emmm

1st...
aku bru smpi mmu pd pg td kol 5 lebe stlah menghabiskan weekend bebakti pade skola bakti di tasek gelugor pulau pinang...
letey yg amat sgt krane x mase terluang disane...
mase yg sunggo pack skali...
the nite ktorg blek pon juz sempat makan besar je...
siap singgah grai ikan bakar which is ade banting there tulis "AFUNDI ASWAD"
gle r...!!!

2nd...
aku bantai tido ari ni kaw2...
bgn pkul 2 hanye untok mandi,makan,dobi,mencuci,tgk af laz week...
then tumbang smule...
pkul b sengah kot br bgn...

3rd...
call afiq...
after hampir 3 weeks kami x bercontact...
honestly our status now is very complicated n undefined...:
i called him 2 comform kan interview die...
his bus,his time,n tmpt die stay...
malu siot...!!!
aku lg...
guess wht?
sad ending...
i was crying again...
depan kak huda plak 2...
malu...:p

4th...
decision...
sok die call juz tros amek...
otherwise wat dek je la...
malu la...
kite ikhlasly nk tolong...
wat bek...
tp mcm x sudi...
x dihargai...
hmmm...

{surrender...}

p/s: 2 be continued...mane tau skali tbe2 sok aku ade cte len plak...:P

2:56 in the morning

its hamper 3 o'clock in the morning oredy...
tp 1 hape pon x masuk lg dlm otak ni...
sok ptg ade midterm...
in the morning aku nk pi teman eisya wat paspot singapore/intenational die...
lps aku plak...
maklumla aku ske je jalan2 ni...
bape ari ni idup aku gembire je...
smpi ade beberape org dh tego...
alhamdulillah la...
jgn smpi at the end nnt sumthing bad happen sudah...
did i missing sum1?
or any1...
haih...
mama...
kakak nk blek...
sgt2...
tp takot sgt...
x tau la nk blek bedepan ngn sume cane...
ella malu kot ngn mama papa...
dan x slese nk bejmp ngn afiq...
haih...
perlukah nnt blek scare rasie...:P
k la nk tido...
o nk guling2 atas tilam smbl ngadap buku...
or the buku ngadap me...
haha
nite mama.papa.adik.cimbam.kak tin.afiq
luv u all n miz u all too much...
muuaaaccchzz!!!!

slase nite

selamat malam...

dh 2 ari ni badan x bape sihat...

im sick of...

hehe

not dis life...

not luv...

but nk demam!!!

even blom btol2 demam...

tp kepale aku dh miong2...

mate panas2...

idung selseme ngade2...

tekak gatal2 batok je....

bnyk sgt minum ice kot...

or demam rindu...?

huhu

nk tido la...

ngntok dh slps pekene pil demam kak siti seblah

assalamualaikum...

gud nite again...

luv mama...papa...adik...boboy...fatin...afiq...

p/s: penulisan yg agak mengarut...

tp lahir dr ati...:p

survey3

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
= nope.x masal.

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster?
= im a coward but bez gle.hihi

3. When's the last time you've beensledding?
= hm...

4. Would you rather sleep with someoneelse, or alone?
= sum1 else...saye ni pnakut

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
= yup tp x nak jmp!!!

