyesly pade esemen...neway saye x bape gemar dgn ayat scandal...thats not my type...dan honestly...saye juge x menggemari dri saye dlabel 1 of the scandal...saye tanak kne tempias2 nye...maaf...

haihhhhh...pning la...bnyk sgt bende x slesai...aku dh nk start intern...takot weh takot...uncle hamka nmpk seorng yg sgt strict...x pe...pasni aku mau blaja bedikari...smpi bile mau idup begantung ngn org kan...

okey...mau klua jap anta kete abg sab ke bengkel...at liz skang ni aku se lege dpt melakarkan penulisan d sini...dont mind sape yg bace...but dont ever talk to me bout dis entry...sbb saye sgt malu...dan dri saye dlm keadaan x bape stabil skang ni...
trime kaseh....
dan sye sygggg sume espeseli adik,sya,kak huda,jaja,wani,pai,zu,lala,ema,juge en2 rasie...
daaaa~~~~

aduhhhh
kpale x tenang ni
tdo pn x btol dh
tlg!!!!!
nk gile
nk gile
nk gile...
ok jgn tye knape...

*ati adela peneman dan pendengar setie yg paling baik*

i hope my mulut x ngade2 nk memberontak...
sssyyyuuuhhhh

suda kepukul 2:56 tp kje maseh x start2
max pn x buka lg...
heeeee

syukran2 mlm td pd pkul 3 pagi kami smpi d mmu dr tengganu
letey amat weyyy
letey dlm buz lame2...

btw...
nk cte sal sek@mmu tengganu ni
pejalanan pogrem sgt bez espeseli komiti
sgt3 la komited
tabik 2 dir n both ad yg milih2 komiti...
xtvt..
sgt la x bosan...
sesi it..
pn gempak beb dak2 foe pegang
dan amat la sonok
hehe
berkemungkinan mreke sume 1 geng...
so x de la bermasalah tok mreke bekejesame 1 same len...
dan sek@mmu kali ni x de la aku se kelethan amat or x ckup tido...
even x benti2 dgn xtvt dan it class tp aku xde la rse mase pek gile...
ke aku yg x de prasaan or aku yg relax gile...
hehehhe
lg1 thnx a lot 2 intan menemani ku ke mane2...
heeeee
syg ko
hahaha



ok lg 1 nk cte...
got msg from awang ...
afiq tye sal aku..
plik3....
amat3...
yg aku ngt laz skali msg betulis
afiq suh aku take k sbb die mimp buruk pasal aku..
takot pape jd sbb kadang2 mimpi tu btol...
hoho

***
saye mengalami mimpi buruk tu sethun yg lalu...
dan smpi skang saye maseh rase tempias mimp buruk tu...
dan dh sethun lebe saye idup sendri n bole je take k of myself...
sgt2 la appeciate ur concern tu...
tq....>
***


in the end...
> sent items
"hm baek la...tme kaseh"

sekian....

okey...
saye ngah x btl skang ni
angau ke...
bingung ke
takot ke
sengal ke
arrrrr...
huk3
tlg!!!!
ok bye

aduhhhh
aku dh mencarut kali ke 3...
budusss...
pantang btol aku bile angkat col org tutup...
bek miscol je beb x yah smpi aku angkat...
bang***

ok..
dh abes mara...
bole blah japg klo bunyi
dh bek la tu aku x mau angkat..
jimat credit "ko"

neway...
aku ngah mabuk lagu CELA by BONECA
lagu lame tp br skang aku mabuk...
lirik sgt baik...
kne dgn aku
heee:D

i got a good phase given by sum1...

***
life isn't about finding urself...
life is about creating yourself...
love isn't about caring...
love is about understanding...
***


ok..
japg smbung
aku mau ke blik jaja mkan coklet
mati lapa aku nk tggu celebra8 wani kol 11 nnt
daaaa

sum1 missing 4 dis whole day...
status busy memanjang...
cetttt
hope really2 bz...
heeeeee

p/s: sory 4 the hesitates

***
to my childhood frend...
dearie haneeda...
hepy bifday!!!!
rindu kamu bangat!!!

***

aaarrrrr!!!!
status lincah2...
masodnye tu suh wat kje...
tp x abes2 dok pandang2 myspace
hehehehhe
aku ade maya tuk slase ni
aku ade 3d max tuk rabu ni
mampos

