its been hampir 2 months i didn't see u blog
bz kot..sgt n malas pn ye gak
neway..i've been good nowadays
nobody have to i care of
thingking of
geram of pfffttt :P
sum1 that ruined my life already angkat kaki
or mayb im kicked him off heeee
no xde pasrah ke redha ke xde dlm kamus
u can get lost mr p******
pray for your happiness n family as well
sye x doakan yg buruk
tp jgn smpi something bad happen to ur family
dijaokan la n u must stop ur bad worst or k*****a** attitude tu
tq

2ndly...lately ari sye betmbah ketat skit dgn adenye cafe bru
its a small cafe in asrama uthm
but ok la n wat tmbah3 or backup3 daily pendapatan
luckily cafe cume bka dr 5pm to 11pm je but almost xsmpai kol 10 dh kne bekemas maknan abes
its not too bad la cannot masak3 kt cafe
n the reason is cafe sye xde fans tok asap/dapo/masak3 cmtu kot
bgusnye makanan abes balek!!!
tp sye x sebz pe pn mlm,de pkeje or my adik3 yg still tgk2 kan kaunter

oooh 3rdly,
my best worker suda benti kje sbb die dpt kje dgn kontraktor gaji lumayan
but for this 2 months je
maklum la skola dh nk cuti smpi blan 1
ok jgak klo die cuti dlu..
ksian cuti3 ni kang nk wat ape je
plus nnt gaji kecik sbb cuti byk naa
but hopefully he will come back kje dgn kami this january dn doakan kami sekeluarge dpt cafe lg 1 dlm uthm aminnnnnn
its quite a big cafe heeee

n finally...
im gonna stop my typing ni
with doa
semoga maklong n paklong sye sehat sahaje di mekah n in'Allah arini mreke akn dpt haji n hajah sudah...
same goes to my uncle,cik halid n his wife
mara geram,geram jgak
namun apekan daye air dicincang x kan putus
ape org kate "kubur masing2"
sume yg blaku antare mreke dan Allah..
dan smoge Allah memaafkan sgalanye dan mreke juge slamat begelar haji dan hajah
aminnnn
begitu juge my macik tukang masak mak iti..
her husband just passed away in mekah yesterday
smoge rohnye diletakkan di kalangan org3 beriman
n how lucky he is dikebumikan di tanah Allah
dan smoge mreke sume slamat pulang

doakan sye slamat,xsedey3 lg
dan cpat betemu org yg sesuhai tok ahe hayat
opsssssss maluuuu heeeee
babai muachzzzzz!!!!!

11/08/2011
3:24pm

assalamualaikum

wat kesekian kalinye idup saye tenang
tanpe de gangguan
tanpe de rase huru hare
tanpe at yg tunggang langgang
dan prasaan yg kucar kacir
alhamdulillah dan sgt syukur
sye kembali tenang
melalui ari3 rutin tanpe sedey sedey dan sedey huhu
ok...
xmau tulis pjg3
ckup la sye berdoa dan berdoa moge kebahagiaan itu milik sye
in'Allah 1 ari nnt akan sye smpi kan brite yg menggembirekan wat sume3 yg menyayangi sye
in'Allah org kate doa ibu tu makbul
dan in'Allah ape yg sye dan sume pihak doa danharap kan akan Allah itu makbul kan
aminnnnn

p/s : semoge pejalanan mreke ke tanah suci slamat smpi di sane dan slamat pulang dgn memberi berite gembire dan sye akan tros berdoa moge yg diimpikan oleh sye kluarge dan sume pihak termakbul..sesungguhnye kebahagiaan mreke amat berharge buat diri sye aminnnn