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
= undefined

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
= wth

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
= keira knightly

9. Can you honestly say you knowANYTHING about politics?
= x really

10. Do you know how to play poker?
= nope

11. Have you ever been awake for 48hours straight?
= yup...usually klo ade final esemen

12. What's your favorite commercial?
= knape? x pecaye ek?

13. Who was your first love?
= my afiq

14. If you're driving in the middle ofthe night, and no one is around you, doyou run a red light? = yup bantai je.

15. Do you have a secret that no oneknows but you?
= mayb

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
= neither

17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
= juz tgk2 org men je

18. How often do you remember your dreams?
= x sampai 1 jam

19. What's the one thing on your mind?
= sad

20. Do you always wear your seat belt?
= not really

21. What talent do you wish you had?
= donno

22. Do you like Sushi?
= tuna n salad only

23. What do you wear to bed?
= socks

24. Do you truly hate anyone?
= nope. im heartless:p

25. If you could sleep with one famousperson, who would it be?
= orlando bloom bole?hehe

26. Do you know anyone in jail?
= nope

27. What food do you find disgusting?
= snake.bluek!!!

28. Have you ever made fun of yourfriends behind their back?
= ?

29. Have you ever been punched in the face?
= nope

30. Do you believe in angels and demons?
= in terms of? im muslim kotttt

2nd april of 007

april is a good month 4 me.in other word is my lucky month.hehe.i juz finished up my tags tok sek@mmu penang.hm leceh skit kot.2 pn ade certain lg x de gambo.seb bek x sampai limak orang(slang penang skit)...:P
dis kamis nite aku akan betolak ke penang.pkul 9 dh kne gather kat in front of stad.mayb sbb bnyk gle brg kne prepare n setel laz minit so gather awal kot.2 pn pd aku mcm singkat mase 2 sbbnye betolak pkul 12 mlm.its ok.x letey sgt betolak mlm ni.klo siang bole pning pale aku sbb panas kot.cumenye dlm bus nnt jgn beku aku sudey sbb aku x tahan sjuk.kaki kje krem je nnt.
4 dis trip im going wif eisya.hihihi.lame x dating ngn die jao2...:p...ella!!! pehal?!!!hehe.
ikut plan aku nk tulis blogger ni the nite b4 pegi.tp tkt x sempat plak.tkt bnyk kje.so better aku update skang.tp klo nnt sempat update aku update lg.hihihi.
hm xcited? x really...cumenye gembire.sbb aku suke jalan2 mlancong2 ni.pi negri2 org len ni.experience...2 yg aku suke.lg1 pi skola2 jd faci.bez kot.ni dh kali ke3 aku mengikuti pogrem sek@mmu ni.bukannye ape lg 1 senang nk dpt hostel.hihihi.mane mampu beb nk duk apatmen mahal2 kat cyber ni.
family?hm rindu sgt2!!! mama papa adik cimbam fatin...afiq.hampir 2 weeks kami x becontact.hm ntah la ape status pn x tau.hihihi.but 4 me u'r still mine even 1 day nnt u said im not urs. i dont mind...:(
td pg mama n adik told me afiq kne interview i think 4 um's course.kat mane interview 2 x tau.tp senye kat ittho.but on 11th april.haih...aku kat mmu lg kot.mane bley blek.on the day of the date 2 jugak la aku ade presentation.hm aku soh adik uruskan je.pakaian die.peginye.suratnye.interview nye.haih....klo x 2 sume aku yg uruskan:(...riso bangat!!!
arap2 die dptla mane2 x kesala um or uum.
kadang2 rase x nak blek.takut.mcm mane reaction kami nnt bile jmp.tp aku dh ckup rindu sgt same mreke...:( n of coz him.im scared to facing any1 n everything.
hm sgalanye aku serah pade mase,ati dan fikiran kite.all i juz can say that i tawakal je skang...
ati i dh beblah bagi...hope u always fine n gud luck syg....

unknown survey 1

1. Who would you want to sleep with on the bed?
= heee:D

2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
= myself

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
= yup

4. What should we do with stupid people?
= hm...lantak die la kot

5. How long do you think you will live?
= ntah.tp mcm nk mati skang...:(

6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
= tekejut huda dh mandi dulu.means aku dh lmbt bgn

7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?
= x de carpet

8. Last person you went out to dinner with?
= eisya,kak huda,jaja kat sirah

9. Are you spoiled?
= hm ha'a

10. Do you drink lot of water?
= yup but still kne ulser

11. What toothpaste do you use?
= colgate

12. How do you vent your anger?
= nyanyi kuat2 dan nangis

13. The last compliment you received?
= x ingt kot

14. Do you look more like your mother or father?
= more to my granny

15. When was the last time you threw up?
= dh bape lame kot.x ingt

16. Who are your best friends?
= oldest- haneeda
= older- shaleen
= newest- pai
= newer- ema
= currently- eisya
*too complicated

18. Are you a momma's child or adaddy's child?
= both

19. Would you ever join the military?
= x beminat
20. The last websites you visited?
= my blogger

21. Who was the last person you took apicture with?
= x ingt r
22. Last person you went to the movies with?
=laz sunday wif mama,papa,boboy fatin cte mr bean

