dont force me to say sumting that u'll get angry

and

finally...

dont let me do sumting that u'll get hurt again someday




*im really x in the stable condition..so please people..saye sorry awal2..thnx*

11:02AM
12.02.2010

mama br call
br blek dr check up
dan sorg2 pegi
sedeynye

dh nk sethun lpas chemo
skang ko kat pranakan mama plak

damn it ko cancer

:(( :(( :((

11:51 AM
11.02.2010

papa salu kate jgn gigit kuku
at busuk
tp aku gigit gak dr kcik smpi besa
mama kate jgn gigit kuku
habit tu x bek
tp aku wat gak smpi la ni
skang ni tbe3 aku se ape papa ckap tu btol
aku jeles org tu
jeles org ni
hm act bkan jeles
tp envy
npe aku x kaye cm die
sng cm org tu
npe aku x lucky cm die
x semudah org ni
npe aku x seyakin die
x sebrani org tu
xbek kan pk cmtu
sbb tu papa kate jgn
nnt busuk at
kn dh busuk at
tp sye x bsuk at tntg org
sye bsuk at sendri je
lately when i said 'die' the 1 yg aku cr bile dlm masalah
but 'die' asked me back bile ella tu de dlm masalah
btol la tu sume org de masalah
cume gaknye care org express je kot len
the more i talk talk talk
lg byk sye hide sumting
lg x benti sye glak glak glak
lg sekerasnye sye sembunyi kn my feelings
then bile saye pressure
mule la busuk at tu dtg lg
xsuke :(
dlu saye pnah ckap ngn sorg my kakak sdare
saye gigit kuku bile tensen
lalu beliau tye xkan sentese tensen
dn skang bile sye tgk kuku3 sye mak ai 10-10 jari kuku pendek
saye sendri tetye3 x kan sentese stress
x even my thumb pn
abes sye gigit gak
gli kan
dh la
nk mandi
syampu rmbut
makan
kasi kpale sjuk skit
pas2 smbg wat kje blek
hpfully sok gonna b a fun day
dn duit jato dr langit
aminnnn
;)

wahhhh
thun ni aku de ramai baby to be born
ku sangkekan kak sya, kak long n kak neni je
hamek kak aja skali
meriahnyeeee!!!

mama..
cool down k...
kluage kite dh tebese generasi bwh lebe beumo dr generasi atas...
smpi bingung tang pangkat nenek,macik,pcik,anak sdare,anak buah
so mama jgn panic k...
hehehehehe
kakak ni cucu 2nd version
(pasan kcik lg ni)
so lame lg br de baby byk3..
tggu anak3 kakak2 sdare ku len-len tu dh skulah br kakak kwen n berbaby k
:P

oh abg cha
ella x doakan abg cha kwen lmbt lg..
tp jgn la cpat lg kwen
hahahha
mati aku pnye turn dh smpi kang

4years lg target
eh x..
6 years lg..
eh ape ni
ngarutttttt!!!!
aku dh tua time tu

i’m terrified but i’m not leaving

know that i must pass this test

so just pull the trigger

you're beautiful

cte korean ke5 yg aku mabuk kan suda abes tontonan nye

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

ctenye cm cte korea bese len gak..
ngarut2
xlogik2
plik2
tp sweetttt bangat hehe
dan aku mabuk lg..
haa dan sterusnye aku mule lah brangan
huaaaaa



haa hamek..
smpn kat blog ni
sng aku nk ingt tajuk bile rase mau tonton lg
hehe