08:49 pm
17/08/2011

assalamualaikum
ape je lg klo x sedey sye hadir di sini
sedey la sgt ke :P
x reallybad like b4
skang sye dh bole control diri skit x yah nk emo3 sgt huhu
btw
last weekend sye ke s'pore
having fun there
jalan2
duit pn jalan huhu
dannnn
sye mesti pergi sne lg b4 raye ni
kate kereks nye shopping lg huhu
murah beb x leh blah sale nye
gerammmm je

neway..
hampir 2 months sye x jmp die dan die
mmg sye betekad xmau jmp 2-2
letey sedey x abes2
tp on sunday ritu sye terjmp dan berjmp gak
hoho Tuhan itu mmg atur cantek skali
mmg Tuhan tu sgt2 beri petunjuk sye harus mengundurkan diri walopapepn
tp bagaimanepn memusuhi
berdendam
membenci bkan sye
lg2 pd org2 yg sye syg dan pnah syg
ape je sye bole bertimbang tare slagi sye mampu
kerane sye yakin
iklas itu mendatang kan hasil
doa itu mendatang kan kebahagiaan
sye mau idup bahagie dan senang at hingge ahe nyawe
jp knape pelu de pasaan memendam rase

kadang3 sye xtau ape blaku kt diri sye
sentese x fhm nape bende ni pelu blaku pd sye
tp xpela..
sye yakin ni sume hikmah
kate pn hidup
belajar dr pengalaman :)

lastly..
sye doakan die dan die
idup bahagie hingge ahe hayat dan sehat sentese
jao kan la mreke dr pekare3 buruk blaku
dan pd die haknye
dr ujung rambut smpi ujung kaki
maaf byk3 yg x ternilai
se beharap sgt 1 ari nnt ape yg menimpe kamu tidak pd sye
sye benar3 xnk
sye benar3 tkot
sye menyayangi seseorg itu ikhlas
tiade niat buruk skalipn
walaupepn sye mmg slah
maaf :(

p/s: there's 2 friends of mine mimpi sye kawen..OMG tertye3 sye mimpi tu bole pcayeke n
anyway,another 1 friend of mine suda de gadis!!! i really like ur quote "i have no
type,if i like u,i like u" congrats!!! huhuh

26 july 2011
03:46 pm

Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

gelora nye at sye
sebe salah nye diri sye
mrane nye pikiran sye
huru hare nye jiwe sye
Tuhan je yg tau
sye tawakal
dan sye pasrah
:(( :(( :((

percaye lah
andai Tuhan tu berkuase tok balek kan mase tok sye
sumpah tidak sedetik pn at sye akan terime
xpayah pk pnjg sye mmg x kan wat
cpat la Tuhan tu kluakan sye dr belenggu ni
seriously sye letey
letey sgt
:(( :(( :((

03:23 pm
21st june 2011

assalamualaikum
yeayyy sye di sni
klo x sye brangan je nk buka blog tp ble dh syok bce blog org len sye jd malas ke sini

anyway
1stly..sye suda 2mggu lpas pulang dr medan
ditemani intan dan wan..
eh silap aku ngn wan yg tman die ye la haha
trip yg njoy sbb mlawat negare org
tgk budaye org
bahase mreke
atitude mreke
ke-crowded-kan mreke
umah fuwhhhhh
sronok
tp sye berangan tok ke sne lg dan menjejak kan kaki ke danau toba
aminnnn
oo sye skit ralat nape sye x borong byk kain lace sdangkan sgt3 murah
xpe next time :P

ok arini suda sabtu n tomorrow im gonna meet eisya n wani
sumpah rindu gle x hengat
lame xjmp cm janggal kot
tp nk jmp gak n talk about everything
sume3..sbb dh lame sgt x jmp
so many things especially our life
btw,xsangke kan wani nk tunang
time kt mmu aku ngn eisya yg sakan becinte haha
but now wani nk tunang
sye n eisya tiade langsung ke arah tu hahahha
eh tp x tau gak if sya already have sum1 in her life
coz dh lame x jmp n bual3 pn sgt sjap
so xsure lg huhu