23. The last person you stared at?
= eisya

24. Number of pillows on your bed?
= suppose 4. 2 dh derma kat org

25. Is anything alive in your room?
= yup.my rumate eisya n huda

26. Today, would you rather go back aweek or go forward a week?
= mane2 x de hal

27. What is your current goal to achieve?
= haih...

28.Define love:
= im speechless

29. How is your hair?
= besiput like a mom wif 8 childs

30. What are your current worries?
= my parent,my family, my syg

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

specially dedicate to afiq...

sayang...
embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi
saat ku undur diri...

sayang...
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

sayang...
senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku padamu
sampai ku menutup mata

welcoming april...

adin- 11.04
ella- 18.04
alan, inzurulain- 20.04
haneeda- 28.04

*actually ade lg...tp aku lupe plak...neway,hepy becoming bifday...
*below aku post sum characters 4 sape2 yg lahir dlm bln april...dah alang2 pon aku april gak...:P

APRIL=GORGEOUS

Drop dead gorgeous!!!

Attractive personality.

Very sexy.

Affectionate & Secretive.

Naturally honest, generousand sympathetic.

Chatterbox! Loves totalk alot! Loves to get their way! .

Unbelievable kisser!

Easily angered.

Very stubborn in the most way possible!

Loves to get noticed!

Willing to take risks for others.

Makes good choices.

Has a greatfashion sense!

Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*.

Outgoing and crazy at times!

Intelligent.

Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!

Can love as much as possible!

Hates insults. Loves compliments!

A very big flirt!

Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.

The best in bed out of MFE these months!!

Hardly shows emotions.

Tends to bottle up feelings.

Observantand assesses others.

*yg lg 1 ni plak tok afiq yg birth on sept:

SEPTEMBER=SEXY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.

Greating bed.

Innerand physical beauty.

Doesn't pretend.Gets angry often.

A meaningful love life partner.

Makes right choices.

Treats friends importantly.

Brave and fearless.

Always making friends.

Doesnot harm others.

It is all about love and fairness.

Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer.

Horny and does fullfill.

Opinionated.

Does not care to control emotions.

Knows what to do, to have fun.

Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest n sexiest of them all.

CHECK CHECK CHECK IT OUT!!!!!

cold weather...

kau masih ku cintai

sungguh...

dri awal dlu hngga hari ini...

aku pasti seyakinnya pasti...

kaulah satu untukku...

kau masih dewi hatiku...

sungguh...

biar berjuta tahun hilang dihari...

usah gusar...

sayang usah ragu...

aku milikmu...

sender:

afiq Luv

+60177......

sent:

05:29:11 pm

19-03-2007

I lurve u

sender:

afiq Luv

+60177......

sent:

05:50:44 pm

19-03-2007

*hepy bifday madihah!!!

hmmm :((

pg td bgn cm bese...actually nk bgn lmbt tp sbb bunyi phone lagu chasing cars...i knew its afiq.hehe...kjot i bgn ke syg.lupe nk btau i x de class pg ni.tp beberape kali die call aku x smpt angkat...hm:(

i read sum1 blog juz now...

its really sad n touching me...

im crying...

wth is going on...

y do man like 2 hurting a woman...

its really hurt...

when sum1 left us...

then sum1 ignore us...

n sum1 deny us...

be a lovers...

its really hurt...

when he unbelieving me...

then he accusing me...

n he unappreaciating me...

this life is fair...

but its really hurt...

by loving sum1...

sayang...

im very happy dis morning when i hear ur call...

im very excited when ur name is on the screen...

but im felt so bad bile x sempat angkat ur call...

u tau x yg i takuttt sgt nk call u balek...

sayang...

i bace msg u mara2...

garangggg sgt...

i reply wif every nice words...

tp u accusing me wif unreasonable words...

at the end u wrote each words tht make me felt so bad n really2 sad...

hm sampai nye ati...

*ok mau pi bungkus makanan...eisya tggu dibawah...

*p/s --> my dearest frend...aku x pnah slahkan sesape ngn ape yg blaku...malah aku rase

besyuko sgt...i knew u love me...n so do i...im very glad by having u in my life :*

sob...:(( sob ... :((sob...:((

hepy bifday alin...

moge pnjg umo...

murah rezki...cpt2 kawen...

jgn gedik2 je...

haha

:((

mama!!!nk balek kot!!!rindu r kat umah :P ni la ni anak dare dr masuk blaja smpi skang masih homesick3!! kje nk blek je tiap2 mnggu.hehe...

