skang sedang besiap sedie mau ngemas brg mau beangkat ke kl...
mayb dlm 2 mlm ni i'll sleep at adik's house...
rindu bangat same die...
theres 1 week lg aku kat mmu ni
n aku akan becuti 3 weeks for dis semester
but...
plan or pogrem sudah tesenarai...
adoiyyy
wat i hope is at liz 2 weeks aku dpt lepak kat umah besame family...
besides...
dh beberape bulan i dont get enuf rest (tok otak ni) n sleep (tok badan ni)
seems petengahan jun i'll start my intern kat wangse maju...
so aku nk abes kan cuti ni sebaik mungkin sbb aku tau when the intern start aku akan lg bz...
ok...
nk jangok jap...
daaa....

*jangok= melawa/melaram...its tengganu's word act...br dgr smlm

p/s: smlm wif deng, idang n abg sab watched 2nd narnia...sory to sape2 yg tetggl tu...hehe...neway nk btau cte die bez...hoho...rugi x tgk kat wayng...but dont ever watch it at mines...pressure ok...dh mcm pasa malam...so noisy wif many weird sounds...haaaihhh!!!siyes bengang...

saye nk cuppycakes dr reem pliz!!!!!
sempat mkan 3 biji je...
huk3...
sgt sedap x hengat!!!!
nk3!!!!!

*nk cr y! reem ni...nk ngecek cup cakes lg :d...heee

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT
RING?
= hoho...blom smpi tme lg r

2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
= a year...tu la 1st n laz

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
= ha'a...hehe

4.WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
= few month ago

5.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
= food n clothes..hehe

6.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
= classic cheese from secret recipe n mangosteen

7.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
= drowning by bsb

8.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
= pt raje but currently in mmu cyber

9.CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
= celcom n maxis

10.FAVORITE MALL:
= pavilion n mid valley

11. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
= .......

12. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
= my bez frend's sis

13. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON
THE LOTTERY:
= my adik n sya

14. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
= mcD n pizza

15.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
= i borrowed her money smpi 2k...wth

16.CAN YOU COOK?
= air tangan saye sedap tau...haha

17.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
= my car kancil,papa's car perdane...anykind, x de hal punye

18.BEST KISSER:
= biarla rasie

19.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
= few days ago...quite tensen wif sekeliling

20.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
= tbe2 x hengat

22.THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= nope...perlu ke?

23.CAN YOU SING?
= haha...bole tp cm haram

24.LAST KISS?
= errrkkk

25.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE
WITHOUT:
= my phones n purse

26.FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:
= japan n china

27.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
= both

28.DO YOU SMOKE?
= of coz no la

29.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
= 4 sure wif clothes

30.WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
= d mmu 4 sure wif my rumates sya n huda

31. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN
PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
= x hengat

32. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHY?:
= my room waiting for aina bungkus kan my dinner..

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
= ntahla...x de prasaan

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
= jaja

35. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
= my adik

36. THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
= gud luck babe from my VRmate nana

37. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
= orange shirt wif blue boxer

38. PICK A SONG TITLE, ANY SONG:
= the day u went away by m2m

39. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
= nope

40. FAVORITE ICE CREAM
= yg ape ade caramel2 from baskin robin tu

41. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= syyuuhhhhh

42. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
= at 9am hanye tok bemsg then continued my tido until 12pm...hehe

43. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
= tiger kot
.
44. BIRTHDATE
= 18th april

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
= be strong..hehe

46. ARE YOU SMILING?:
= yup...wondering tgk sya glak x benti:P

47. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
= my mama papa adik fatin boboy...uuuwwwaaa!!!!

48. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
= china or japan

49. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
= x really kot...fobia

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
= ella

51. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST
MONTH?:
= nope...but a programe trip in tengganu

53. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
= 2 sis(s)

54. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
= x really...takot r

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE
HOSPITAL?
= yup...

56. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER
THIS SURVEY?
= continue study my MAYA...tkot weh!!!

1.Are you slowly drifting away from
someone close?
= errkk ntah

2. When was the last time you felt
unbearably guilty?
= x hengat

3. How is life going for you right now?
= better than a year ago...

5. Who can you tell everything to?
= adik n sya

8. Last words you spoke?
= kol bape mau klua sya

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's
name started with an S?
=yeah!!! saharuddin shawal n shaznoor shakira

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
= hehe...x patot,x patot

14. What is the next concert you're
going to?
= ade ke?

17. Can you play guitar?
= x at all

18. Do you like someone?
= hahahaha...mayb

20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
= cold...