1 more thing
slamat pengantin bru to chym
moge pekahwinan kamu kekal hingge ahe hayat
aminnnnn
sorry i couldn't come sbb masalah3 teknikal
tp doa dan kegembiraan sye mengiringi anda ;)

baek la..
nk becrite part sye plak
lately ni condition kt umah agak tegang
especially when i came back from medan
sye x tau la sye yg tgh x stabil
ato mmg tgh musim dingin skang ni
im talkless (paso naa:p)
sbb ble beckap je diakhiri dgn gado
act x gado tp hati sye memberontak ingin menjawab
but as usual sye lebe suke mendiam dri
xkesa la bende btol sye buat ke x
bende tu slah ke x
sye jge menyakiti hati org len
ape yg sye wat sye sendri x sangke
pastu rase slah sendri
bgitu jge dgn die
sye sepeti dingin
rindu tp ble jmp sye cm xde pasaan
xtau mane p happy sye ble dpt jmp sdang kan sye sgt excited tok jmp
mlut sye plak xde insuran
be honest sye telepas ckap
"same la tu dotdotdot suke pmpuan tua"
spatotnye sye x bekate bgitu
sedeynye
sebe slah sgt :(
trase mcik yg de di situ
but hopefully die pk aku x tau la shez older than her husband so that she wont mad on me
sorryyy sgt3 :(
ape pn sye pjuk at sye
mayb sbb sye tgh P dan x bole berwaktu dan sye x berdoa so terjd la okare sedemikian
haishhhhh

hm donno wat to say dh
prot pn dh mengelodak
xsab agaknye isi nk klua hahahah choiyyyy
ok la got to go
tp
sye nk doa jap
hopefully mama papa sentese sehat dn dipemudahkn sgale urusan
bgitu jge dgn die
hopefully bisnes die sentese maju dan capai target
n for sure sye doakan die bahgie besame mereke
aminnnn
doakan sye bahagie jgak
aminnn lg

bye wslam ;)

11th june 2011
12:34 pm

finally sye dpt gak mlancong ke konon2 oversea
act sebrang je..
n yg wat aku skit nervous..
sye x pnah nek flight lg sepanjang sye idup
n im quite excited
n sgt happy sbb sye akan pegi besame2 my cik I dan si merah en I jgak
eventhough sye de je menjelajah 1 m'sia kcuali sabah srawak
tp kali ni sye btol3 excited
konon2nye finally my dream vacation tertunai
syukur alhamdulillah
dan ape sye impikan adelah next vacation plak
amboi ella...
manyak na duet kau
ehhh heeeee
btw hopefully sye akn becuti dgn gembirenye di sane tanpa de pasaan huru hare
sye nk becuti puas3 tanpa de rse prasangke
sye yakin Tuhan makbul kan doa sye sbb die nk sye pk pnjg kot
aminnnnn
hopefully sye akn blek dgn tenang
tanpa adenye huru hare..intang pukang,xtentu arah dlm at ni
aminnnnnnn
last...sye bedoa moge trip sye & kami tiade masalah
slamat pergi dan pulang
dan tidak ditimpe ape2 yg x baek mahupun yg x diingini
aminnnnnnnnnnnn
bye3
doakan sye slamat
n
jmp lg bloblog lepas sye blek
assalamualaikum

9:09pm
22nd may 2011

honestly
sye sgt3 m'hargai mreke3 di skeliling sye
how they show they really love me
thnx
muahhhhh


ooo another thing
smlm tertouching plak
erkkk aku kah ini yg m'ggunekan ayat touching
bluekkk ella haha
ok smbg
sye teharu
sumbody tman sye for only 1 jam lebe saje
but its enough for me to feel so great
thnx awak

