drowning

1stly:
sum1's father passed away laz nite n takziah for him...

otw back to mmu laz nite from kak huda's house(we broke our fast there-->pdhal x pose pon aku n eisya)...we talked too much...discuss sumthing...n storied the past...the past of the mistakes...mistakes that cant b erase 4 the entire of our life...or cud be my life as well...

trauma, fobia,worry,scared dh mule blek dlm diri aku ni...but im still let it happen? y ha? who cares...better stop or/and myself have to start to control "it" b4 it goes lebe jao dan lebe burok..."it" shud not happen twice :( ...lgpon mals nk brat2 kpale...letey...

controlling+pretending...haishhhh...sighhhh....:

categories or criterias of frends...everbody have their own... dan aku slese wif those...cumenye pelu ade "line" die. dan dri kite la yg perlu tetapkan "line" tu...hm kite ke? act me...

i juz wanna b frend...i dont mind or dont care act wif any of ur comitments but stop treating me like im foolish...i like n luv to b ur frend...coz u always there when im in need... n sad maybe...

2 be continue...bosan:P

ella study2!!!!