lg1 aku nk btau yg aku bakal mampos gak laz minit nnt ade la...
pd jumaat ni wadah kate ade presentation cyber p kot...
dan lg 1 kot aku ade la 3 mei ni ade BHM nye midterm...
mmg kot2 mampos la ni...
sbb nye komfemnye rabu mlm ni aku akan betolak ke tengganu ade skola @mmu di sane smpi ahad nnt..
aku nk gile dh...
haihhh

smlm TOT...
yakin je aku p pdhal x tau cane lg ni
apepun
aku nk baju ganu ng tagnye yg pntng walopon las minit akux pat p..
ngt kan aku baya rm30 ni next miting ni
asik lupe je..
kasihan same2 mreke yg dh x de duit asik klua duit sendri tu
heeeee
maaf3...

neway...
lg1...
aku dh x bape riso tok pegi adela krane aku ade intan dan epy dr hicom...
maaf lg..
aku x knal mreke2 yg dr kalangan kawan2 ida...
silap..
knal...tp x bape tau mreke...
hehehehe
its ok
at liz kak eyna n kak peah p...
aku suke...
heeee

ini ade la skola ke-5 aku p slain joho,klantan,penang dan pangkor...
dr pengalaman yg ade pangkor paling letey...
hoho
arap2 tengganu ni x seletey kat pangkor..
ade kang tiap2 mlm posmotem aku slamat dlu
hahahah
maaf a** s**

okey...
aku wat modelling krusi jap d maya...
then mau wat 3d max lak nye track...
thnx to cik alid n cik enon 4 giving me laptop ini
daaaaa...

p/s: menghitung ari ahir sem....
x saba nk intern
x saba nk anta esemen...
tp bole x panjang kan ari bia *die* x p...
kite x mau tggl sorang2 lg nnt...
arap sgt she can b tutor here...
bole duduk same lg...
:(

s (4/17/2008 5:36:10 PM): apo wat
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:38 PM): tgk cte korea
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:41 PM): kat blik jaja ni
s (4/17/2008 5:36:44 PM): owhhh
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:47 PM): arini kne tgl sya
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:52 PM): die dh bekg kat lab
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:53 PM):
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:57 PM): kit esorang
ella (4/17/2008 5:36:57 PM): hehe
s (4/17/2008 5:36:58 PM): elelelelele
s (4/17/2008 5:37:02 PM): sekali sekala
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:14 PM): sekali sekale
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:16 PM): ha'a
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:22 PM): ni kami ngah training
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:23 PM):
s (4/17/2008 5:37:27 PM): training apo
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:29 PM): sbbnye sem depan sya dh x de
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:34 PM): raning pisah
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:35 PM): hahah
s (4/17/2008 5:37:40 PM): lor
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:41 PM): *training
s (4/17/2008 5:37:42 PM): ahahhaha
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:48 PM):
ella (4/17/2008 5:37:55 PM): kne tggl sorang lg
s (4/17/2008 5:38:20 PM): kekawan kan ramai lagi
ella (4/17/2008 5:39:15 PM): tp
ella (4/17/2008 5:39:24 PM): sape nk teman toilet
ella (4/17/2008 5:39:27 PM): man tido
ella (4/17/2008 5:39:33 PM): *tman
ella (4/17/2008 5:39:39 PM): haihhhh
ella (4/17/2008 5:39:41 PM):
s(4/17/2008 5:39:55 PM): hmm
s(4/17/2008 5:40:12 PM): sampai satu masa kita kena independent
s (4/17/2008 5:40:30 PM): abg*** masa memula geng2 dah kuar dari mmu rasa mcm sorang gak
s (4/17/2008 5:40:35 PM): tp life goes on
s (4/17/2008 5:40:47 PM): kita yg kena berubah
s (4/17/2008 5:40:59 PM): kekadang kita kena kuar dari benda yg biasa kita wat
s (4/17/2008 5:41:16 PM): kekadang kita kena lari dari rutin kita
ella (4/17/2008 5:41:36 PM): :(
ella (4/17/2008 5:41:40 PM): huk3...
ella (4/17/2008 5:41:45 PM): ella sedey ni
ella (4/17/2008 5:41:54 PM): nape ckap camtu
ella (4/17/2008 5:41:56 PM): :((
s (4/17/2008 5:42:04 PM): kita takleh lari dari benda camni

huk3 :((
uuuwwwaaa!!!!