"sye nk ofis bertingkat-tingkat,msuk ofis nek heli je..nnt bole amek awak nek heli je cm fasha"
"hm??xnk!!!nnt awak tggl kan sye"

klo hati de mlut..
die dh telopong
sbb die sendri x sangke
tuan punye hati bole lepaskan ayt tu

sekian trime kaseh

14th MEI 2011
11:38AM
hepy bifday awin syg muahhhhh

1stly slamat ari ibu to mama
jasemu sgt2 tidak ternilai
tidak terkenang hingge ahe hayat
tidak setanding kasih syg org laen
erkkkk
sye x tau dh nk bemadah ape nk lambang kan
how i appreciate u mama
muahhhhhhh
cm sronok nye dh be a mother
happy nye when i saw some1 nk jd mother for another few months lg

neway last nite we had girls talk
me zu awin nlala
its really happy
n we talked anything
everything
dh lame kami x bebual be4 cmtu
but the saddest thing
awin angkt brangkat ke kuantan arini dan bermaustatin di sne wif her husband
dan suda pasti susah die sukar pulang lg ke kg
neway..
thnx my syg awin for being here
helped me a lot
covered me a lot
eventho ape yg sye wt skang x patot
but im really happy to have
kamu2 by my side
yg sentese sokong sye xbenti
dan tanpe de sye trase :(
bergolak nyeat sye Tuhan je yg tau
but im always keep this words
bende klo mlibatkan at n prasaan
sgt penat..lebe pnat dr kje,dr bz
dan sepeti sye janjikan
sye x kan sush kan at awak lg
xkan wat hal lg :)
tp tesiratnye sye reda je la pasni ape yg akan blaku
tawakal

ok lastly..nowadays sye salu melawati blog seseorg
sye x tau ape alasan nye
tp mayb the blogger related to somebody
so im quite excited to read her blog everyday
the baby sgt comel
n she's growing up
dan sgt3 comel
as usual
sye sentese mendoakan their happiness aminnnn

again..
everytime when i felt so sad
there would be something happened
something that can curing(eh btol ke bahse ni ,cm pasa je:) my sadness
n the happiness will follow with something bad
huhhhh saba je la
dont know yet what else gonna hempap me this time
pape pn hopefully sye hadapi nye dgn tabah
dan Tuhan beri sye kekuatan untuk bertabah tu

btw..adekah sye dikire sacrificed everything to sum1
sye x tau
ke bukan sye x tau tp sye yg cube menidak kan
oohhh Ya Allah
moge ape yg aku wat ni tidak salah same skali
tidak akan meyesal skali
sye benar2 yakin dgn mu Ya Allah
dan walopn sye xbape yakin ape yg sye wat
again sye benar2 tawakal dan meletak sepenuh kepecayaan pd mu Ya Allah juge die
aminnnnnn

im just wondering wats happening to myself skang
really...
bile la sume ni akan berakhir

08:20pm
6thmay2011

bodoh x saye..
ok silap
bkan soalan sye utarekan
tp penyataan
sye bodoh
sekian

*sedehh tp watever la

woooo sye ter-review blek post2 lame sye...
euuwww sendri bace sendri geli haha
pekahh ella
neway...
dh 6 thun lebe umo blog sye...
wahhhh klo kwen dh de anak nek dajah 1 ni
syabassss haha its only a blog :P

arini sye tlah menolong seseorg
yg tbe2 sye se btol ke ape sye wat
sy x tau ape sye pk smpi sye wat cmtu
tp sye tawakal je la
sbb sye sentese bepegang pd ikhlas dlm sume hal
sye yakin tu
mmg x slah menolong seseorg yg sye syg
tp sye sendri tekejut pe yg sye wat
adoiyyyyy
apepn sye dh tlg
dan doa yg terbaik je la
saye tau saba itu mendtg kan hasil
hopefully xde bende buruk blaku
sbb sye wat decision without tye sape2 pn
pd Tuhan dan pd "die" je la sye begantung kepecayaan sye spenuhnye
aminnnnn