21. Is any part of your body sore?
= nope

22. Who is your last text from?
= adik n kak huda

23. What is the last movie you watched
in theaters?
= congkak

24. What do you currently hear right
now?
= no air by chris brown feat jordin sparks

25. Who did you last share a bed with?
= hoho...eisya

26. What do you think of the person
you took this from?
= shez glamor...

27. How old do you think you will be
when you finally have kids?
= b4 30th i think...perhaps

28. Would you rather watch football or
baseball?
= football

29. Missing someone right now?
= yaaaaaa

30. What's the strangest fact about
you?
= sombong

31. Where is your number one person on
your friends list?
= working at pavilion

32. Do you feel like dancing?
= yup...

33. How much money do you have on you?
= haha..cash skang ni ade la beberape sen

34. What makes you happy right now?
= people around me may b :d


35. Is there someone on your mind that
shouldn't be?
= yup...alphabet A lg...:(

36. Do you burn easily in the sun?
= ha'a...coklet ni sejak blek dr ganu

37. Do you speak another language
other than English?
= chinese

38. What made you happy yesterday?
= jalan2 cr makan at jj sk.. i ate too much

39. Are you happy today?
= as usual

40. Are looking forward for tomorrow?
= yeah...mayb

TOP TEN - - TEN THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are you single?
= hahaha...4 sure

2. Are you happy about that?
= biase je

3. Are you bored?
= yup..too many esemen n study pending ni

4. Are you sad?
= sumtimes

5. Are you Italian?
= nope

6. Are you plastic?
= hahahah...apela

8. Are you cool?
= mayb

9. Are you chinese?
= x really

10.What are you?
= a sengal girl kot

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT
RING?
= hoho...blom smpi tme lg r

2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
= a year...tu la 1st n laz

3.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
= ha'a...hehe

4.WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
= few month ago

5.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY
ON?
= food n clothes..hehe

6.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
= classic cheese from secret recipe n mangosteen

7.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
= drowning by bsb

8.WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
= pt raje but currently in mmu cyber

9.CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
= celcom n maxis

10.FAVORITE MALL:
= pavilion n mid valley

11. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
= .......

12. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
= my bez frend's sis

13. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON
THE LOTTERY:
= my adik n sya

14. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
= mcD n pizza

15.BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
= i borrowed her money smpi 2k...wth

16.CAN YOU COOK?
= air tangan saye sedap tau...haha

17.WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
= my car kancil,papa's car perdane...anykind, x de hal punye

18.BEST KISSER:
= biarla rasie

19.LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
= few days ago...quite tensen wif sekeliling

20.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
= tbe2 x hengat

22.THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= nope...perlu ke?

23.CAN YOU SING?
= haha...bole tp cm haram

24.LAST KISS?
= errrkkk

25.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE
WITHOUT:
= my phones n purse

26.FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:
= japan n china

27.LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
= both

28.DO YOU SMOKE?
= of coz no la

29.SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
= 4 sure wif clothes

30.WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
= d mmu 4 sure wif my rumates sya n huda

31. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN
PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
= x hengat

32. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHY?:
= my room waiting for aina bungkus kan my dinner..

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
= ntahla...x de prasaan

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?:
= jaja

35. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL
LIST?:
= my adik

36. THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED?:
= gud luck babe from my VRmate nana

37. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
= orange shirt wif blue boxer

38. PICK A SONG TITLE, ANY SONG:
= the day u went away by m2m

39. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
= nope

40. FAVORITE ICE CREAM
= yg ape ade caramel2 from baskin robin tu

41. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT
YOURSELF:
= syyuuhhhhh

42. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING ?
= at 9am hanye tok bemsg then continued my tido until 12pm...hehe

43. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
= tiger kot
.
44. BIRTHDATE
= 18th april

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
= be strong..hehe

46. ARE YOU SMILING?:
= yup...wondering tgk sya glak x benti:P

47. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW
= my mama papa adik fatin boboy...uuuwwwaaa!!!!

48. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE
WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
= china or japan

49. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
= x really kot...fobia

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
= ella

51. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST
MONTH?:
= nope...but a programe trip in tengganu

53. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
= 2 sis(s)

54. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
= x really...takot r

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE
HOSPITAL?
= yup...

56. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER
THIS SURVEY?
= continue study my MAYA...tkot weh!!!

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dh bape ari ni aku sering dislubungi rase takot...x tau nape...act tau but x so sure...haihhh...hm arini pg td br pas muet speaking...sok mayb supp paper bhm...sabtu muet writing lak...then senin paper maya n pre crit final pojek...same week on friday final presentation... laz paper on 22th mei for bhm...pas2 aku nk mule setel kan tmpat intern aku...surat aku...tmpat tggl...act next sem dpt ostel...but im gona live in gombak mayb wif makyong or kak long noni...honestly aku tepk nape x cr dekat2 sini leh duk ostel...leh active lg same seketriat...hm xpe la..sem 2 ade lg...arap2 next sem klo de ke skola mane2 pn aku bole join...pliz uncle...hehe..