*the malang of 2 days*

1. pi mid jpgi sume atm x leh kua duit tok bcb holder(bangang!!)
-membaze kot wat mega sale klo x leh kua duit
- ade pacik 2 mara2.eiy takut!!msti sbb wife die dh shopping sakan smpi duit abeh :P hehe

2. cash ditngn ade rm30...huhu adik pon bole payung rm30 je.sdngkan hage purse tok present
mama 2 begande2 kot.

3. x smpi 2 jam balek...bengang ni!!!

4. tepegang pig skin dgn slambernye!!! hm sudah.

5. buang duit menaiki teksi sedngkan depan mate ade shuttle ikram free.

6. td siang lps anta adik nek bus ke joho, aku dgn yakin nye nek STAR.tp dgn bengangye aku
trun di stesen yg ntah kebape bepatah balek ke chon sow lin.mumy!!!!slah nek tren upenye!!!
uwa :((

* tibe di mmu kol 12.23
(2 be continued)
- its time to smayang

p/s : how glad i m if u cud try 2 trust me 4 once...(sebarang gramer/spelling x rujukan)

revision :P

its raining outhere.since in the morning...hm x kesala klo ujan renyai2.jgn lebat lg pasni suda cos im going out wif adik 2 mid nk bli present 4 my mom(actually 26 feb ari2 bif mama tp asik delay bli je)hehe.mcm nk shoping skit sbbnye skang tngh mega sale.tp skit je tau.hehe.las nite i went 2 jj sri kembangan wif eisya, kak huda n wani.ngt nk bli long sleeve(senanye dh try pon tp siap round 2 kali lg ke kedai 2)tp malangnye aku rase x slese plak...so decide today je pi mid bli ngn adik.hehe.hm cm lamenye nk tggu kol 1 lebe...sbbnye nk mandi lg,semayang pas2 nk klua.maklumla sejak nek sem ni aku x pnah ditinggal sesorang begini...:(( sedey...kak huda,naimah,jaja pn x bgn lg.hm...
since smlm cuace btwn me n afiq x bape bek.i donno whats the reason but as usually i noe in the end its become my fault.even aku rase im x the 1 started the arguement...x pe la.biala rede dlu.hopefully...its hurt but i noe i'll missing it( this hurt) if i lost him.coz he's great person i ever had.

flash 2 the back :P
dh 2 ari ni aku review blek catitan yg lme2.sgan plak rase nye bile bace.hehe.hampir 2 years aku knal afiq n 2 years maybe i like him.n 4 sure dh sethn kami couple(tp x pnah tau la ble tarikh couple.hehe) tp sepanjang kami "rapat" br aku prasan jarang aku update blogger ni,n pejalanan my relationship pn tidak aku note kat sini.actually bemacam-macam pekare yg blaku.from "its" begin until end of the story, sadness n guilty become apart of mylife.but im not regret it. "sesungguhnye yg bruk itu dtg dr dri sendri"...cumenye i'll be more hati2 on every steps,every moves,every words tht i take.i donno it is true or not by trusting sum1 even he/she is really bez 4 us....but 4 me.im serik. n i really2 meant it.tidak aku menyalahklan sesape dgn stiap ape yg belaku sbb sgale yg tejadi dan sgale keburukan bemule dr dri ku sendri.its better i keep n bury it deep in my heart.
hehe cewah!! teremo plak...

*hot instant milo n bread*
hm ckup tok aku alas prut sbb nnt nk mkn kat lua je...neway dh la kot.nk sapu ubat kat my tangan yg kne air panas sku minit yg lepas...sob2