ok..its already 8 lebe
sye blom magrib act :D
got to go
doakan sye
tq n babai

hye n assalamualaikum
i thought its already few weeks x buka blog
upe nye br few days hehe
neway,my last entry i'd made a decision
but now ape yg blaku dh sedia kale
haihhhh
ok x baek mengeluh
tp sye maseh mengeluh
sye x tau sye gembire ke tidak skang
sye jd malas nk pk arus ke sye sedey tros
arus ke sye gembire sgt
walopepn sye tau sye akan besedey lg kemudian ari
this time sye yg plih jalan x ptot ni
dan sye harus bersedie saket lg
mcmanepn sye tetap bersyukur...
dan sye maseh mendoakan kebahagiaan die dan mreke :)
aminnnnnnnnn
neway..
walopn jarang skali sye melewati blog ni
http://syaisya.com/
(opss sorry sye paste url ni w/out her promission)
myb sbb entry beliau general kot
tp sye suke dgn contest yg beliau wat hasil dr duet nuffnang yg die dpt
n i think the baby of the contest comelll hehe
nahhhh tadaaaa this is the baby ;)


courtesy of cik syaisya from syaisya.com

i knew that this is not suppose to be
so...
sorry
but
thanx :)
peaceeeee

11/4/11
08:46 pm

tok ke2 kalinye sye membuat keputusan sendirian
saket
tp x pela
sye kuat kan..
sye sgt3 sedey
tp sye yakin sye kuat
sye nekad
sumtimes we hv to be selfish for other's happiness
aminnnn

i know this is not supposed to be...
but im happy
syukur
thank god
i know there will be another dugaan
but i really hope sye bole hadapi nye dgn tenang lg
fuwhhhhh
@ the moment sye sgt berase lege..
those words gave me strength enough
thnx lolot
thnx awak
i know this is wrong
tp sye beserah..


i saw these words on my way back from jb
"kekuatan sebenar terletak pd hati"
n
sum1 important in my life always told me this
"sabar itu banyak nikmatnye kakak"

aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

assalamualaikum n helo...
n hye my blog..
kire jap bape bulan dh x buka kamu..
eh br 3 bulan ek sye x post..
ngt kan dh lame sgt:P
dh riso dh klo3 email n paswed kne reset blek
btw nape sye tbe2 buka kamu
sbb sye tgh syok bace blog org..
br 1st time sye buka
act she's sum1 kakak
tu yg aku interested skit kot nk bace hahha abaikan :P

ok..1stly there were sum people asked me ade blog x?
huhu i wonder if blog dh same femes dgn fb ke..
neway..sorry blog saye bukan tatapan
n 4sure sorry lg pd sum people yg sye jawap xde
mane la tau 1 ari nnt tegerak at nk google shaznoor shafilaz jmp lak blog ni ha
sye ckap sorry awal2 skang ni
sbb sye mmg x berkongsi "at" sye ni
haa knape sye x private kan je..
sbb xde bende rasie pn nk di private kan

secondly, sye plik bile de bebape d kalangan kliling sye
mreke berblog lalu meluahkan pkare2 yg bole wat or len trase at
lalu mreke akan kate..
so wat blog aku,akunye suke la nk luah ape
ko x suke ko jgn bace
hahhahahah
helooo cik puan
dh ko kutuk org tu mmg la org tu hangen beb
adoiyaiii cik puan
anda berblog untuk dikongsi tu masodnye jagela tatasusila tu skit
klo se nk hentam org wat blog len private kan
klo x pn ko p la kutuk org tu depan2
abeh cite
klaka la kau ni
hehe sorry lg tekomen cik puan plak :P

ok cukup mreke2
sye plak..25 feb ni genap 4 bulan sye mengenali seseorg yg dh ruin my life so badly
hahhahaha so bad ke??
ntah la..segembire mane sye..serunsing tu la aku di watnye:P
skang ni idup dlm tawakal je la..
ape pn yg blaku sye terime as long x menyusahkan mama papa

lamak..nk cte pjg lg..tp sbb awan dania gonna start dlm few minutes
huhuhu got to go
jmp lg blog bye3...

*takziah to miss i n her family*

lamak lupe 1 more thing
sye confuse weekend ni nk p mane
perlu ke kl or mlake
n haa got wedding invitation from sum1 sabtu ni
tp mcm x dpt pegi je n 4sure x la kot
xmanis la senye..sorry :)

21st feb 2011
09:02 PM