mama br pas col..tye sal muet...tye sal paper...tbe2 aku jd x de mood...ntah...ke aku nye jawapan sume yg acuh x acuh wat mama nye penerangan semakin panjang...haihhh...x tau la...gaknye bendera merah dh nk bejalu beberape ari lg gaknye...tu mud x bape bek...pkran banyk ke len...n my feelings mcm sensitif je bape arini...aku yg syok sendri ato sya pn pasan aku asik beckap mende yg same dan org yg same...

haihhh...nmpknye ragu2 aku ni dtg lg...hampir 2 sem rase ni ilang tbe2 die dtg blek...arrrgghh!!!aku nk klua dr mmu ni tok sementare waktu sbb aku sgt3 la x slese skang ni dgn ape yg blaku kat skeliling sejak blek dr tengganu aritu...huk3...mcm2 rumours...mcm2 perlian aku dgr...sumtimes rase x leh nk control muke dh...hehhhh...beperang lg ngn at sendri...:(

sya br msg...all lec-es tepuk tgn dgn fyp die...hoho...aku suke sgt sbb sya sgt la telalu beusahe tok fyp die...she deserve that...dan yg pasti die dpt kalahkan sum1...now kite tgk sape yg down ok...alasan sgale excuse supaye sya x down...shez oredy prove it now...walopon aku suke tp aku sedey sgt...ari2 aku doa je sya dpt jd tutor or kje anywhere yg pasti in cyber...kami bole duk same lg...n 1 thing...aku ade target for next year...perlu ke ckap kat sini...x mau la...tggu dh bukti dlu br btau sbbnye aku sendri x yakin dgn dri aku...

for sum1...klo comitmen yg saye brikan slame ni ade la tok sya...idup saye slame ni d mmu adela ngn sya ,jaja,kak huda,wani slain dak2 seketriat...d luar...idup saye dgn adik juge kawan2 bek saye d uitm pai,zu,lala n ema...andaikate saye sememangnye bz seblom ni maaf krane comitmen saye juge siyesly pade esemen...neway saye x bape gemar dgn ayat scandal...thats not my type...dan honestly...saye juge x menggemari dri saye dlabel 1 of the scandal...saye tanak kne tempias2 nye...maaf...

haihhhhh...pning la...bnyk sgt bende x slesai...aku dh nk start intern...takot weh takot...uncle hamka nmpk seorng yg sgt strict...x pe...pasni aku mau blaja bedikari...smpi bile mau idup begantung ngn org kan...

okey...mau klua jap anta kete abg sab ke bengkel...at liz skang ni aku se lege dpt melakarkan penulisan d sini...dont mind sape yg bace...but dont ever talk to me bout dis entry...sbb saye sgt malu...dan dri saye dlm keadaan x bape stabil skang ni...
trime kaseh....
dan sye sygggg sume espeseli adik,sya,kak huda,jaja,wani,pai,zu,lala,ema,juge en2 rasie...
daaaa~~~~

aduhhhh
kpale x tenang ni
tdo pn x btol dh
tlg!!!!!
nk gile
nk gile
nk gile...
ok jgn tye knape...

*ati adela peneman dan pendengar setie yg paling baik*

i hope my mulut x ngade2 nk memberontak...
sssyyyuuuhhhh

suda kepukul 2:56 tp kje maseh x start2
max pn x buka lg...
heeeee

syukran2 mlm td pd pkul 3 pagi kami smpi d mmu dr tengganu
letey amat weyyy
letey dlm buz lame2...

btw...
nk cte sal sek@mmu tengganu ni
pejalanan pogrem sgt bez espeseli komiti
sgt3 la komited
tabik 2 dir n both ad yg milih2 komiti...
xtvt..
sgt la x bosan...
sesi it..
pn gempak beb dak2 foe pegang
dan amat la sonok
hehe
berkemungkinan mreke sume 1 geng...
so x de la bermasalah tok mreke bekejesame 1 same len...
dan sek@mmu kali ni x de la aku se kelethan amat or x ckup tido...
even x benti2 dgn xtvt dan it class tp aku xde la rse mase pek gile...
ke aku yg x de prasaan or aku yg relax gile...
hehehhe
lg1 thnx a lot 2 intan menemani ku ke mane2...
heeeee
syg ko
hahaha



ok lg 1 nk cte...
got msg from awang ...
afiq tye sal aku..
plik3....
amat3...
yg aku ngt laz skali msg betulis
afiq suh aku take k sbb die mimp buruk pasal aku..
takot pape jd sbb kadang2 mimpi tu btol...
hoho

***
saye mengalami mimpi buruk tu sethun yg lalu...
dan smpi skang saye maseh rase tempias mimp buruk tu...
dan dh sethun lebe saye idup sendri n bole je take k of myself...
sgt2 la appeciate ur concern tu...
tq....>
***


in the end...
> sent items
"hm baek la...tme kaseh"

sekian....

okey...
saye ngah x btl skang ni
angau ke...
bingung ke
takot ke
sengal ke
arrrrr...
huk3
tlg!!!!
ok bye