thurs 1

salam sejahtera....
moge sihat2 slalu...
di tgh ari yg crah ini...(ala2 coce pg gitu) tibe2 ada rajin plak nk bukak blogger ni...makin mls kot aku nk update2 ni... bukan ape,mcm mls nk becrite2 dlm ni...idea,mende nk tulis mmg bnyk...tp its better i keep it sendri je...2 mnggu ni mabuk tgk cite korea...sweetnye sgt2 kot :D hehe...sape yg x nak kawen ngn anak raje...haha
hm aku? dok eh...brangan2 bole la...reality x nak r...yg skang ade pon dh mcm anak raje ape lg klo officially btol2 anak raje...patah pinggang kot :P...dis week x balek...bukan ape...every weeks aku blek...sian plak ngn papa mama...duit nye 1 hal...pas2 nyusahkan drang anta2 aku ke bustand...pas2 tiap2 kali balek aku msti sedey...hehe.cume saturday ni mau klua same adik...blikan mama nye present..nk bli kan purse mahal skit kat mid kot...nk pi OU jao kot pas2 x de sape lg kat sne...hehe.another 3 weeks im going 2 pinang...beznye!!!lame dh travel ni..laz aku pi klantan laz year...time ni je la nk jalan...sok luse dh abes blja mane lg mau pi...hehe
hm cam nk upload gambo..aku n afiq kot..tp x nak la...malu...kontrovesi nnt...haha!!!
k babai

sarraghamnida...

i love u...
i love the way u looking at me...
i love the way u staring at me...
i love the way u act like u're cool...
i love the way u touching me...
i love ur pretty looks...
i love ur nice styles...
i love ur cool attitude...
i love ur words...
i love ur promises...
i love u badly....
i love u seriously...
besides the way i love u makes me so happy...
and the way i love u makes me crazy...
faithfully love u...

hm...

i luv afIq!!!!!

nite....

lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name, it sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words, it makes me weak
And I, never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

mataari dh meninggi dh.xde mende pon yg aku wat...nk wat esemen.tp org len sume pi klas.suppose ade klas kol 9.tp sbb ade maslah skit dgn batch aku yg amek vr x smpi 5 org.maybe kne extend la kot.hm?extend lg...hehe.x kesa la.asl aku blaja abes.hm cite sal study.td aku bukak web upu nk semak interview date afiq.bole plk die kate x application.x pe. aku msg plak.pn die kate x pemohonan.abeh yg aku apply online die kate bejaye.then aku siap anta borang 2 borang ape.gram ni.siap die aku call nanti.kalo x pon soh mama.bekeja2 aku siapkan bole plak x diproses.marah ni.

skang ni ngh tggu pejol siapkan surat.then aku nk pi anta kat dean.pas2 pi stad apply verification letter plak.ade aku nye ptptn sangkut lg.dh 2 sem=6 bln x mrase ptptn ni.die ingt aku kaye sgt nk byr study fees ni.cet.

rabu ni aku dh blek tiket bus kol 7.x masal je blek awal.sayang kot dgn klas aku kamis n jumaat.haih...tp masalhnye x de tiket langsung.x pe.rabu aku blek kamis leh tolong mama kat kantin.tau la tunggang langgang skali kantin bile sukan besar.tp nk soh mama wat mc letter kasi cik kam.sbb nk delay anta esemen.hee.

ok bye..
nk chow pi stad
babai

welcome

as'kum...
sharp pkul 6sku td aku slamat smpi di mmu.dgn penanaman semangat smule ke dlm dri ni nk meruskan study yg suda aku tangguh hampir sengah tahun.hm...x tau dh nk mule story cane.dr td aku smpi punye smangat nk smbng tulis blogger ni.pas2 lupe,len kate stuck suda.hmmm
br lpas call afiq.dh bgn die.bgn ke?hm.bkn....x tido lg die.hm...kpale die msti tgh becelaru...
aduihhh
x pe.ssh skang senang nanti2...hehe.dh kat mane gaknye mama papa skang.arap2 slamat la drang smpi umah.mlm ni?hmm nk tido cane?lame dh x tido sorang2...td pon mandi sorang2...slalu kat umah ade je bende nk wat.kat sini tibe2 se cam sebatang kare.aduih.clas pon ade ari jumaat.cane ek....nk drop ke amek je.mslhnye byk klas aku kne kejo ni.hmmm
hm ngh xde idea la nk tulis ape...nk edit2 gambo.masuk gambo.pas2 nk pi blik kak huda....
bosan!!!!
chow shin chan
bye

fasting

puase's days sedang bejalan...x really bz.sbb pose jd org makan kat kantin pon x ramai.spending by time byk kat umah.ptg je ari2 pi bazar....rindu sum1 la.eisya!!!!heih.bapak lame x jmp.next week maybe trun kl sat.jmp afiq kot.2 lg sorang aku rindu.hm...dh la.
x tau nk tulis ape.saje nk update. je
kat cc ni.ramai dak kecik.poning den.
bye chow shin chi:D