(bermeditasi sebentar)
perlu ke?
bole ke menyesal skang...?
klo x dh same2 sya skang ni memulun kje yg x smpi sebulan lg dh bole GRADE
its ok...
bukan salah sape2 espeseli afiq
salah saye...
shyuuuhhhhh
:((


HEPY BIFDAY ELLA~~~!!!!!!

T_T

honestly...
saye amat sedey skang ni...
rase sgt down...
rase sgt hilang seseorg...
huk3!!!!!!
:((

knape yek aku rase nk mara...
nk kecil ati...
nk jeles...
aku jugak kot yg wat hal...
haihhh
jujur...
even dh x full comitment aku kasi....
but still deep in my heart die salu je in my mind...
ntah la...
pning...

tengganu...
prlu ke p sek@mmu tu...
haihhhh
takot dgn dri sendri skang ni..
takut nobody yg bole layan karenah aku....
:((
haihhhh
die bz...(i hope so)
bz amat...
ntah la...
banyak sgt pk kakak ni...
dh3...
tido3..
jgn banyak sgt -tive:(


currently aku sgt lapa...
lapa amat...
ingtkn smpan prot lpas miting tengganu dpt makan...
upenye tidak...
haihhh
lame2 org pasti bosan nk ajak if usually aku tolak...
my fault again...
n honestly say...
saye tepakse menolak...
skang ni rase sendri k ella...
belapa la smpi sok lg...
:(
gud nite...


"Segenap hatiku luluh lantak
Mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh 'ku tak mampu 'tuk meredah kepedihan hatiku
Untuk merelakan kepergianmu"

by samsons - luluh

dfs

aku nk btau ni....
shit!!!!!
aku dh tulis panjang2 kat entry ni td..
laptop wat hal....
!!!!!!
huwwwaaa!!!!!
so go to hell!!!!
x kose aku nk tulis lg...
wth!!!
wtf!!!!

moral of the story~~~ len kali wat entry kat note pad dlu br copy paste d blogger ok...so that u dont have to say any nonsence words...sgt x bgus!!!!
hampeh ella:(
maaf for de sengal2 words

mami!!!!
i got the ulser lg...
3 i think...
x mau kire lg..
takot!!
saket amat!!!
huk3...
mane taknye..
ice3....
skang ni--> nes latte
b4--> ice blended laici...
parah mulut aku japg...

got class at 11am..
n i still blom render my animation yet...
aduhhh
apekah...
neway..
thnx to pejol, azman n bob for wat kan maya aku..
hoho
x yah la buang duit beb smpi sratus duk upah org cam yg len...
hehe
tp saye pasti akan memblanje kamu sume makan nnt k
hohoho

ni dh masuk bulan april...
i have a month lg tok mengahiri sem 3 for my gamma year ni..
then if possible aku akan start intern at the end of mei...
so that dis thurs aku akan ke wangse maju meet uncle hamka..perhaps
im so takot2 by called him ptg td...
he was like a strict person la..
sbbnye aku x nah berkomunikasi same uncle tu..
juz sengih2 ade la...
sbb nye die pn bukan btol2 kawan papa...
he is the boz of the LARAZ company which is 1 of the big architecture company in malaysia...
haihhhh
aa2 ok la mau intern kat situ...
same ade i will stay in mak yong house or mayb i will stay wif adik if she oredy got a umah sewe nnt
depends..:)
neway..
ngantok amat....
dh slamat smayang pn so...
aku pn nk menyelamatkan dri sebentar besame2 katil dan bantal2 ku...
ning2!!!

*im begin to miss sum1...n mayb he oredy wont bek2 wif me lg kot...no msg lg from him...haihhh...its cruel la kakak...stop thinking of him...x bek la :(...*


p/s to be continued...
perhaps...
got so many things wanna write down lg...
ok...morning againn

april

hepy bifday mak~~~
semoge panjang umo dan sentese murah rezki...
mayb sok ella col k to wish mak bifday...

slamat hari lahir again...
miz u amat3!!!!!

mak = afiq's mum

suda kepukul 2:56 tp kje maseh x start2
max pn x buka lg...
heeeee

syukran2 mlm td pd pkul 3 pagi kami smpi d mmu dr tengganu
letey amat weyyy
letey dlm buz lame2...

btw...
nk cte sal sek@mmu tengganu ni
pejalanan pogrem sgt bez espeseli komiti
sgt3 la komited
tabik 2 dir n both ad yg milih2 komiti...
xtvt..
sgt la x bosan...
sesi it..
pn gempak beb dak2 foe pegang
dan amat la sonok
hehe
berkemungkinan mreke sume 1 geng...
so x de la bermasalah tok mreke bekejesame 1 same len...
dan sek@mmu kali ni x de la aku se kelethan amat or x ckup tido...
even x benti2 dgn xtvt dan it class tp aku xde la rse mase pek gile...
ke aku yg x de prasaan or aku yg relax gile...
hehehhe
lg1 thnx a lot 2 intan menemani ku ke mane2...
heeeee
syg ko
hahaha



ok lg 1 nk cte...
got msg from awang ...
afiq tye sal aku..
plik3....
amat3...
yg aku ngt laz skali msg betulis
afiq suh aku take k sbb die mimp buruk pasal aku..
takot pape jd sbb kadang2 mimpi tu btol...
hoho

***
saye mengalami mimpi buruk tu sethun yg lalu...
dan smpi skang saye maseh rase tempias mimp buruk tu...
dan dh sethun lebe saye idup sendri n bole je take k of myself...
sgt2 la appeciate ur concern tu...
tq....>
***


in the end...
> sent items
"hm baek la...tme kaseh"

sekian....

okey...
saye ngah x btl skang ni
angau ke...
bingung ke
takot ke
sengal ke
arrrrr...
huk3
tlg!!!!
ok bye

malas3!!!

sempena entry yg ke 200 ni..

aku nk umum kan...

yg aku amat bz bangat2!!!!

hoho

so sgt mls mengepost....

later2 k...

muaccchhhhzzzz!!!!!

:*

yeay!!!!
i hv gud news....
aku bakal mendpt anak sdare lg yg ke4...
beznye!!!!
tp sedeynye!!!!
ntah bile dpt jmp die
klo dh kaklong pn aku dh x bek...:(
neway...
br lpas chating same abg cha...
bulan 8 ni kak long vid, abg afa n mamayah n lupe lg sorang...the new baby boy...
they gonna fly to US spesific....LA
arrrr!!!!!
tp 3 thn je kat sane...
4 me ok gak...
dh alang2 aku rase mamayah tu dh adik bradik ramai x bekenan ngn die sgt lg...
ape slahnye ikot kaklong meranto...
haihhhh
murahnye rezki kaklong....
1-1 nye aku rase a perfect woman i ever seen
tp sejak bebrape tahun lpas die bukan lg jd kebanggan kluarge kami sume sekluarge...
sbb got news kak long sgt x sopan dan x beradab dgn macik2 kami...
aiseyyy
helo....
yg x bebaek...
yg begadokan adik beradik mak kite...
yg kaklong nk campo tangan tu knape...
spatotnye kak long yg kne profesional jgn camp tros hal org tue...
bende2 camtukn bole pk yg x bek x yah ikot...
x yah nk diamalkan dlm spupu spapat...
tp kaklong dh silap...
jd skang kaklong dh bukan lg kebanggan kami spupu spapat sume...:(
luckily abg cha x mcm tu...
aisey..
klo aku jd abg cha aku mntk kak long sponsor tiap2 kali cuti sem p LA
bukan tiap2 tahun
haha
LA....
hm beznye....
tmpat org2 besa tu....
artis2 tu...
aiseyyyy
kne start brangan nk cr laki kaye raye ni...
snang2 je p LA..LV...miami...NY...CSI?
hahahha
dh2 ella...
mrepek!!!!
sketches ella sketches!!!!
pasni nk jmp halim!!!
errkkk
uuwwaaa!!!

br lpas bace sum1 blog...
n bottom of her latest post...
ade tetulis afiq zamzam...
errkkk
aku knal name ni...
n hampeh...
he was the 'punce' of the acc...
(i knew it awal2 dlu)
aiseyyyy
camane ek....
kite rindu die la :(
x!!!
x bole!!!
dh2!!!!
p tido..


neway...
sum1 talked to me bout mR....
die cm noe sumting...
but i really2 hope not...
hm malu kot...
but the thing is my blog ni x dedpape spesel pon...
jao skali tok memprotes mane2 pihak...
like i mentioned b4...
hati ade lah teman yg paling bek...



hepy bifday ejad!!!!
x saba nk suh die amek gamba aku nih